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I was disappointed all my life. I couldn’t get the reward from others even if I struggled hard. However, I was not angry with cowardice or discouraged, so I decided to be a confident woman. Build the world with your own strength in life, and win people’s appreciation with your true talents and hard work. People often say that gold always shines. Moreover, I don’t have any talent, and the climbing of relationships will eventually fail. In my opinion, if you don’t ask for help, don’t pull relationships, have real talents and practical knowledge, have the spirit of hard work, maybe there will be a certain position, and there will be my place to use. In this way, you will also show your talent and be free and unrestrained! To be a confident woman, clap your hands for yourself without looking at others’ faces or relying on others’ authority. Use your own practical skills to fight for your future. Although, now there is no chance to turn over to the end and display their talents. But I believe that one day, the sun will shine on me, and the sun will be warm and smooth in my heart. At that time, I will walk towards the end of the world with a smile, and I will show myself brightly. Over the years, one man struggled, one man struggled, waiting for the high sun, waiting for the sunshine. Although there had been no positive situation before, the slant of sunset also comforted my heart. I decided that from that moment on, I would try my best to find my own world and pursue the value of life. And advance along the direction of light! Forward! If you want to strive for a career in your life and invest in the world, you must have the spirit of hard work and the will to be fearless of hardships and dangers. During the journey, there will inevitably be ups and downs and slanders by scumbags. Only when you can withstand loneliness and hardship can you hold on to prosperity and move towards a better future. If you encounter difficulties and a little pain, you will feel bitter and fearful, and even change your mind, how can you go to the future? How can we sail to a bright spring tomorrow? If you want to show your talent in the world, you must have a little strength and a little real ability. Otherwise, you cannot fight for your future and walk out of your footprints. First of all, you must have confidence, proud thoughts, and the manner of being a person. Secondly, we can tie up some bosom friends in our own journey. Maybe we can help ourselves out of the predicament and build a little world for ourselves. Finally, we must have the spirit of perseverance, perseverance, not afraid of others’ jokes, not afraid of others’ sarcasm, try our best to expand ourselves, walk in the world and see far. Treasure what you get, let go what you lose, move forward bravely and implement boldly. Be a confident woman! If you are not confident, why do you have confidence? If you don’t work hard, who will work hard for you? Raise the sail of your journey, live in the moment, remove all obstacles, be confident, have your own world, have your own natural and unrestrained time. When you see others being natural and unrestrained, don’t you know that they also have confidence, proud opinions and hardworking spirit to own their own world, it won the favor of people all over the world. If you want to be smart, if you want to be prosperous, you have to be confident and brave, let it be sarcastic, let it be spring, summer, autumn and winter, as long as you work hard in the direction with goals, you will make a path in your life and shine your own light. To be a confident woman, who says that a woman is inferior to a man? If you fight through the wind and waves, you will also get beautiful feedback! Don’t wait for time and waste time. Successful people start with confidence and have good results. Confidence is the beginning of pride; Only confidence can expand one’s talent. Only with confidence can we reach the peak of success! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Brother

A nightmare of the devil has not dispersed, the dead have grown up, and the living must be firm. My younger brothers helped the local people carry relief supplies on the day after the disaster and took active actions. It was said that they would go to Zhouqu again the day after tomorrow to undertake the task of emergency repair of county water supply and drainage, because he was engaged in this aspect of technology. Yes, as long as there is an opportunity, we should be obligated when we need it. After all, this is our common disaster. I will cheer for you! For Zhouqu refueling! I remember the suffering and heaviness you brought to people when you were missing. I thought a lot at that time——-. People can often inspire deep thoughts, thoughts, deeper thoughts and some things that are ignorant and hidden in ordinary times in extraordinary times, dangerous times and eventful years. When I was worried about your safety, I felt nervous and at a loss for it, I was deeply shocked and shocked by the Zhouqu disaster. I am deeply sad that our motherland has suffered a lot this year, with frequent disasters. I have seen shocking pictures, which are too miserable to bear gambling or connected with my heart and hands, sharing weal and woe to resist disasters, or I have heard touching and tearful photos one by one, the breathtaking story, I was knocked by something every day, trembling. Now, what I can do is only trivial donations and concerns thousands of miles away. Brother, as a migrant worker, I think you have done much better than me, much better, after all, you have experienced a test of life and death and a baptism of life. You have seen everything here with your own eyes, presumably everything here is deeply embedded in the imprint of your life. The day after tomorrow, you will take your luggage and rush to Zhouqu to repair the water supply and drainage of Zhouqu county, making a modest effort here. Besides, you are in such a hurry and firm voice. Yes, as long as there is an opportunity, we should be obligated when we need it. After all, this is our common disaster. I will cheer for you! For Zhouqu refueling! 2010.8.10 like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Zen

