Feelings

I saw a bicycle far away with a man wearing a hat carrying a woman. The bike was swaying and not in a hurry at all, as if it had been a long time before passing me. It turned out to be an old man carrying an old woman and using an old bicycle. When passing by me, people didn’t say anything, and the bicycle was stepped on. I watched them disappear around the corner, and somehow I came up with the word feelings. Grandpa and Grandma with silver hair wanted to know their love very much. However, seeing that they could ride a bicycle together at such an old age, they felt that nothing needed to be said. If I can still drive you when I am old, I will no longer have regrets; If I embrace each other for a lifetime, if you can still drive me when I am old, I will have a lifetime of love. Love is not enough to be described in any language; Love is pale to promise in any word. However, when I saw two old men on the bicycle, I knew that this was love. Maybe they used to ride the bicycle when they were young. For a long time, they have grown old with it. However, they are still together. He drives her and it drives him. For them, time may still be at the moment of meeting. A distant breath came across my face. It was the 1990 s described in the movie. In the campus in White, boys were carrying girls, and trees with fallen leaves were on both sides. At dusk, the girl was sitting in the back seat, holding the boy’s waist and putting her face on his white shirt, smelling the clean smell. Feelings really belong to the feelings of the white fluttering era. How can someone not yearn for it? But in this era, I always feel that there is something missing and something more, so that kind of feeling has disappeared in this time and space. Today, it is cloudy with breeze, and it is very cool in summer. The weather was so beautiful that the old man carried his wife by himself with a creaking sound, slowly passing rows of trees, one by one. Then, I left a feeling in the youth’s life. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Moonlight

The North Wind and Blizzard performed the dance music together finally came to an end, and the world welcomed the first sunny night sky after snow. Originally, the gray clouds piled up in the sky suddenly disappeared, and the stars shot a little cold light from the distant sky. The crescent moon hung in the space at some time. As the night became thicker, her light folding gradually showed. I strolled on the white wilderness. The pale moonlight and the thick snow covering the Earth merged together, forming a realm of unity of heaven and earth. At this moment, the mind is elegant, as if you are in the legendary Yaolin Fairyland, as if you are real, as if you are virtual, as if you are real. The whole body and mind rise with the pale moonlight, falling down in the Yao Chi. I was flattered, as if I was the darling of fate, and I would accept the hospitality of the Heavenly Breeze and the Queen Mother. The Moonlight flowed on the snow surface like running water, as if touching the girl’s white skin gently with hands. The whole world was filled with a soft atmosphere. I don’t know whether the moonlight shines on the snow, or whether the snow refracts the moonlight. The whole space is full of white light folding, like fog or not, like dream or not. At this time, I have already been in this beautiful scenery, only a little light came out from the window of the farmhouse covered by snow, which made me feel that I was in the world. The cold moonlight and the cold snow didn’t make me turn back. It was like a poem and a dream, which made me reluctant to leave. I still walked to the depths of the snow with brisk steps. All of a sudden, a burst of cold came towards me. A snowflake with light wind streaked across my face instantly, like a beautiful girl kissing my face, surprised and happy, gently stroking the autumn face with her hands, there was a trace of blush, and the cold passing through was a light residual temperature. I wanted to jump into the snow and wash this autumn face through the wind and rain with white snowflakes. When looking at this piece of beauty, my desire stopped suddenly, and I didn’t want to destroy this piece of beauty and innocence for my momentary evil thoughts any more. Gradually the lights around were all out, looking around the white world, I wanted to become a sculpture, standing in the night, integrating myself into this dreamlike world. On December 16, 2010, Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow vanished in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

This life

When I was young, I always admired PLA and even had the desire to be a soldier when I grew up. No matter who asked me what I wanted to do when I grew up? I would answer without thinking and flatly: I will be the liberation army when I grow up! It was at that time that I had the worship of PLA and the dream of becoming a soldier, when I was young, what I liked most was the small military uniform made by my mother and the small military cap sewed by her own hands. Mother also made a small five-pointed star out of red cloth to sew on the hat and sewed two red collar seals on the collar. I feel proud when I wear this military uniform and hat. Hey! Go out and call those friends envious. I remembered that when I was a child, I went back to my hometown with my mother to wear this suit of clothes. I followed my mother to go to the hometown to make the relatives and villagers in my hometown curious and fresh. Of course, it is better to be a soldier than to put yourself into action. When I was young, I was particularly obsessed with watching movies about war and collecting comic books about wars. I even made a lot of pistols with wooden boards, and