Eighteen

You only know my name, but you don’t know my story or the scenery I have traveled all the way. Inscription I like listening to songs, but seldom sing. I like ink painting, but seldom paint. I like writing, but seldom write. I once thought that in my busy life, I should write something to commemorate my past 18 years and look forward to the coming next year. I once heard a sharp turn of brain Sutra, saying what would happen if Confucius appeared thousands of years ago. Will it cause a stir in the field of philosophy? Or is there a ripple in politics? None of them, but there will be one more person in this world, just like I was more than 18 years ago. It is said that 18 years old is the best time of a woman’s life, so most girls celebrate their 18th birthday, and then their birthday is 18 years old. Even though it seems absurd, everyone is happy about it. Of course, I am not listed, and I also have an idea, but the difference is that I don’t agree that the most beautiful time for a woman is 18 years old. No matter how old you are, your most beautiful years will be in the coming next year. Because you don’t know what will happen next year and what will you look like, you will imagine what the next year will look like at this time, but the most beautiful thing is not imagination. What did I look like in the past 18 years? What is the coming next year? A face which was round than watermelon was wrapped by a head of charcoal black hair. Only in this way could it appear not so fat. Maybe you will wonder what the charcoal black hair looks like? Carbon black is not like ink painting. My hair belongs to the kind of unburnt carbon. Although the whole is black, it is slightly yellow. The shallow eyebrows under the smooth forehead are arranged orderly like arch bridges. With a pair of dragon and phoenix eyes, it is a big one and a small one. My nose bridge is negligible on my face, and my nose is protruding. My flat nose bridge and protruding nose are perfectly combined, and it looks like a valley. The most normal place is probably the lips, and the most useful place is probably it, which can be used to eat spicy strips and sigh. In my opinion, people who saw me for the first time might recall that this girl was probably tricked by God. In fact, I still have something desirable. For example, I have a beauty mole, although it is crooked, ah, I have been sad about it for a long time. But in the coming year, I think I am can look good. A melon face, a flowing hair, small lips ,,, you may wonder what makes me so blind and confident, what I want to tell you is, after all, the pgraph technology will be better in the future. What is my experience in the past 18 years? What will be the next year? Although it is not as beautiful as a goddess, it has a quiet temperament like a lady, of course it was three years ago. There will be some people in everyone’s life who teach you something and even change you. And they will stay with you or stay with you forever. Her name in my life is Gao ganpeng. The name of a man also has the character of a man. I used to have envious and elegant long hair, but later I cut it into a doll’s head. She had a sunflower-like face, covering all her rays of light. She was often annoyed by the acne on her face. Actually, it was unnecessary. The temperament she exudes had surpassed others’ attention to her face. I always thought that I am moderate person, but her appearance changed me and lured out the active wave factor that had been sleeping on me for a long time. We were cut class together and scolded together. If you are late together, you will be punished. Eat and sleep together. Apart from the past, the affection left in my heart is generated after being moved. She is not willing to let me be wronged. When I was in senior high school, I didn’t agree with a girl in my class, although I didn’t like that girl who had a bad temper at that time and quarreled with that girl, which made her trapped in the middle of a bad life. I asked another friend to tell her not to come to me. When I said this, I didn’t know she was standing behind me now. When I turned around, I saw her figure and tears less than 20cm around me. But then when I sat alone in the classroom and finally cried, she still held me tightly. I cried for a whole lesson in her arms. Later, I didn’t dare to tell her to leave me any more, because I was reluctant to give up that hug that day. I don’t know what mode she and I developed in. It’s not complicated, simple, and beautiful. She had a high IQ, but she didn’t even know scallions. I pointed at garlic and said, “See, this is Scallions. The uncle who bought vegetables was speechless with me. I like to sleep with her when I sleep, because otherwise she will put her feet into my mouth after falling asleep. She always had a way to overturn my skew theory, and I was always helpless. The only thing I can subdue her is one sentence. I am not good at recording people who have left and my stories. I think I will be the same in the next year. What has I am been like in the past 18 years? What will be the next year? I was always afraid of the arrival of 18 years old, but still came; I was afraid of growing up, but still grew up; I was afraid of the future, but the next second still came; I was afraid of trying, but I also tried to do a lot. Gao Ben (nickname of Gao ganpeng) told me that one’s life is so long that it is too late to do something. She said that she might meet love around the corner, or you might die. But after the corner, I neither met my love nor died. Life is like this. You never know whether the next second is happiness or accident. I always feel that I have been living for the past 18 I am. I don’t know what I will live like in the next year, but maybe I will start to struggle and fight against fate. I AM welcomed the coming next year with 18 years’ unwillingness. You know my name and my story, but the person who appreciates the scenery with me is not you. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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