Why do you need mountains and rivers to participate in meditation, but the fire in your heart is cool. Standing in front of the temple and overlooking the Fujiang River flowing day and night at the foot of the mountain, the temple of Bliss, surrounded by mountains, could not help thinking of the Buddha’s words in my heart: Don’t read the past or wish for the future, the past is gone, and the future is not coming. There is a great grief curse coming from a distance, surrounded by green mountain forests, dimly Sanskrit, unsophisticated temples and green tiles and yellow walls, which adds a trace of Zen to the world and dispels the inner desires. There is a couplet on both sides of the main gate of the temple. The first couplet is made of all evils, which is pursued by all good people. The second couplet means self-purification, which is Buddhism. It is said that let’s use Jie Dinghui to eliminate greed, anger and delusion. There are no other pilgrims in the temple. When I cross that threshold, I will have the feeling of leaving the world of mortals and entering the Pure Land. As my heart is clear, that is, the Buddha soil is clean. Annoyance and Bodhi, Hell and Heaven are actually between one thought. Up along the steps, I have worshiped ten Buddhas and Bodhisattva in turn. In front of Daxiong Hall, a dignified monk, holding a bowl in his hand, passed by me devoutly and entered the hall, worshiping Buddha, supporting and ringing the bell, and reading scriptures in the melodious Bell. This not only makes my heart happy and envious, but also makes my heart tired by the dust clear at this moment. Out of temple door, across came of that threshold, I have a world away, all thoughts influx heart. I am originally a member of all living beings, and my life is like floating dust and humble ants. Although I yearned for chanting Buddhist scriptures with Green Lanterns and wooden fishes in the Millennium ancient temple, I was also eager for human love and family warmth. Buddha said repent and be saved. But where is the shore? Why do you need mountains and rivers to participate in meditation, but the fire in your heart is cool. I murmured this familiar verse, like a beam of Buddha light, which shot into my heart and made my heart clear and peaceful. If you are lucky to be a man in this life, you will do a good job. Although you can’t change the five turbid and evil worlds, at least you need to learn a clean Lotus without others’ praise and understanding of flowers, only need to express the faint fragrance quietly. QQ:815731889 like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Serious

At dusk that day, I finished my meal, put down my job, pulled slippers, and led my big head to the Company yard for a walk. The big head bounced and danced happily in the lawn. After running crazily for a while, he was so tired that he leaned into the lawn obediently. He opened his mouth, stretched out his red tongue, and gasped for breath. It lay there and had a rest for a while, then slowly stood up, like a little goat, opening its mouth and gnawing the grass with relish. Sheep eat grass, cattle eat grass, horses eat grass, rabbits eat grass, which is known to three-year-old children. The puppy eats grass with great flavor, which is a little strange. Yishan dogs eat grass with hats, and heavy rain will come soon. I suddenly thought of this folk proverb spreading in Southern Shandong in my mind, so I raised my head involuntarily and looked at the sky. It can’t be said that the sky is clear, but I can’t see the meaning that there is a heavy rain coming. On June, the baby’s face changes when he says it changes. I ‘d better go home as early as possible. If it really rains, I’ll be in trouble later. Thinking like this in my heart, I shouted back home. When I entered the room, I sat on the sofa and drank two cups of tea. It was dark outside as expected. In a moment, dark clouds rolled, Thunder and electricity were mixed, and strong winds and rainstorms came to the sky and the ground, I got up hurriedly and closed the glass windows of several rooms. I don’t know when the storm stopped. Because I was lying on the bed in the bedroom reading Lu Xun’s fake freedom book, which was also called No three no four episodes. I fell asleep after watching it. I also had several dreams at night. Every dream had no end and no end, which were all strange scenes. When I opened my eyes in the morning, I still vaguely remembered several fragments. In one of my dreams, I became Liu Luoguo, with Hong Qigong’s dog stick in my hand, breaking into the home of the corrupt official He Shen and beating him to cry his father and mother. At this time, jiang Menshen rushed in with a broadsword in his hands. I was so angry that I greeted