Into

With the arrival of February, winter gradually went far away. The sunshine in the morning fell into the brow through the mist, warming the sleeping mood, and a warmth slowly penetrated into my heart from the sunshine in spring. Facing the sunshine in the morning, I took a deep and deep breath of fresh air. It was cool, but I had already had the warmth of February, the warmth of sunshine and a faint fragrance. It turns out that spring is really coming. I looked around, looking for the direction of the dark fragrance. It turned out that in the bush in front of the building, a magnolia had already blossomed quietly. The white magnolia flowers were hung on the bare branches one after another, and a full tree blossomed in the bright sunshine of spring. The beautiful scenery that flashed into my eyes woke me up from my winter sleep, and then quietly pushed me into the Dream of Spring, which made me intoxicated. Or there is too much rain and too much gloomy weather this winter, which seems to bring people into a gloomy and cold world, making people wander in the gloomy world. Today, on a sunny day and a leisure holiday, magnolia flowers swaying in the wind bring me into the expectation of spring, making me feel the breeze blowing my face and spring into my arms, the fragrance of flowers enters the nose and the taste of spring garden. After a long winter, especially the rainy winter this year, people have already been exhausted in the cold and hard years. I always look forward to the early arrival of spring in my heart. I really want to use the sunshine of spring to dispel the haze in my heart and give myself a good mood. Looking up at the blue sky, I decided to put down my work and the complexity of life. I walked into the nature in February alone to see the appearance of spring. Baihe Mountain Ecological Park in the east of small county is my first choice, which is very close to home, so you can walk all the way from home to embrace the spring scenery. Walking along the East Gate, Lily Mountain is quiet in the early morning, and the emerald green and quiet blend in front of us, making people feel comfortable and comfortable. The beautiful park just woke up in the morning. The Sunshine dispelled the mist, gently fell on the branches of the trees, on the budding grass, on the Red Azalea, and also on my body, warm and soft. Although there were not many flowers in early spring, the wild chrysanthemum, Azalea, Magnolia and some unknown wild flowers on the roadside were blooming brightly, which attracted bees and butterflies to dance. It turned out that spring had already quietly come to us inadvertently. It was she who blew the flowers and welcomed the butterflies. Stepping into the forest path, the tall forest covered the sunshine, leaving a patch of light and shadow. A series of crisp birdsong rang out from the evergreen tree in four seasons. The early birds were singing and dancing on the branches, playing in this peaceful and peaceful world. There is not much noise and confusion here, there is only the light singing of birds, and the sound of the spring breeze blowing the beginning of life, as long as you listen quietly with your heart, the wonderful and beautiful world of early spring is displayed in my ears. Looking up from afar along the song of the birds, a group of birds in the distance jumped lightly among several bare branches. The light figures chased and played, singing a spring dance music. Without the shade of leaves, the dancing posture of the bird attracted me clearly. I just disappeared in the dense woods nearby before I could watch it carefully. The singing of the bird gradually became far away. Leaving a bare branch stretching from a tree, a bleak feeling seems to come to my mind again. Is winter not far away? I stopped to watch the wounds left by this winter, and my thoughts drifted to the cold and distant world. The withered branches under the blue sky and the withered branches under the sun became more and more sad and touching. Walking along the path to these bare trees, looking up for a long time, looking forward to the coming of birds again. Suddenly, my eyes lit up: there were grains of stars on the branches, shining slightly in the sun and shaking in the breeze. Looking more carefully, the green buds of the original spots have already peaked out on the bare branches, which are as dense as small flower buds full of trees. I was excited for this unexpected discovery, which instantly dispelled the previous haze. I felt that spring was standing in front of my eyes astringently, facing me into the bright spring. Turn into a small lake in the mountains. The Lakeside is the place where our family often visit. Here is the lake water rippling with the wind, there are small fishes swimming beside the water lily, and there are beautiful thousand red layers and green leaves. When the Spring is warm and flowers bloom, the branches are dense and Emerald, and green silk hang down on the lake like waterfalls. The light wind blows the catkin and dances lightly, creating a fresh and soft spring. But now it is late winter and early spring. A row of green willows beside the lake has just begun to grow tiny green. The long willow branches droop lightly, and the tiny green buds are covered with branches, swaying the beginning of new life in the wind. The new arrival of spring breeze blows, and each other gently flies in the reflection of the lake light, dancing the most touching scene in the birth. Strolling along the stone-brick trail on the bank, walking through the evergreen forest of four seasons, the slightly rippling lake resonates with the Heart Lake, and the song of birds brings me into the joy of spring, the new green on the branch makes me feel the beauty of life. Here I smelt a familiar smell again. I knew it was the breath of spring. Maybe, I just came to pursue this gentle and familiar smell, come here for an encounter with spring. Here I saw the figure of spring, so soft and warm, so fresh and fragrant. She drifted lightly to the Earth, to the park, to my eyebrows and eyes, it warms my cold body and mind, and then fills every corner of the world instantly. Here, the scenery of Spring makes people suddenly enlightened. It turns out that as long as the beautiful mood is simple, happiness and satisfaction will bloom like flowers on the branches. Abandon the inner desires and miscellaneous and walk into the world of early spring. The Spring breeze and sunshine naturally come into my heart to warm my life. Entering the early spring of February, plum blossoms withered, and the plum trees were full of small green fruits one by one. The enchanting and burning peach blossoms fell all over the floor casually, leaving a tree Green in the bud. Entering February, Azalea and magnolia flowers bloom brightly, golden rape flowers bloom into a sea of flowers on the edge of the sky, and the flow of seasons depicts the years as colorful colors. I like to wander on the land of early spring, where there is the warmth of reunion after a long separation, and I like to listen to the sound of new green twirling, where is full of dreams and hopes. Strolling on the ground of early spring, let the warmth of spring penetrate into the heart, embrace the sunshine of spring to make the years warm. It turns out that life can really live freely and comfortably, because the beautiful scenery is in my heart. As long as you open the happy window, the beautiful scenery outside will flow into my heart. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Work

