With wine

For a while, I felt that I was abnormal. Because I don’t know how to face the world, or even how to speak to others; What kind of smile is natural. So that people don’t have to look at me with strange eyes. Every book and TV play I read, I will pay attention to how the characters in it speak and do things in a certain scene. I try my best to make myself a normal person. I have to think about what to say and what to say before saying every word. It is said that diligence can make up for weakness, so I really became a normal person in others’ eyes. The landlord sister sent me a WeChat early the day before yesterday. The content is: my mother and I went back to our hometown in Anhui. I turned off the power supply at home, and there was no wireless network during this period of time. You take good care of yourself at home; Now you are the only one left at home. You should pay attention to closing water, electricity, gas, doors and windows! I replied: OK, I know. Bon Voyage! The charger I bought on Taobao two days ago has not been received for four days on the way. Tracking the logistics shows that the cloud Cabinet has signed for it. Call to inquire, the other party said: Now the salesmen are all going home for the Spring Festival. The items are sent by someone inside the company and directly put them into the cloud cabinet in the neighborhood near you, hard work, you can get it yourself! Hearing this, I felt speechless immediately. This winter is surprisingly cold, which makes people numb with cold, and a heart condenses into ice. When I went to the supermarket to buy things, there were festive New Year songs playing in the broadcast box: New Year, New Year, reunion… I bought some daily necessities and food in a hurry, and fled into the rental house by electric car. Close the entrance and exit door, go back to the house, don’t want to stop for a moment, wash clothes, clean the room, look up the sky has been dark. Simply cook some food and check whether the doors and windows are closed. Climb into the bed, turn on the phone, and watch the novels or TV series downloaded outside. Every time I see the sensational place, my nose becomes sour, my tears will not flow down. After watching it for three or two hours, my eyes were a little sleepy. I closed my eyes and thought that I would fall asleep soon. However, Duke Zhou didn’t make an appointment, but he had to close his eyes and recuperate himself. Simply get out of bed, take out erguotou, drink two, cough! So hot! Turn on the mobile phone player and play a sad song. The single is circulating, thinking about some old things, which accidentally touches the string in my heart, and the tears that cannot be stopped are pouring in. Oh! Speaking of God, it is more effective than sleeping pills. I don’t know when I will fall asleep. I remember that my little niece was like this when she was a child. As long as she cried, she would definitely sleep after a while. In this year, fate gave me a lot of things. What I could accept and what I couldn’t accept were all thrown on my face fiercely. I didn’t want to say that I was innocent. All these were the disasters I had to experience. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring

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