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In the early days, I seldom thought about the problem of high heels and low heels. I thought more about different mountains, different landscapes, and different mountains and rivers. But sometimes, if you think about it seriously, you can still be more profound. For example, what a person feels when standing on the top of the mountain is different from what he sees when standing at the foot of the mountain. Recently, my friends always say that Taobao can’t do it. Now Taobao is becoming more and more difficult. We need to find other ways out. Now there are few orders in a day. I said, no, there is always someone doing well. He said, no, several big sellers downstairs have moved away. I said, why do people always do well? Don’t think about the big environment, but think about how we surpass others. There are really too many people thinking about it, but I know it is also a process. After a long time, the environment will force us to form good habits one by one, and gradually we will not. However, before that, it would be great if we could understand this habit earlier, because many people can’t form a good habit in their whole life, which leads to seeing difficulties all their lives, I don’t see any chance after difficulties. I remember when I went to Alibaba, many people wrote words and were recommended. However, under the recommended text, many people often say that there are so many advertorial and advertorial in Alibaba. Of course, to be honest, I have never seen anyone who has ever written advertorial by others. Those who have written well or even been recommended are very few. I remember one time when I argued with someone, who said that the Ali community is full of advertorial articles. I said, no, every article is very good, I am never think it is soft, every article is true. He said, I will understand it in the future, but to be honest, I will still think it is true until now, and I will continue to be. Why? Because the posts can be written well, they are really not too bad, and the literature is like people. However, those who say others are advertorial, not only do they fail to write well, but also do their work well. Because if you study like those people who don’t write well or work well, then do you know that you don’t write well or work well. It must be like this, because birds of a feather gather together, and people are divided into groups. What kind of people we are with, and what kind of people we will definitely become in the end. The most important thing was that at that time, I also wrote slowly and slowly. I was familiar with some moderators and administrators, so I gradually got to know those who wrote words, and gradually I knew, in fact, the real ones are much better than those written by them. Many of their year pin 10 million, but in the character, they say, a year pin 100 multi-million, poor. In fact, they all drive BMW, but they never say that they buy clothes, not to mention that other people’s service is not good, why do they buy clothes in offline big brand stores, so they know that some things, how much cost, profit how. In such a group, it is really rare to see them complaining and never see them talking about advertorial. Instead, they write whatever Alibaba likes. Everything is for the result. When a little ant sees a small wall in front of him, he may think that this is a cliff, but for us, he will find that it is actually just a small toy that children can afford, everyone doesn’t even like to play. Similarly, it is not necessary to stand at the foot of the mountain and follow at the top of the mountain. We will not find it until we climb up. In the previous stage, I went to qiangge company to play, and then I was chatting with qiangge. We talked about the recent network news. I said, this is hype, and that is fake. My friend is in their hype company, they cooperated with the hype company behind the two people to earn everyone’s attention. Brother Qiang was listening to me chatting. He said, “teacher, you are a little dangerous like this. I said, no. In fact, I said in my heart, how could it be possible that a few words would be dangerous. But I still asked Brother Qiang, I said, why. He said, today you are different from the way you used to look at things. He said, I used to look at it from a high level. For example, I would think about how they did it, why they did it like that, and whether we would do better if we wanted to do it like that. We need to understand the reason why others do so. Most importantly, can we achieve that effect? If we are allowed to operate, can we do it. I was suddenly shocked. It is really good that there are so many people around you, and they always remind you. Otherwise, it will really lead a detour. It’s really like this. Stars are hype, but maybe they are real. Even if they are fake, we can reach their level. Do they earn hundreds of millions a year, how much do we earn in a year? How can we achieve their 1%. Also, have we learned how to write their words, how to post them, and how to hype topics. Just like opening a Taobao store, people we contact may find it difficult to do it, but people who do better have plans for 10 years and 20 years, and they surpass one person after another, they won’t think it’s difficult to do it. Because it is difficult to do it. The big sellers downstairs moved away. Maybe they went to a bigger company. Maybe they were sold in packages and were acquired. I said, why can there always be people doing well? Don’t think about the big environment and how we surpass others. In fact, the second half of my sentence is that we don’t want to be difficult to do, let alone the overall environment. We just need to think about transcendence. Because what you see at the top of the mountain is different scenery. When you climb to the top of the mountain, you will be the first in the industry. I think of a friend of mine, who is also a Taobao customer that I often write. Once Taobao guest froze more than 100 accounts and didn’t receive any money a month, but he was still happy. Why? Because everyone’s account is frozen, he said, this is the opportunity to eliminate opponents. As expected, in the second month, they were super easy to do, because there were too few opponents, and they overtook them at once. Originally, they could only spend tens of thousands of yuan a month, in the second month after the freeze, they bought more than 1000 Alipay, which was hundreds of thousands a month. Originally, they also worked on the internet. One stood at the foot of the mountain, the other stood at the top of the mountain, the other saw problems and the other saw opportunities. In fact, to be honest, climbing is very difficult. Climbing is really tiring, but no matter whether we climb or not, the mountain must be there. If we don’t go up by ourselves, the people around us will definitely go up. Can we climb higher if we change a mountain. Not necessarily, because it has nothing to do with mountains and people. Of course, some people stand at the top of the mountain, just like standing at the foot of the mountain, while some people stand at the foot of the mountain, just like standing at the top of the mountain. A lot of people. For us, because it is really small, because we cannot consider the whole world and the whole industry. As long as we try to surpass each individual, we can try our best to climb to the top of the mountain. There must be a lot of money to make in the industry. Moreover, it will be admired by many people. Carelessly, small people will also become big figures, and small businesses will also become big ones. My QQ:838504315, welcome to add. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

A drop