I have been under pressure since I started working recently. Because it is a key work station, the pressure naturally comes. When I started to work, I felt like I wanted to escape. I am very afraid of what will happen next, involving myself. Only after work, the whole body pressure was relieved. You can breathe easily. The salary has risen, but the torture can only be compensated by 100 yuan. It is really hard to earn money in the current job. But tomorrow we still have to bite the bullet and continue to suffer. I know that I will gradually learn to be smart and avoid bringing trouble to myself. If you can retreat from the whole body and become an invisible person, you will not make mistakes. Such a day passed quietly. It would be better if there was nothing to worry about. Just go back to the dormitory after work, take a hot bath, then lie on the bed and smoke a cigarette! I don’t want anything, just be quiet. It takes an hour to calm down your mood before you have the idea of going to play. There is nothing to entertain in this kind of life, only to go to the Internet cafe every day and stay for two or three hours. Play games, listen to music, and write about your mood. Make a summary of the day. When I feel tired, I will unconsciously make a phone call with my mother, not talking about work matters, but just asking something irrelevant. This will make me feel much more relaxed. For work, I don’t like it, but it’s not so easy, and there are still things to be happy. The jokes between colleagues often make the boring working hours have a temporary pause. There are also a lot of beautiful women walking back and forth beside you. It is also a kind of enjoyment to have a glance at them. The communication between people and the mutual help between each other can make work work without the feeling of being a coolie. There is also that whenever you want to pay a salary, you will figure out what you can buy for yourself! Maybe it’s new clothes, maybe it’s delicious, maybe it can invite a beautiful woman to have a meal, go to a movie, or go shopping. Everything is OK, isn’t it? Earn money by yourself and then support yourself. It is an independent and enjoyable life. At the beginning, I was restless and unstable, and now I have what I care about. The age who likes to constantly challenge his limit has passed away, and now all he has is to stick to it all the time. Only a good life can accompany yourself constantly. Maybe one day I will leave such a life, but I quite understand that it will never be now. Because this kind of plain life has just begun, and it is also the life I have been expecting. It was the ordinary and ordinary working class, living their own small life with countless wages. Every day are and will be. A very ordinary person. The water on the computer desk had been drunk, and then lit a cigarette. Today’s recreation time should also be over. You can go back to bed and watch TV. This is my life. If you have a good sleep, it will be the same tomorrow. Continue, work hard. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

过年

春节的又一名称叫过年,是中国最盛大、最热闹、最重要的古老传统节日。农历岁尾称为年,年的次日便是新春,是又一年的岁首,称为春节,合在一起我们更习惯地称之为过年,过大年。 说到过年,中国人未免有一种自豪由心而生,因为她是中国人所独有的节日,是中华民族文明的集中表现,历史悠久况味悠长。年之大承上启下,中国人习惯在年到来之前,抓紧时间完成当年的各项事务,无论是事业、工作或家庭事务,都要抓紧时间处理妥善安排停当,方可安安心心过大年。大年一过,人们就像惊蛰苏醒的虫子一样,从春节的小长假里脱胎换骨,以全新的面貌迎接新的春天,新的一年。 土生土长的东北人,对于粘豆包,杀猪菜,冰糖葫芦,冻豆腐,恐怕没有人不喜欢的吧?大冬天的,热气腾腾地吃上一口粘豆包,夹一口杀猪菜,咬一口冒汤儿的冻豆腐,别说东北人美不自禁,就连外地人也被感染得垂涎欲滴流连忘返。 小的时候,我们盼腊八,因为奶奶常说,过了腊八便是年。喝着腊八粥,舔着碗沿,瞄着挂历,想着过年,心里那个美呦! 接着,气温一天比一天低,可是我们心里的热情并没有消减,相反随着满街筒子渐渐红火的生意,越发显得高涨。穿着厚厚的娘亲亲手做的碎花棉袄棉裤,戴上棉手闷子,两只朝天辫子系着红头绳,连跑带颠地在巷子里穿行。 鞭炮摊子排着长龙,披着红衣卷着身子的小鞭,或折叠成小挂精致摆放,或卷成大的一个个圆状,之后按大小又摆成立体塔形,密密匝匝拔地而起,煞是好看;捆成捆的二踢脚,憨态可掬,集体卷起裤管,仿佛要奔赴一场盛宴之河;千娇百态的礼花各居一隅,好一副 腹盛诗书 气自华;钻天猴小地雷擦炮捏炮更是小巧玲珑,神通广大,直捣男孩子的目光,恐怕他们成天捂着的零花钱再也留不住了。女孩虽也喜欢鞭炮,但那不是她的最爱,漂亮的头饰,漂亮的衣服才是她们的最爱。她们围着首饰摊子(与其说是首饰,其实只是一些价格极尽便宜的饰品)一惊一乍地挑选着,摸着喜爱的饰品,一个发夹或一个项链,爱不释手,带上发髻、项上又放下,最后摸着兜里的几个钢镚还是悻悻地走开了,回到家里暗自使劲过年攒下压岁钱再买。唯独那漂亮的衣服还是要哄爸妈掏腰包。说来容易,还是要煞费一番苦心的。软磨硬泡,直到爸妈应下才肯罢休,之后便是痒痒地等待着,等待着腊月二十三之前的某一日,那个让人如愿以偿的时刻。现在想想不禁哑然失笑。那种在父母面前,刁蛮任性天真无邪的样子,被年轮勒紧的尺码捆在了那一刻,成为永不褪色的记忆。 小时候,我们盼小年。快到小年腊月二十三了,家家开始蒸豆包杀年猪,有的还做两个豆腐,三五升大豆侵泡磨成浆,调上卤水压成豆腐块,大豆腐冻豆腐过年的时候就管够吃了。腊月十六七,大概也该放寒假了,腋下夹着寒假作业本,肩上斜挎着书包,钻进大烟小气的房子,满屋子都是粘豆包的酸甜味道,热炕头上大缸小缸一大排,大盆小盆盛着黄色或白色也有褐色的面团,它们统统是粘面掺笨面合成的面团,在热炕头上自然发酵。红小豆胡熟了叉碎成馅泥,馅泥里放糖,把发好的粘面团做成剂子包成粘豆包,贴上蘇子叶,排满盖帘子,大小笼屉顶汽蒸熟,一屉一屉放凉,冻上,放在一个自制的茓子,把大量的粘豆包茓起来,等杀了猪,汇制了杀猪菜(酸菜,胡肉汤,五花片肉,冻豆腐)正腊月的主打吃食就这么宏大的有了着落。 还记得,我们在村外河套的冰面上玩够了,淘累了进下屋(厢房,通常是不烧火用来储藏粮食安放吃喝物的地方)就可以抓一个冻了的豆包大口大口啃起来,到酸菜缸或咸白菜缸挑顶嫩的白菜心儿拽下来,撕成宽粉状一条条的,再就上几瓣大个紫皮子蒜瓣,一冷一酸一辣交替吃起来,彼此唏嘘着,甭说有多过瘾了。那种味道,让我记忆犹新。每每回忆起来,口水会不禁流了出来。 小时候,我们盼过年。年到来之际,手头并不宽裕的爸妈,总是煞费思量地为家里孩子制备新衣服,即使是每人一件,也让他们费劲皱褶。大孩子小孩子搭配着裁剪,颜色也搭配一下,这样布料不浪费孩子都有新衣服穿。他们说,让孩子身上见见新,过年了嘛。还有一个原因,那就是以添新衣服这种形式,在孩子身上来寄托他们更殷切的希望,希望孩子都穿得暖暖的体体面面的,在新的一年,有一个新的基础和起点。而且年龄越小的孩子一定会在年夜时,得到母亲一个精心包裹的红包,里面是五元或十元的老头票,叫压岁钱。虽然面值不大,但在八十年代却也是不小的了。它承载着父母的愿望,寄托福运财运。不管我们现在拥有多少钱、黄金首饰,那儿时的红包又是多么珍贵的财富啊!它带着爸妈的体温,让我们久久沉浸在幸福之中。直到今天,我们依然喜欢以红包的形式在年夜上给孩子一个温暖的祝福,捎带也重温了我们儿时的幸福时刻。 小的时候,我们盼过年。一进腊月门子,爸妈就准备包括粘豆包在内的各种吃喝。小到炒瓜子,毛嗑、冬瓜籽、西咕噜籽、倭瓜籽、松子一一俱全;大到杀猪宰鸡、腌制咸肉豆腐,羊肉驴肉也制备下三两斤。紧接着盼着三大姑八大姨远近叔伯亲戚来串门,我们也跟着盼他们来。虽然他们来连吃带喝包揽了我们渴望到嘴的全部美食,但是我们也跟着饱了眼福,至少渴望已久的味蕾在残羹剩饭中得到了极大地慰藉。听着他们海阔天空地聊家常,我们忙不迭地往嘴里送着桌上剩下的美味,最后做着鬼脸逃之夭夭,去了河套。在溢上两岸的冰面上开心玩耍,直到太阳载西才鬼鬼祟祟地回到家里,偷看来了的客人是不是离开了。 小时候,我们盼过年。渴望年的那一天。在那一天里,我们真正长了一岁,向大人更靠近一步了,一种大了的荣耀感会让我们忘乎所以。在大人放弃了紧张劳作的那根线,悠闲地嗑着瓜子,打着扑克瞧着小牌的时候;在大人们不要求我们做作业,做家务,放任了我们自由的丫子在天地间疯野的时候。我们趁他们麻痹的松懈中,偷了家里哥哥姐姐的高跷,在草堂里绑了双腿,走来走去,摆着怪态,做上一回天马行空般的勇士。而后又偷偷还回了那高跷,顾自喜滋滋地偷着高兴 踩高跷走路,美得不成样子了。间或也有捅娄子的时候,摔了跤,或是弄坏了高跷。摔跤了,揉揉没大碍,就谢天谢地了,心里庆幸吧!要是摔坏了胯骨、腿,或弄坏了高跷,准是要挨打的。 过年,童年天堂一般的日子;儿时的天真无邪,美妙了岁月的痕迹,在记忆里轻轻展开 大一点的时候,寒假中最舒服的日子,要数正月的那两周了。气温在一点点回升,早晨可以睡到太阳晒屁股再起床,早饭两个粘豆包就着热气腾腾的杀猪菜;血肠排骨金灿灿的,也能挑挑拣拣地粘上一点蒜酱,美美地送进口里。太阳暖融融的,穿棉袄棉裤怕是热了。于是不再出去满山野跑了,索性拉上小伙伴,去谁家看电视。 西游记,看上一连就是好几集。孙悟空一个跟头十万八千里,除妖降魔;八戒憨态可掬,甚是搞笑;沙和尚五官端正,做事有板有眼,堪称徒弟之楷模;唯有唐僧菩萨心肠却受尽九九八十一难!