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Everything was accidental. Once we met by chance, a little colleague gave the old master a set of literature books. My little colleague specially told me when delivering the book: it is worth seeing! The old master was not so obsessed with literature as I was, so he handed the book to me when he came home. I am very happy to love literature. I usually read the cover first, such as Wafangdian Literature Reader, Wafangdian cultural heritage, Wafangdian tourism, Wafangdian industry, selected Poems and couplets in Wafangdian. There are five books in one set, which comprehensively introduce the regional culture of hometown, scenic spots and so on. If you get a book by accident, you will get unexpected gains and the joy of getting a treasure. This accident made me read the essay “empty nest” written by the female writer Su Su in the “literature reader”. After reading a few lines, my heart was firmly fastened. The heavy pen and ink of the female writer and the delicate, wise and heroic character of the Northeast woman are all revealed in the words, and the heart is tightly integrated with her words. This power of penetrating time and space led me into the grand marshal mansion with rich historical color in Shenyang, and reviewed the history of Zhang’s father and son. The writer’s words are as ups and downs as the story of Zhang’s father and son, and have great shock as well. As the writer narrated word by word, it seemed that he could feel the heartache of the writer, for the general converted to God, for the old man didn’t want to go home at dusk. My heart is also constantly ups and downs, pulling pain in waves. I used to look forward to Zhang Xueliang’s return to his hometown so deeply like a writer, not only because he was an all-powerful historical figure, but also because of his tragic life, it is also because he is a Northeasterner, the proud son of the Northeast, and the concern of the Northeasterner. At that time, all the Northeasterners were looking forward to it, And him home. But he never set foot on his way home. I once felt puzzled and regretful in my heart for thousands of times. After unlocking, why didn’t Zhang Xueliang go back to his hometown in Northeast China or his Grand Marshal’s mansion? He should know all the Northeasterners, all the families were ready to welcome him back home, but he didn’t set foot on the land of his hometown after all. The writer said with tears that this country is your home. You have done and paid for it, and you are certainly its owner. If you don’t go home, it’s a shame for it, and also for everyone in this family. Why do you stand on that small island in the Pacific Ocean, looking at the world from a distance, looking at the old country, but not getting closer? Are you really waiting there quietly to announce a truth to mankind? Or are you still a person wearing chains now, and the so-called freedom is an illusion? Then, your fellow-townsman here wishes you a long life, and may you be saved in the world of the Lord and finally in the world of human beings. Have you ever heard of that famous saxophone? Its name is “waiting for you to go home”. Every time I listen to this song, I will think of you and cry. When I read this, my eyes were filled with tears. General Zhang Xueliang was the organizer of Xi’an Incident. The writer said in the article that the incident not only changed the fate of China, but also his own, while he became a meritorious minister of the Chinese nation, he also became the most special political prisoner in Chinese history, and he became an eternal prisoner. The writer said that Zhang Xueliang had heard the truth about the Xi’an Incident and would be exposed to the world in 2002. I was extremely surprised. Is there another truth in Xi’an incident? Isn’t it true that historical records and what we have read through our mouth for decades? What is the truth? However, Zhang Xueliang died on October 15th, 2001. The truth that only he knew was brought into his heaven forever by him. I have guessed for countless times that what made this old man determined until he finally didn’t go home. Is it the will of the Lord? Or did he ever owe this nation something and feel guilty? Or is he biased against his own nation and unwilling to face it? This kind of determination not only makes people full of doubts, but also is an eternal doubt. How I wish the writer could explain this doubt in the article, solve Zhang Xueliang’s gloomy heart knot and let it come to light in the world. But the writer still made a foreshadowing, leaving a big question mark in my heart. Maybe I always read and respect history with a kind heart, so Zhang Xueliang has always been the hero and national hero I admire in my heart. When something was controversial on Zhang Xueliang, How I wished that it was not true. After all, he was an all-powerful figure in Chinese history. After all, the Xi’an Incident he launched changed the history and destiny of China. What I wrote was not comments, but a grassroots review at most. Although my brushwork was immature and young, I still dared to write, even though it was immature, rough and clumsy. Because empty nest gives me the impulse to write. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring

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