sent them to my friends during the summer vacation, then they ran to the mountain near the mining area to play Guerrilla Games. At that time, the films which were shown most were the underground warfare, the war between the South and the north and the heroes and Sons, etc. The hero characters such as Gao Chuanbao and Wang Cheng in the movie became the images I imitated, and others naturally dressed up as Japanese devils, American devils and Kuomintang soldiers in the game. When I was young, I also liked painting PLA best. I remembered that my father was very close to a staff officer whose surname was Ma in the mining force at that time. This general staff officer Ma was tall, well-looking and had a military temperament. His wife is also very beautiful and has a very clever daughter. Staff Ma often visited our house and saw that I liked painting. Sometimes when I came to our house, I sat on the stool and asked me to draw to him motionlessly. He liked me very much, and urged my father to cultivate me well, saying that I would be promising in the future. He even wanted to get married with his father, and he wanted to match his daughter with me. At that time, my father just took his words as jokes and didn’t take how to train me seriously. The General Staff Ma and his whole family moved away with the Army soon. But a few years later, one of the demobilized soldiers recruited in the mine told his father that he had seen General Staff Ma in the Army, he also said that he had inquired about the situation of our family. I was countryside, one future slim, don’t know where. My mother had always looked down upon being a soldier, and once told me that a good man was not a soldier, but at this time she had the idea of asking General Staff Ma to help me to be a soldier. This thought of her couldn’t help saying it was a good idea, because General Staff Ma was holding an important position in the Army at this time, and it should not be a big problem to try to get me to the Army with his status and relationship, at least I can be specially recruited as a literary soldier to join the army. But I didn’t know whether it was too troublesome or unwilling to ask for help. My parents finally didn’t contact staff ma. Therefore, this matter concerning my personal future in joining the army was gone. When I went to the countryside, I especially admired Li Shuangjiang, the army singer at that time, the painters Dong Chensheng, Chen Yuxian and so on. I always hoped that I could become a military artist in the Army one day, finally, I really waited for a chance. At the end of 1977, the Nanhai Fleet recruited soldiers at the educated youth point where I went to the countryside. At that time, I immediately signed up with another educated youth who went to the countryside together. The officer in charge of recruitment at that time was very satisfied after hearing the introduction of my specialty by the brigade secretary, and said that people like me were exactly the talents needed by the army, but I was beaten when I failed in the first round of physical examination. At that time, someone in the mine suggested for his parents that he would intercede with someone from the military recruitment office to see if he could let me join the army, but none of them took it seriously, therefore, the opportunity that I had a hard time looking forward to joining the army and becoming a soldier failed, and this matter became the biggest regret that I could not afford in my life. As time goes by, youth tends to decline. Although I am no longer the age of joining the army, it is always difficult for me to get this kind of complex. Whenever I go to cabarets, I especially like singing songs of army singers Li Shuangjiang, Yan Weiwen, Liu Hegang, Wang Hongwei and so on. Seeing that I like singing military songs so much, all my singers thought that I once had the experience of joining the army and becoming a soldier. Yes, no matter when I was, I would look forward to the beautiful scene when I walked into the military camp in military uniform, and I would always miss the horse staff officer who had known me well and loved me very much in my childhood. (Written on the eve of the 2015 Army Day) Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My

On a sunny spring day, several schools held a sports meeting together. I was responsible for recording my scores. Many children who had been taught in my previous school came to talk to me, which made me sigh with emotion, after three years of absence, these children and boys have grown taller and stronger, and girls have become more beautiful. Teacher, what are you going to do? Why don’t you teach me? Do you still teach me? At that time, what did you give me to eat. …….. In the days after that day, my mind has been wandering in the primary school where I once taught. The experience of that year was a memory that I could never forget and an indispensable spiritual wealth in my life. I taught math classes in two classes. One class had more than 40 children. At that time, I lived and ate in the school, a small house of more than ten square meters, a bed, a table and a chair, this is my home. Strange and fresh, simple and warm. Gradually I became familiar with my children. I found that those children were so cute. During the break, I found that many children ran to the brigade headquarters, ran back in a hurry, wiped their mouths with their sleeves all the way, and joined the playing team again, I went to drink cold water. I felt pity immediately and went back to the house. I fanned the boiled water with books and let them drink it. I found that no amount of water was enough for them to drink. Several girls came to play with me after dinner. There is a girl who looks very beautiful. I