师徒四人,承大唐之重任,去西天取真经,来匡扶大唐之江山。那电视剧中的大圣才是少年时的最爱,不光是他的神通广大,更多的是他给我们树立了勇于挑战百折不挠的精神吧!? 大一点的时候,总是跟婶婶或姐姐学了缝制口袋的手艺。那是一个由六片大小相等,颜色绝对可以不一样的正方形花布手工缝制成的六边形正方体,内装谷物七八分满的玩具,我们那时叫口袋,玩起来叫打口袋或踢口袋,现在叫丢沙包。那时没现在五花八门的玩具,打起口袋又蹦又跳的,很有热情,即使那时不怎么晓得锻炼身体的益处,却实实在在地体会到了出一身汗后,身体的轻松和矫捷。还有趁寒假还没结束,用废弃的麻绳或头一年秋天扒了埋在地下废弃了的地膜,(从土里掏出来还是新的韧性十足的料子)搓成细绳,用来跳皮筋。变着花样跳,于绳子间飞上飞下,身轻如燕,行走如飞。从日上三竿跳到炊烟袅袅才肯罢休。少年的梦是风光的梦,带着冲劲还有韧性。如今想起来,还有年的味道一并在心坎上。 再大一点的时候,我们盼过年。似乎有了预谋一般,在元旦期末考试前的日子,就蠢蠢欲动,三五个要好的时常挤在一起,筹划寒假的日子。寒假一到,书包一甩,一并去哪里河套滑冰,打冰尜,砸冰钻洞抓鱼;一并去哪里爬山撵山兔子;去冒白烟的北山上,满大石砬子中转悠找老鹰,掏老鹰蛋。老鹰大过年的,干什么去了呢?她也去备年货去了吗?呵呵,反正不在家,找找它们的窝看看有没有新下的蛋,说不定它们的窝和我们的家一样,暖和着呢,要不它们的孩子咋度过寒冷的冬天的啊!有人说女孩子太野长大了没人敢要,可那时偏偏喜欢变着花样地淘气。 但我也有文静的时候。滑冰时,两岸颤栗的蒿草、冬眠的灌木挂满了霜花,它们无疑成了我心中的神。形态各异的娇柔成就了我心中稚嫩的诗句,牵动着我幼稚的联想。对冰层中形态各异漂亮的冰花也会凝神久久,它们的精致与玲珑镌刻在冰层中,仿佛是自然界倾情的馈赠,如玉般温润纯洁无暇,存在于喧嚣和静静向前的节奏中,温良质感。在寂寞的大山里,偶尔会窜出一只小鸟,弹落荆棘上的雪花,或小北风微微一吹,吹落树枝上还没来不及融化的积雪,也会令我欢喜,欣欣然一阵子。年少时的梦有些懵懂,有些蓬勃,让人念念不忘。 再大一点的时候,我们盼过年。正月雨水过后,洋气上转,顺河看那杨柳。鹅黄色的柳条丝绦一样开始窈窕起来,嗅着春的气息,觉得阳光洒满河岸。春寒料峭的时节,犹如人清纯的年龄,热切得让人心生激动和担忧,骨子里溢满青春的骚动,这种骚动诗一样的青涩还有不羁。 因为过年,年少的我们,可以和大人享受一年难得休憩的时日,大人不给我们派活,不要求我们做作业,也不给我们界定活动范围,这就成就了我们年少时的梦。想想没有游乐场,没有游戏机,没有电脑,没有掌上电脑,坐在童年自制的冰车上顺河惯性而下,依然玩得不亦乐乎。大山、河道、冰川、甚至一座座柴火垛都成了我们玩耍的天堂,惬意的乐园,少年时的最美的乡野。 走出学校,是哪一年,现在已经记不清了。相继选择了并不能称之为称心的职业,辗转一个又一个可以给你带来希望收获和热情的工作岗位,又先后放弃,最终选择了自由职业,而一发不可收拾。其中的苦与乐,卑微与荣耀,却显得无足轻重。因为激情燃烧的岁月这一切显得格外葱茏。不与文字接触,提起笔来都有写不完的心里话,失落收获还有感想,与过年的味道糅合在一起,在心灵的味蕾里咀嚼。那时的自己仍不是家里的主力,仍有大量的时间供自己支配,那时已经清楚过年的真正意义了。年是农历十二月的最后一天,一年的结束,一年成绩的总结和收获的盘点。同时新的一年即将开始,上一年的成绩无论大小,收获是否丰厚,都将成为新的一年的奠基,以饱满的情绪来展望新的一年。 走出学校,那会儿朝气蓬勃,一张白纸一样炫目,人生还没铺开,对于自己的财运人气总是乐观。全世界的美丽绽放在眼前的那一刻,我们忘记了自己的渺小。急不可耐地成了其中的一个份子。在你眼里没有困难心计险恶,因为在你的心里有从书本学来的理念,爸妈言传身教的仁义礼智信,老师教诲的知识,你满腔热情地工作着。就像年夜顾自绽放的礼花,她的美丽与绚烂,其实和她身边的一切密不可分,而她并不觉得自身以外的任何烘托曾存在过。当经历了尽情的绽放后,落地的那一刹那,才发现自己的虚无和空洞,没有鞭炮震耳欲聋的功夫,绽开后满地落红的姿态,所有的峥嵘就在激情燃烧的一刹那烟飞灰散,因为并不饱满的韧性,虚夸了成熟的标榜,你开始沉默并隐忍。如同今年腊月并不景气的经济,望着过年的诱惑,在做最最耐心顽强地隐忍。 走出学校,意味着脱离了书本,脱离了被爸妈供养的位置,融入社会这个大家庭。厌恶读书,喜欢读书,字面上理解是两个对立的态度。但在某一个特定时期,会形成一个彻头彻尾的统一,也可能会悄悄转化。而这种统一或转化恰恰成就了人一生的走向。离开学校的那会儿,漫无边际地尝试各种零工,于有限的范围内勤勤恳恳地工作,而潜藏在骨子里的情趣爱好会由幼稚慢慢向理性转化。 社会是个大家庭,是一个由科技引领色彩斑斓光陆离奇的环境,充满了诱惑生机,迎合了我们的渴望还有无限的激情。朝气蓬勃的精气神逐渐延伸成气宇轩昂的气质。经历了没有呵护的单独谋生,何尝不是一次阅读?热了流汗,冷了搓手取暖,累了自然休憩,难了迎刃而上,我们厌恶读书,可我们必须来啃社会这本书籍;落泪了,喜悦了,回过头来,回到家里,回到久违的过年的气氛之中,感觉一切一切的都是如此亲切,亲切地不想长大,不想离开。可是一味地沉浸在喜欢的氛围里 读书 ,又怎能不被桎梏在有限的范围内夜郎自大?又怎能使自己插上智慧韧性的翅膀自由自在地飞翔呢? 过年,年年有,年假年年如期到来。当我们为柴米油盐奔波,为孩子上更好的学校,一天几十块钱的收入,让我们绞尽脑汁,饮风冒雨披星戴月,日子虽然忙碌却会让我们感到无限生机,驱使我们前往。那时朝阳是红灿灿的,晨露是亮晶晶的,风是南风潮润润的,路是伸展着的亮堂堂的,一切的一切让人感到惬意,充满了斗志。过年不那么急切地盼望,但会欢欣鼓舞地去庆贺,那不算长的几日休憩,让人依然充满活力,不是沉醉却乐在其中。 今天,窗外飘着鹅毛般的大雪。屋内温度二十几度,我们抱着抱枕,遥控着高清电视,敲打着电脑键盘,可以搜索一身喜欢的名牌网购买来穿在身上;听着悦耳的音乐,年味袅袅的鞭炮声,吃着反季水果,搜着网页或搓着麻将,嘴巴咧成瓢一样挑拣着饭菜,真的不好,好难看;开上私家车,菜市场逛一圈,除了鸡鸭鱼肉排骨肥肠还有炸肉段,想起来腻不可耐;青椒茄子西蓝花、萝卜白菜韭菜挤破袋子也装不下。这些蔬菜还是我们的最爱,在过年的日子里,其实它们是一直陪伴在我们左右的,它们陪伴了我们最平常的多少个日子啊!记得清吗?! 今天,窗外飘着鹅毛般的大雪。室内温度舒适,我们悠闲地看着电视,聊着手机QQ、微信陌陌。热气腾腾地美食给我们补养身体,在物质提高生活的同时,总不该嫌弃长久陪伴我们的一切吧。那浓浓的年味像一团暖流,我们应该珍藏在心间,也包括给予我们能量的一切精神食粮也要好好阅读珍藏眉宇。 2016年3月7日/晚秋 赞 (散文编辑:可儿) 春之消雪 春之消雪,多了 遥念,欲说还休。遥念,就在那片雪原之上。雪还真是很美,到底是春天… 等待 等待,是一种坚守,执着于某种信念而不离不弃。可能因为某一种承诺,也有可能因为某一… 要善于倾听不同的声音和意见 我于10月6日 发表 了一篇 游记 散文 :《 满眼 秋色 美如画》,不少 文学 网站 得到了… 读《廊桥遗梦》 “当白蛾子张开翅膀的时候,可以来找我,随时都可以”。我想,如果我是一个男人,当收… 从今天开始,我要快乐 很早以前囫囵吞枣读过《呼兰河传》,记得当时心情着实沉重了好久,具体是哪些人物引起… 得病的时日 这两天接二连三的打喷嚏,我说是有人在念我,别人都说我有病,最后医生也说我有…

Rain

When the rain was too big and too small, it pattered for a day. In the evening, I walked alone in the lonely rain lane with an umbrella. The rain flied with the wind, and the thin spring rain fell on my face and body, feeling a little cool at once. The hot and dry mood gradually came to calm down, so he simply put away the umbrella and let the drizzle flow freely, washing away the fickleness in his heart. When I was young, I didn’t like rain, but always like snow. I don’t like the moisture of rain, and I always desire the happiness of snow. When I grow up, I always like to appreciate the persistence and magnanimity of rain in front of the window, her fresh and graceful tenderness as fine as ox hair, and her unyielding spirit of falling from the sky and flowing into a river! I prefer the feeling of strolling in the rain, letting my thoughts sail with the rain and fog, letting the cold rain beat my hot heart! No need to say anything, no need to say anything. Let the soft light at night lengthen the lonely figure in the rain and fog, and let the moving mood merge with the beating of the rain beads. Walking through the alley and coming to the road, I saw the colorful neon shining on the rain curtain. The whistle of the car covered the low narration of the rain. The hurried pedestrians hurried in the rain and had no time to appreciate the tenderness of the rain, many shops were more leisurely because of the rain. Many people talked with the cool rain and fog in front of the door …… unconsciously came to the square, which was baptized by the rain, bright and clean under the reflection of the colorful lights at night. No matter marble steps or white lampposts, they all add a little luxury to the world of rain, not to mention the beauty of those dense vegetation washed by rain. When there is no rain, the crowds enjoying the cool make the square crowded, and hot and dry, lively or soft dance music fills every corner of the square. But at this moment, in the world of rain, all the noise and complexity are invisible, and there are only whispers of flowers. The long-lost reunion of rain may have already intoxicated them! Gradually, the rain grew thick, and the square also burst into beautiful umbrella flowers, which were so poetic under the swaying light. I stood on the large square for a long time, stretching out my hand to touch the coolness of the rain. At this moment, I really want to turn into glittering and translucent water falling from the sky, flowing gently along the water, without worry or worry, returning home poetic, casual and heavenly. I turned around the street and passed by the shop opened by my old friend. Seeing that her husband and wife were playing chess, they went forward to watch the game. I saw white and black dots on the chessboard. You attack me and defend me. They are comparable. People said that watching chess was silent. At the beginning, I just watched the battle. At last, I saw that they were both in a tie. It was really tough. So I fought with my old friends. At the beginning, they always looked for the key points of each other, but they blocked the key points at first sight. Although the defense was proper, they were not as bright as possible. Later, looking at the full set of chess pieces, we decided to give up the entanglement and stretch outward, but the result was an unexpected victory. After playing the chess, we felt suddenly enlightened. Yes, life is just like chess! Everyone in life will encounter some troubles and setbacks. If you always struggle with them and can’t get out of them, then you will never walk out of the strange circle set in the chess game of life, and your troubles will never decrease. And once you open your heart, change your mind and look at the problem from a different perspective, you may also have a bright future! The rain is still falling, the road is still going to go, holding an umbrella of drizzle, holding up a persistence and persistence…… Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Rural