A drop of Tears was almost sitting in the office at four and a half minutes ago. Today, when I got out of the office by bus and walked to the north and south of Labor Road, I suddenly saw the window, it turned out to be like the glow of the setting sun shining down from the West. It was tragic, bloody, old or twilight, and life. It was bright red, mixed with bronze, and seemed to contain the brilliance of cyan and black, down from the West. Looking eastward, the West Lake, which was once bright and bright with ripples and thousands of layers, and the beautiful pavilions, pavilions and pavilions with waist, were melted by the magical and sad glory, decorated, reflecting; No, it is the appearance and appearance that melt together. People think of life, aging and death. At this time, tears almost fell down. However, a colleague sitting in front of the car will go to school soon to check the work. Facing the situations of units, courtyards, faces, groups of people and so on, we should keep a distance from the Shining Sadness and the sympathy of heaven and earth. Keep a distance, I did not shed tears. On the way to the western suburb, I passed the funeral parlour of this city; When I saw the venue outside the window, there were still a crowd of filial white people sending guests, and the smoke of firecrackers had not been cleared away. In order to explain the absence of this period of work, I told my former colleague that it had been nearly three weeks, and I saw off two old men and an older classmate one after another, it’s still on Sunday, and I feel very uncomfortable. My colleague didn’t look back, saying that he should love life more. It is not a fake to say that I feel uncomfortable. In recent weeks, the funeral parlors have not shed tears, but also seemed to be sad. When I went to condole, I went to the family of the deceased and the old friends I met, classmates or teachers are gossiping. As for the dead, they just bow and pray to salute; As for the family members of the dead, they just ask how old the dead is, what kind of disease passed away suddenly, and so on, which can be regarded as the so-called greetings in common. In fact, the uncomfortable thing is to think of the uncertainty of life and the birth, aging, illness and death of people. What’s more, most people don’t know is that I usually drink alcohol when I watch the spirit at night when my peers die. When it’s cold outside, I will move into the mourning hall, right next to the coffin, several people talked freely and drank, without scruple or tears; But at intervals, they would offer wine and burnt paper to the dead. In the daytime, it would also be like this, so they were criticized a lot, saying that how could they still drink such a thing. At this time, you will not be sad, but angry: Haven’t you seen the funeral? Haven’t you fulfilled your obligations? How many times have you come here in a year? You know what? When those people are out of anger, will there be bright red and bronze, which seems to contain the brilliance of cyan and black? Experience the life, age, illness and death as if at all, near, then a drop of tears; Far, then a hundred years away. The person who asks for the truth should forget his body for the method? The words of a family, I am a fan of Shi Du, have you realized yourself? At this time, thousands of lights were already on the outside, surrounded quietly by the desolate darkness on the high sky and the suburb. At this moment, this scene, a drop of water, from the corner of the eye, seemed to flow down without sadness. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I am

There are countless friends with floating students, among which there are also some deviants and unruly people. Naturally, there will be a few different from ordinary people. One day, after hearing his story told by a close friend, he sighed a lot because of many sighs, and because he was a comrade, so he wrote down this article and gave it to him. Thee. Most of the time, my friends asked me what kind of person you are, and I didn’t know how to answer it. After thinking for many days, I was even confused. I didn’t know this was my reason? It is also the reason of the circle. Every time, when you see someone riding a cool motorcycle in the bustling street, you will always imagine that there will be such a person who will ride such a cool motorcycle, take yourself for a ride. With the warm wind blowing towards me, I either held him in my waist or gently put my side face on his back, as if I could still hear his heartbeat through the sweat-smelling clothes and thick muscles. Although I have never met this motorcycle, this person, this scene, this feeling, every time I see someone Shen Qin in such a scene, I always envy him. Every time, or in the restaurant, or in the mall, or even in the street, when you see a sweet couple, you will always stay quietly for a while. Envy, of course, there will be jealousy. I don’t know where my partner is left? Is it really drunk eyes to see others against each other? I secretly played tears of lovesickness in no one’s place. Once in a while, after experiencing a gathering of friends, I always want to be alone quietly and walk quietly on the street, and there will always be wind, stirring a few wisps of hair, giving birth to the heart of the world of mortals in front of me. At this time, I would suddenly think of a lot of things. I have been in the circle for so long. Sometimes I like others and sometimes I am liked by others. No matter what factors are, I always miss them. What a terrible word to miss. Some people said they liked me, and I believed it. Some people said they waited for me, and I also believed it. But in the end, there was always nothing wrong with it. When thinking about the person you missed, sadness suddenly came up. Would a person’s eyes never stay in one place for too long? Is this circle always missing? When I met you, happiness came, but I found it was too late. Sometimes, I feel very strange. Obviously there are many novel things to replace the old ones I am using, but I can’t give up. I always feel that if I give up, I lost the key to open the memory. So most of the time, my friends always say that your belt is ugly to play truant, and I always laugh it off. What can I do? I just like it. Even the more they say, the more I like it. I won’t feel ashamed if I can stick to a thing for ten years or even longer. Instead, I will feel proud. Maybe when I was a child, my mother always asked me to store the books I had learned in case I didn’t understand them. When I forgot, I took them out and read them again. So as time passed, I formed this habit. But sometimes it’s not. I bought it by myself, and I won’t pay much attention to how expensive it is, but others give it as a gift, just like the belt, It was given by a classmate when he was a child, and the bag used now was given by an old friend of Banjing Daoguo. The Avalokitesvara who was wearing it was going to Shengshui Temple in Sichuan that year to talk about scriptures and Taoism with an eminent monk, after helping tourists guide and dispel doubts, an eminent monk gave it. I remember and carry all these things. Sometimes when I think about these things, I will give birth to my yearning for life, walk in different places, meet different people and play different stories. But I am not a persistent perseverance, and I can live with memories all the time. Sometimes I will naturally be confused by my current state of mind. Occasionally, for a few days, I don’t know what the reason is. My persistent persistence, which I have been determined, collapsed. Desire defeated reason and principle under the help of loneliness, I suddenly want to find someone to date. I don’t know if everyone is the same as me? On one hand, it was my own reason; On the other hand, my inner desire was stirring. Knowing that I hated it most, I still did it. Sometimes friends around me will persuade me that proper dating is to release Depressed emotions, and sometimes they will persuade me that you have no partner, even if you make an appointment, it is nothing, it’s not someone who carries it. I’m sorry. But after these days, my heart calmed down. I didn’t feel ashamed, but I just felt ashamed. I suddenly found that I was so dirty? If you do something that you are unwilling to do, it is not release, it is sinking, it is not the world of mortals, it is the sea of desire. In the past, I always cared about others’ opinions on myself. Although I went to the Riverside for several times, it was because of my novel admiration, and I never dreamed of being taken away or taken away at that time. But there will always be some people calling you a celebrity, and there will always be some people passing on the original things without any wind or shadow vividly. Maybe he was so angry that he always