think her mother must be very beautiful, too. However, when her mother left, she lived with her grandmother because her father found a new mother. I was surprised. The children were so noisy, but there was something heavy in my heart. From then on, I will send her some small gifts and get in touch with them. I find that she is a very simple and kind girl, and we are just like good friends. Time flies so fast. In this year, I took language classes, ideological and moral classes, social classes and music classes with my children. I went to the fields to water vegetables and fly kites with them, picking small flowers in ditches, life at that time was like a queen. I didn’t realize the value of my life and the growth of my life until I became the head teacher and really communicated with my children. Looking back on the past days, I found that my real learning was after becoming a teacher, and my real growth was after studying hard. I just want to give children a chance to meet each other in life with simple feelings and coarse words, and give myself a chance to embrace life and wipe life, and fulfill my responsibility as a teacher, so I chose the communication of words. I talked with my students to shape their hearts. When I read a good article in class, I wanted to read it to my classmates. Many good fragments of Yu Yujun’s childhood were written down by my classmates and told them: this is a good way to accumulate words and sentences, which will be very useful in the future. After lunch, everyone read the two books I took from the reading room well in the classroom during that time. Some good fragments of words and sentences were extracted and copied on an excerpt. Li Wenjing asked immediately: teacher, is this a good word? I took a look: Yes, good word, the word you are looking for is very good! She was very happy. Zhuang Ziyun: if the accumulation of water is not thick, then its negative boat is also weak; If the accumulation of wind is not thick, then its negative wing is also weak. I don’t have too much hope. I just want to touch every child with my heart, spend their precious three years, and leave them some memories of getting along with teachers and students. I want every child to be happy. I also want to be the happiest teacher. Children give back with sincere understanding and love, and enrich my life with the brilliance of life. I thank my children. Thank you, the children who passed by, for letting me know again: all the things happening today will become wonderful memories, as long as we sow the seeds of love, what will be left to us will be beautiful…….. Dear child, let me pour you a cup of cool moonlight, let the boundless care shorten the distance and lengthen the missing, dear child, let me stand as a flowering tree for you, let the silent watch, blossom the fragrance of people, and have colorful fantasies. Dear child, let me cut a good time for you, through the years, carefully treasure, let’s go through the years and go far away together. There is no trace in the fleeting time, and the sleeves are full of dark fragrance……… My love to you! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Low eyebrow

Maybe because it is a woman, she always likes to face the world with a light mood, like the light fragrance, light color, like to show people with a light smile, even music also likes the light melody, in this life, I only hope to be a light woman, not flaunting, not indulgence, with a cloud and water zen heart, shallow and shallow. ——- Inscription low eyebrows, be a light woman, with a quiet mind, build hedges and plant Chrysanthemum, flowers, grass and poetry in your own world. Fish farming, shrimp farming, and temperament. Stitch, lead, embroider a curtain of colorful dreams. A light woman, like poetry and painting, her artistic conception is like a fairy, like a dream, without the breath of fireworks in the world. Her words and talks don’t cause dust, and the wind is light and the clouds are light. She can always downplay those troubles that stumble. The wind and frost of the world could not be engraved on her heart. The warmth and coldness of human feelings could not erode her connotation. Low eyebrows and a shallow smile made all the obstacles relieved. Light Woman, calm, calm, not arrogant, not impatient, there are thousands of tender feelings of water, flowing and free and easy with clouds, between low eyebrows and eyes, is calm and calm shallow smile, like the spring of summer, fresh and comfortable, like the warm sun in winter, it makes people feel warm. The light woman exudes the nature of mountains and rivers in her soul, and her temperament includes the elegance passing through the Tang style and Song poetry, which makes people linger and sigh with amazement when they raise their hands and feet. Light women don’t pursue prosperity, compare with luxury cars and mansions, be content with light days, enjoy the leisure of time in a cup of tea, enjoy the quietness of time in a flower, listen to the wind, enjoy the rain and keep your own clear sky with a cloud and water meditation heart. The light woman, who knows the content, is always happy and takes care of her small home with ease. Although there is no luxury decoration, the cleaning is clean and clean without dust. A few clear windows, I am happy, and my family is comfortable. A pot of flowers and a bunch of grass are scattered and interesting. A light woman, embroidered a picture of home and everything to decorate the wall, but also decorate the family’s heart, embroidered a picture of more than every year to describe the expectations, but also good luck. Embroider a picture of love to convey the true meaning of love to the heart of your lover forever. Light Woman, Upper Hall, lower