him with a loud shout. After several rounds, Jiang Menshen, a local ruffian and bully, was beaten to death and knelt down to beg for mercy. When I brushed my teeth and washed my face in the morning, I recalled that dream in my mind and found it funny. Although that dream was ridiculous, I was really happy. Can I be unhappy if ordinary people beat corrupt officials and bullies? After breakfast, when I was about to go to work, my wife told me: the wind was strong last night, and the heavy rain was severe, the room was very cool. You fell asleep without turning off the light. I said with a smile: really? I slept soundly and didn’t know at all. Out of the door, less than 100 meters away, sweat appeared on the forehead. Thinking in my heart, this terrible weather, like the legal representative of our company, is capricious and accurate. It was still cold last night. It was so hot in the early morning. It was strange that people would not feel hot and dizzy at noon. In the past two years, I went to the company every day. The first task of entering the office was to make a cup of Longjing tea, then sit on the sofa with legs crossed, and pour myself to drink. Drink enough tea, read newspapers, read idle books, or play with computers. After work at, I took four steps to go home for a drink. That morning, I used to sit on the sofa and drink tea for a while. Then I got up and took out a collection of Lu Xun’s novels from the bookcase. Then I turned back and sat on the sofa, reading a section without pages. In addition to the True Story of Ah Q and The Diary of a madman, I felt that there was no interest and no taste in the rest of Lu Xun’s novels, especially in the new story, it is really hard to read any special feeling that the goddess flies to the moon and is not Zhou Shan. I am afraid of classical Chinese, writing compositions and Zhou Shuren. With the changes of times and thoughts, some people are tired of Lu Xun’s articles. It is not strange to invite Lu Xun’s articles out of teaching textbooks. Most of Lu Xun’s works are the social products of the last century, the 1920 s and 1930 s, which have certain historical significance and have educated and cultivated many people with lofty ideals. But for idlers like me who have no political mind and are lazy at the bottom of the society, it is better to read Jin Yong’s martial arts novels to read his novels and articles, it is better to read several essays of Feng Zikai with spirit. I didn’t have any new books on hand these days, so I read Lu Xun’s novels patiently. I still haven’t finished reading several of them. I don’t know why, I can’t read them even if I bite my head. So I just put down the books, strolled out of the office, casually called a colleague and strolled to the small bookstore selling old books in the street. This small bookstore selling old books is a very practical treasure house of knowledge for me. Usually, I just need to save a few pocket money to buy some old books in this small bookstore. One yuan, two yuan, three yuan, at most five yuan, you can buy a favorite old book. The price of selling old books in small bookstores is really cost-effective for me who likes to buy books and read books without much spare money. I have chosen ten books, all of which are two yuan, all of which are prose collections of contemporary and modern famous writers. My hands were dirty when I picked up books, and my clothes were soaked with sweat, but I was very happy. Because if these books were bought in Xinhua Bookstore, each book would cost at least twenty or thirty yuan. When my colleague and I were about to walk out of the bookstore door, the bookstore owner came over with a smile on his face, saying welcome to come again, he conveniently picked up a prose collection of Zhu Ziqing on the counter at the door and gave it to me. I took the book from the bookstore owner with a smile, saying thank you, thinking in my heart that I bought 11 books with twenty yuan. Where can I find such a cheap thing! If I don’t come next time, isn’t there something wrong with my brain. In recent years, buying books and reading books is not only a kind of recreation, but also a kind of enjoyment for me; It is not only a means of escaping from reality, but also a way of loving life. In a lonely and depressing working environment, especially an idealist like me who can squeeze life and work out of breath, don’t buy books, don’t read books, maybe I will feel suffocated and become a mental illness at any time. I went back to the company and entered the office. I washed my hands, wiped those eleven books clean with a towel, and then put them into the bookcase one by one. I stood in front of the bookcase, looking at the rows of old books in the bookcase, thinking in my heart that these books could not tell when they would bring some unexpected happiness to my life. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Incomplete