gritted his teeth and had to have a verbal battle. Finally, he was stigmatized. Now think about it, which kind of person I am will not change because of others’ words. If my friends believe the rumor, then such friends will not be friends, and I am will be arrogant, it is not profligate and unruly. In the past, someone always asked me, what do you like? What type? I always say that I am not fat, it is good to be pleasing to the eye, and I always feel that my requirements are very plain. Now think about it, it is better to list the rules directly and put them in front of you one by one. This circle seems to be that the more there is no requirement, the more unpredictable it is. It is good to tell the requirements of height and weight. At least someone will sit down accordingly. Once, my friend asked me, who do you want most in the past few years? Who can’t let you go? I was stunned. Someone waited for me to get off work silently for a long time, but finally I missed it because of my reason. I missed him. There was a man who showed the most sincere care when he met for the first time. I missed him. Although someone has never seen it, he will pay attention to every dynamic of me. I am complacent, He would give praise, I was unhappy, and he would call to greet him. Although I had never seen him before, I missed him too. There was a man who took me as a bosom friend shortly after we met him. When he fell in love, he told me that he was so sad and cried bitterly on my shoulder. I missed him for this kind of love. There was a man who treated me as a friend when I was in poverty and treated me twice. He asked me to find him from a long distance and led me to have a haircut and meal. He had no money, I am willing to be friends with you. I miss him. There was a man who came by car for more than an hour when I couldn’t do it, just to go downstairs to buy food for me. Although he was not a lover, he could be such a person, I miss him. When I think of the past, I am sad and sad, but when I face the questions from my friends, I still endured my tears and forced a smile to say that there was no one who had no special thought and no one who could not let go. Once at night, I was sleeping soundly when a woman called her and said that someone had confessed to her, I asked if I should accept it. I didn’t answer her, but asked her if he was your favorite person? I was silent for a long time, and after a long time, two words came from the other end of the phone. In the following hour, she told me his favorite person. For various reasons, she hurt the other person’s heart and passed by like that. I comforted her for a long time before she stopped her tears. After hanging up the phone, I tossed and turned, and couldn’t sleep. Thinking of a lot of things, I always complain about how tricky and weird people who don’t accept me, even thinking that their sincerity has been trampled by them. But I forget that those who like me are also trampled by me? Just because I didn’t feel for them, I tried my best to avoid them. Without the courage and courage, I didn’t confess frankly, but it hurt others’ hearts, even if I finally turned back, you deserve to be sad by others, and you can’t blame others. Sincerity is the most respectable thing. There are many sincerity in this circle, but you and I are too soft and tactful, and lack of straightforwardness and forthright. We both use the wrong place, the wrong expression of love also made the other party wrong, which hurt each other’s hearts. In fact, it doesn’t matter whether you like it or not. What matters is to confess. If you like it, tell him. If you don’t like it, tell him more. I often wonder whether the love between men and women is really like a ghost? It only appears in the stories and legends, but the authentic works have never been seen. Isn’t the love between men more slim? It is like a miracle. I always feel that it exists, but I have never seen it with my own eyes. I often think like this. Finding friends is like fishing. Only when you get the bait can you fish on the hook. If you want to get a sincere person, you must use the sincerity to make the bait. How can others treat you sincerely with a heart of never being tired of playing and never rejecting others? I often think like this, even if I can’t meet true love, I will not rashly assert that there is no true love among comrades, and I will not deny his existence. Therefore, whenever those young men in the group ask if there is true love? I always tell them there must be, but I haven’t met them yet. Because I was afraid that I didn’t meet it, I strongly advocated that it didn’t exist, which gave the later generations despair and cut off their thoughts. I often fantasize: When I go out to take the train, it can be two people. I can’t fall asleep, chat with each other, feel sleepy, and have a rest with my arms. When will the sun through the window screen shine on two people at the same time when they wake up in the morning? I think that is the scenery of heaven and Thailand. When can we have a walk together after dinner? There is a man who is like a buddy in someone’s place, talking happily and talking nonsense about Qian Kun. There is no one in the forest path, and you can secretly hook your little finger, snuggle up and hum the melody that is familiar with each other. When will someone prepare a meal for himself? Or make a meal by yourself and wait for that person to come back, and infiltrate love into the daily necessities. When will someone hold my hand and tell his friend that I am his partner? That is not my vanity, but the testimony of love. When will you lose a kind of emotional envy, no longer envy others, but be envied by others. I am such a person, a simple person, like many people, I am waiting for happiness. When you were soft and timid, I was hiding and waiting for his arrival. When the passion is high, I will also take the initiative to attack in one step. I have always believed that as long as I stick to it, there will be happiness. If I sit down on loneliness, I will regain the noise and sorrow. Naturally, I will see happiness, taste bitterness, and finally feel bitter. Flowers bloom and fade, gathering and parting are always unsatisfactory and will never be changed. But as long as we use our sincerity and do our best in personnel, the rest will depend on the people on the white clouds. It’s like, I planted fruit, but it doesn’t bloom but not by me. There must be happiness among comrades, and it must be not far from us, just like the distance between spring and us, through a peach blossom. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Pathetic

If the end of darkness is the morning light. I would rather be the lamp holder between heaven and earth, waiting in the dark cold night until dawn. Inscribing a happy period like a dream is my expectation for life. There will always be such moments in the mood. There is no important reason, but it is unspeakable panic and fidgety. The campus in autumn is becoming more and more desolate. The wind was broken and the tree shadow was messy. Walking on the path, I found that the grass had withered and yellow, and the leaves also fell a lot. It suddenly occurred to me that there was a cold smoke and bitter grass at the place where the lyrics were gazing. I have been writing novels recently. The number of words I wrote these days was very small, but the joke with my mother was that I was better than the celebrity whose name was Bai Yun in the sketch. There was no class in the afternoon, and I stayed in the dormitory and talked to the computer for a long time, but I still couldn’t write many words. I accidentally found that the mobile phone was broken. Wow, at the same time, I could finally find a reason for my annoyance. Most of the time, people are trapped in the cocoons bound by themselves, and they cannot get rid of the fetters of the world, nor can they escape from the cocoons of love in their hearts. In the end, it is just a habit of human beings. In the noise of luxury houses and cars, how many people will feel happy from the bottom of their hearts because of material wealth? Happiness is always surging when you come, and you are ruthless when you leave. Follow the past, day and day, not yesterday, whisper lightly. Who sees you, the blue shirt is hidden, where is the lonely soul? I don’t think I am a person without ambition. I don’t expect to get much blessing from God in the process of realizing my dream. I just want to leave a lonely lamp for me in the gloomy journey. If I am at the end of the world, I can illuminate a corner of the world for me. If I devote myself to the Cape, I can warm the side of the Cape for me. The long road is long, the East Wind is cold, what’s wrong, clothes are messy. Forward all the way, no turning back, no smelling the sub-rules. I hope I can’t help it. Even though the night is short, I still step through the troubles of the world. It is hard to hide a piece of blue shirt, looking forward to a happy period like a dream. On September 30th, 2010, Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow vanished in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fragment

