Nagging

The topic came to the end of the year, Ah! Come on! As fast as a blink of an eye! Retrieve some unforgettable memories of the past and take advantage of the heat of the festival to expose to the sun in the warm winter sun. It is a little cold and dry, and the amount of water squeezed out is thus cruel reality, the bitter northwest wind swept away, and those remaining mottled marks were engraved on the eyebrows of the years. A touch of cinnabar was a warm memory, although it was so bitter, but I still want to have a deep aftertaste, a deep crush and a deep gratitude at the moment when I stayed at the end of the year. I missed you in the most beautiful time when I met that year, that is the scratch of Nian Hua and time. Walking and falling into the end of the year, Ah! Come on! Just as the fingertips fell down, it passed away in a flash! In the past, some chores of mother-in-law came out and counted them in the night sky while the festival lights were decorated. Some of them were already fragmented. Picking up the combination puzzles was still vague for a long time, and some were just like new faces, stars and moonlight fall down for countless times or stand there gracefully, waiting for you to hug again, and remember the scenes again in the night, either sad or happy, or sorry or grateful, all have been planted in the Ridge field of memory, passing through deep or shallow tracks, slightly touching the heart waves again and again, then ripples become a sea and blue sky, while the starlight is still as new as you are, although I have gone far away, I still cherish, attach to and feel deeply that I have missed you in the most beautiful fleeting time, there was the time when the dead water and Ping Juli met again and again. Along the way, we crossed the threshold of the new year again, oh! It was so fast that the smiling face hadn’t been unfolded and the crying mood hadn’t been sunny yet. It was already too late to stop it. Yesterday, no matter it was a clear sky with thousands of miles or thunderstorms, was not important any more, because we had gone through, and we stayed in yesterday, either hard, diligent or comfortable, only those mottled past events with the smell of shame will stop in the memory of your life, leaving a rolling tide, a wave of waves over a wave, but also can not turn over the capacity of the heart, can not jump out of the wall of nostalgia, although time squeezed it into the corner of the wall, my heart flew out of the sky. Looking around, looking around, standing on tiptoe wearing high heels, the neck has been stretching and stretching! Looking at the dawn of the new year, stepping on the heel of the new year. The sadness of the past year has gone, leaving beautiful images one by one. Because in these days, we have tasted the original flavor of life, and we are grateful for the opportunities given by the years to grow up, thanks years have taught us the reason for being strong. Although we have suffered a lot, we have tempered our will and learned how to do better. Even if there is a storm, I will face it with a smile without fear. Recalling a few people who had agreed to stay together and walked into the 2014 with me, but thinking again that there were not many people left to walk through the 2014 with me, I was confused and filled with complaints and dissatisfaction, I want to shout a few words loudly. Is what you said like sweeping leaves in the autumn wind? I ran away without experiencing the bitter winter, which was really merciless! But I was wondering if I had a high fever. What did I complain about? Leave myself a private plot and leave purity and tolerance here. No matter what happened before, it had passed, we have drawn a perfect circle and Everything Is Everything. We can start from scratch and return to that private plot. Isn’t it a good space? No matter how many days and nights she has shared weal and woe with you in the time, how many miles or even dozens of kilometers she has traveled with you, how many intimate words or deep-rooted words she has told you, or singing lightly, it is all over, even not crossing the 2015, in fact, Halfway is also fate, Way is xi yuan. Don’t care about the separation and combination of life, but thank each encounter in life, or amazed the fleeting time, or graffiti the mood. Instead of complaining about the absence of life, we should be grateful for the exquiseness of each separation in life, or the horror of dreams, or the loss of thoughts. I still stand in that reserved land and listen to the joys and sorrows of life! The choice is free and reasonable, just like the private land in your heart, why should you keep her? 2014 said treasure quietly and waved 2015. Whether you welcome it or not, she grew up with us, experienced and passed slowly, hoping to be an outstanding self in 2015! Whether you come or not, I will still accompany you through 365 days! Until the end of the year …… like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

That