In our life, there are always some incomplete objects for various reasons. Maybe they are lying quietly in a corner that is often forgotten, like static notes, stay in the empty sky, pecking our hearts. I have a delicate cardboard box, in which there is a watch without lid, a purple sand teapot without lid, a carefully repaired hand-painted lady picture, and a letter paper made up by transparent glue, A withered flower every time I touch them gently, time becomes thick and slow; Every time I stare at them, I can see a drop of glittering tears, hearing a helpless sigh. Those stories sealed up by the years became fresh again. That block without a lid of the watch is father’s possessions, is positive and eight by the Swiss watch, night light, is said to my cousin 19 1970s early from the Army when brought back, somehow I wore it on my father’s wrist. This valuable watch and my father’s 26-lap Phoenix bicycle were undoubtedly luxuries of that era. For this reason, several primary school teachers who didn’t know the truth mistakenly thought that my parents had great power and quietly asked my parents to help me buy it. At that time, I often folded my watch from my father’s wrist and hid in the dark bed. While appreciating the pale yellow light and the sound of tipping like the sounds of nature, I imagined that one day, I can have this magical watch that can shine. This wish came true in the autumn when I was 17 years old, when my father had left me for five years because of illness. That night, my mother solemnly wore this watch left by my father on my wrist which was going to the barracks the next morning. At that moment, I understood that this was not only the inheritance of my father, but also a ceremony during my growing up. It marked that from that moment on, as the eldest son of the family who was favored most by my parents, I will replace my father to bear all the responsibilities and obligations of the family, even the sufferings and hardships. It was a pity that I didn’t know how to cherish it when I was young. I accidentally cut the surface during a troop construction, and soon the watch needle stopped moving. Although in the later more than ten years, I took the opportunity of business trip to Swiss watch shops in big cities such as Beijing, Shanghai, Chengdu and so on to repair, but because of the old style, all the Masters said they could do nothing. Therefore, this watch left by my father was collected by me forever as a souvenir. And that carefully repaired hand-painted lady picture was a gift from my sister. At that time, I was still a junior two student who blushed in front of girls. I worshiped under my master to learn traditional Chinese painting. My junior sister was two years younger than me, beautiful, lovely and lively, every time when I was in class, I would go out together and go home together after school. Once, my sister came to my home to learn skills. I painted a picture of eagle spreading wings and gave it to my sister, while my sister drew a picture of ancient ladies and gave it to me. Time is like water, but even a tiny splash does not splash. Over thirty years have passed, the lovely and beautiful little sister has already lost her sight, and that picture of Lady can only quietly wave the old and yellow thoughts. Although it has been worn out for a long time, it records the innocence and hazy feelings of young people. And that small and exquisite carved purple sand teapot. It once witnessed the special friendship in a special period of time. From the very beginning, I was reluctant to use it and kept it in the bookcase as a precious handicraft. When you are free, hold it in your hand and play with it. However, when I was sorting out books, I accidentally knocked over the cover with exquisite patterns on the ground. At the moment when the cover hit the ground and made a sharp sound, I was shocked at a sudden. I immediately realized that a beloved thing had become incomplete since then, just like that story, and the ending had disappeared since then. The branches with broken flowers will still leave a burst of fragrance. The reason why those incomplete objects are reluctant to discard is that there are too many stories behind them that cannot be relieved. It is like an indispensable part of our body. If we lose it, we will lose the witness of some important moments in our life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Mid-Autumn

The moon is the brightness of my hometown, and my hometown is unforgettable. What is particularly unforgettable is the old house in my hometown, which has been haunted for countless times. Although it is a low Cottage, a dirt road and a stick, but the hard-working figure of parents is there, the old neighbor’s old house is there, and the childhood partners are there. The hot summer went on a long journey. In the light autumn, the sun was dazzling in the sun, and the autumn wind was slightly cool at night. Several boxes of delicately packaged moon cakes on the table were showing off, showing off their fashion and their impressive appearance. Yes, the full moon outside the window is already performing the Mid-Autumn Festival. Moon cakes are the traditional food in this traditional festival. For me, who is engraved with traditions in my heart, I always forget traditions, the Moonlight sprinkled on the moon cake brought my thoughts into the old house in my childhood. It was the night of Mid-Autumn Festival. As soon as the night fell, a full moon with light milky yellow quietly climbed up the east wall in the corner of the old house. It was so big and round that my friends suddenly cheered up, described by the legend of reverie, I saw a big tree in the moon. There was Chang ‘e under the tree. Chang ‘e was still holding the little white rabbit. No, the white rabbit was squatting on the ground. The little friends were arguing, arguing and laughing, make. The moon like a silver plate has quietly risen to the hollow, shining in the world, and the old house is like washing. Xiaoye, go home to eat moon cakes. My mother called my breast name