About recalling one of the greatest advantages of friends gathering is that you can freely exchange all kinds of pictures fixed in each other’s memory. Everyone has an extraordinary story, just like those heavy raindrops in those years, leaving different marks on this noisy land. However, with the alternation of time and time, the exchange of seasons will change a lot ruthlessly and take away a lot. The once familiar things gradually become strange, and the once possessed things gradually lose. We will never go back on the road of life. Those young and ignorant days, those dazzling years were left behind far away; Those fragrant fragrance on the branches of the years, those delicate petals, those reluctant expectations, they can only be delivered to time, and they will be warm in memory. It happened that I was a nostalgic person again, and I liked to salvage it in my memory. I recalled and sighed the warmth and touch that fell in the gap of time through the graceful distance of that period of time. However, in terms of time, we are all passers-by in a hurry. No one can hold everything in his hand, and nothing is eternal. In the end, all the flashy noise will be attributed to the initial tranquility and calmness, and all the feelings will pass away like running water. All the gathering and separation are just a journey of scenery in life. However, how many people can be calm, not worried, not afraid, and safe? Hu Mengjie said, “you are too pessimistic. I always think there will be countless good possibilities in the future. Presumably, this is why it is very comfortable to be with her. Never fear the future, never read the past, and always have a good vision for everything unknown. wei jue Pond Spring grass dream, order front phoenix tree leaf has autumn sound. Perhaps, the scenery of life is really half bright and half sad. *** About puppy love one of my children has made a lot of progress in the final exam. As a reward, I invited her to eat Yangzhi Ganlu in the dessert shop before class in the afternoon. The warm sunshine in the afternoon poured in through the wide glass window, feeling that every pore of the whole body was stretching desperately. By accident, it was already beginning of spring. Looking around, the black branches of poplar and willow had been slightly greenish, a piece of grass color which seemed to be nothing, and the faint rhyme dyed. We chatted casually, and this always melodramatic child frowned and said, “I am so distressed. Recently, a senior student confessed to me. Should I accept or refuse? I said lightly, didn’t you have a glue-like paint before. She rolled her eyes disapprovingly. Who said I couldn’t have a spare tire. When he told his friend about this matter, his friend was filled with indignation as if he was the unlucky spare tire, accusing this increasingly evil society again and again. By contrast, I was much calmer and even showed the gossip stories of the class in the middle school era in my memory with great interest. At that time, we were still a piece of white paper. In the season when willow branches were floating freely, we also had a messy mood, and then we imagined what was graffiti on the paper …… but fantasy was just fantasy after all, the illusory things are always not stimulated by reality. Therefore, everyone secretly played the so-called puppy love. Secretly it is because we are greedy for that kind of feeling, the novelty and rebellious mentality of doing things that are not allowed but already known to the public under the supervision of others. Intoxicated, sweet, accustomed, tired, sober, it’s time to learn …… different actors repeat the same script. As long as those immature and beautiful things don’t turn into a tragedy or even a farce. After all, only after experiencing a lot of ups and downs and going through a few detours of ditches and ridges can we accumulate some wisdom of life. It is inevitable to break through the cocoon, but both willingly or unwillingly leave scars. This is the so-called puppy love. ******* About pressure teacher Zhu was one of the people who had the greatest influence on my middle school. He has many wise sayings, one of which is: when you recall the past in the future, you will be glad that you still have a good time of carefree and ignorant youth in middle school. It is very clear to remember that when Mr. Zhu said this sentence, the corners of his mouth rose with a radian that seemed to smile or not. I gnawed at the Pen Holder and turned the correction solution. I looked at him with resentment and disapprovingly. I whispered in a low voice that I didn’t feel painful when I stood talking. Is there anything more painful than us? Several years later, looking back on the past, I answered myself sadly: Yes. It seems that the past is like yesterday and has never gone far. However, I clearly felt so strange that I felt so strange that I just had a beautiful and unreal dream. When I talked with my students about the learning pressure in high school, I suddenly felt that the reality was ironic. Finally, there is no pressure of college entrance examination, but now it is more panic than ever; Finally, I don’t have to sit in the classroom where I cursed for countless times every day, but I missed the boring class; Finally I didn’t have to face those mathematical symbols like gobblebooks any more, but I wanted to review their ferocious faces at that time. Over the years, I have been vowing to believe that I have not grown up. As a result, at a casual moment, time suddenly left us at a green crossroads, unconsciously, I began to accept the relentless blow of the world wind and rain. I became anxious and uneasy, and I began to be dissatisfied with many things. Any disturbance would touch one of my nerves and then trigger an unnecessary storm. But I gradually realized that after the storm, there was no expected rainbow appearing, instead, I worked hard, so I began to learn to treat something indifferent. Rather than getting used to the helplessness and vicissitudes of life, it is better to say that it has learned to obey. ******* About obsession is really enough to read the composition whose intention is to insist on never giving up, and also can’t bear to let Sima Qian who is already very miserable be written and written by thousands of students. Every time when facing the words which are so fake that can’t be fake, I really want to scream: why do we hang up on a tree?! Don Quixote is a very interesting person. His persistence in Knight Life is an idealistic obsession. The weird and absurd actions and the failure of each action did not make him sober. On the contrary, he was still stubborn. Raise the spear and stab it hard. As a result, you can only let your head bleed. Some people think he is a fool, but he just sticks to one thing unnecessarily. But ask yourself, have you ever been stubborn like steel. I was obsessed all the way, but I thought that what I had been holding tightly in my hands had not been released, and it had already leaked out in the rush of passing water. I can’t remember the oath I tried my best to remember. Desperately trying to engrave the face in my heart, vaguely blurred. Roses once blossomed in their hearts, spreading fragrance all the way, leaving deadly thorns for many years. In fact, it is good to forget. They gave up roses and roses; They gave up streams and seas; They gave up a tree and the whole forest; They gave up the unruly way of galloping in the wilderness, and the self-contentment of riding horses and traveling. Giving up obsession is not a nightmare to wake up, not a snow flying in June, but a filter of survival of the fittest, and a choice of eliminating the old and updating, eliminating your weaknesses, wipe away the weakness that is hard to be relieved. So as to obtain a kind of calm and strolling indifferent step by step. The wise man is far-sighted but not cute, while the wise man avoids danger and is invisible. In the journey of life, I always wander between taking and giving up, longing for taking and ignoring giving up. Only when you understand the true meaning of giving up, can you understand the true meaning of losing the east and accepting the SangYu. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Let fatigue