In the tomb-sweeping Day, the weather is changeable. Sometimes the spring is bright, the pink is burning, the apricot flowers are floating pink, and the willow green flowers are fragrant; Sometimes there are drizzle. I don’t know why the gentle and rainy weather happened to let you meet the charming and romantic Mudu. Whether to get together with friends or go outing, or to walk aimlessly in a strange place because of missing hometown and relatives. It just rained again, and my mood became more sad and confused. It is because you are lonely and helpless in the rain that you have the intoxicating Qingming rain thousands of years later. This drizzle will definitely make your spring shirt wet through. You have been walking all your life. Along the way, you can recite poems and drink all the way. In the dynasty you lived in, it was afraid that only Li Bai could compete with you to combine poetry and wine perfectly and skillfully. We don’t know how people evaluate you at that time. Our descendants all know that in terms of poetry creation, you Du Mu is as famous as Li Shangyin, another outstanding contemporary poet, and is also called Little Li Du. You Du Mu was an expert in writing seven quatrains in late Tang Dynasty. On the four-line Tang push Wang Changling, Li Bai. The middle Tang Dynasty pushed Li Yi and Liu Yuxi. Late Tang Dynasty is only you Du Mu and Li Shangyin. You won’t know these. Of course, if you know these, you will be very happy. Because you are still very concerned about your influence. It was said that at that time, according to the convention, the Jinshi of Xinke would visit Qujiang. Qujiang was the most bustling place at that time. Especially in spring, tourists are thrilled one after another. Yao He, your contemporary poet, didn’t know whether he was your brother or younger brother. Zeng sighed with emotion: There are several hectares of apricot flowers blooming on the river, and the horses and chariots are eager to come here first. If no one wants to see it overnight, the trees are full of dust at dusk. You, who just won the award, can be said to be looking forward to a bright glow. You can only feel a lot of emotions with your hands and feet. On that day, three to five of you came to Qujiang Temple, and happened to meet a monk sitting in meditation, so you began to talk. When the monk asked about your name, you proudly reported your name loudly, thinking about a piece of Epang Palace, which made Luoyang paper expensive. If anyone in the world didn’t know me, the monk would be surprised and show the craze of the fans. Who knows that the monk’s face is calm, so he doesn’t know, which makes you extremely disappointed and very melancholy. You wrote a poem on the spot: You live beside du Qu in the south of the city, and two branches of immortal Gui are fragrant for a while. Old Monk are unknown surnamed, shi jue Buddhism smell long. I am not talking about you. You Du Mu was born in a family of officials and cultural traditions from generation to generation. Du Yu, the distant ancestor, was a famous politician and scholar in the Western Jin Dynasty. Zeng zu du hoped to be a famous frontier fortress general in Xuanzong period and loved literature. His grandfather Du You was a famous politician and historian in the middle Tang Dynasty. He successively served as the prime minister of the three dynasties of Dezong, Shunzong and Xianzong. He was eager to learn all his life and knowledgeable about the ancient and modern times. He wrote two hundred volumes. Although his father du Congyu died early, he was also a member of the official and driving department. You have described your family like this: Zhu men was opened in the old times, and the central part of Chang’an city. First in nothing, thousands of books full. The family collects 200 pieces, and goes up and down to the emperor. You can be regarded as the real second-generation official. But your official career is not smooth. Whether you won’t take advantage of relationships or your parents didn’t design a secretary to help you. Only you know that we can’t figure it out. You ancients were just stubborn. You had a treacherous minister named Qin Hui in the Song Dynasty. The descendants of Qin Hui went to the tomb of Yue Wang to pay tribute to Yue Fei during the Cold Food Festival, and sang out the verses that people had been less named Hui since Song Dynasty, and I went to the grave to call my family name Qin. But I didn’t know that his descendants now were proud of having Qin Hui, the ancestor. In Song Dynasty, there was once a high-ranking official in Ximen who had all kinds of Poisons. His descendants now fought to fight for the authentic direct transmission. If you find a relationship with the old man, you won’t want to die today. However, it was all right. There was no bureaucrat in Tang Dynasty, but you, a heavyweight and sentimental tart, appeared in the history of literature. But somehow, in addition to your poems, later generations are full of praise, but also talk about your romantic affairs. This also blames others. Who asked you to write poems to Zhang Hao and du qiuniang. A good handwriting written to Zhang has been handed down to this day and has become a national treasure. The person who is lucky to see your poem manuscript said: your calligraphy is deeply charming to the people of the six dynasties, with continuous momentum and smooth ink pen, because it is a poem manuscript, more plain beauty. It’s a pity that life is not at the right time. For example, nowadays, if you don’t mention your strong relationship, you can’t get the chairman of the literary federation only by your seat list among poets. It’s not as easy to get a vice chairman as if you were in the bag. If you think it is not good to wear a pair of words, it is absolutely no problem to make the chairman of the iron hat book association with this word. After getting acquainted with you, Xiao Li (Shang Yin) had read the poem you wrote to du qiuniang, and the first sentence he wrote to you was Du musixun, a poem named du qiuniang in Qing autumn. Do you still remember? And you also write poems to boast: ten years a dream of Yangzhou, won the Blue House