warmly. I shouted home to eat moon cakes. So my friends dispersed. On the table of the old house, there were a pile of moon cakes, a few bunches of grapes and a plate of small white pears, but they were by no means casually eaten. I swallowed my saliva and took over the mooncakes handed by my mother. I knew that there was only one piece for everyone. The days were difficult. My parents tried hard to pass on the tradition, we are not allowed to have defects in this traditional festival, but you will never have the luxury of sharing two mooncakes. Holding the round moon cake with pattern and lace, I looked and looked, smelt and smelt, and finally took the first bite. I chewed slowly, carefully tasted and swallowed slowly, I am afraid that I will not chew any part until the delicious food is swallowed. The moon cakes at that time were not packaged in fancy style, without any additives. They were genuine and cost-effective. The sweet pastry was wrapped with crispy nuts, the fragrance of green silk and the fragrance of roses, the wonderful taste is always engraved in the memory of childhood. When you swallow the last mooncake you are reluctant to swallow, if you want to eat this sweet, fragrant and delicious taste again, you have to wait another 365 days, then it will be the mid-autumn festival next year. The moon cakes at that time were not only delicious, but also affordable. Ordinary moon cakes only cost eight cents, while thick Guangdong moon cakes cost only one or four cents, which was both cheap and fine. However, today’s mooncakes have already exceeded the price of hundreds of times or hundreds of times, but they have become more and more smelly and uneasy. Oily, soft, sticky, sweet and boring, it is hard to swallow, even if there is no harmful additive, it can also be called the food of three highs, which can be described as positive or negative by the table of gold and jade. Only by recalling the sweet and reassuring moon cakes in childhood can the darkness added to my heart be wiped out. Fortunately, there is a beautiful poem with thousands of miles of love and joy to send a message to my mood, so as to ask the wine about the elegance of the sky. In fact, we enjoy beautiful wine, moon cakes, fresh fruits and autumn moon in mid-autumn Festival are all elegant forms. The real meaning is to think twice during festivals. Since ancient times, people have been in this season of harvest, autumn high winalite full moon day obtained relatives reunion, if Hills Water is doubly thoughts. Just as my elder brother has been in Shenzhen for many years, every Mid-Autumn Festival, he sent me good moon cakes, full of moon-like affection, which made me feel the deep Brotherhood year after year. The mountains and rivers can’t change the blood thicker than the water, family affection is the permanent connection of blood. The autumn wind slightly rises, the tree shadow in front of the window is swaying, and the full moon with light milky yellow is rising again. Under the shadow of the Moon, childhood partners are flashing, and the silver moonlight is flowing with endless deep feelings. Mid-Autumn Festival, family affection, memories of old homes and old houses. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Now

Life seemed to lose all the taste suddenly, and looting materials seemed to grab a lot of salt and put it into mouth to make up for the vacancy of taste. If you don’t feel satisfied, you have to grasp more and kill those sensitive and tiny tentacles on your tongue. Therefore, I have left this pair of flesh. It takes more time to touch and roll. In those days when I shrank my clothes and ate tightly, I thought that if I could buy a small house, the House would get warm, take a hot bath, sit naked on the sofa, and put on a fluffy blanket, maybe a lifetime wish is enough. Later I bought the house, which is bigger than I imagined. I would not feel cold even if I was naked without a blanket. But I have never sat naked on the sofa. I still feel unhappy. I have traveled to more than half of the cities. I can eat, sleep, play, and then stay in the empty house. I don’t want to go anywhere. I used to describe myself as a drinker, drinking from a street stall to a magnificent hall, and finding that loving wine was just a stunt like claiming to love women when I was young. Most of the men around me are not happy like me, but they still have one love, that is, those who love women. But I can’t love those sitting beside me with strong face. Love is in memory. If you choose decadence, you have to be decadent and have a peaceful mind. Someone once said this to me. When there is no need to worry about material, there is decadent capital, so decadence occupies the whole life. Fat life, fat liver, fat thinking and fat erotic. How expensive the cleansing products are, you can’t clean the grease on your face and the sticky sleep. The buildings, viaducts and women’s bodies in the eyes are all like two fat meat in their belly, which are swollen, soft and dirty. No more narcissistic thoughts. I even started to hate myself. What do you expect him to fall in love with a person who can’t even love him? We can only pick the branches and leaves of those cassia trees, weave them into grass coats, weave them into Garland, wear them on our bodies and heads, to gain people’s love and their own love. Even if everyone pretends to love you because of loving your Cassia clothes, you still can’t convince yourself to love yourself. Your heart is hard and empty. You said, hardness is because of the baptism of common affairs, emptiness is because of the people who left, taking everything away. For a long time, I am no longer willing to travel. Because there is no big difference between cities in the world. For a long time, I am no longer willing to fall in love. Because there is no big difference between women in the world. If there is still a place to go, it is to return to hometown. But as you know, hometown is just like first love, which can never be returned in the whole life. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I

