Look Back

In the long journey of life, everyone is looking forward to a smooth sailing, and does not want to encounter difficulties. However, ups and downs are always inevitable. It is the necessity of life to come uninvited and accompany people, unless you are far away from the world of mortals. In addition, there is another law that is hard to prove in real life: the stronger the enterprise and the stronger the pursuit, the more difficulties people will encounter in their life journey. The experience of life gave me some answers, which made me gradually understand the ups and downs of life. At that time, when I was young and full of colorful dreams in my life, I was also favored by wonderful opportunities. At that time, I just entered the first school year of high school, and the National Air Force recruited pilots in high school students. When the good news came, I was very excited. I thought that being a pilot was very Glorious. How many people dreamed of flying in the blue sky. At this time, the figure of uncle in flight suit was always shaking in front of my eyes. I envied him very much. Therefore, I signed up enthusiastically and took part in the Air Force recruitment according to each procedure. With my strong physique, I successfully passed the physical examination in the county people’s armed forces department all the way, and jumped to the 20th among tens of thousands of middle school students in the county, prepare to participate in the recheck in Weifang area. At this time, I felt very proud and proud at that time. I was full of beautiful longing and yearning for the future. I was so happy that I couldn’t sleep every day. Even if I fell asleep, I would wake up with laughter. My classmates also cheered me up, made me happy, and cast envious eyes to me. After several days of strict political review, I went to Weifang workers, peasants and soldiers Hospital with full confidence to take part in the re-inspection. The strict and meticulous degree of the re-inspection surprised me. Every step was carried out so regularly and meticulously, and many physical examination items have been added, such as: we also need to carry out the calculation and test of aviation simulation data, observe the hit targets, and other compulsory examination items are also very strict, and the results can be imagined, I failed because of a small problem of failing to meet the standard of vital capacity. Since then, my dream of Blue Sky was shattered, which was equivalent to a setback in my life. In fact, I thought later that the impact of this setback was far more than itself, because taking part in this recruitment, from political review to physical examination, it took seven or eight days in a row and wasted my studies, the academic performance dropped from the former top few to more than a dozen, and it was difficult to make up for it. I was a little frustrated in my study, which directly laid the foreshadowing for the later college entrance examination. At the time when the college entrance examination was just resumed, I was extremely nervous about learning. At this time, my opportunity came again. My mother used to be a public official. Because of my birth in 1962, the 24 Jin of food distributed every month was not enough, so my mother asked to resign and go back to the countryside. In 1979, the central government issued a notice that anyone who was transferred back to the countryside at that time could go back to the original unit for compensation or let his children replace him. My parents discussed that my age was just right, I was determined to let me replace my job, which was admired and desired by many people at that time, because it was so glorious to be a public official at that time. I didn’t expect that I was so lucky, it was my turn to do good things, and I felt very happy. In addition to being happy, I went to the county Association, the civil affairs bureau and the policy implementation office all day long until it was almost enough, I was also full of confidence and hope, but at this time, I found a resignation report of my mother in the long-term archives of the county Association, This is a direct veto condition. When I saw the bright smiles of my companions who rearranged the work for my parents one by one, my heart was gray. Not to mention this, it delayed my study for a long time. After these two ruthless blows, my academic performance suffered a big decline, and teachers of all subjects felt sorry for me, although I tried my best to make up for it later, it didn’t help. The college entrance examination failed to fulfill my wish, and the dream of taking the exam was shattered in this way. When I was young, my thirst for knowledge was very strong, because I once served as the representative of Chinese class in my class and won the first prize of composition in the whole school. My composition was often read as a model essay by Chinese teachers. Therefore, I wanted to find a breakthrough in literature, so I came to the Army with my dream. But when I came to the army, I found that it was not as beautiful as I imagined, it was also very difficult to realize my dream. Before I joined the army, it was very easy for me to take an examination of the teaching team in the Army. Some soldiers with junior high school education were admitted, after one and a half years of study, we were appointed Cadres. However, when it was our turn to be a soldier, the teaching team did not do it again. We had to pass the exam in Huashan Mountain. Because of this, I often sigh myself: life is not at the right time, and fate is not good. Wherever I go, I will encounter the trick of fate. In the face of such ups and downs, I didn’t give up myself, but smiled at life and held my head high. When I was in the new recruit company, I built up my confidence, seized all the favorable opportunities and gradually approached the road of success. Once, the new recruit company began to exchange learning experience, at that time, with my writing skills of graduating from high school and my hobby of writing, I wrote more than a dozen pages of manuscript papers, and then showed my face in front of the company’s head and more than 120 new recruits, standing on this stage, I gave a speech to my heart and fully demonstrated my writing expertise. This time, I left a deep impression on the head of the new recruit company. The head looked at me with new eyes, I also had confidence in my heart, thinking that when the new recruit company ended its distribution, it would be assigned to a good company. At that time, the new soldiers were talking about the