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In an ethereal crack, my poor soul tried to get rid of the nearly suffocated squeeze with all my strength, but the evil force was too strong, and the more struggling I was, the more pressing I was, the more terrified I could not distinguish and know my real existence until the last reprimand in horror didn’t touch the margin between the imaginary and the real. It is even more impossible to distinguish the objectivity or conjecture of the surrounding things, just listening to the call of a hidden order, without any vision utility, just follow you willfully where are you going?, a voice that can only be touched in the play comes quickly. I found it immediately, eager to know who is still in this false world. The cliff that can’t be seen at a glance extends the limit of vision until the gradient line without boundary. The tranquility under the open space is like an era as cold as ice before the universe was formed. Let alone human beings, even a grain of dust will leave eternal clues. Strange? Then where did this question come from? Under this alarm, the order hidden in my heart also disappeared. Move forward? To left? Or what other direction? The anxious mood was like a pile of burnt dust, and there was nothing left except a little bit of poor warmth. Without the power to move forward, we could not find the courage to move forward. The worst thing was that even the horn, the lighthouse and the ferry didn’t know where to go. Thousands of thoughts fell into silence. I lost my control of every organ that could sound, and wanted to shake the despair in front of me with the last cry. But it was a real dream, traveling in the dim world with my reverie. It seems that tonight is doomed to be sleepless. The reclusive and deep soul of himself began to be restless again. Even so, what’s wrong with a dialogue between human and soul? People: If the soul is not willing to know the problem, so as to seek answers from external forces, what will happen to such a soul? Soul: he didn’t want to know the problem because he had placed a solution to the problem in his heart. He just wanted to find recognition through external forces. It will get a satisfactory answer intentionally or unintentionally, otherwise, he will reject that answer. That is to say, those who pray seek satisfaction, so they cannot know the problem itself. When the soul is artificially turned into quiet through prayer, then the unconscious, that is, the residues of your own conclusions that make you satisfied, will project yourself into consciousness, as a result, your prayer will be answered. Therefore, when you pray, what you seek is an escape and happiness. The external force that responds to you is actually your own satisfaction, it is you who identify with some kind of desire that you want to satisfy intentionally or unintentionally. It seems that I understand something, but it seems that I don’t understand anything. Spring elimination snow

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