kitchen. The hall is neither humble nor overbearing, and unyielding to flatter, talking frankly, speaking without arrogance and impatience. It’s enough to stop, doing things without illness and doing what you can, passionate but not blind, calm but not indifferent, which tells the big truth, I can also control my small emotions. The light woman has a generous mind and doesn’t care about the trivial gains and losses. She is smart in big things and muddled in small things. When she should turn a blind eye, she will never worry about her mother-in-law. When it is time to argue, it is absolutely impossible for a man to be the one. A light woman, who reads and tastes tea in her spare time, cultivates her sentiment in the aroma of books, has a Tibetan ink in her chest and a refined spirit of poetry and calligraphy in her belly. A woman who is full of poetry and books raises her hands and raises her feet, it gives off a faint Literary fragrance, full of connotation and charm. A light woman can use pen and ink to render her mood and sublimate her soul’s cultivation. When she starts writing and drops ink, it is the leisure feeling of appreciating flowers and blooming, the calm and calm of watching clouds and clouds, and the honor and disgrace of watching tides and tides, the moon is free and easy without the moon. A light woman, full of poetic, tender like water, her lips and teeth talk elegant. She planted clouds between her eyebrows, and the wind came, the Willow Man danced, the rain came, the willow covered, and she couldn’t fall into her heart. In this way, she would be calm, calm, calm, you will walk leisurely in the world of mortals. A light woman, like a lotus flower, comes out of the silt without being dyed, does not associate with the secular world, and keeps a free and happy heart. Light women are as beautiful and refined as orchid flowers. With a kind of nobility from soul, they exude the elegance of cynicism and Orchid. Light women are like chrysanthemum, not competing with flowers for spring, although they are not graceful and beautiful, but it has the backbone of despising the frost. A woman with connotation is a book that makes people fondle admiringly, reading her charm, her connotation, her elegance, every kind of beauty that comes out from her bones, they are full of years, graceful and romantic, and edify every sunrise and sunset. The light woman is a mystery that people can’t figure out. Her wisdom, her aura and her heart are all the wind that can’t be figured out through the ages. They are all the rainbow after the rain, beautiful, coquettish, but like a dream. Text: Falling red dust laughing like smoke QQ;1483563655 praise (prose editor: Shu Kuang) spring’s snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Long

Summer is a romantic season. In this season, Cheongsam becomes a beautiful scenery in the streets and lanes. Women are originally graceful, and the embellishment of cheongsam adds a lot of bright colors to the city, which also makes the city full of elegance and tenderness. The most gentle thing is that lowered one’s head, just like that water lotus is so cool and shy. Cheongsam has always been the most appropriate clothing to add charm to women. The soft and shiny clothes complement each other with women’s delicate skin, making women more elegant and gentle. Cheongsam is a woman’s fluttering mood, which is always revealed casually. Each cheongsam and style reflects different attitudes and feelings of different women. Cheongsam fabric is exquisite, and silk is usually the main material. Silk texture is soft, smooth, noble and rich. This kind of fabric, together with the fine embroidery collocation with three-dimensional sense, is more like the lotus with clear water, which is both elegant and elegant. Cheongsam creates women’s noble and elegant temperament, bright and charming figure in different forms. When you enter the cheongsam store in Suzhou and Hangzhou, you will be surprised by the gorgeous and colorful cheongsam, no matter you pick any one to wear it on, it will bring you unexpected surprise and immediately make you beautiful and beautiful. Cheongsam is just like a woman’s flexible mood, and always reveals the charming, elegant and elegant temperament of the desire to speak casually. It is a woman’s favorite that never fades. I always have deep cheongsam feelings. When I arrived in Suzhou and Hangzhou, I especially like to drill in cheongsam stores. All kinds of colors, styles, various styles, and colorful, give people unlimited visual enjoyment. If you choose a few styles you like at will, you will be reluctant to take them off and can’t help buying a few. There are many cheongsam of different styles and colors at home. Because of cheongsam, flamboyant women become virtuous, virtuous women become elegant, and elegant women become more amorous. Because of the embellishment of cheongsam, this city is full of warmth. This season is full of romance, and women’s body is full of feminine taste. Different colors of cheongsam, different styles, and women’s flavors are also different. Some qipao show elegant and noble temperament, some qipao create a kind of exquisite and lovely atmosphere, some qipao show mature and capable personality, and some qipao outline the extraordinary taste of life. When I wear cheongsam in summer, no matter how tall, short, fat or thin, or how old I am, when I wear cheongsam on my body, I will show the exquisite figure of a woman immediately, which is convex, concave, graceful and graceful. I write out all kinds of styles,. Fat women show wealth, like a blooming peony; Thin and tall women show curling, like a simple white lotus; Pedantic women look exquisite in them, like a faint orchid. The older women still have