Sino-Japanese

Inscription: life is like a blocking war. First the ancestors fell down, then the fathers fell down. Now the elder brothers also began to fall down. We are increasingly losing cover. Facing the cruel truth of nature, some people have already made painstaking efforts. What reason do we have to play games? (Wang Anyi) this is a text that is late. She should have finished it last year (that is, the year of Sino-Japanese War), which makes it worthy of the name. The previous careful plans and grand ambitions were unexpectedly smashed one by one by a series of sudden changes in the world. The most unforgettable thing is the sudden departure of relatives. At 20:20 on the 12th of lunar January 2014 AD, my brother who was heavily ill finally couldn’t bear the wanton attack of the disease and left his beloved relatives and friends who were reluctant to give up. I remember that two days later, the author wrote the following feelings: it seems that the winter season can not be detached, that is, the old routine of building a monument for people, which always drops the old or weak people down with a slight blow. Then they were sent to a space called death day. Think about how those so-called angels in white who save the Dead and heal the wounded perfunctory their relatives’ sincere desire. Only the gloomy wind muttered out, such as the story and legend of dying unsatisfied, the children’s tearful eyes finally failed to see the miracle. And how did they get through the sleepless night, recalling you who was upright and strong, and fighting against fate until the last moment of their lives. The dead left with illness but could not be free and easy, while the living were sorrowful and helpless. But the cold winter is silent. Where to find the comfort of spring, the faint and intermittent sadness clearly reminded an unforgettable 2014 imagination that the people who saw off had already gone home separately, the tomb in the east of the village was suddenly independent. Since then, the road winds underground, and you will walk alone. The weather is getting colder and colder, someone will miss you, take care of yourself! Now when I recall the original scene, it is still as clear as yesterday, and I can’t help crying when I feel deeply. In a flash, Yin and Yang have been separated for two years. I hope my brother under Jiuquan can live a little more comfortable! Some people say it well: time is a Pig knife. Sometimes, one or several previous photos will be stirred unintentionally. The immaturity and heroism not only envied people, but also made people sigh again and again. Look at this photo: the childish face is filled with innocence and carefree. The author is completing the handover procedure with a literary magazine in his hand. This certainly recorded his short career as a model, and also left an indelible mark of fresh meat. Look at another photo: on the glittering Lake, a small rugged reef was crowded with three young people who had just worked for a short time. They were half squatting, supporting each other, with bright eyes, overlooking the front, it seems that a beautiful and splendid dream is brewing. There is also this photo: at this time, people are already in middle age. On a personal photo that needs to be taken for some reason, dozens of dazzling white hairs and temples like wind and frost can be vaguely seen, but the picture reveals the rare stability and maturity, which is the byproduct of time accumulation. Unfortunately, when I talked about the above-mentioned old photos with a lot of delight, I was over half a hundred years old, wearing reading glasses presented by my family, tangled and looked at the condensed scales and claws of the past stories. Time and tide wait for no man! When I think about passing by the playground and seeing a few young people competing to be active in all kinds of courts, I can’t help boiling my blood and eager to try. However, the harsh reality arranges such an ending: The heart is good, but the action is not good! With the passage of time, many indicators of body hardware that were proud of in early years turned on red lights one after another. They seemed to have made an appointment in advance (or colluded with each other), in recent years, they rose up and shouted for revolution. Those kinds of diseases hidden for a long time will jump out to pick quarrels and cause troubles, one of which is more difficult to deal with. The common situation is to press the gourd and make a gourd or make a wave of ups and downs, such attacks (or wheel wars) are really irresistible and difficult to deal. In the face of unbearable situations, the four words of being unable to live up to one’s strength are definitely not an excuse for their so-called torrent to retreat bravely. Looking back carefully, you will easily find many small changes: dim eyes, small words need to wear reading glasses; Waist weak, unable to sit for a long time; Dry mouth, often need boiled water to serve; Hearing loss, need others to remind; Old joint injuries, hard to support the body if you encounter an irresistible chronic disease that the scientific and technological community can not overcome under the current circumstances, it is like a bang in the clear sky! No one can predict the setting up of tomorrow, and the reality is so cold. In desperation, after a series of painful thinking, he finally made up his mind to put forward special requirements to relevant leaders. The process is difficult and the road is tortuous. During the process, we had mutual understanding and overjoyed expectations; We had the dawn of expectation, and we were confused. I used to be jealous of spring flowers deliberately flowing water and heartless, and I used to hate myself for being weak and inopportune. I used to sigh with emotion that it was not enough. I used to comfort myself that everything is empty and survival comes first. Stubborn and persistent, open-minded and painful, secret war and responsibility, after a period of assembly line baptism, fortunately got a unsatisfactory ending. Returning from the mountain top to the flat ground means self-loss and strange vision; Returning from busy to quiet is accompanied by self-adjustment and doing what one can. I once sighed with emotion: in the face of the attractive beauty, few people are willing to wander at the foot of the mountain, while more people undoubtedly stick to this idea: only aim at the top of the mountain, can appreciate wonders! Is the infinite scenery at the dangerous peak! I am not. However, even if you give up all the things outside of the world, you will not hesitate to do anything for the most genuine, pure and unique rare things in the world! (25th, 11 TH, 2015; First draft) like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring

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