thin lucky name. The black words fell on the white paper, which was irrefutable. This is also good, which shows your true temperament. If you don’t say that, you ‘d better go back to the Qingming rain in front of you. You wrote a lot of poems, drenched a lot of rain and drank a lot of wine before. The master takes drinking as a busy task, but he will be paid for the festival, half drunk and half awake for three days. In your poem, the sentence of drinking will be picked up. But no poem, no glass of wine, no rain, is so stirring as today. Is it drizzle or your worry that is blowing up in a daze? The pain of the soul-breaking person in the end of the world is not seen by outsiders, but your own inner experience. Originally, the rain came one after another, which was also the sad and beautiful state of making cold flowers and making the smoke trapped in Willow. But now you are alone, and the feeling in your heart is already uncomfortable, there must be no leisure feeling of enjoying flowers and Willow. You especially want to find a small hotel, take a rest to avoid the rain, drink a few cups, warm up your body, dry the clothes wet by the rain, so that you can also relax your sadness. You met a shepherd boy. We don’t know whether the shepherd boy came back after grazing in the rain or leaned against the chai men to watch the rain. The shepherd boy was too lazy to talk, so he pointed at him conveniently. You looked along the direction of his fingers, and you saw a faint sight of wine on the treetop of a piece of red apricot. The poem came to an abrupt end here. As for how you were happy when hearing the news, you caught up excitedly, found a hotel to drink a few cups, and got the satisfaction of avoiding rain, relieving cold and relieving sorrow, etc, it’s all left for us to imagine. However, the shepherd pointed out a poem which was wet by the Qingming rain and smelled of wine. Since then, the Qingming rain, apricot flowers and wine, and Tang poetry have been condensed together forever. To be honest, among the numerous poems of Tang Dynasty, I think the poems known to all women and children are Li Bai’s “Silent Night thinking”, and the second one is your poem “Qingming. Really, I won’t lie to you. I know you must have been drunk that day. Because you underappreciated. You are indeed talented, and you have outstanding political talent. It’s a pity that you have talent, but no camera. You read history books carefully, read through the current situation, and couldn’t turn the tide, so you had no choice but to pour your anger into the wine. Drink alcohol to heal the pain. The Qingming rain of that year wetted your spring shirt and even wetted your heart. I have to wake up when I am drunk, In the full of drunkenness, do you think of the romantic drinking in situ Li wish’s house? Do you think of the game of winning a beautiful geisha with the poet Zhang Hu with dice? Of course, you will never forget the pain in your heart, that is the ten-year appointment. When you were the next secretary of Xuanzhou curtain, you heard that Huzhou beauty was like clouds, so you went to Huzhou for a tour and met a little beauty in red shirt who was only a teenager. They brought the little beauty mother and daughter to the boat to talk about marrying her. Both mother and daughter are scared. You said: it is not to marry her immediately, but to set a date for her marriage. The old woman said: What should I do if I break the contract and break my promise in the future? In less than ten years, I will definitely come here to be a prefecture keeper. If you don’t come for ten years, just marry someone according to your wishes. The girl’s mother agreed. You gave a valuable dowry. In the third year of Dazhong, you were 41 years old, and you won the position of governor of Huzhou. Fourteen years have passed since the time agreed with the mother and daughter of that year. That girl has been married for three years and has given birth to three children. You call the girl’s mother here. The old woman brought her grandson to see her. It is said that you asked: you had promised to marry your daughter to me before, why did you break your promise? The old woman said: the original agreement was ten years, but you didn’t come after ten years. This is why I got married. You took out the Covenant, looked at it, thought for a while, and said: it makes sense. If she is forced, it will cause disaster. So I gave many gifts to the old woman and let her go. For this sad thing, you have to write down a poem named “sigh for flowers” in pain: Since you have gone late for the Spring Festival, you don’t need to be melancholy and unhappy. The wind was dark red, and the green leaves were full of branches. This is your eternal pain. You are really drunk today. The poem Qingming is written by you on the wet pink wall of the hotel. When you were still drunk at your desk, passers-by who came to this shop to avoid the Qingming rain would spread it out. Unfortunately, I don’t know whether they didn’t copy it on purpose or you didn’t add a stroke to the poem. Du Mu went somewhere and later generations argued endlessly about where on earth you drank the wine, there was a lot of noise. Yes, your poem is so clear, but we really don’t know that the beautiful place where apricot flowers bloom is called Xinghua Village, or the pink apricot flowers in this village where there are hotels are blooming. Therefore, some people say that in Chizhou, Anhui province, one year Chizhou also held a commemorative activity to commemorate how many years you have been drinking here; Others said that in Shanxi, Shanxi People said, li Bai and Du Fu have drunk our Xinghua Village Wine, and you Du Mu must have drunk it here; Some people say that in Nanjing, Jiangsu, or somewhere in Hubei, someone is trying to verify this place, he also wrote great works and became a doctoral tutor for this. There were different opinions, but they couldn’t agree. It was all because you were drunk, so were your poems, and so were the Qingming rain and apricot flowers. Later generations were also drunk by the wet Qingming wine, which was so drunk that they were like it (prose editor: drops of ink hurt) the snow disappeared in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Urban