A flower blooms in the world. If it is beautiful and enchanting, everyone will like it and everyone will be full of praise. If a person lives in the world, if he is beautiful and generous, or even as fragrant and bright as flowers, he will certainly be appreciated by people. Why don’t we live like a flower? Bloom in the world, win people’s love, deeply welcomed by everyone. I want to live like a flower and enrich myself in the world. Although I am an ordinary person, even an inconspicuous scumbag. But I should try my best to dress myself up and live as a flower to make others look at each other and envy others. There are many kinds of flowers, some are delicate and dazzling, and some are dim. Each has its own uniqueness and advantages. Either flower? All have certain advantages. The famous flowers in the world are Rose, peony, chrysanthemum and Lotus —–, we don’t care what kind of flower for the moment. As long as it is a flower, it has its unique fragrance. Of course, there are all kinds of people in the world. It is impossible for everyone to make peony flowers or roses. Some are bright and famous flowers, and some are dim nameless flowers. Just as in our life, some are talented people, and some are undeserved scumbags. Whether it is a big flower or a small flower, bright or dim, as long as it is a flower, it should bloom its fragrance and release its own stamens. If we want to live like flowers, we need to release the essence in our bodies, strive to be bold and unrestrained in our talents, and make ourselves compete with each other in our life, and shed them into a delicate and charming flower, strange Beautiful flowers. Although everyone has their own ambitions and differences, we can blossom different flowers and their own beauty. If everyone is a flower, everyone is bright, wouldn’t it be better! There are many people and flowers, which finally form an ocean of flowers. Fragrant, fragrant! You make peony flowers, he makes roses, I make lotus flowers, — wait, all kinds of flowers are intertwined, isn’t that colorful? Looking from a distance, the ocean which looks like flowers is actually the ocean of human beings. I also want to bloom in the world like this and release my essence for human beings. Then you have to live like a flower to be proud of your life. I want to live like a flower, release the fragrance in my body, spit out the stamens and overfill the world. Although the flowering period is short, we should learn its fragrant and unique side. Human life is long. Once it becomes a flower, it will bloom for a lifetime. It can’t wither soon like a flower. I want to live like a flower, bloom like a flower, let people appreciate and praise me. Then you have to make a living, to amaze the world, to be outstanding, to be graceful! Flowers have their nature, and I also have my personality. Everyone has their own characteristics. The flower looks cute, but the flowering period is very short. If you want to live like a flower, you have to bloom brightly and for a long time. Learn the advantages of flowers and make use of their habits to benefit mankind. Don’t muddle along, try your best to make yourself free and glorious. Even if the petals can’t be opened at a time, they can’t look like flowers. In daily life, you should save your energy and try your best to make yourself look like a flower! I want to live like a flower, Bloom myself and be amazed by the public. Fragrant Life, give it all! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Forty

Gongyuan on September 24th of the lunar calendar in 1968th, zi shi, a baby was born in a poor family in Shaoyang, Hunan. His grandmother named him Wu Xiaolin, implying that he could become a small forest in the future. However, forty-seven years later, this guy named Wu Xiaolin didn’t become a forest or a wood, but at most a grass. This grass is me. In my childhood, I was weak and sick, and I was a regular customer of the hospital. Later, my grandmother named me a beggar. The rural superstition thought that the lower the name, the easier it was to feed. Grandma called me Xiao Lin for more than twenty years. She didn’t call me Xiao Lin until I got married and had children. In fact, I am a problematic teenager. When I was herding cattle, I beat my partner’s head to death. I once stole peaches from the production team, watermelons from the brigade, and peeked at women taking a bath. Villagers don’t like me, and teachers also look down upon me. Someone scolded me maliciously: If you want to be promising, I will lick the stick that wipes the ass of the whole world. At that time, we used sticks to wipe our ass in rural areas. My parents broke my heart for me, and my mother cried secretly. They had no other way but to beat me. They turn iron into steel. When I was in the second grade of primary school, Liu Aiqing in the yard and I wrote down six crooked words on the wall of the captain of our production