The morning sun was slightly exposed, and the light behind the hill passed through the fog and poured quietly on the playground. The communication relay tower on the top of the mountain was a little dazzling, and the sun was passing through the lightning rod at the top of the tower, at this time, the communication relay tower was like a lighthouse. Looking out from the teaching building, the branches of the trees under the tower spread out and leaves scattered, and the shadows of the trees were swaying. The bamboo beside the tree stood quietly, and the bamboo branches stretched the charming waist and did not dance. Several birdsong sounds came to my ears, which was so weak compared with the sound of Lang Lang’s books in the classroom. The fog in the distant mountains was confused and could not be seen. Looking up, the fog in the distance was floating and swimming. The fog seemed to stagnate on the mountainside at this time. It was so white and so White in the sunshine moistening the vegetation full of spirituality. The rolling mountains gradually presented the scattered Phantom of the opera, and the fog had formed clouds, changing their postures from time to time, big or small, strange or strange, gathering or scattering, leave or go, stay or move, or birds or animals the air is so fresh and pure. On the road at the school gate, students with schoolbags walked into the playground one after another. They were not noisy, I didn’t play, just walked into the classroom quietly. The cleaning students danced the broom to clean the leaves that fell on the playground last night. Some helped each other, and some cleaned alone. I don’t know when there are seven or eight female students doing jogging games on the small playground downstairs where I am watching. The two students in the flower bed beside me are watching them with smiles without reading books. Lunar January 6, before school begins there are ten days, new headmaster made a few micro letter to me, free to his house sit, I not too concerned about, thought lunar January in the ways of the world free go too late, it was just a reminder from my family that we should not be too forgetful when doing things. We should communicate with each other in details in etiquette, and treating each other sincerely is a virtue. I think it makes sense, so I knocked on the principal’s house in the cold wind. The Spring Festival is not more than half of the time. The headmaster paid so much attention to the development of the school, and the admiration came into being. I was talking about it. The headmaster listened quietly. After a while, I thought for a while: I still consider from the young teachers, give full play to their enthusiasm, initiative and creativity our school has a small number of teachers. Unlike in the city, there are several classes in a year. We may not be able to do things in the city, start from reality! For the first time, all the teachers were sitting on a thin ice in the Chinese office, and went through the process of preparing lessons collectively in a depressed atmosphere. For the second time, all the teachers were in the comprehensive practice activity room. The main and Standby teachers who prepared lessons collectively prepared the courseware fully, with clear thinking, and the problems were in line with the students’ reality. The old teachers spoke freely and the atmosphere was warm now, the collective lesson preparation of the school has been standardized. I would like to express my deep gratitude to the person who dares to eat crabs. It was her meticulous preparation and positive progress that made us come to the present. The construction of scholarly campus, the launching of scholarly drifting activities, and the demonstration of the splendid culture of the Chinese nation in the campus of benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, wisdom, faith, loyalty, filial piety and honesty of young teachers, if you step into the team of teachers, you will make people look at each other with new eyes and start to show off. Old teachers, you are actively assisting and giving good advice. New principals, as soon as you enter the countryside, you will make the school in the countryside look refreshed, deep lofty. The spirit of your body is dedication and sacrifice! Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

World

Spring is warm and flowers bloom, and the temperature rises. I want to tidy up the winter clothes of the past season and make room to hang up the light spring clothes. I opened the wardrobe, and there was a dark red leather suitcase inside, which was very prickly. Seeing things and thinking about people, my eyes suddenly became blurred, and I felt a lot of worries. This little faded leather suitcase contains deep love and deep love. I still remember that in that summer, you saved the danger in an accident. Later, in my peaceful life, there was a sweet greeting from time to time from you. There was always your smiling eyes in my sight, and your thin figure was often seen in my counter. Your affectionate eyes and simple and sincere words and deeds make me excited again and again. Finally one day, I found a letter without stamps in the drawer of my desk. The Letter on the envelope recognized your ink at a glance. From then on, we enjoyed each other and enjoyed each other day and night. At dusk, we strolled along the country path hand in hand, wandering on the tree-lined hillside. At night, we talked about life and ideals. We played ball games together, ran in the morning together, went to the field with flashlight to make Loach together, and went to the countryside to watch movies with umbrellas. We eat, live and work together under the same roof. From then on, you took the dirty work on my cabinet together. I was worried that you were tired and hurt. You always smiled and said to me: What is this? I have done much more tiring work than this. Once, we watched a movie together with several colleagues in the tuping of the nearby production team. At that time, a lady in gorgeous cheongsam was on the screen, carrying a delicate small leather suitcase on board. I said to my