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In Grade 9, he and I were divided into the same class. At that time, he sat behind me and we were divided into the same group. There are four girls and two boys in our group. Every time it was our turn to work together, these two boys would be lazy. Their reason was always: look at how could we move these jobs with our small arms and legs. At that time, his impression on me was too melodramatic, so his impression on me was not so good. He likes sleeping very much, especially in English class. Once, he slept in the English class and was seen by the English teacher. The teacher was very angry and asked him to stand up, but he didn’t stand up, and even pushed his mouth to the teacher. Because of this, he impressed me even worse. Although he and I were front and back tables, he and I didn’t say much. Later, he added my QQ, and we chatted frequently, so my impression of him changed a lot. Once I had a long-distance race in PE class, I ran the last one. He laughed at me on QQ. I sent him the last one, which is also the first. He was speechless immediately after reading it. In the second semester of junior three, we entered the review and devoted ourselves to fighting for the senior high school entrance examination. At that time, I studied very well and he always consulted me, especially in mathematics. As time goes by, we gradually get familiar with each other, get closer to each other, and have more words between us. My girlfriends all said that he liked me, and asked I am whether he liked him or not. I said that I only regarded him as my friend, I am wouldn’t like him. Soon, he confessed to me. At that time, I only said something to him to let me think about it, so he gave me a week to think about it, after hearing this, people in the class all told me to promise him because they thought he was really good. A week later, he asked me whether I agreed. At that time, I told him to think about it. But this time, he didn’t give me time, but directly asked me how long do you plan to think about this time, one month? Two months? Or a year? Two years? I looked at him and said could it take so long? If you can, then the relationship is very good. He just rolled his eyes at me and then told me that if you don’t agree, I won’t study hard. At that time, I just thought: promise, promise, anyway, it will soon be the senior high school entrance examination, and break up with him after the examination. So I agreed. The thing that I promised him soon spread out. The whole third grade people knew it, even parents and teachers. But they didn’t care about us, because they were going to take the senior high school entrance examination soon. They were afraid that it would affect our study. Under my persuasion, he began to learn English, while under his supervision, I took good exercise. At that time, we had to go to night self-study, from ten o’clock to ten o’clock. After the night self-study, everyone would be very hungry, and he would go to the store every day to buy some snacks for my roommate to bring me back. It seems that I rely on him unconsciously. After the senior high school entrance examination, I didn’t propose to break up with him, because I was used to the feeling of having him around me, and it was not until later that I realized that I used to become dependent. Before the senior high school entrance examination, he once asked me whether I would forget him if I broke up with him one day. I told him that I was assured that I would definitely forget you. The reason why I said that was that I didn’t want to admit that I liked him. After hearing what I said, his eyes flashed a trace of sadness, but soon he told me that I am wouldn’t let you forget me. At that time, I didn’t understand what he meant, but soon I knew. Because one night, he kissed me without my consent. At that time, my thoughts were relatively conservative, so I was very angry and said to him that you were satisfied, and I would not forget you. Then he turned around and left, but he took my hand. Please forgive him. Finally, I forgive him. That summer vacation, I was particularly interested in constellation. I studied the personality characteristics of Sagittarius and Aries throughout the summer vacation, except for the time when he came to me. It is said in the book that Sagittarius and Aries are born pairs. After reading it, I feel very happy. Later, the game of name-based marriage was popular on the Internet, and the difference between my name and his name was zero. The difference was zero, which meant that there was a pair in the sky and a pair on the ground. At that time, I thought this might be fate. I accepted him early in my heart. However, after entering high school, we had less contact and our relationship became weaker with the passage of time. Finally, one day he broke up with me on QQ. I didn’t say anything after reading it, but that night, I cried. It was also in that night that I found out how much I liked him, but I didn’t urge him to stay because of my saving face, even without saying a word. Later, my grades declined sharply, and I also became depressed because of this. Everyone said that falling in love would not affect my study, but I really believed that falling out of love would happen. Until I was promoted to the second year of senior high school, I told myself that I couldn’t fall down any more, so I made great efforts to make progress, and my grades were stable at medium level. Sometimes I think of him and what I have tested. Only one day, I find that I am not Aries, and my name is not zero. Because of my years of habit, I wrote one more of my names, which made the difference between our names zero, thus weaving a beautiful dream for myself. Only when I woke up did I realize that I had been wrong for so many years. From then on, I no longer paid attention to the constellation, even didn’t want to hear it. Seeing anything about the constellation, I no longer believed in fate. Occasionally one day I read a sentence from the book that when you like me, I don’t like you; When you fall in love with me, I begin to like you; When you leave me, I fall in love with you. I felt that this sentence was very suitable for me, so I collected it. He always wanted to hear me say I love you, but I never said it. Now I want to say it, but he is gone. If God gives me another chance, I will definitely tell that boy that I love you, and I have to add a deadline to it after the day. I hope it will last ten thousand years. Spring elimination snow

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