In early summer, the misty rain floating in the sky was caught with a little chill, just like the unrestrained sluice water. With the surging crowd of people, I squeezed out of the station and rushed into this rainy day. Staring around, it seemed like falling into another forest from one forest. The heavy traveling bags were so heavy that they could not stand up, and the numerous buildings made my heart unable to stretch out. Indifferent buildings, like rocks, stand coldly in front of us. Only the traffic and noise in front of us can gently tell the prosperity of the city. I raised my heavy steps, dragged my tired body, and looked at my indifferent faces one by one. Looking back on my hurried figures one by one, how many of them paid attention to the tears in my eyes? Who has ever paid attention to my lonely figure? My heart is like a boat wandering in the sea, drifting aimlessly with the current, without harbor for it, without navigation marks for it. No place in the vast city is my habitat, no goal, no destination to walk, no language, and no care. The noise of the city has nothing to do with me. I only live in my own world, occasionally I despise my eyes, and I repay it with the same eyes, just wandering aimlessly in the streets and lanes. Suddenly, a ragged boy came towards me and felt that he was the legacy of this city. From the bright eyes, it seemed that the innocence was incompatible with his life, this was the first persistent sight I saw in this city. Like me, he lived in his own world without sadness, disturbance, love and hate, and the boundary between life and death, live in a world that people can’t reach. Looking at him passing by limping, walking away gradually, looking at his back crazily. The night was getting thicker, and a faint sorrow streamed across my eyebrows. The cold drizzle did not stop. The bustling street lamp covered the sky with faint faint faint light, and there was a sad loneliness in the dense, and a trace of cold sadness poured out from my heart. Fold the mind into memory, and the endless sorrow has become a wet thread, gradually dispersed in the sad night, floating on the cold street with the drizzle. Holding half a broken pen tightly, I don’t know how to describe the sadness? This night, this world, a lonely shadow is finally hidden by the city lights. In the bustling city, who will pay attention to my tears and want to compose my mood into a song and sing it gently until the dawn. Praise on May 4, 2013 (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

[Powder

Loneliness is like the irregular Frost wind in winter, which strikes you casually, making you feel cold; Loneliness is like a long needle, which pricks you slowly, making you heartache; the smell of loneliness is more like a traditional Chinese medicine, bitter and astringent. However, many people are afraid of loneliness because they have never experienced loneliness. Experiencing loneliness requires enough courage. After a lot of right and wrong, I abandoned the boring bustle and began to taste loneliness. I treat it as a kind of medicine and slowly suffer, letting the rich bitter taste soothe my painful heart. Loneliness has different meanings for different people. For a person who likes loneliness, loneliness is a kind of life; For a person who loves bustle, loneliness is the biggest torture. People with different personalities have different results when facing the same life path, which is my understanding of loneliness. The journey of life is long, and life is also colorful. Loneliness is like a spice added to the soup of life to have flavor. After realizing loneliness, life can be regarded as complete. I am just a person who likes loneliness. When I write, I like the inspiration that loneliness gives me. Sitting in front of the computer, I began to knock these words and let my fingers and keyboard fall in love with them again. I know that I don’t have overflowing talent, and I don’t have the innate ability to arrange words. I just write my emotions silently in this way. In such a life, I learned loneliness and also learned to enjoy loneliness. I don’t know when I began to get used to a person’s life and enjoy loneliness in the bustling crowd. Maybe it is because a person has lived a life for too long and got used to it. I was the only child at home when I was young. I was not good at talking and didn’t want to communicate with others. My elder brother, who is a few years older than me, is the opposite of me. No matter who I am, I can have a good relationship with people, big or small. My parents are also very happy about this. When I grew up, I had always been willing to be alone, sitting quietly by the Riverside in front of the door, watching the river flowing alone. Up to now, I also like to sit alone by the river and watch the river flow eastward. After that, integrate your own feelings into the words. Therefore, I