female colleague around me: you see that leather suitcase is so beautiful, and I really want to buy such a small leather suitcase. Unexpectedly, standing in the back row, you keep this unintentional joke in mind. When you are infatuated with each other, the unit assigns you to go to other provinces to learn a professional skill. You were both happy and sad, and said to me like a child: I don’t want to go!? In fact, I know you very well. You are eager to make progress and have a strong career. I hope you can get ahead one day. This study is the leader’s attention to you, and the opportunity is rare. Even if you don’t want to give up everything, you will be happy. Have you ever thought that at this time, I was used to having you around, and your figure and breath were everywhere in the house. Your sudden departure completely disrupted my normal life. I am eager to wear it. In the days without you, I am lost, scared, in a trance, and live like a year. I begged my colleagues to accompany me through sleepless nights one after another. However, when I gradually returned to normal and returned to the happy single family, you came back after learning. I remember that day, you came back to my dormitory directly with a small suitcase in your hand. After entering the door, you gave me the small leather suitcase affectionately and said: This is specially bought for you. Do you like it?. I was shocked and overjoyed. I was so excited that I didn’t know what to say. You looked at me in a daze, put down the luggage in your hand, walked over and hugged me with smile and said: What’s the matter? Didn’t you say you want a small leather suitcase? I burst into tears of excitement. After two months of separation, our relationship became stronger and stronger. We were dependent on each other and cherished each other until we entered the marriage hall. I thought that we fell in love and stayed together like this. So hand Red, eager to helbreach Other. We walk through every year together, and are deeply attached to this life. Just hold your hand and grow old with you. Ten years ago, when you were in a dangerous situation, you just wanted to live a safe life from now on. Unexpectedly, you will still suffer many disasters in the following years. Five years later, the ruthless flour machine broke your right middle finger. Ten years later, you left our mother and daughter cruelly and died forever. All say survived bi you the blessings to follow, then why would you double whammy? Have you ever thought that our life has just started? Have you ever thought that your mission in this life has not yet been completed? Have you ever thought about the pain that white-haired people send black-haired people. You left in such a hurry, without saying goodbye or leaving a word, and left quietly. I heart! I desperately sad! I hate Ah! Why is fate so unfair? Why is God so cruel? Why are you so ruthless? For many long nights, I couldn’t sleep alone. Looking at my minor daughter beside me, I burst into tears and my heart was broken when facing a series of unsolved problems. How many dead nights, I only wander, calling your name thousands of times, what should I do without your years? Our mother and daughter? However, you never answered me any more, letting me feel sad and helpless. Once, huaqianyuexia, hanging. Once, eachother, End of Time. Once, we were so close to each other. Maybe, you are destined to be just a passer-by in my life, just the epiphyllum blooming for a moment. However, ten years of time flow into a long string of notes, and there is still your familiar breath in the air. Do you know that there is your gentle residual temperature in your hands? You are the knot that can never be solved in my life. It is you who let you experience the suffering of love and the taste of missing. If time can go back, people can choose the world, and want to come with you again, then we may be able to have less regrets and more satisfaction. Since then, we can only meet each other occasionally in dreams. I am alone, quietly waiting for every inch of time in the years. Only this faded small leather suitcase and some old yellow photos are all my thoughts. Can You Feel My eternal yearning in heaven? With your waiting in my heart, can you help me practice perfectly? The world is changeable, love has become painful, how many thoughts, only let it turn into ink rain, reveal the end of the pen to your heart, write down the fleeting time fragment of your love in your life. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

So

The first time I saw you was in the business learning training class organized by the Family Planning Commission. There was no difference between you and other peers. You wore it in plain style, and you wore a sunny face without being dressed in pink, the corner of the eye also has the detailed imprints described by years. The difference is that you are sitting on a table next to me. I was always a little nervous because I took part in the organizing activity for the first time, and I heard from the seniors about the strict measures of the leaders. I have never seen a small family before, filling all the comforting eyes you cast. You smile, it’s okay. Don’t be nervous. Leaders are no different from us, it would be strange if it is different. When you said that, you smiled. My sister’s gentle smile infected me. The laughter gently stretched my tight heart and the air became mild. When the leader hasn’t arrived yet, you introduce me to several sisters who are close to me. One after another, I can’t remember so many names. Because of amiable smiles, gradually, I was exiled into the cozy ranks. Although it was the first time I met each other, I was like a friend I had known for a long time….. Half an hour is so short and plump among a group of women. Leaders attach importance to our work and study, and organize learning, meetings and inspections as usual. Get along with each other a lot and get familiar with each other. Because of our common characteristics and your sister-like Affinity, I was attracted to get closer and gradually became friends with you. I also knew more about your hard work, and took advantage of the rest time to do a part-time job without affecting the work. Just to enrich your son’s life and increase his husband’s happiness, you are busy and happy to manage a romantic and warm home with your heart. Most of the time, you care more about me, maybe because of my character. When you are in trouble, you are helpless and powerless, and you seem to have telepathy with me, I can always call me at the first time to encourage me to move forward and give me some suitable suggestions. I have been busy for more than ten years. I dare not say how hard and great this job is. Use our sincere efforts to do the best. Keeping a meager salary, is it because we don’t like to turn around and think? Fixed thinking defaults to this road to black? Or? Can we say that there is a spirit of dedication? How else can we stick to it? For more than ten years, I have met many similar people. Is it because of this job that we have formed a circle? Or does this job bring us together? In such a circle, more and more people are similar to you and me. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Capriccio