charm, while the young women are elegant and lovely. The short cheongsam seems to be brisk and capable of youth; The long cheongsam moves lightly with lotus steps, swaying the feeling of life. The cheongsam creates a woman’s gentle, sentimental, elegant and graceful style incisively and vividly, showing all the charm …… if a woman puts a small flower knot on her chest, entertainment places show your dignified and elegant appearance. If you put on a big shawl, you will show your magnificence and elegance in formal occasions. If you wear a low collar cheongsam and put a small silk scarf on your thin neck, it will show the warmth and elegance of a woman. Women, even if the smile is so charming, without cheongsam, the feminine taste will lack some charm. With the dress of cheongsam, it looks more affectionate, graceful and charming. With the natural fragrance of cheongsam, women’s heart is like a water lily blooming in a pool of blue waves, fresh and elegant, and fragrant over time! Cheongsam is the symbol of women, the best interpretation for women to treat a good life, and the external expression of women’s inner soul. Women in cheongsam are gentle and graceful. The woman who loves to wear cheongsam is like a gust of wind, which blows lightly and ripples in people’s hearts, leaving infinite reverie; The woman who loves to wear cheongsam looks like a picture from a distance, and looks like a poem in a short distance, poetic and pictorial, the taste is endless; The woman who loves to wear cheongsam is like a book, with rich charm and elegance all over her body, which makes people’s impetuous heart quiet and the accumulated resentment in heart turn into all kinds of tenderness; women who like to wear cheongsam are like a bunch of flowers, sometimes red rose, sometimes pure Prynne, sometimes light daffodils, sometimes quiet Lily, with invisible fragrance and fragrance. Seeing any beautiful cheongsam on the street brings people the elegant and simple natural style, which brightens the whole body color and makes the city romantic. Women who wear cheongsam drift away from the stream of people, which will give people a hazy sense of romance, femininity and warmth. The gentle and implicit charm makes people have endless aftertaste and linger… oh, I like Cheongsam. She is like a green lotus with clear water and hibiscus. She is carved naturally. Her soul is Jade and natural, and her fragrance will last forever. She is gentle and elegant in the streets and lanes of the city, making people nostalgic and intoxicated……. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

A tree

The bird flew from the forest here to the tree there, and suddenly bent the slender treetop. It was tepid to walk to such a field in July, without the passion of May. After all, it was calm. When the cicadas were ringing behind you, did your Heart Lake have waves? This morning, I saw the golden cicada shedding on the green grass leaves, which was as fresh as the one lying on the silk cotton tree ten years ago. I had been guarding the silky cotton forest that summer. I hurried to check every morning and picked off the armor of cicadas with the fragrance of soil. They climbed trees one after another, took off their armor one after another, and put them into my baskets one after another. The cicadas resounded through every cool Midsummer Night’s Dream, which bothered every afternoon’s sunshine. When I sat under the eaves, I could hear the singing beside the house. The unhurried rhythm and the undiminished pitch would definitely make people thinking about things upset, but it would be better for me to be an idler. Sometimes I couldn’t help looking at it in the bushes. My palm was carefully bent into a bow shape. I slapped it down and caught it slowly. I was clever enough to fly to the higher treetop, and I didn’t know whether it was panic or complacent, sing more happily. It is said that only males can sing, which can attract females. If you can scream, just pinch its body and watch it fluttering its wings, buzzing; If you don’t scream, just look at the transparent wings and feel boring. When I was a child, I liked to pinch off one of its wings and let it fly stumbling for a while, then pick it up and continue to fly. This vicious method was very popular in those years. I finally got retribution. I should have sat quietly in front of the stove to burn the fire. When my friends shouted, I couldn’t help leaving the fire to my mother and catching cicadas with them. We passed through the green corn field and ran to the silky cotton forest over there. The hot sunshine was discarded by us. Just beside the Stone Ridge built in Tian tou, I hit the black stone with my foot stepping on the air, with a big cut on my chin and bleeding. At last, I sewed six stitches on my chin, leaving the same marks as cicada legs. Later, Zijue told me that he also had such a story. One afternoon he sat in front of the window to write, and a cicada flew in from the open window, circling around the room, but could not fly out. He caught the poor guy and saw it lying on the newly written words, thinking that this little thing could understand his poems. So I was excited and became friends with it wishfully. In order to find it conveniently, Zijue tied a red rope on its leg and let it drag the red rope flying around the room, playing the monotonous song crazily. Every time Zijue finished writing a new poem, he asked it to lie on the words and read his own verses. The friend who was forced to catch disappeared without a trace with the red rope. Zijue didn’t find it, and searched all the trees around. He asked me to catch cicadas with red ropes to him in the future. I laughed at him for being silly. Cicadas could not live for a summer at all. Yes, Chan