fell in love with loneliness inexplicably, like the feeling of faint melancholy and misty smoke, and like to enjoy one’s world alone. Lonely, a slightly desolate word, she is a bosom friend in my heart. Because when I am lonely, I can talk with my heart, write my heart with words and express my feelings with music. Who is not lonely in life? No matter ordinary people or great men, as long as they stay alone in the dead of night, loneliness will come quietly. The shadow of loneliness lurks deep in everyone’s soul. When I walked into the loneliness of Li Qingzhao, I felt that it would turn into banana rain and light a drop of rain; When I walked into the loneliness of Zhang Ailing, I felt that the string shadow would dance and sigh without words; when I walked into the loneliness of Yu Qiuyu, I would feel the crowd on the ancient Silk Road; Maybe because of the cold heart, I suddenly felt that everyone was lonely, it seems to walk in the lonely world with life. When the night was quiet, only the gentle wind lifted the white window screen. The light blue in the sky was still shining. In the empty room, I listened to my favorite music alone and tasted the indifference. At this time, I can let my heart sleep in the tranquil harbor, and the long-lost warmth will quietly enter my lonely dreamland. If you sleep for a long time in the words, you will find that life is wet, and then you will feel in an inexplicable daze. When I was typing a piece of text, I had already felt the cold loneliness flowing out of my fingertips faintly. In fact, loneliness not only belongs to people who surf the Internet, but also belongs to people who have stories. Everyone’s inner heart hides the wisdom and tolerance of being understood, which is just walking on their own scenic road. Sticking to the past time and rushing out of the abyss of memory, we can be alert and avoid our rebellion. You can also disdain to argue with laymen. You should know that the biggest enemy in life is to defeat yourself. The purpose of our coming to the world is to meet our true self. It has nothing to do with anyone’s encounter, separation and betrayal. This is just the enjoyment of loneliness. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Induced-year-old

I always think that I am not afraid of death. What is death? It’s just a way to live. In Su Shi’s words, if you view it from its changers, then the Heaven and Earth could not be seen for a moment; If you view it from its changeless ones, then things and me are endless. Therefore, when I was suffering from illness, when I was heartbroken, I had the impulse to end my life for countless times. I have thought about taking sleeping pills to sleep forever; I have also thought about stepping on the flowerpot, climbing over the balcony railing and falling freely; I even thought about closing the doors and windows, turning on the gas stove, death was artificially covered with Halo by me, as if it was Death. To me, it was nothing but breaking away from the bitter sea and flying to the paradise, where there was no pain to my body any more, no longer have the trouble of daily necessities, no more disputes and intrusions in the secular world. Only facing the sea, spring blossoms. However, when death was really approaching, I was truly scared. I found that my desire for life was so strong, as if a dying fish was eager for a ladle of water with my mouth open. The experience of death was not what I did on purpose. A few days ago, when I took medicine in the office, the pills were too big. If I was not careful, the pills fell into the air inlet pipe and could not get up, which happened to get stuck in the air pipe, I found that I couldn’t speak out, breathe, and even cough to get it out. At that moment, I looked so helpless that I immediately thought: did I die like this? A living person died at this moment because of a pill? I began to jump, trying to pop out the pills and looking for my mobile phone on my desk. I wanted to send a letter for help, and I wanted to live! I don’t want to die! I thought that my love for him had already been plain or even disappeared, but in fact, this kind of love had been sleeping quietly in a corner of the years without any sound, but at a certain moment, it will wake up again. It may not be as turbulent as before, but it firmly occupies your heart. Just like the oxygen in the air, we seem to be unable to feel its existence, once there is no it, you will be aware of its value. Thanks to someone in the office, my beautiful little colleague saved me. She was also frightened by my actions and ran to me. I didn’t know what happened and I couldn’t speak, it was too late to find a pen to write and tell her that she had to make gestures desperately to let her pat my back. Thank God, she slapped down, the pills stuck in my trachea finally came out, and I was saved. He was not a shining person either. He was as ordinary as any gravel on the river bank, just like me. However, the waves of fate sent him to me. From then on, two stones met each other. We had edges and corners, and there was no need for friction and collision in life, finally, they polished each other’s edges and corners. Now, I am more willing to believe that the years before I was 19 years old are actually waiting for him. In fact, the distance between him and me is not the distance in space, but the distance in time. After a long 19 years, we finally came together. I remembered that he was wronged in front of my parents in order to win the marriage between me and him; I remembered that when he was pregnant, he rode a