The dark wounds of time are always hidden in the deep heart. Sometimes, it is really hard to detect. Unless you dig deep into your memory in the extreme silence, you can get a glimpse of the sad past contained in it. Maybe there is one or several unknown dark wounds hidden in everyone’s heart in the world, but they don’t want to show people easily, even themselves, or it is an unspeakable pain. In order to stabilize our time and bind our body and mind, what we can do is just a temporary escape. I can remember fifteen or six years of spring and autumn, but this is the painful memory that I can’t forget permeating the smell of blood in the air, and how much love and hate it carries in this memory, how much blood and tears, in addition to those who have already left the world and those who have experienced hardships but still exist in the present, I am afraid that only a few careful people can count their past after dinner, recalling the sad past mixed with helpless emotions. And I, as the witness of this long life mixed with joy and sorrow, also acted as a part of their life, so for life as a whole, no matter how humble my status is, nor can it be ignored or forgotten. Therefore, in my age of weak crown, I set out quietly with the state of mind that cannot be ignored, intending to pour out this sad memory silently. I have never tried to dig my memory from the depth before. There are probably many reasons. Most of the time I think that I am belongs to the kind of people who are not determined, and the constant depreciating of my ability like this always makes me disheartened, when I was physically and mentally exhausted, it appeared in my mind at first. It really made me look like a whole person. Sometimes I really wanted to lower myself into the dust, it’s better that you can’t see the light forever, otherwise, I don’t know who will stab me with one word, and I can’t be relieved for a while. However, people all understand that everything has its unknown two sides, and these two sides generally do not appear in front of people at the same time, its unique magic delivered to human beings is similar to the chronic nature of time. It always breaks out inadvertently on your way forward, which makes people feel uncomfortable at once. However, behind such things, it calls out the simple truth of the world with the little things happening in our life. While we are calm, when slowly salvaging the dead fallen leaves engraved with invisible memories from the Lake of the heart and looking at them, our expressions may be like eating pepper, making us laugh and cry. As for how I am understand my own life, to be honest, I don’t know much about it either. When I read a book I like carefully, I think I am have a sense of existence. At that moment, I thought that time was like going backwards, which made me, a laggard who lived a humble life like fallen leaves, taste the fruits of others’ life, which was different from my lifestyle. In such a life stirring reality and romance, I began to give birth to some of my own ideas and write about my own life world for no reason. In my opinion, reading others’ books is to increase the self-cultivation of life, improve the moral quality and increase the aesthetic standards of oneself. If you write your own book, the difference between them will be great. It contains all kinds of unknown requirements for yourself, and, not everyone can write works that make everyone nod, such as Lu Xun, Ba Jin, people like Yu Qiuyu have been baptized by how much ink to develop the ability that is now praised by the world. Then I can only feed myself with ink and words ceaselessly when I am looking up at the sky alone and dazing at different numbers all day long, imagining to write an amazing article. Sometimes the fireworks in memory are gorgeous, because they are different and unique. Some people say that fireworks is cold and miserable, because it only shows its appearance in the dark night, while others say that fireworks is a strange beautiful woman in the world, because it can awaken people’s deep heart of compassion and love for all things. In the fifteen or six bloody years I have experienced, I have also watched its beautiful or miserable appearance in the starry night sky. However, in my memory World, fireworks belongs to high coldness, which makes me unpredictable and full of mysterious and strange things. My attitude towards it is like Zhou Dunyi’s praise of Lotus, which can only be seen from a distance but not mocked. Therefore, such alienation gives me a kind of life personality of silence and few words. More part of it can also be said to be cowardice for powerful forces who have no courage to face. I can’t completely deny the words of despising people, because when my dear people were oppressed by blood, I was helpless and didn’t take necessary actions to protect others with my own strength. I have to say that my character is unsatisfactory. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Ann keep

Apart from the worries and joys of the secular world and avoiding the trifles of real life, it is rare to steal some time in Floating Life, which is unexpectedly unnatural and leisurely. It seemed that the light from the shore lit up the path in front of me, no longer afraid of no longer retreat. It was the tone flying in the Zen music that quietly comforted the soul, led the movement of thoughts and turned to peace. The drizzle slanted on the window, fragmentary and ethereal, stuck with glass and unwilling to leave for a long time. Tiny rain beads, like transparent elves, could see another world and another realm through them. Under the gloomy sky, the withered branches swinging in the wind on the distant roof were swaying like an old man who was not straight. Tasting a cup of scented tea, listening to some music and reading some articles, the afternoon alone was sent quickly. When the hot air spread from the moment when it was uncovered, what blurred was not only the eyes, but also the soul. It is not the darkness of life, but the busyness at ordinary