After a sleep, the sun outside the window shone into the room. The sun that had not been seen for many days finally showed a smiling face, which added a lot of warmth to this changeable spring. I don’t know what’s going on this spring, especially the cold air is not good either. People stay in the room all day long. Every time I want to go out for activities, when I look at the gray weather outside the window, I suddenly lose my desire to go out. Today’s weather is very impressive. The sun is shining, and the air is filled with a cheerful atmosphere. The pedestrians on the roadside also slowed down their pace, letting themselves enjoy the beautiful scenery around. My wife and I came to a park near us, which was supposed to have a better environment and fresh air. It is impossible to imagine that today’s Park is already crowded with people. People who have been in their homes for a long time go out of their homes one after another. When they meet acquaintances here, they say hello, which seems to be afraid that they will be forgotten by the society. In daily life, people are busy with work and life. It is hard to find such a good day to relax themselves physically and mentally and embrace the nature affectionately. Put down the troubles of life, quietly listen to the voice of nature, breathing this rare fresh air seems to be a reward from God. People’s happy figures can be seen everywhere. They take off their fat coats and put on simple clothes to exercise. Children are happy just like deer returning to nature and playing heartily. The warm sun is particularly comfortable on the body, looking forward to the God can give people more such beautiful weather. It can make people walk out of their homes and feel the feeling of this spring. My wife and I walked in the park, and all kinds of flowers and trees rushed to open, as if we were afraid of missing the Feast of the world and the perfect opportunity to show ourselves. The air is full of fragrance of flowers, which makes people imagine. The willows beside the lake in the distance have sprouted, swinging in the spring breeze. I didn’t know that I was too tired to sit on the chair. I fell asleep and slept very comfortably. In my dream, I was attracted by the beautiful scenery in the nature, I really don’t want to wake up for fear that I will never see such a beautiful scenery again. After a long time, I woke up. My wife couldn’t bear to wake me up, so she kept guarding by the side. This feeling was so comfortable that her tired body got a reply, the whole person seems to be full of energy. I really hope this kind of bright weather can be more, so that the Japanese pirates can have the opportunity to relax their nervous mood in daily life and let the whole person integrate into the nature. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Years Kong-style

Years ago, the city where the city was located issued the strictest double ban in history. Fireworks and firecrackers were forbidden in urban areas, and several violators were detained. For the blue sky, I also raised my hands to approve. But when spring comes, I always feel less. Think about it carefully. Maybe it was the sound of artillery that disturbed the people but stayed in my heart. The firecrackers were wrapped in red paper. After a burst of Thunder, the red crumb on the ground made it prosperous and auspicious. When I was at home, it was all managed by my father himself, and the status of the family owner was not allowed. The sound of firecrackers sent spring, and the annual Spring mark is still the red crumb on the ground. When I was young, my family was poor, and I never felt the feeling of setting off firecrackers willfully and willfully. When my parents were annoyed, they would also give a small whip. After getting it, they would carefully untie the string bound on the firecrackers, deliberately lengthen the happy period. However, it was an explosive thing after all. Once when I was unbinding the rope, a fire debris accidentally fell into the pile of small artillery battles on the ground, which quickly turned into nothing. Even a series of new cannons could not be replaced by crying, so I had to give up! Even if there was such a string in hand, it couldn’t stand setting it off, and it would be finished soon. Looking at the firecrackers in others’ hands, I looked for those fish out of the net that had not been set out in the firecrackers. However, the lead wire was very short. I always held a long incense to point, but my legs and feet had already been ready to escape, children beside me would make strange noises on purpose, which scared me to sit on the ground. Sometimes, setting off firecrackers became a competition of courage. Cousins would clip the small firecrackers with the nails of thumb and index finger. After the firecrackers rang, they were surprised and full of vanity. I will also learn, but every time I throw it away in a hurry after lighting it, which attracts a lot of boos. Sometimes, I would play a trick, taking out the tobacco shreds, then inserting a firecracker into it, and then carefully putting the tobacco shreds back to the adults. After it was lit, I covered my ears beside me. The more I smoked, the more unpleasant I was. Looking at me, I hurriedly threw away the cigarette butts. Only once I succeeded, but my father chased more than half of the villages. Sometimes, I would think of ways to toss. The most scouring time to put firecrackers in the jar, under the water and under the clods was to throw them into the dry toilet, which made my cousin rush out to scold with his trousers in hand, but finally it was impossible. After all, artillery battles are dangerous. If they are not put properly, they are also scary. It was the most impressive time that I threw firecrackers with my cousin. I accidentally threw the firecrackers into his open collar and patted them through his clothes. My cousin was so scared that he burst into tears. He hadn’t heard any sound for a long time and just burst into tears, there was a sound in the abdomen, and my cousin cried again. Later on, firecrackers became smelly and became the competition between power and money, depending on who played loudly, more and longer. The air is getting worse and worse, and the bombardment naturally comes into the sight of rectification. So when I was an adult, I saw off firecrackers in spring, along with the childhood full of laughter and memory. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Jianyang