couldn’t live for a summer. He murmured, opened the beige page and wrote down this sentence conveniently. I have lived twenty more summer than cicada, but I haven’t left the golden armor, nor have I ever sung for even one summer with vitality. Or so silently alive, eventually so silently die, many a summer of cicadas buried my dream? I also remembered those cicadas that had been accumulated for the whole summer, and a large bag of folding fans that had not been exchanged day and night. Finally, only a few popsicles were exchanged, and all of them turned into red, green and green water when they were brought home. Drinking sweet water and listening to the complicated cicadas, we are also satisfied. I caught a cicada again, tied a red rope on its leg, and let it fly into the silky cotton forest to see if it could take me back to the summer full of cicadas on the treetop. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Keep

I have been keeping an obsession all my life, because it is very important in my heart! I am afraid that my life has already lost its meaning, not because of this obsession. It is with this thought that life feels meaningful, and life is also very happy! It is often said that everyone has his own life dream and pursuit, and strive for it. I am also struggling hard for this obsession, and I can even say that I can sacrifice my precious life. In my opinion, people must be valuable if they are alive. There is no difference between being worthless and meaningless and dying. It was in this state of mind that I pursued that obsession. In fact, obsession came into being from the very beginning, which was the original intention set in childhood. Dreams will come true when they grow up! But in fact, the vast world is full of people, which can not be achieved at will, but can only be achieved by creating and creating through hard work. Although I traveled all the way and suffered from hunger, I did not shake my will. Because obsession is very important, because obsession is the magic weapon of my life. Without my original intention, I lost the value of my life. This obsession is to be a useful person in a country. No matter how bad the environment is, we should strive to reach the top and reach the forefront of people! Win honor for the country and contribute to the country. Never waste your life, never waste your time. I am think like this and do the same. So step by step in your life, go forward with your feet down to earth. At the beginning of my life, it actually gave me a difficult problem, but I was not afraid at all. I continued to rush forward and climb until I succeeded. Now, though a little tired. A little discouraged, but still keep that obsession, as always on the way forward. If you encounter difficulties, try your best to walk away; If you encounter problems, solve them by yourself. Waiting for the obsession every year, making progress every year. Until now, although I have won a great victory, I still feel that it is not good enough. I want to do my best with my microblog in my lifetime. With obsession and waiting, why are you afraid of failure? No matter how hard the days are, they can also go through, and no matter how big the stumbling blocks are, they will also resist. As long as keep obsession, what they’re. If you don’t wait for that obsession all your life and live on it, you will achieve nothing. You will be mediocre in your life, and you will be mediocre in your life. What is the meaning of that man’s life? You said? This is how my life came. I waited for my obsession and worked hard all my life. One victory after another won people’s favor and reputation. No wonder someone says that I am a non-human. Indeed, along the way, what we walked was extraordinary, what we created was extraordinary deeds, and what we did was non-ordinary people. Guided by the idea of obsession, we will go towards this dream in our whole life. We will not lose our way or go to the wrong way. He made his due contribution throughout his life. Although time is coming and time is rushing forward, I still continue to do my own affairs, continue to write articles, and continue to release my light and heat for the country. Keep an obsession and realize your dreams. Make life meaningful and make life worthwhile! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

My most

I once wrote a story about love. I have also read many stories about love. There is the desolation of where will die and the earthshaking beauty. There is a shock of falling in love at first sight, as well as the endurance of years of care. Love, no matter in that era, has thousands of styles. But no matter what kind of love it is, it is beautiful. It is the great emotion that poets and singers have been praising for thousands of years. However, what I like most is still the love with long flowing water and staying together. She is a traditional woman in her heart. If she chooses a person, she hopes to stay with each other and help each other. The best feeling in my eyes is like this. I remember listening to friends talking about the relationship between her grandmother and grandfather. Very classic and common love story. The daughter of the rich landlord fell in love with the talented children of the poor family, but it was no surprise that the family strongly opposed them. Then, the daughter of the landlord family married the children of the poor family by breaking off the relationship with the family. After all, it was the God who lived up to her, and the children from poor families earned a sigh of relief. In the year when their first child was born, they were successful in business and their family was getting richer and richer. My friend said that the two old people were more than 60 