times that makes us unable to see the beauty of the world and the lack of more than a moment of peace. Holding the obsession tightly, I was happy, lost and grieved when I came. I was excited when I came and went to regret the death. I didn’t have to be intentional, and I was more casual to find a quiet place to let my heart feel the ease and happiness. There is another society on TV and another society on computers. Home is a world, and going out is another world. The world is just a mirror, showing all the beauty and ugliness, right and wrong, black and white, sometimes simple and sometimes complicated. Everything has its two sides. When we see the positive side, we are happy and love it, and when we see the negative side, we are sad and disgusted. Society is just a pot of hodgepodge, which is red, yellow, white, green and blue, sweet, sour, bitter and salty. The world is full of beauty, life has five flavors, and all kinds of tastes all kinds of life emerge in this big pot. In this way, fate comes and goes, sometimes full of arms, sometimes empty. When you encounter setbacks, you will feel that life is bitter and bitter. When you see the law of the jungle, you will sigh the unfairness of the world; When success comes, you will be filled with joy, and when you see friendship and mutual assistance, you will be moved sincerely. In the sunny days, I feel that the world is perfect and it is good to live; In the rainy days, I sigh that life is full of thorns and it is tiring to live. When I was young, I yearned for the future and longed for my dream. When I passed by, I found difficulties and difficulties. I wasted my youth unintentionally. Going out, hearing and witnessing the chaotic phenomenon, sometimes I would rather be a hermit to calm down and nourish my qi and stick to the pure heart of one side. But alive inevitably contact Social, them like it or accept reality. It’s hard to avoid wet shoes when walking along the river, but it’s better to wear waterproof shoes. You can only be careful step by step, and don’t let the secular stain the elegance. In this way, I am always afraid and sad. What our hearts desire is often quite different from what we see in our eyes, so we are confused in fear, and then gradually adapt to and accept the reality. Don’t dare to get close to it because of the mess of society. Sometimes we need to look at the world and understand the world like a child with pure beauty and clear eyes, what we have experienced is not only our skin, but also our inner maturity. Calm down and think about it. In fact, it is not to see injustice and ugliness more often, but to enlarge the opposite world and ignore the positive sunshine. If we look at problems from a different perspective and live in a different way, maybe we will live happier. It is hard to be confused and calm, not to pursue gloomy things, only to appreciate the beauty of dressing up the soul, the heart is beautiful, everything is beautiful, so we should be happier. Always remind yourself to have a good heart, enjoy the fun of all things in nature and enjoy the fun of life experience. Smile in front of the mirror before getting up every day, start a busy day, and tell yourself that today is another beautiful day. Living a good life every day is a blessing! For parents, they are grateful and filial because they understand. Only when raising children can they know their parents’ kindness and taste the hardship of raising children, can they understand the difficulties of parents more deeply. Loving parents is instinct, and filial piety is their own duty. For children, they are given because of pity and love. From a tiny seed, watching it sprout and grow slowly, it finally becomes a healthy and straight tree in front of you. I am pleased and proud. For marriage, we cherish it, so we are harmonious and happy. It is enough to build a boat for one hundred years and sleep for one thousand years. Since we choose, we have to trust, tolerate and support, until the whole life. As for friends, they are sincere and caring because they are rare. A good friend is the indicator light when walking on the night road. A good friend is a woodcutter who has crossed the thorns. Even if he hasn’t seen each other for a long time, only one greeting will keep him warm for a long time. For life, it is full and happy because of busyness. Only those who have nothing to do all day will have many unnecessary troubles, letting themselves have something to do and giving themselves a happy premise. For health, we pursue and be cautious because we yearn for it. Health is the capital of revolution. If you don’t have life, you can’t talk about seeking. Pay attention to health and cherish life for many people who care about you and for many things that you haven’t had time to do. Life is short, tolerant to others, and peaceful, leaving no regrets. Life is rare and has been gained now, why force too many unreal things. To be a warm woman, let the years change like a dream, and still smile like the beginning. To be a warm woman, let the gossip flow like the tide, and still have a good heart. To be an affectionate woman, Miss softly and feel sad lightly. Even if it is an old story, you should also have a sweet aftertaste. To be a kind woman, warm smile and care silently, even a passers-by is not stingy with kindness. To be a woman who knows love, love is what you should love, and you should be willing to give up. The life without love is gloomy and dull, and the heart without giving up is persistent and painful. If you love, please love deeply; If you let it go, please be thorough. Love is just a turning distance! To be a woman who loves herself, she loves money and is elegant, not to bend her waist for Doumi, not to lose her beauty for the fragrant car. To be a self-improvement woman, you can live a happy life by yourself, and tea and light rice are enough to enjoy yourself. To be an elegant woman, pots and pans can also play music, and oil, salt, sauce and vinegar can also bring out fragrance. Be a quiet woman, forget troubles, let go of exhaustion, a person’s leisure time, read books and listen to music, make a cup of green tea, taste a wisp of fragrance, and feel at ease. To be a warm woman, be less concerned about resentment, tolerance, kindness and contentment. Thank God for what I have, thank God for what I don’t have, let the time fly by and the appearance changes easily, what remains unchanged is a grateful heart. Do it quietly, walk quietly, live every life quietly. Listen quietly, think quietly, enjoy every period of life quietly. Loneliness is not loneliness, sadness is not sorrow. There is a kind of pain not despair, but a kind of distant miss. If my heart can’t stop wandering, there is only one wish: miss my father and mother quietly. Life is a tree blooming, but the flowering period is different. What kind of life is perfect? Time flies like water. After flashy, it will eventually return to peace, find the true self, be the best self, and stay in a blooming tree. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Thank you