2015 spring is coming, I still feel 2014 cold. Chill hung windows, image of a piece of the rape of the Golden. I am looking forward to the flourishing scene of thousands of trees in front of the sick trees. After a long winter, who would scruple about the chilly coldness of spring. Expectation is expectation after all. The closer you are to Chengdu, the more uneasy you are. The farther away from the grass pool, the more dignified the homeland is. Originally, I wanted to “support the wind and rain to the grass pool”, but I never thought that I set foot on the road to Chengdu. Passing by the sauce Garden, passing by the small bridge, passing by the strange and familiar caochi vocational school. The Street of caochi is as narrow as the world. Compared with the previous gravel road, the cement floor now is much simpler and cleaner. The ancients said that it was not cold to blow the Willow Wind. Looking at those flower folding umbrellas fluttering in the gentle wind and drizzle, I couldn’t help imagining that there would be a beautiful face under the umbrella. Beauty will make you feel soft. Peach blossom with human face is always as drunk as a fool, just like twist along the grass pool, no matter where it is, it will tempt your undetermined taste buds. Recalling the caochi, just like Baidu’s youth time, Wu Changyou said that youth is unbearable to Baidu. With the growth of age, there is another nostalgia complex. I remember when I secretly fell in love with a girl next to the window, I once carved her name on the head of Cuiheng bridge. At that time, I thought naively that the existence after the wind and rain was the sea and the rocks were rotten in the TV series. On the riverside of caochi, I wrote a love letter for that girl, and every letter sent to Jianyang was filled with unknown wild flowers and weeds. The word romance was far away from me, power station, tongfu Temple and Lixing brick factory have become my memory. I didn’t hold my hand once, and my love of wild flowers and grass ended in vain. Many years later, the boy who turned over the window in the middle of the night and baked sweet potatoes for girls was no longer handsome, cuiheng bridge became a broken bridge rarely visited by people, and the girl who was in love in those years also became the wife of others. Only the three characters of Cuiheng Bridge written by teacher Zeng Zhiliang still witnessed that period of history. The rain Lane is deep and the crimson river is shallow. Those people in memory are still fresh in the golden yellow of rape flowers. Cao Chi can’t be just as its name implies. Zhou Keqin is gone, and he still can’t erase the footprints left on the bridge by Xu Mao and his daughters. The ancient Pingquan county was gone, but the poem monument of No. 1 scholar Wang guipu was left in baimatan. The ancestors of Tang Zong and Song dynasty disappeared, but the stone carving of dafoya witnessed the wind and rain of the grass pond for thousands of years. I used to write the sentence “caochi non-chi makes me lonely”. What is loneliness? Even myself is a little indescribable. More than twenty years ago, my senior high school teacher Fu Huaiqing once wrote an article named “Cao Chi Fu”. Because of the long time, the specific content is not very clear. I just remember that the thatched pond is not a pond full of grass, but a fish pool built by Pingquan county magistrate on the bank of Jiang River, which is full of strange flowers and plants from the capital, it is specially for the high-ranking officials and dignitaries of Yangan and Chengdu to enjoy. “A hundred grasses collection, the plants are very old”, the grass pool was named thousands of years ago. I tasted strawberries in wachanggou, saw the mansion of Happy Liu cunhou, and paid tribute to the lion carved in the Stone of wangjiashan Mountain. I felt a little more feelings of words than Moke poets. After reading Wu Changyou’s “Yucheng Bridge” on the tip of his tongue, I have a special affection for the grass pool of “Kiss the Sunset. In the Jiangxi River to the Qing Dynasty, there was a kind of prawns swimming around. What was wonderful was that this large prawns had a pair of sea-shaped pliers on their bodies, which was called plate prawns by local people. The seemingly ferocious and ugly thing was fried by the local old altar pepper in the caochi, and the tender, Emerald, sour and sweet flesh had already enchanted the soul. A cup of clay altar sorghum wine, several white crane peanuts and half a cup of pickled pepper plate shrimp are enough to make the city people who don’t know the taste of mountains and fields forget their feelings and soul. “Good Mountain, good water, good grass pool” suddenly reminded me of the inscription of anonymous on the stone wall of white horse beach in the grass pool, and I felt something unexpectedly. I am not a person who understands Zen, but I feel that white horse Beach is a spiritual place. Wang guipu, one of the top four scholars in Jianzhou, was raised in this place with only a big thumb, and a teacher of Zhu University, a folk geomancy Wonder Man, was also cultivated. The water in the grass pool is clear, and the shadow of the flat bridge is shallow. A cup of pickle plate of shrimp can not taste the taste of life, and Baidu’s youth can not retrieve the once green smiling face. Washing my hands in the caochi River meant that I would never meet the long hair and waist of that year again. Along the way to the west, the huge billboard “New airport new opportunity” flashed across the caochi Road made me a little excited. Think about Tianfu New District, think about the new airport, I am not good at laughing, there was no reason to laugh. The word “livelihood” is a little cold to touch, and some words are poor, and there is still some desire to speak. The road is simple and the sunshine is far away. I, who kept running for my livelihood, finally saw some hope. Ye Huajun said that when the new airport was started and his hometown was occupied, he would go back to the caochi to develop and live a down-to-earth life of local tyrants. I deeply feel the same feeling. No matter how good Chengdu is, I am a passer-by after all. Only home can make people feel at ease. It is a little tangled to take the bus to Chengdu. Caochi, will we miss it next time? [Author Wu Changyou, subway named Spring, from Jianyang, Sichuan, qq891344127] Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) changed the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Loud

Jing Nan has been studying Chinese painting for some time. Although the friends in the class still can’t name each other, they have gradually become familiar with each other and become active in their spare time. Jing Nan painting class is in every Saturday night of between six and eight, I usually in 7.5 around ten to classroom, many times I to the classroom, Jing Nan are in washing stationery. This time, I still picked up the children according to the usual time. Maybe it came earlier. The classroom door was not opened and the children were still studying. So I slowly strolled to the back of the corridor, appreciate the learning achievements of children hanging on the wall. After a while, the door opened with a creaking sound. The children came out in twos and threes. Jing Nan walked in the middle with two small hands holding the cup and walking cautiously, fearing that the water in the Cup would splash out, a little girl of the same age walked beside him, and didn’t notice that I was following them. It can be seen that the little girl was interested in the small ears hanging by Jing Nan, walking and looking at them. Later, she really couldn’t press them. She leaned against Jing Nan and said something softly, but Jing Nan ignored her, and still walked forward by herself, and gradually slowed down consciously, opening a distance with the little girl. Although I didn’t hear what the little girl was asking about, it could be seen from the mouth shape that maybe I asked her what the little ear was and what it was for, which was due to curiosity, I asked Wen Jinnan. With the growth of Jingnan, the child’s mind gradually matured and began to be sensitive to the influence of the outside world. I pointed out the problems on her several times, she would blush and ask me not to talk outside, because she would be ashamed and shameful. So for the little girl’s curiosity, she took a kind of attitude of ignoring. Maybe the child thought, if I ignore you, you will certainly lose curiosity gradually, instead of asking such embarrassing topics for children. But do you know Jingnan? The method you adopt is exactly what I don’t want you to adopt. Because avoiding can’t solve the problem, just like a camel in danger, only covering his eyes with sand, but the danger still exists. Just like the thief who hid his ears to steal the bell, he covered his ears, but his behavior was still exposed. My child, I always want to tell you that if you take the wrong way, the danger will not only disappear, but may even add a little bit. Avoiding will only increase your own contribution, but the problem still exists, and the only way to solve it is to face up and face up. Facing squarely needs a kind of mental heart. Only with the peace of one’s mind can one correctly deal with