or 70 years old, but they often went to travel with two people without saying a word, saying that they would spend two centuries. It seems that in the present era, there are always many stories of divorce, domestic violence and affair. People can’t help wondering whether the so-called love is really so fragile? What a beautiful feeling can’t match the erosion of time. But my friend said that because of her grandparents, she believed that in this world, there would always be beautiful feelings that would never be abandoned, and there would be someone who would love me and marry me, then Let happiness continue. I also believe. In this world, there will always be a beautiful man. When we meet each other, I will know that the person I am waiting for is you. Just like what Zhang Ailing once wrote, meet the person you want to meet among thousands of people. In thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, there is neither one step earlier nor one step later, happened to catch up. After many years, I can call out a sentence, my dearest. I have written many women, gentle, beautiful, talented and scheming. It is a pity that I am not a beautiful woman, and I can even say that I am not even beautiful. Introverted, but changeable temper, not good at expressing yourself. There is no talent, but the temperament of being silly is getting stronger and stronger with the growth of age. So dear, I don’t know if I can give you the best self when I meet you for many years. But no matter before or after meeting you, I will try harder to make myself a better person. Maybe it will never become beautiful and moving, look forward to life, or be talented. Maybe it will be more thoughtful to deal with things, more thoughtful to think for others and more confident to be capable and mature. But more, perhaps naive, silly, is still changeable temper, need you to understand patiently. The edges and corners on my body will not be wiped away by time. However, at least I will try my best to make you not regret and make you feel the same joy as me, because I meet the suitable partner in my life. You won’t regret choosing such a woman to join hands with you for a lifetime. My dear, would you like to go through the years of life with me? When the prosperity is over, I am willing to grow old with you. There are always thousands of kinds of love in the world. Everyone has a love story belonging to everyone. Sooner or later, but always write. Every relationship needs to go through the test and the precipitation of time. To be honest, most love will gradually become a kinship after years of daily necessities. An inseparable family affection. But when people who love each other have gone through their whole lives, seen the most passionate and vigorous years of each other’s life, and seen each other gradually mature after years of polishing, in the end, when we are together and go old, we will always remember that when we were young, we were so happy and loved wantonly. Grandpa once told me: all people will grow old and all people will die. But with your grandma accompanying me, I think I will be more open to aging and death. Qi Kuo said to Zi Cheng. Hold your hands, and you are both old. It’s probably like this. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

在浙

那日看网友猫哥发照片,照片上有许多熟悉的景象。那石桥,那老屋,那被污染得泛深绿漂着许多纸屑的河流,将我的记忆拉回了在浙江省忆龙针纺厂做女工的日子。 那年,宇儿刚满一岁。在家呆了许久的我,又向往着外面的花花世界。恰巧家夫的哥嫂在鲁迅的故乡浙江绍兴混得不错,一开年便随着他们踏上前往浙江打工的征程。我一直称自己的家乡为江南水乡,其实按正常人的眼光,浙江该才是真正意义上的江南水乡了。刚一踏上那块热土,我是有着深深失望的,古色古香的小镇,说是小镇应该是村庄才对,小村的路面全由大大的天然麻石铺铸而成,随处可见亭台楼阁,小桥流水,就是水面上漂浮着各类垃圾,河水呈墨绿色,虽不至臭,但我一看见心里就十分不舒服 既来之,则安之!安顿住下,然后静等见工面试。 在家里就有听哥哥介绍,他们的工厂在当地来说规模算是很大的了,有二三百人呢!哥为机修工,嫂为缝头工,机修工在工厂是被老板尊称的师傅。有了他哥嫂担保,而他们那里招工我现在都在认为,可能只要人是正常的都可以。所以不费周章开工就能上班。在浙江,他们有一系列的织布工艺,尤其是毛毯。由最原始的纱,经过机器合成,织成一匹匹的布,放入染缸染上各种颜色,晾干过后就成为半成品,这些半成品也种类繁多,最主要有三大类:锦编布、拉毛绒、剪毛绒。这些半成品除锦编布从表面上看去是没有毛圈的,其它的布上面布满了毛圈圈,这些毛圈的样子颇神似于我们洗脸毛巾上的毛圈。其中又各自分一面有圈,两面有圈,相对应的一面有毛圈的叫单面绒,两面都有毛圈的为双面绒(至于用途有的用来作床上用品,有的用来作衣服等等)。而忆龙针纺就是起毛定型的工厂,这些半成品被客户们用车子一车车运到忆龙再加工,成真正意义的成品布。 忆龙针纺拥有大概几十台起毛的机器,并且有两条定型的流水线,工厂接单较广,接了恐怕有十几个客户的货源。客户们刚运来的布一匹大概都有十五公斤到二十五公斤左右,先码放在仓库里,再根据客人的要求,什么时候要货,什么时候起毛。工厂坐落在一座小山脚下,山上的植被很少,稀稀拉拉地长着几根纸皮树,还有就是我们家乡称的东毛杆。 远远望过去与其说是工厂,还不如说是一个大大的仓库,只是这个仓库里面充斥的是机器轰鸣声而已,厂子由围墙围着,厂房头顶盖的是一层薄薄的白铁皮。越近越能看见排风扇口沾满了厚厚的毛绒,随着料峭的寒风在招摇着。第一天上班,对一切都兴奋好奇。工厂里,一排排日光灯照着,毛毛儿满天飞舞,朦胧中只见布匹有堆得像个长方形的小山,整整齐齐码在第一台机器前面。工友们每台机器前或站或坐着两个人(年龄都相当大,估计有的是爷爷级别)手里牵住布匹。机器轰鸣声阵阵,估计分贝很高,只见工友们需要交流都是用嘴靠近耳朵用吼的。起毛机就是那一台台高高大大的,很多个大大小小滚筒(呈一个方向转动)上面布满一根根小针的怪物。一匹匹色泽鲜艳的布从机器入口进去,然后被贴在那个最大的滚筒上 嚓嚓嚓! 的磨着,又被滚筒送出,高高扬起,落地,折叠。从第一机器到第二台机器重复一样的动作,进入,扬起,折折叠叠。前后至少得经过两台机器(单面绒,双面绒四台),最后落地之时被一辆辆上面有两个把手的呈斗形的手推车接住,场面很是壮观,从进布到出布不管几台机器都为一条线。有的车上堆得满满的很高了,一个工友就才用剪刀咔嚓将布剪断了,推到一边。工厂分为左右两大部分:左手边是起毛机器呆的地方,右手边就是那两台定型机了,中间就被一辆辆起好毛的未定型的手推车占据。定型机是个长长的家伙,有点像火车的托箱。 起好毛的布就由定型机高温定型,定型过后就是成品布,成品布打好卷,又送往成型仓库,等待客户来运走。基于布匹从起毛到定型,员工的要求并不需要技术含量,所以不论男女老少(最小十六岁)都可以上岗。而毛起得好不好,定型得好不好,当由机修机技术好坏定论,每位机修工带一条线。再有,就是一匹匹的布得打开(这叫翻布)缝合,而布匹的毛圏有逆顺,眼睛能看出来,但总是太慢,熟练的缝头工用手一摸就能感觉得到。 机器高速运转,不能停机,所有布匹都只能提前翻好缝好,所以缝头工也是技术活。整个工厂除了老板就是打工者,打工者的工种分为:机修工、缝头工、拉毛工、搬运工、把边和打卷工这几大类。工资除了机修工是定薪,其它都是记时工,技术工另外加技术补偿。我刚进工厂什么都不懂,就被分到了定型机把边。为什么是把边呢?原因是:定型机是流水线,机器速度以多少码多少码计算,就跟开飞车一样,速度快得惊人,把边工辅助定型机师傅看好布匹进入烤箱,其中有太多细节,比如说入烤箱之时,布匹的两边刚好钉在定型机的铁针上,从这头进入后面出来,中间隔着烤箱,前面的人是看不见后面发生的情况,就有一架摄像机盯住后面,影像播放在前面,供把边工瞧着,发现后面有异常情况切断电源,得将损失减至最少,所以相对拉毛工来说,把边工要求灵活,而那时年轻的我就被挑中,因为年轻就是灵活的资本。 (二) 正式上班了,工厂制度是两班倒,每班上十二个小时更换。我刚开始分在了白班,又什么都不会,一切得从头学起,学习好好看着布匹进入定型机。用作床上用品的布上面会有一个个的定位花,一个定位花大概得要多长多宽都由客户而定,每个定位花定型是不可以歪歪斜斜的(这里称尾斜)。 定型师傅根据客户要求宽窄自己的经验吩咐把边工操作,把边工刚开始学的时候一台机上有四个人,两个人看尾斜,两个人把边入定型机。我的伙伴是头年在定型机上把过边的,对所有应急措施都轻车熟路。是个四川漂亮小姑娘,她父母都在这个工厂上班,母亲缝头,父亲打卷。 她有圆圆的大眼睛,嘴巴微微向上翘着,很爱笑,一笑眼睛嘴巴好看极了。因为是流水线,不允许放长头发,有一天她那黑亮的头发一放下来,简直就是一个活脱脱的从仕女图里走下的美人儿。她性格也好,据她自己所说,她喜欢在定型机上工作,喜欢这 草木皆兵 的生活。而我呢,感觉那是真的不自由,一天到晚那手摸着布匹边边,眼睛盯着布匹,然后耳边那小喇叭一天到晚在哇哇叫着 超一个 超二个 拉一个 (因为烤箱太长,前后之间交流就靠扩音器。至于超和拉是对布匹长短控制)上如厕,吃饭都得找人顶替。