In recent days, I always dream about my first love. What happened in my dream was still the story of the age when I fell in love with her. I still drink the milk prepared by my mother every morning, breathe the freshest air in the morning, and ride a bicycle alone with the light of the slightly cold sunlight in the bright July, on the way to school. However, the story in school has changed. I no longer dared not to look in the direction where I could see her to see if she was just walking on the road; I no longer happened to see her walking in front of me after the car turned, and then I must tidy up my hair, she became the most handsome riding posture and then surpassed her; She was no longer going to the toilet or the small supermarket. When passing by the classroom which was one level higher than mine, she deliberately spoke loudly to the people around her, then at last, she looked at whether she found me in the classroom. Of course, when I looked at her, she happened to look at me. That was perfect, which must be enough for me to be excited for several months; I was no longer expecting that the teacher in the second class in the morning must be delayed, it is best to wait until the whole school students have already stood up and started to do exercises, then our class will set off in a whole team. Because of that, I could pretend to run in front of their class with the most conspicuous gesture, thinking that she would laugh at us for being late, thinking that she must have noticed me. Even if in most cases, the teacher would not choose that class to be delayed, and I would do wrong on purpose by not doing exercises seriously, expecting to turn around, She could smile at my mistakes and carelessness. However, the stories in the dream are all plots that I dare not think about at that time. At that time, I could only look forward to a glance and a word when I came across. In the dream, I was in the same class with her. I would walk to her with infinite pride and look at her intently. Finally, she would avoid her shyly. Chatting, giving exercises, every move is full of love, and you can see her in a fixed position every day. The reality was cruel, and finally I could see her less and less often. After six years of unrequited love, she came back to her alma mater when I was about to take the senior high school entrance examination. When I heard the news that she came and stood outside, we had not seen each other for nearly a year. The only time I met carefully, I finally didn’t get the consent of God. I remember that it was a weekend, Friday night, and I forgot whether I calculated it by myself or heard from others. Students in high school will have a holiday this week. It happened that a good girl in my class and I (called her Xiao Wei later) took charge of this blackboard newspaper. She and Xiao Wei are also good friends. I proposed to ask her to help me write, and Xiaowei agreed. I was always excited that night, feeling that I didn’t sleep much. I kept thinking about what kind of clothes I would wear tomorrow, what to say and how to behave. The next day, I just saw Xiao Wei alone. I took the initiative to ask the reason. It was because her dog died. Xiaowei saw that her crying eyes were swollen. She didn’t mention the thing that she and I went to school to do blackboard newspaper today, but only said, I have to go to school to run blackboard newspaper. Later, I heard Xiaowei said that she was blamed by her for not calling herself together. Although hearing this, I am very happy, I am very sure that she loves me. However, I still hate why the dog died today, why she died before Xiaowei went, and why she cried the saddest when Xiaowei went to her house. If it was not deliberately arranged by fate, what else could it be. We had never seen each other since we felt uneasy for a whole section and blushed for a whole section of chemistry. Because I didn’t have the same class with Xiao Wei in high school, and she was also busy making boyfriends, so I never heard of her again. At that meeting, I plucked up the courage to let Xiaowei give her two alumni records and ask her to write for me. Her handwriting is very chic and handsome. If it wasn’t for this, I certainly wouldn’t have the courage. She said on the paper that she was nervous and said that I knew why. I have kept that piece of paper till now. However, behind this happiness is that we have lost contact since then. Just a few hazy times, I seemed to have seen her on the bus to school; It seemed that in the spring of her college entrance examination, I secretly asked my friend to send her a letter of encouragement, when I stood aside and waited for her, I seemed to have seen her. Just knowing that there was no chance to meet her in the future, don’t turn around in a hurry for fear of being discovered by her. In the summer vacation of 2014, I was a sophomore and she was a senior. We unexpectedly met again at the post office in our town. At that time, I had been with my girlfriend for nearly three years. The employee in charge of teaching how to fill out the form is her friend. She came here to play with her. When I recognized her, I was not very nervous. On one hand, I already had a girlfriend; On the other hand, I wore a mask, a hat and black-framed glasses. I don’t think she recognized me. She had an ordinary chat with her friends, but that was the first time I heard so many words from her. I told myself that she was quite capable of talking, and she was also an ordinary person like me. I used to think she was out of reach and mysterious. I still didn’t have the courage to greet her, just like a few years ago, I didn’t dare to say one more word in front of her. I know that now I don’t have the feeling of love for her now. However, I have to admit that I still deeply love her in the past. I am very clear that what I miss is the youth, the ignorance and naivety of My Love at the beginning. However, it must be admitted that there must be her in that memory. It was she who appeared after she was 12 years old that made me miss and want to return to the youth at that time. It was her appearance that gave me all the emotions I should have at that age. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…