the problems existing in oneself and treat others’ strange eyes with a peaceful mind, thus, the strange eyes of others will gradually disappear and you will be regarded as one. The law naturally tells us that to make others Natural, the first thing to do is to be natural. Many things, the more wriggling, the more will make her curiosity multiply. Before Curiosity is dispelled, the curious object will become the voice in her tongue. When her mind is natural, this kind of voice will disappear naturally. Facing squarely requires a kind of mental courage. Anyone who takes a step back and bypasses the problem will do it. Because it is easy, most of the failures will retreat in front of the problem. Taking a step forward requires not only wisdom, but also courage, because what he wants to step over is your own heart. Knowing the difficulty and doing it is the choice of the brave, it is the wisdom of the wise. When God closes a door, he will certainly leave a window for you. Children, please remember that everyone is a unique individual in this world, so don’t have any prepositions in your heart. If you have prepositions in your heart, how can you make the other side treat them as nature. Therefore, children, I hope you can tell them loudly and naturally when facing the curious questions of others: this is my ear, which helps me hear the voice of the outside world clearly. Kid, believe me, you will certainly have a different harvest, and this harvest will make you calm. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Countryside

What I said about going to the countryside was neither a leisurely trip to the countryside, nor a trip to the countryside with this position and identity. This kind of going to the countryside is a short-term going to the countryside. Players going to the countryside play happily and inspectors going to the countryside drink happily, which will bring spiritual pleasure to themselves, but will not bring any pressure and annoyance, such going to the countryside is called enjoyment. When it comes to going to the countryside, it will bring a relaxed smile. And what I said about going to the countryside was to really go to the village to work in the working group, which is now a more fashionable saying to be the first secretary. I AM, who started to work as the first secretary in the countryside in last May, entered a village called southwest WA in the past, and began to live in the countryside for more than a year. The feeling was beyond the experience of outsiders, it could be said that there were all kinds of sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty tastes. Anyway, I finally walked out of the sticky southwest depression, and all I gained was happiness. I just wanted to write it out in my spare time, just to comfort myself. If you want to be the first secretary, you must first figure out the meaning of the first secretary. To be honest, it’s very nice to start listening to the name of the first secretary. It’s really justified. It’s another matter. Let’s put it this way, if there is a decent secretary in the village, where should you be the first secretary? According to the formulation of the first secretary, it should be in front of the Secretary of the village, and the big event has the final say? But you are only appointed by the organization, not elected by the party members, and cannot be above the village secretary. If you are juxtaposed with the village secretary or behind the village secretary, can’t you perform the duties of the first secretary? It is impossible to carry out the work. If no secretary was selected in the village, there would be no first or not, and at most it would be regarded as an acting secretary. But coincidentally, there was no secretary elected by party members in the village where I stayed, it was not because there was no secretary, but the secretary appointed by the local Party committee. This position was more difficult to be placed, and I struggled for a while. I thought that the appointment of the first secretary in the organization had its own statement, so I learned more about the spirit of superiors, read more books, read more newspapers, and learned some truth from them, I wanted to carry out the work with policy guidance, communication in work and coordination in decision-making. In this way, I entered the village with the title of the first secretary. At the beginning, I had a good idea in my heart. I needed to exercise the duties of the first secretary, build a team, lead a team, and manage the village well. Besides building a series of systems of the First Secretary, I also needed to improve the village party organization, the system of the village committee really wanted the new official to take charge of the three fires. It would not waste the reputation of the first secretary to burn these three fires first. Not only these, but also I have to be the 1036th villager in the village. Only when I go deep into the common people can I know that they are warm and cold. When I went to the village, my heart fell down with the driving car. When I went to the village, I saw that my heart did not fall down. I saw that the village had a good foundation, the village planning is good, and the streets are also very neat. At first, I found the secretary appointed by the town with full confidence to understand the situation. It didn’t matter if I knew the situation. Then the problem came, which was quite different from the superficial phenomenon I just saw, what is presented in front of me is a mess of questions: The two factions in the village are serious and close, so it is difficult to do well in any faction; There are many problems left over from the history in the village. The triangular debts of more than ten years have not been cleared up, the accounts are not clear, the land is not clear, and; the village has no branch, no village committee, only a temporary secretary appointed by the town Party Committee, an unelected document and a temporary family planning director; Party members and villagers in the village cannot organize meetings. I thought that the Southwest depression was not called the Southwest depression, but the West nanwa. Later, I summarized it as: When I arrived at the village, I saw it was OK, but the real work was very chaotic; when the electricity in the village is returned, there will be a lack of electricity when it is really used; When the village committee works, there will be someone, but there will be no official official. There are three unclear points in the village: the contracted land in the village is not clear; The contracted relationship in the village is not clear; The old accounts in the village are not clear. There are still three problems affecting the normal work in the village: the urchin destroyed the old gate of the village committee; The sand in the courtyard blocked the gate, and the masses petitioned for help. The first day I went to the countryside gave me a blow. I knew this village was in chaos before I came, but I didn’t know it would be in such a mess; I knew this village had no team, but I didn’t know it was a mess. Some friends heard me talking about the current situation of staying in the village and shook their heads there. Some colleagues joked: you should be careful and try to come back completely. Some students said that you should be civilized: be careful, don’t pull out your feet. Listening to their words left and right, I felt uneasy in my heart. I also guessed that there was a potential danger. At this time, I was under great pressure and had three fears in my heart: first, I am afraid that the soil in the southwest depression is so sticky that I can’t pull out my feet; Second, I am afraid that I can’t get out of my body because I am trapped too deep in the village; Third, I am afraid that there is no team in the village and, systemic fell into. I hesitated and came up with the idea of retreating. I went back to my hometown with a difficult attitude. My father asked me how busy I am recently? I told the old man about going to the countryside to be the first secretary. My father, who was over 80 years old, said earnestly: go down to work first and try it. If you look at it well, you will try every means to do it well. The village is in chaos, if you