team with writing brush. This time the captain and his wife didn’t scold me. They just told my parents. My mother scolded me: it would be great if you could write a few words, right? At that time, I thought I was amazing because I scolded the captain’s family with words. The captain manages a production team. He offended many people, and of course also offended my parents. Now I revenge on his family. Since then, I have known the charm of words. I don’t know why, the captain’s family never wiped those six words, and let them dazzling there. Later, I seldom went home when I went out to work, but every time I came home to see those dim words, I couldn’t help thinking of those young memories. However, one night in 2010, a fire turned the captain’s house, the captain’s wife, and of course my words into dust. Forty-seven years, I spent more than ten years in school. Up to now, most of the knowledge my teacher taught me has been returned to my teacher, and even many teachers’ names cannot be remembered. Only two teachers impressed me most. One was Yuan Zhuxuan, my English teacher in junior high school. He is not tall and thin. He couldn’t tie his trousers tightly. He lifted his trousers with his hands from time to time during class. When we learn English, we usually mark words in Chinese, such as goodmoring, and we mark Goethe model force. But these pronunciations marked in Chinese are often inaccurate, and we are not less scolded by Yuan zhuxuan. Once, I wrote on the exercise book: I am Chinese, can not speak foreign language, do not learn ABC, and still open the machine. I didn’t know why that day, Yuan zhuxuan was furious. In class, he tore my homework to pieces in front of more than 50 classmates. The direct result of this incident led to my hatred towards the English world. I hated English speakers and didn’t read English books. Although many people advised me to read more foreign literature, especially the original texts of those famous works, which was good for me to broaden my horizon, I didn’t listen at all, I don’t even read the translated foreign literature. Another teacher is Tian Chengjie, who is my junior three Chinese teacher. Although he only taught me for one year, he knew me well. Although many teachers look down upon me, he appreciates me very much. He said that I might be the most promising one among the students he taught. My composition is often read by him as a model essay to his classmates. He always said that if Wu Xiaolin’s articles were well written, he must have a promising future. Unfortunately, I don’t have a daughter. If I have a daughter, I will marry her to him. From primary school to junior high school, to senior high school, my scores in other subjects were in a mess, but my scores in Chinese were always very good. Especially for compositions, my articles should be posted on the bulletin board of the school every issue. College entrance examination natural utter failure. Near the college entrance examination, I am still writing novels, and I am dreaming of being a writer. After the college entrance examination, I threw the textbook behind the school wall. I peed at the school gate. I bid farewell to my student career in this way. I went home to take classes for a period of time, but because it didn’t matter, I was squeezed out. Farming at home, the villagers pushed me to be the village director, because I didn’t go to the camp, this matter was also yellow. Finally, I became the captain of the production team. Although the family is poor, the restlessness of youth is still unstoppable. At that time, my admiration for women had reached the level of stupidity. However, there are thousands of women in the world, but none of them is interested in me. They said that I was sallow and emaciated, and people with sharp-mouth monkey cheek were not like people, and ghosts were not like ghosts. But my luck came. Through the introduction of the matchmaker, I got to know my wife now. Two poor families, two similar experiences, they hit it off. On December 2th, 1989, we got married. In 1991, our daughter was born. In 1997, our son was born. Due to the increasing expenses of the family, the family couldn’t maintain food and clothing for three points per mu. In 2000, I went out to work. This journey lasted for 14 years, and I seldom went home in these 14 years. In the busy journey, children grow up gradually. In Shenzhen, I worked as a kitchen helper, cleaner, Porter, supervisor, manager assistant, etc. Living at the bottom of the Society for a long time, I have tasted all the ups and downs in the world, and got used to others’ cold-eyed ridicule. In such a world, I bind myself tightly. For more than 40 years, according to my hometown, I ate more than a basket of rice, and half of my body was buried in the soil. In spite of this, there is a dream always accompanying me, that is, the literary dream. This dream runs through the end of my life. No matter how hard life is and how tortuous the road ahead is, I always squeeze out time to engage in my writing. Up to now, I have published more than 200 literary works (first) in newspapers and periodicals all over the country, and I have won dozens of awards in newspaper essays. I was interviewed and reported by many media such as Shenzhen Special Zone Daily, Shenzhen Business Daily, Shenzhen Evening News and Bao ‘an daily. I want to thank those who helped me selflessly and generously on the road of my life. People who have helped me economically include Liu Changfu, Chi Desong, etc. People who have helped me in literature include Guo Haihong, Guo Jianxun, Dai Bin, etc. I write down their names here to make my descendants grateful and remember them. Thank God, thank fate, thank parents, you let me come to this world, let me experience wind and rain, witness the rainbow. Forty-seven years like a dream, I often feel that I am in a dream. On December 28th, 2013, my grandson came to this world. Seeing his innocent smile, I think happiness is so within reach. Now after work, I walked and went shopping with my wife and children. I found that I had everything in this world. In fact, for more than 40 years, happiness has always been with me and I will never give up. Be alive. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