bicycle to the mining bureau to pick me up every day and went back to the small town ten miles away, no matter it was uphill or downhill, he never let me down; He remembered that he took me to take a walk beside an abandoned railway after marriage, watching the sunset and picking wild flowers; I remembered that he was busy in and out of the kitchen alone, while I was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching soap operas leisurely; I remembered that he was leading me helplessly in the great hospitals in Wuhan, they are all real experiences once, just blown to an unknown corner by the wind of time. I thought I couldn’t catch it any more. I couldn’t find it. But today, after a death experience, at the intersection of sunshine and time, they were blown to me again. I found that time did not rob them, they are still beautiful and fresh. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Truth

Every time I sit there, I seem to see that girl coming to me slowly from the depth of time, with a smile. And I, in a flash, always burst into tears. The truth is so close, the past is so far! Inscription there are many pairs of shoes in the shoe cabinet in the basement. Of course, they are no longer worn. There are women’s, mine; Men’s, husband’s; Children’s shoes, children’s. All kinds of things, like a room of mottled memory, I don’t have any fetishism, just have a special liking for shoes. Even if it is old, it is never willing to throw it away. I always feel that shoes are the closest thing to the Earth, conveying a kind of warmth from the Earth. And each pair of shoes passed through had gone through different roads, leaving deep or shallow traces on the Earth, extending in the depth of time, like tortuous life tracks, there is a feeling of boundless years, unreasonably, which will make people feel a little awe. I think I am a nostalgic person by nature! In my spare time, I often came to the basement by myself, wiping and touching them over and over again. The pairs of shoes that had completed my historical mission suddenly felt that time was over. Every time, my eyes always stay on a pair of shoes. Those are women’s shoes, but they are not mine. That is a strange girl’s shoes, the style is very old, but the upper is bright, and there is no sense of time and dust. It stayed there silently, like a beauty, sighing silently that time was getting old. Zhang Ailing said: among thousands of people, meet the person you want to meet. In thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, there is neither one step earlier nor one step later. When meeting, you can only say softly: Oh, are you here too? I have always believed in fate and cherished it. In my opinion, fate is a destined beautiful encounter in life. As for someone, even something. Even though, after thousands of generations, it is far away from thousands of mountains and rivers. If destined, you will look at each other. Although the surface is calm, your heart is full of twists and turns. Therefore, in my life, I am looking for someone who is destined. So, at the right time, I met a man who was willing to accompany me to watch the long stream of water and count the clouds in the world, and did the right thing; So, I went around, fell in with some hedge between keeps friendship green friends, without icing on the cake, but can timely help. If love is a close-fitting underwear, which gives us the comfort of being considerate, then family affection is a decent coat. In the four seasons of reincarnation, let us know the heat and the cold. While friendship is a simple robe, the thin and Cool World adds such warmth to us. Those shoes, those shoes standing there silently, which did not belong to me, had endless friendship for me! In the winter fifteen years ago, it was extremely cold in my memory. After having a three-year love marathon with my sweetheart, I finally want to enter the Palace of marriage. After comparing several hotels, I finally decided to choose Rizhao hotel to hold the wedding banquet. In numerous hotels, the four-storey building is not luxury, even a little too simple. Subconsciously, love can be gorgeous, but the marriage after turning around is simple. But its unobtrusive and low profile just implies the essence of life. Therefore, Rizhao hotel entered my marriage life as a witness. On that day, in the lobby of Rizhao hotel, “meeting you is my fate” was played cyclically. I wore a white wedding dress, holding my husband, with a smile like flowers. I walked happily through that long red carpet and received the sincere praise from the guests. The bride was so beautiful, the bride was so slim that I shuttled between relatives and friends, toasting frequently, like a white butterfly flying lightly. If it hadn’t happened that little accident, my wedding march would be as happy and peaceful as ordinary people, instead of still flowing slowly in the deep of life till now, initial moved. Most of the guests are from my husband’s unit, and most of them are young people. Maybe because of this warm scene, or because of my too peaceful character, every table toasting, they would come up with strange tricks, saying that they would share the sweetness of our love in public. They both bit an Apple hanging with threads, and quickly took it away when they almost bit it, letting us kiss openly; They pressed a chopstick with the tip of their tongue to get out of the bottle, my husband and I are always happy to cooperate with each other in the test of our tacit understanding. On a happy day, happiness overflows. I hope my friends can share it