encounter troubles, find other ways to solve them. According to the old man’s words, he is not afraid of great difficulties. On another thought, I had been a soldier and went to the front line. I had seen many times, so I was not afraid. I once remembered that there was a saying in the Army that I would shed blood, sweat, tears, skin, flesh and not fall behind, if you risk everything, you will be willing to enter this village even if you are more than 100 jin. In this way, I was determined to enter the village. After entering the village, I understood the problems left by the village’s history. Later, I also heard of several shocking events, which were much more dangerous than my imagination. Problems that can’t be solved for so many years are more difficult to be solved by myself in a short time. If I fall into a pile of problems, it will not only fail to solve the problems, but also involve more energy, delay in doing practical things for the masses. Therefore, I walked out of the pile of problems and did some practical things for the villagers and villages, which was supported by the masses, It is also what I hope to see. I put the first thing on cleaning up the compound of the village committee, because the compound of the village committee is a place that works for the masses and must be clean. I went to the compound of the village committee and found that there were many weeds, which were very dirty and messy. A pile of sand was blocked at the gate of the village office. The iron bars at the gate of the village committee were completely broken, and nobody cared about them, so they couldn’t, the children grabbed sand and threw it everywhere on the door and steps of the village committee. It was enough for me to see it, let alone the villagers. It also needs money to clean up the village committee compound. The village committee doesn’t have any money. What should I do? I paid the funds in advance, cleaned up a lot of sand and put it on four streets in the village. It not only cleared the compound of the village committee, but also made it convenient for people to drive and walk. Why not do it? After the sand was cleared out, I went to the village with my retired wife to clean up weeds. To be honest, this was not what she should do, but there was no money in the village, and the villagers generally had no obligation to work, my wife and I, as well as one of them, came to help. In the hot weather, we managed to clean up the compound of the village committee. Next, I also actively strived for the replacement of the new big iron gate of the village committee. There was an old lady who rode an electric car to work in the village committee. When she came to my eyes, she stopped the car specially. I thought she wanted to do something and hurried forward, but she said: you are really a secretary! I think that ordinary people don’t have much culture. If they can say this, I will be content. I don’t know if I can’t reach the village. Because there is a lack of two committees in this village, many things in the village are in a state of semi-paralysis. Even the electricity condition in this village is the same. It seems that I can’t see it, so I have a, the line is old and aging, and it has not been rectified for many years, and the transformer can not be worn. When I stayed in the village, I found this problem. When the peak of power consumption in summer, the voltage was very low, even the wind speed of the fan is very low, let alone the air conditioner. The common people are eager to see the electricity and sigh with joy. As a power supplier, I feel uncomfortable when I see this situation. The electricity problem is a major issue in people’s lives and a good helper to promote them to get rich. Since they live in the village, for the sake of the common people in the village, we should take power-on as a major event in the work in the village. I also said at the general meeting of all party members: What I can’t do is generally not mentioned, the matter of replacing the transformer may not be so good. I will actively strive for it from the power supply company and the power supply station. Don’t be too happy if it is done, and don’t scold me if it is not done. As a result, I have strived for the leadership over and over again, and also strived for the power supply personnel to come to the village to check the electricity consumption situation many times. The painstaking struggle finally got the support of the leaders and the local power supply station. The original two 100 kVA transformers were replaced by two 200 KVA Transformers, and the power supply capacity doubled, it has brought welfare to the common people in this village to become rich. The staff of the power supply station saw me and said: There are many villages with poor power supply than this village, because you are the first secretary in this village, and you have replaced the transformer for your sake. After listening to his words, I felt it seemed to be like this, which was also the result I wanted to stay in the village. The transformer was replaced in the village, and the common people were happy. A cultural man in the village held my hand and said, “Thank you for your kindness. You have sent a telegram to my village. There is no money in the village to treat you. I will take the money to treat you. As he said, he and several people pulled me away and insisted on inviting me. I said to them: I have never had a meal with the villagers since I came to this village. You have this sentence better than inviting ten guests. I declined their kindness politely and felt that I felt relieved to do the most comfortable thing for the common people. When I was stationed in the village, I made contact with ordinary people everyday. They wanted to tell you if they had something in their hearts, and they wanted you to help them when they had something to do. This is not the case. The houses in the village kindergarten are leaking water in many places and need to be renovated. The kindergarten chief came to me and said: the children in the village often get wet when they go to school in this environment, and there are also dangers. Listening to the complaint of the kindergarten head, I thought that these children are the future and hope of our motherland, and we must try every means to solve their school and safety problems. I will fight for them in many ways because of the complicated procedures, when I left the village immediately, 2000 yuan was also approved. Others said, “you will leave the village soon. Don’t be too serious and don’t care so much. I thought more about the children in kindergarten, and sent the money to the village specially. I got some comfort in my heart. Every time I did something, I felt more dependable in my heart. I also tried hard to help the village build various systems to make the village run according to rules in the future, and did some things within my ability, which made me what I should do. The only regret is that during my in-depth visit, I saw six or seven ordinary people living in their families with very difficult life. I walked into their homes, looked at their family conditions, and listened to sad complaints, I felt uncomfortable in my heart. Several times I wanted to try to comfort them. Some people said that there must be comparisons. I was afraid of causing instability in the village and gave up again and again, after that, I always regret that the work in the village is just like this. Some things are difficult to deal with. Usually, if one hour is not handled properly, it will cause big mistakes. The experience of staying in the village tells me that this unusual experience in one’s life is a precious treasure. I often deal with common people and feel their joys and sorrows. Please listen to their voices, this can’t be felt elsewhere. Although I grew up in the countryside and felt the rural life at that time, the experience of going to the countryside was a different kind of experience, experiencing another kind of life, which was more wonderful, it is more worth recalling and cherishing. The experience of staying in the village also told me that although the village was chaotic for various reasons, the common people were very good. 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