allocation of new recruits. Some comrades-in-arms told me that the instructor and the second platoon leader were optimistic that I would play basketball and prepared to take me to the repair company as a document; Some said, your new platoon leader is from the car company. The moon comes first near the water tower and is ready to take me to the car company. After listening to their discussion, I felt very happy in my heart, thinking that whether it was a car company or a repair company, it was what I yearned for in my heart. But when the new recruit company ended, the new recruit company commander made a final decision and took me to his company. This is a very hard Company, a relatively remote company far away from the barracks. I once regretted and hesitated. What I regretted was that all my efforts were wasted, on the contrary, it is better not to work hard. This is the blow of fate and the ups and downs of life. But I struggled with my teeth. Since I came to this company, I had to lay down my body in this company, I also thought about this company. Although this company is bitter and tired, this company has a glorious tradition and is a company that can be counted by the General Staff, The old company commander once went to Beijing on behalf of the company and received the award from the head of the General Staff, which was obtained by the style of hardship and fighting. From a personal point of view, I feel that I am young. Only through training in a tough environment can I sharpen my will and make my thoughts more mature, make your life richer, overcome any difficulties you encounter in the future, and avoid detours in your life. After I persuaded myself, the more hard the environment was, the harder I studied and prepared to take the examination of the military academy the next year. However, when I took the examination of the pre-election of the Military Academy, A technician in the Army wrote a question and missed the answer to the test. All the soldiers in the barracks who took the exam benefited from it. Almost all of them were pre-selected. As long as they were selected this time, almost of them were admitted to the ideal military academy, while my company was far away from the barracks and very isolated. The pre-selection was blocked outside the network. I only had a happy time when I reviewed the exam. I became stronger because of several big blows. Everything went with the flow and laughed at life. When I entered the military academy in the third year, I was successfully selected, but I was over-aged again. From then on, the idea of entering the military academy disappeared in my mind. Sometimes I just think that opportunities come and go again and again, which makes me lose confidence and suffer blows. I just want to stay away from these opportunities, But at this time, the opportunity just came to visit you again. Sometimes, I laughed at myself. The opportunity came to you and flew away from your eyes. My thoughts were also numb by teasing. In October of 1984, the communication department of the General Staff was ready to set up a communication college immediately, selecting students from the grassroots monitor or excellent soldiers, which was semi-recommended and semi-recommended. With my usual performance, successfully selected among the 14 primary students of the whole regiment, preparing to select 12 students from them, directly sent to the key training of Communication College, and returned to the original Army to serve as technicians after graduation, it was a bold attempt and a rare opportunity for me to consider the military talents and command effect with the students who were directly admitted to the military academy. It was much easier than taking the military academy, and the effect was the same, when I was full of longing for the future, fate gave me a blow and a blow. 3 days before the exam, I received a notice from the Ministry of Communications: The entrance examination of the military school which was originally scheduled for October 15th was canceled. When I heard this news, I was on the train from Xi’an to Xuchang, I am also going to go back to the barracks to review it. I hope it will be a bubble again. When I was sorting out the ups and downs in my life, I was a little tired of myself. I was numb and didn’t think it was the ups and downs in my life, It seems that a new term has been changed. This is a rare life experience and a precious spiritual wealth in life. Time came in December, 1984. My Army received an urgent order from the superior to go to the Laoshan front line in Yunnan to carry out the combat mission. I volunteered to go to the Laoshan front line with the army. Because of my outstanding performance, won the third-class military exploits. In June of 1985, he returned triumphantly. Soon after I returned to the barracks, my best opportunity came again. I was sent to the senior military command Academy from the soldiers who joined the war. It was said that I was sent to the best military academy, but no one knows which senior college to enter. The required condition is: to be awarded the third-class military exploits, 22 years old, graduated from high school, equivalent to the position of monitor. At that time, wide-qualified candidates 3, in which I, other two junior high school graduation, first eliminated, I for a couple of months over-age for the stay ask for instruction first after, decided to stay or go, I waited and waited with a restless heart. The result of waiting was still eliminated. This was the army. I took age too important. To be honest, I didn’t regret the difficulties I had suffered in the past. I even regretted that I couldn’t submit it to the senior military academy this time. The rough life has given me a strong will. Since fate does not favor me, I will comply with fate, let it go, be unknown on the list, and have a way under my feet. Therefore, I set sail slowly on the road of literature creation. Although I didn’t do much due to busy work, I felt it was very substantial, this is the spiritual comfort gained after the ups and downs of life. Life experience tells me that a life without ups and downs is not a perfect life, but a life full of shortcomings. A life with ups and downs is a real life, it is also a rough life that can sharpen one’s will and achieve one’s career. Just like an interlude in Journey to the West singing, stepping on the rough road becomes the road, on the rough road of life, self-achievement and perfect life. Qiao Xiande Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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