long shu

When I got on the bus in the scenic spot, I felt relaxed for a while. The trees spread all the way, making me feel much cooler. My mood was gradually relaxed. The driver was very easygoing and enthusiastic, we arrived at the destination with chatting all the way …… oh! The momentum is very grand. The three thick pillars of Fu lushou came into my sight, black gilded gold, firmly settled in the mountain gate like Optimus Prime, which suddenly made me awe….. The corresponding one is Maitreya Buddha who is simple and charming and full of smiles. It is happy and gentle, just like protecting us here. I am also warm and gentle …… peaks are green, cool and quiet…. Up the stairs, there are two dragon pillars standing on the platform. Oh, I know longshuyu, which is related to dragons. One water and one fire …… the three characters of longshuyu came into view, vigorous and graceful, I like this kind of calligraphy…… What surprised me even more was that there were all kinds of calligraphy cliff carvings on the Qingqing limestone rock wall along the road, which were solemn and natural, and each had its own charm. I can’t even recognize some words, but I just like them. Of course, I can still understand some of them. After all, I love them! The seven words quatrains of Zhao Mengying \two fairy bridges in the high place of Tianmen, the ethereal white clouds can be moved by hands. Sitting and drinking, it gradually smokes the hair and bones, and is graceful under the crane. xiao is really engraved on the cliff. Walking in the mountains, I was calm, leisurely, unrestrained, and sometimes even selfless. Really, I forgot myself at that moment, just like a trace of wind floating, very light, very light, there was no heaviness in the world at all. My heart was relieved and my steps were brisk and better. I shouted, on the top of the mountain, I was open-minded, enjoying the natural oxygen bar, and I felt refreshed. Climbing and climbing all the way, sometimes there was a little breath. After all, they were already middle-aged. They didn’t have time to arrive at Zhenwu Temple. It turned out to be the highest place of the peaks. With a sound of 300 to 60 levels, it was not bad at all, when the aunt with the accent of Jinzhong shouted like this, I burst into tears. I originally planned to climb over 300 to 60 levels, but we didn’t deliberately come to the top of the mountain from another road, we were about to go down from the 360th level. The one on the way was breathless and tired, but we were a little happy, so we climbed to the top without feeling, and went down with the trend, I murmured my regret. Your sentence, we went against the trend, gradually made me put down a little, walk a different road and feel different scenery…… My life is also like this sometimes. I always go upstream and follow the trend, and have a coincidence….. Maybe the scenery here is unique! Sitting in the pavilion opposite to the bell tower, I took a nap, and the breeze blew through. It was very comfortable. Looking around, there were many peaks on the four sides, which were full of green and green. The temple was half hidden and half exposed, and it appeared and disappeared, the one climbing the 360-level stone steps is moving to the sky. We have fallen from the sky, so we are not happy….. This mountain is very peaceful and looks steep, but it is very slow to walk on it. Standing at the highest point, I didn’t even feel like being the top of the mountain. It is strange that all the mountains are small, large and small peaks stand quietly in the valley…… It is better to see the scenery than to listen to the scenery. I often say this, and I also feel it, but what I gain from the nature is a state of mind, a aftertaste, and a trace of feeling of myself, there are also long memories….. Today, longshuyu is very quiet. There is no bustle like tourists weaving. This is the place I like. In this quiet mountain, the peaks turn around, there were small butterflies standing on the unknown purple flowers along the roadside, with different colors and forms, fluttering small wings, which were very leisurely; There were also rattan green trees bearing small fruits, picking them and tasting them, which were astringent….. At this time, I seemed to turn into that little butterfly, enjoying the purity and ease of this moment, forgetting the astringent unhappiness….. Life is far from satisfactory. Today’s shortcoming is the lack of the dense nourishment of water. If you walk in this valley in the rain, it may be a different feeling….. On the trestle bridge, I let myself go; On the top of the mountains, I enjoyed the vast heart…. I am the only one in the world….. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…