together. In ancient times, the noble concubine was drunk with various styles. Now the bride drinks one, let’s enjoy the charm of pink face peach blossom. However, I had drunk for N circles, and I felt obviously drunk. Untimely, someone shouted. Strongly of off from. Bride, on a happy day, don’t spoil the scenery. Some young people begin to cheer in good faith. I know that if I drink it, I will get drunk in a mess; If I don’t drink it, guests will not be able to get off the stage under the eyes of the public. Just risk everything, even if you are drunk, life will be drunk this time! Just about to serve the wine, one hand had sent the glass to my lips. Oh, who is so considerate with such diligence. I glanced subconsciously at the hands of the etiquette lady who held the tray for me all night when I toasted. In the dim eyes, I vaguely saw that finger was very long and very white. Looking up, it is a smiling and extremely beautiful face with a natural beauty carved naturally. Maybe I was so busy with social activities that I didn’t notice the girl who was always with me. I smiled at her gratefully, and suddenly found that there were many things in her clear eyes like water. There are anxiety, concern, and a kind of enduring smile. Holding the glass of wine passed by the girl, I drank it all at once, with a awe-inspiring smell. Clap, clap, for my bride’s generosity. Perhaps, almost everyone thought that I would become angry from embarrassment, Even left. And I, at the moment of drinking, clearly tasted a little sweet. To be exact, what I just drank was not wine, but a cup of boiled water mixed with honey to relieve the wine. I was not drunk in the end, but I was obviously drunk again. I was drunk in a silent care in the world. I looked at the girl again. From beginning to end, she didn’t say a word, but her smiling eyes were like an unfathomable lake water, clear as a baby. I don’t know how she changed that cup of honey water for me by accident. I only know that when I drank and persuaded me to drink one cup after another, she was kind, how anxious and helpless I am when looking at me who cannot drink. When the last straw finally crushed me, she finally stepped forward without showing off the mountain or dew. She gave full play to her intelligence and wisdom to make me call the curtain with a smile. The wedding banquet that night was extremely warm because of my undrunk bride, and the guests stayed for a long time. The bride and bridegroom danced together, which made us full of our eyes. When the wedding was coming to an end, someone was still happy. I don’t want to spoil everyone’s fun, nor do I want to regret this wedding party. I know that I can’t retreat anyway. Besides, dancing is my specialty. When it comes to wedding dress, I want to dance with my husband. Just lifted my feet, with a bang, the shoelace broke out inappropriately. For a moment, I froze there. The crowd was noisy, and no one could see my abnormality. Someone pulled me behind my back. Looking back, it was those eyes with water cut. She pointed at the bathroom and motioned me to go there with her eyes. I slowly strolled into the bathroom, pulling my shoes, and she also quickly flashed in. I couldn’t help saying that I took off my shoes and motioned me to change them. God knows how she knows my shoelace is broken. I couldn’t bear thinking much. I changed into her shoes, which were a little big. I was glad to have shoelace. She changed into my shoes. I saw her frowning her eyebrows. As for her, the shoes were too small and a little cramped. I feel a little sorry and enjoy so many good things of a strange girl for no reason. When I just wanted to say something, she shook her head and gently pushed me out. Dinner the climax. Everyone is looking forward to the appearance of the protagonist bride tonight. I have no reason to let everyone down. Subconsciously, I don’t have the heart to let the owner of this pair of shoes down. I felt in a trance that I was just Cinderella wearing crystal shoes. That girl is a fairy with perfect beauty and boundless power. I kept spinning and dancing. Around, applause was like a wave. That night, I was happy and never wary of it; But happiness was bustling. The song ends and the night is deep. Looking for that girl, I can’t find her anywhere. When I asked the front desk, I knew that the girl had left after work. When leaving, I asked the headquarter to return the shoes to me. Looking closely, the broken part of the shoelace has been sewed. The delicate stitches sewed into the girl’s meticulous affection for a stranger. Holding that pair of shoes, there seems to be a girl’s faint body fragrance on the shoes. In this happiest day of my life, I shed tears. When meeting by chance, the kind-hearted girl gave everything to her. True love is like water, love is silent. The girl’s slightly frowned eyebrows and swollen feet were replayed in front of my eyes again and again like the film of a silent movie. In such a cold night, I have a kind of warmth that is transparent to my whole body. There is no love between people, which is close to the end of the world; With love, it is close to the end of the world. In this world, originally, there is no distance that love can’t reach. After asking the girl’s working date, I decided to hand the shoes to the girl personally and express my gratitude to her face. I went to find a girl a few days later, but I was told that the girl had quit her job and left. Heart, a little empty in an instant. Could you just pass by that girl like this? The long-expected friendship is coming to an end