In road

Time passed by at your fingertips. You left that sad city A that day. You told yourself that no matter you were working or feeling, you fell down. It didn’t matter. Everything could start from scratch. You said, you believe that the girl who loves laughing will not be too unlucky. Only I know that you are crushed too deep by the gear of fate, and things will turn against each other. The other side of sadness is happiness, so you have been trying hard to bloom like a sunflower. So you went to B city, and you said, changing a city can change a mood. You know? Sometimes I especially admire your freedom. You discarded the life experience, emotional chains and work experience in your backpack, starting from scratch in a strange city. You said, the best change is to start from scratch, and don’t carry too much at the beginning. From now on, you just want to put simple happiness on your shoulders. You said that after you attended the job fair that day, you went to a nearby C Company for an interview, which was a job that you had no concept at all. Just because you had a good communication with the department head during the interview, you thought he was upright and lovely, and this job was challenging for yourself, so you decided to stay and have a try. I laughed at your double behavior, but I didn’t realize that my heart envied you very much and could make a choice for myself. You said, what makes you confused is that since you joined Enterprise C, all your sadness, inferiority, fear and negative energy have evaporated in a flash, you have really become a simple girl who loves laughing. I feel happy for you, because you can only appear in dreams like this. On the first day of your employment, you met little D in the same position. You said he was a handsome and clean boy, and he was always bored with you, I am willing to accompany you to do every little thing. He will be the first person who cares about you when you ask for leave. He will get up early to buy you Hangzhou steamed buns. He is also the one you want to eat watermelon at midnight, and he will rush out of the dormitory to buy for you immediately. You said, you like to be with him, simple and happy. It’s just that you two are not suitable to be lovers. You said that you were afraid of hurting him. E is a person who has little achievements in work. In E’s words, his technology is one of the best in this industry. You said, some people will have a feeling of deja have met for the first time. The scene of knowing E is not romantic, but it is particularly profound. You always think that he has a story to tell, and you are willing to be the listener. He invited you to climb mountains, watch movies, sing songs and occasionally insert one or two of his stories. You are always moved by his frown and sad eyes when he tells stories. You want to hug him and give him warmth. He often smiles like a child in front of you. Maybe a relationship can bring a person back to its original form and encourage your impulse. You said that your mood would change with his every move, full of cloudy and sunny, and your life would detour to the original starting point. But no matter what, you don’t want to escape again. It is enough to have one life. The man who has been on the road, are you okay? Fortunately, it is just not as good as I expected. If I had love, it would be better for me to live simply and happily! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring

Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring…

Waiting

Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain…

Be good at listening to different voices and opinions

On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites…

Read The Bridges of Madison County

“When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted…

From today on, I want to be happy

I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me…

Sick time

I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…