Mortal

When I took the subway for the first time, nothing shameful happened, because I was always confident of my intelligence. In such a large subway station, there was no urgent matter, so I slowly watched others’ operation and the indication signs. Anyway, no one knows me. I am not afraid of making a fool of myself. If you really couldn’t understand something, you asked someone with a good face, so you took the train station from the west of sports smoothly. Even if you took a bus halfway, you didn’t feel uncomfortable. But when I heard the interviewer said to take B31 BRT to get off at a certain place, I was confused. I don’t know what BRT is! Although I often go to Guangzhou by train, I have never visited the city before, and all of them take special buses directly to the railway station. I have never eaten pork, but I have also seen pigs running, but now I don’t even know what BRT is, and I dare not ask it out. My intuition is that this BRT is an ordinary thing. Do you want to ask foolishly: What is BRT? I feel that my forehead is sweating and my face is black and purple. For the first time, I feel that I am outdated in the countryside and have nowhere to put my limbs! Office colleagues said that people who don’t know English, computers or driving are illiterate. I only know a little bit of English. I remember that once I went home by train, it was a train from the terminal station to Guilin. The train closed the toilet after passing the tunnel. A ghost always gave a urine rush and kicked the toilet door, all the black eyes in the carriage looked at him, and there was no sound. I stood up and said: pleasewaitfifqinminutes. Originally I am wanted to say: The train is passing the tunnel, please wait a moment. But I couldn’t remember how to express the word tunnel. Fortunately, the ghost always understood and said thank you politely, then stopped kicking the door. I suppressed a sentence of English, which made my face blush. At the same time, the compatriots in the carriage looked at me with admiring eyes, which also made me ashamed. I can only turn on and off the computer. I didn’t take the driver’s license test, and I always felt that I couldn’t afford a car. It was useless to take the test. Because I didn’t work hard when I was young and couldn’t enter the university for further study, I lost many opportunities and many thresholds were stuck by the university diploma. At first I thought it didn’t matter, but later I buried myself in reading books. After getting the diploma, the nature of illiteracy had changed. I finally understood what BRT was. I walked about 5 miles on the road and inspected two BRT platforms before I understood. I think it will be fine someday, spend 2 yuan to take all the BRT routes, and lose its so-called BRT. Company. So one weekend after I joined the job, I took BRT from the south of the city to the north of the city. I compare my journey of this day to two large strings of sugar-coated haws, each of which is a sweet and sour hawthorn wrapped with thick sugar. After getting off the bus, it was already dark. I sucked a large bowl of roast duck rice noodles, went back to the rental room with a satisfied stomach, and began to take back my heart to prepare for the new week’s work. Facing the hot air from the fake fan I bought at 45 yuan, I looked at the Field snail in the plastic basin given by washing powder on the balcony, the three rice shrimps I caught in the ditch were staring at me warily at the stone seam made at the bottom of the basin! The street lamps illuminate the road in rows, and there are waves of footsteps kicking. The crisp or rude male voice and female voice are out of order. I began to plan to eradicate illiteracy for myself. I bought a new concept of English, a copybook, and kept learning for a month without any progress. I just understood that I had forgotten more than half of the English words I learned in school before, then pick up not easy. When I started to learn computer, I had to learn to type first. I engraved the keyboard on the simple dining table that could be folded in the rental room, and put my hands on the homemade keyboard when I came back from work. A month later, I could type without looking at the keyboard. Although I couldn’t remember five strokes, I learned Chinese Pinyin well, so I could type on the keyboard with ten fingers like flying. Seeing the office manager’s skill of typing, I despised him for countless times in my heart. I didn’t consider literacy because I couldn’t afford a car. But finally I signed up. Theory, because I have sufficient examination experience in self-examination, I will pass the exam with full marks once. But for the five items, I took the exam three times and hung up three times. The questions each time I hung up were different, which was really endless. In fact, I don’t like cars, bicycles, motorcycles or cars. I like walk. My friend said this was my excuse for myself. But I like the train, and I like to take the green car that can open the window. The gentle cool breeze blows my face, and I can watch the platforms of different sizes at close range, the busy and happy passengers up and down, these are all the scenery I like to see. But now it gradually disappeared. The high-speed rail and the speeding-up ordinary cars didn’t open the window any more, and the big and small platforms passed quickly, which made me unable to see clearly the famous brand of the station sign. These are all things I don’t like, including unreliable planes. In fact, the ship is also good, but there is no water transport when I return home to Guangzhou. It seems that if you walk back to your hometown one day, you may be keen on getting your driver’s license after you have walked enough. I didn’t try hard, just like the comment of my fifth grade teacher in primary school: follow the crowd! I haven’t fully understood the meaning of following the crowd till now. Although my academic performance at that time was the best period in my study career, this casual comment made me indelible in my mind. Maybe the teacher was just writing comments to complete the number of comments. However, I know that I did not work hard all the time and did not really work hard to do a good job seriously. Some of my progress was the rapid growth I got after following the crowd! Laixizan in 2015/11/24 (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) the snow vanished in spring

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