这些都是我无法忍受的,虽然半个月下来,我对把边这个活儿也娴熟了不少,带班的机修师傅挺看得起我,可我就是越来越呆不住。而做缝头工的嫂嫂有大把的闲时在那瞎逛,我就寻思着去缝头。 当我和哥一说,恰好这缝头工那边刚好差那么一个人,而在家里就对缝纫机很是熟悉的我,无宜是天赐良机。初学缝头,也颇为费劲,分毛圈倒顺不来,就在小机子混着。为什么呢?起毛机器分大小两种,小机子相对要慢很多,生产布匹也少些,就有多余时间慢慢学。缝头对我来说,只要学会翻布就行了。先是哥哥帮我去仓库找到需要生产的布匹,一捆捆搬到手推车去拉回来,再从车里给搬出来,一匹匹按照布的毛圈顺序将头和尾巴给扯出来,甩在布的前面,然后用那缝纫机将首尾缝合就成。 这些事情可都是力气活,布匹的重量在那里,往往大家是一摞布翻下来衣服都湿透了,所以翻布的前奏就是脱外套,给我首先的感觉像是在打仗呢!刚开始找毛圈的时候,那是丈二摸不着个头啊!没翻就急得满头大汗,幸亏有嫂嫂和另外一个叫敏的缝头工帮忙,才得以脱急。布翻好了,缝头,我颇为喜欢,因为我喜欢将缝纫机踩得 哒哒哒! 响。功夫不负有心人,后来的我对缝头翻布都得心应手。所有学东西都是这样的,当你掌握到它的窍门是很容易了。 性急的我有时一次性翻很多,一下缝好,十二个小时上班时间,只有四个小时就能将所有有布匹翻好缝好,只要机器有布生产,其余有时间就满工厂溜达(这就缝头工的好处了:自由),顶替拉毛工(拉毛工看守起毛机也是不自由,一天到晚不能到处跑的)上厕所。混久了日子是快活的,也会迸出很多笑话来。缝头时会将布缝反,逆顺毛搞错,遇到拉毛的人精明的,开始从手感,进入机器的声音都能听得出来。话说有一个背稍微有点驼的缝头工是最出洋相的,他是经常会缝错,接头处往往也缝不直,缝不直的布一入机器,就在机器上呈现一个大窝窝,第一台机没事,入第二台机随着 啪 的一声巨响,断布啦!。 一断布,机修工就麻烦了,断的布会跟着滚筒缠入机器,然后我们也帮机修工将布扯出来,再用个铁抓子,抓呀抓,说呀!笑呀的。弄多了机修工就抓狂翻着白眼儿,我看着觉得会肚子都笑疼。我们好玩,老板可不乐意,浪费时间损坏布匹,最后,老板惟有将他换个工位,打卷儿去了。那时一共开了八条线,两条线的小机器,小机器是缝纫机,其余全是大机器,大机器就用的拷边机。所有缝头工从第一条线到第八线轮流转,那么除了用缝纫机就必须学会拷边机。缝纫机是人工用脚操作,一脚踩一下它动一下,缝好后接头处的多余布头得用剪刀一个个修齐;而拷边机是用电源操作的,拷边机的效率要快上很多,人站着,将该缝头的头一角往挎边机压角上一压,拖住长长的接头反复折叠握在手里,躬着身子,脚一踏踏板 噗 地一声接头缝好,它上面安装有切割刀片,多余的布头就割掉了。 而我对拷边机最头疼了,怕它断线,一断线,我这个近视眼儿穿线最麻烦,那东西得用个小夹子夹住才能穿得过,穿了前面穿后面,穿了外面还有里面,呀!要穿的地方太多啦!因为那是三颗针的机器呢!好在它们不常断线。白班很快过去,夜班来了。上夜班,主要是难熬瞌睡,感觉是站着都能睡着。拉毛工的工作简单而单调,他们更加容易打瞌睡。看他们打瞌睡也好玩,瞅着他们会周公去了,我就偷偷往将布条一头拴在她们的头发上,一头拴凳子上,一起身就有好笑的事儿发生,人一走拖着凳子走;或者轻轻靠近他们耳朵旁边大吼一声,吓得他们手足无措,我就捧腹大笑。我也在纳闷我那时的精神怎么就可以这么好呢?难道就是因为年轻?看他们实在熬不住了,我就替他们拉拉布匹,然后他们去洗一把脸,溜达溜达回来继续上班。 在浙江的那段日子,经历了太多第一次,上班时第一次学把边,第一次学缝头,第一次用拷边机,还能遭遇爱情。 (三) 爱情,这个词语始终过于沉重,在我那个年龄遭遇惟有对对方是 伤害。做缝头工的日子,对于急性的我有时并不是好事,比如说一次性翻了很多布放在那里,老板突然宣布换布,你就懊恼得跳脚。这是因为有的客人当天来货第二天就要,这也是我最头疼的事。话说夜班的一天,轮第二条线。我一上班就急忙去仓库拿布翻布,翻了好大一堆,正准备开缝。老板大摇大摆地走了过来宣读 圣旨 : 江西唐万龙(客户老板名字)的布来了,赶紧换布。 (其原因是唐万龙的印花布太薄,只适合在小机器缝。二条线正是小机器)机器前缝好的布不到一个小时就完了,我要将姓唐的客人的布马上翻出来,缝好头,要不就得停机。布一匹匹被搬运工送到我的脚下,我心里再多不快也只能服从。 这条线的机修师傅是工厂里唯一一个尚未结婚的安徽小伙子,别人都称他为阿星。阿星生得高高大大,浓眉大眼,腼腆得很,却能和我一见如故,偶尔在上班路上碰到之时,还能相互问候一下。双面绒在第三台机的时候还需将布匹翻过来缝一次头,这所有得缝头的都是缝头工的事。有他在,我就可以不用管,因为他也能将缝纫机踩得 哒哒哒! 响,帮我搞定。当初我以为他对所有缝头工都一样,只是肯爱帮忙的一个小伙子。 老板突然换布的决定,翻好的布占据了我本来的位置,再要翻布,地方就很狭小了!地方不大,想要缝多一点,只有码高一点。个子弱小的我要将三四十斤的布整个翻上半米多高的布堆上,布又是软的,两头下垂着(布一般有1.5米~2.0米宽),能想见着当时的我有多吃力。阿星见我吃力将布推上布堆,他赶紧跑了过来帮我一起翻布。有了他的帮忙,我翻布的速度果然要快上很多,终于赶上了进度。当我将最后一个接头缝完,向他道谢,他的脸刷地红了,微微笑了笑说这没什么。 是否因为那时的我,性格开朗,怎么看上去也没有二十七岁?是否因为个子娇小?又是否我翻布的背影让阿星一眼相中?还是在阿星眼中,我就是她的 白雪公主 呢(虽然我不白)?也不知从什么时候起,他注意上了我,继而开始喜欢上了我。当一个人喜欢上一个人的时候,他是会为你做很多不可思义的事。比如我那天线上生产什么布,一上班我的线上,布就被什么人用车子装好放在了那里(后来证实是他所为);或者,他会在我缝头的时候帮我剪布;穿针的时候穿不进去,也不知什么时候他悄然站立在我后面,抢过我的小夹子,帮我穿针。他是一直管小机器的,可是好像我轮到哪条线他都能在我困难的时候出现。起先我并没有发觉,都只认为是巧合罢了!当在一个下班的路上,他在路口等我,递给我一本书,书名到现在都记得,巴金的《秋》。 也记得那天早上的空气如往常般清新,太阳不早不晚斜斜地照在他略带羞涩的脸上,给他的头发渡上了一层金边。他说,在上班的时候听我讲过,我喜欢看书,他去街上的时候,顺手给我捎上一本,无聊的时候可以瞄上一眼,并且强调,他已经看完了。 书递到了我的手上,他转身跨上自行车就走,我心里还在纳闷儿,跑那么快干嘛?大白天的有鬼追呢?不想那么多,有书看就行。喜滋滋的我,抱着书就往租房的地方跑去(我们隔工厂相对要近,不用骑自行车)。打开房门,迫不及待地打开书想一赌为快时,从里面掉出一封信出来。从字体的样子我一眼就能认出是他的字,因为他要每天都在工厂的唯一一块公布栏上,写哪条线做哪个客户的布(他的字漂亮极了,可能老板在这一方面是知道的),我们从那一经过,就能知道那天我们该做什么布,除非是特殊情况才另行通知。 信封上署名是:XXX(我的名字)收。我打开一看,印入眼帘的是: 你好,唐突给你以这个借口写了一封信给你,我注意你好久了,从开始你在我面前出现,第一眼,我就深深地喜欢上了你 晕!情书一封。我拿着这炙热的情书,都不知怎么办才好?一直我都将他当作我小弟看待,我对他,如何有非份之想?再说我是个有家的女人,怎么办?怎么办?一个男人得要鼓多少勇气才能将这样一份情书写好,交到我手上呢?我无法想像,我也不敢想像我拒绝他时,他脸上痛苦失望的表情 但是,有些事情终究面对。 当我在第二天夜班碰见他时,他看都不敢看我一眼,低头想侧身而过。 阿星,来这么早? 我叫住了他。 嗯!书,好看吗? 他终于站住了,抬起那绯红的脸,眼睛还是躲闪着不敢看我。 嗯!还行。巴老先生的书能不好看。 我微笑着答到。今天是我故意提前了二十分钟赶到了工厂,我得和他解释解释我已婚的事实。 有件事我想和你说说,能否给我五分钟时间?去饭厅说吧! 我问完径自朝饭堂走去(因为饭堂这时候的人是最少的)。他不声不响地跟着来了,他是知道我要说什么罢!我找了张桌子坐了下来,招呼阿星在我对面坐。 对不起,你那封信我有看到,但是我却是一个已经结了婚的人,孩子都一岁了。你这么优秀还怕碰不到中意的 我的话还没说完,只见他发亮的眼睛迅速黯淡了下来 后来的情形是:阿星找了个借口说工厂工资太低了,放弃了当时很优厚的薪资黯然离去 他走了,现在回忆,大概对你好过的人是被永远记得的,我到现在都能记得他的音容笑貌。不知若干年后他也记得他的青葱时光,愿他安好。 (四) 阿星走了,我在浙江的日子继续。随着太阳光线越来越强,夏天来了。也不知怎么回事,越到夏天订单越多。工厂头顶盖的白铁皮,对于火辣辣的太阳根本起不了什么遮挡作用,而空间过大,是无法装空调的,定型机的烤箱一直是个大大的热源,虽然安装了几台超大的排风扇,一跨进工厂,那一波一波的热浪迎面扑来,给我的感觉颇像人间炼狱。 男人们干脆脱了上衣,就穿着一条大裤衩在工厂里来回穿梭,而我们缝头工,几十匹布翻下来,衣服能拧出水来,头发都湿哒哒的。布翻好了,缝头就好了,踩缝纫机或拷边机时,将风扇对着直吹,风儿拂过我的脸庞,吹起我的头发,甭提有多惬意了。不一会儿缝完了,就在线上三五一群坐在那里聊着天,说着笑话儿,漫漫的日夜飞似地淌过去了。 当然,工友也有熬不住酷热的,纷纷离厂而去。人员越来越少,工厂订单一如既往地如雪片般飞来。在这基础上,工厂应急措施是大量招工,缝头工方面,就得一人兼顾两条线。而随着订单的猛增,很多货源就被埋在了底下,靠我们个人是根本无法搬动那些如山高的布匹,办法就是俩个缝头工联手或叫管线的机修工帮忙。机修工也有限,八条线只剩四个机修工,他们要看机器起毛,顶替拉毛工上厕所,都是忙得屁股冒烟儿。 那时的我却不怕拿布,虽然个子廋小,力气也不大,但是人缘出奇的好,就算本线机修工或邻边缝头工没空,我总能遇到帮我拿布的好人,连定型机那里的打卷工路过时都会不由自主来帮我拿几匹。现在回想个子小有时也是好处了。随着风儿吹落第一片树叶,秋天的脚步声近了。夏天的布都以绵编布和单、双面绒为主,就算缝两条线,也还是能撑得住的。可是秋天一到,剪毛绒就来了。 剪毛绒,光听名字就知道,它的毛毛会很长,它是毛长而布短,横幅(宽)又很宽,又只能在大机器生产。大机器的速度是很快的,一个缝头工根本跟不上进度,非得要两个手脚都麻利的缝头工相互配合,才能跟上。我缝头是公认的快,而嫂嫂很能翻布,于是差不多就是我们妯娌包了。起毛机是很神奇的东西,不算太厚的一匹匹布,起毛起了出来,就成了一床床厚厚的地毯。剪毛绒对于老板们来说是最有利润的了,可惜那年这种布的货才做不到十天就完全不见了踪影。深秋了,货源慢慢减少,天气越来越冷。 车间里上白班感觉不出有多冷,转夜班的时候冬天也就来了。寒风呼呼地刮着,浙江这个地方,冬天居然比我的家乡湖南要冷很多。越接近半夜,天越冷。我们将手头的活儿搞定了,几个缝头工就又坐在起好毛的布堆里聊天,打闹,将脚插入布堆中间。不知谁发明了一个更好玩的东西,从市场买了红薯带到工厂放进烤箱里,不出半小时就有烤红薯可以吃了(白班是不可以这样干的,老板看见了会罚款的),还可以烤土豆。大冷天的双手捧着热腾腾的香喷喷的红薯、土豆 呼呼哈哈 地吃着,是多么开心的事。那些不可多得的欢乐时光给我增添了很多难得的幸福记忆。现在我尝试了很多这种烤法,却无论如何也没有那种幸福的味道,本来不喜欢上夜班的我,那时候最喜欢的就是上夜班。 夜班的时候,除了吃烤红薯,还有就是和值夜班的保安(这里的保安是保安公司配的,然后老板再配一个保安专管打瞌睡和进出货车子安检)玩捉迷藏 找地睡觉。上夜班是不允许打瞌睡的,但是这怎么能难得到我们这些刁钻的缝头工,那就几个人商量好,嘱咐一个人放哨,几个人睡觉,见到保安一来,就去将伙伴们叫醒。谁睡上半夜,谁又睡下半夜,有时疏忽也被抓到罚款,罚了瞌睡照睡,布堆里一个不小心都踢找到人。 夜班睡好了,白天就好玩了。几个人约好,骑着自行车跑十几里路去玩,逛超市,买衣服,有时运气好,还能看上一场当地的越剧。浙江的地方戏,清一色是女子饰演,和湖南的花鼓戏有很多相似的地方,也是生旦净末丑。或者各地方的戏发源在同一地方罢!那时候的我是这样想的。侬柔的吴越方言,我反正听不太懂,看那女扮男装的小丑翻了几个跟头,那小姐 依依呀呀 唱上几句,我们就又一窝蜂的跨上自行车跑了回来。随着年越来越近,工厂就在安排工人回家过年,到浙江快一年的我,心里早就惦记着家里的宇儿,于是申请了第一批离开。收拾行李之时,看着我生活了一年的地方:低矮的出租屋,走出出租屋的小店,那座常天有人买菜的小桥,还有那静静流淌的浑浊的河都在我眼里摇曳生姿起来。对于伙伴们,心里更有着深深地不舍,几个玩的好的:阿敏等有些记不住名字的人还来送行,依依惜别。后来,我果真再也没去过浙江,有些离别一转眼就是一生。 事隔八年,见到朋友发的照片突兀地回想那段艰苦奋斗而又充满欢乐的幸福时光,直觉日子过得太快,转眼间宇儿都有十岁了,又有了俊儿。时光会淡忘一些记忆,记下这篇作文,到将来儿子们长大了,我再来翻看这些记忆,会是一件多么有意义的事。 赞 (散文编辑:江南风) 春之消雪 春之消雪,多了 遥念,欲说还休。遥念,就在那片雪原之上。雪还真是很美,到底是春天… 等待 等待,是一种坚守,执着于某种信念而不离不弃。可能因为某一种承诺,也有可能因为某一… 要善于倾听不同的声音和意见 我于10月6日 发表 了一篇 游记 散文 :《 满眼 秋色 美如画》,不少 文学 网站 得到了… 读《廊桥遗梦》 “当白蛾子张开翅膀的时候,可以来找我,随时都可以”。我想,如果我是一个男人,当收… 从今天开始,我要快乐 很早以前囫囵吞枣读过《呼兰河传》,记得当时心情着实沉重了好久,具体是哪些人物引起… 得病的时日 这两天接二连三的打喷嚏,我说是有人在念我,别人都说我有病,最后医生也说我有…