before it begins? Heart, a little unwilling. Maybe I was a little disappointed. The girl on the front desk called me back. I found that she also had a pair of considerate eyes. From her narration, I learned that the girl’s name was shuier. In order to escape from marriage, she came here from remote and backward mountainous areas. The city is so big, but there is no place for her to live. Finally, she fainted beside the door of Rizhao hotel in desperation. The kind manager took her in, so she became a Etiquette lady in the hotel. Every day, face life with a smile. Walking out of the gate of the hotel, the girl named shuier was still in her mind. Why did Shui Er leave in a hurry? How is she now? A hanging heart made me enter the gate of the hotel again a few days later. The one who received me was still the girl that day. Before I spoke, she took out a letter to me. The letter is written by shuier bride sister, call you that! I believe that you will come to me again, because we are destined, not only because of that pair of shoes. Sister, you are the first bride I met here. I like your gentle smile and elegant manner. I envy the happiness revealed by your mouth and eyebrows. That is beyond my reach. Sister, when I received this letter, I had already become someone else’s bride with tears. I can’t fight against fate. For the elderly and sick parents and the disabled elder brother, I think it is worthwhile for me to do so. Sister, I bought those shoes with my first month’s salary. I also want to walk on the streets of the city like a girl in the city. But now, I no longer need to walk on the rural land day by day. Sister, leave it to you as a souvenir! Put it on and help me walk the way I want to go. The letter was very long. At the end, shuier wrote: Sister, don’t be grateful to me. When I was desperate, the people in the hotel gave me a place to live and realized that there was love in the world and love in life, which made me learn to be grateful. Therefore, every staff in our hotel would do such a thing, but I just happened to meet it, which could be regarded as a fate! The letter did not leave an address, as if it was a large period of life blank of shuier. I don’t know how I walked home. I just remember that my husband kept asking me, what’s wrong with you? You all right?. That day, my tearful face made my husband at a loss. Later, I put letters and love letters together. It makes me believe that in this world, apart from family affection, love and friendship, there is also a strange fate as unexpected as this girl! Although in a flash, it is eternal. Those shoes, after being carefully maintained by me, were put into the shoe cabinet and worshiped deep in my heart. I have never worn those shoes. Seeing it, my life path will be more and more solid. And I, like that girl, will give roses to others in the future with lingering fragrance in my hands, Face life with a smile, let the time shine like dust and flowers. From now on, I will go to Rizhao hotel with my husband and children on the wedding anniversary every year. Every time I sit there, I seem to see that girl coming to me slowly from the depth of time, with a smile. And I, in a flash, always burst into tears. The truth is so close, the past is so far! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I

I have been dancing all my life. Everyone knows whether I can dance well or not. Outcome? I can’t know until the end. Now, you can only dance to your heart and show your dancing. However, if you want to keep pace with the times, you need to jump out of amazement! Only in this way can we attract more audiences and disturb everyone’s soul. I decided to jump out of the sky and my own excellence. In fact, everyone has been dancing all his life. However, some of them danced very well and were appreciated and applauded by others; While some of them danced just so so so that the atmosphere could not be expressed and there was no applause. No matter how? Dance steps cannot be stopped. Just like our lives, we are jumping all the time. Life is also a process of constant movement and ups and downs. As long as life exists, movement cannot stop for a moment. If we compare sports to dancing, then people do all kinds of postures every day, which leaves a beautiful picture for time. Everyone wants to dance on it! All want to be cheered by people! But don’t you know that everyone’s dance is not smooth, it depends on the weather, the stage and the mood of the audience. When the timing is good, the beautiful dance steps will certainly win people’s appreciation and favor; When the timing is bad, the messy dance steps will not only have no effect, but leave a chaotic impression on people. Therefore, our dance should be timely and moderate. We should grasp the essentials of dance steps and the route of life. Although sometimes there are days of wind, rain, snow and frost weather fusion, there are also times of discomfort and disappointment for the audience. But we should always keep clear-headed, calm and steady, calm and calm, and dance forward with light steps and vigorous bodies! Some people say that everyone is an actor in life, singing and dancing freely on the stage of life. They all want to jump out of their own excellence and sing the most beautiful in their hearts. But things are not as good as people wish! Some people jump high and become famous at once; Some people are ups and downs frequently and don’t know what to say. Some take effect quickly, while some take effect slowly. Sometimes the time comes and goes, and some lives are ordinary and the bad luck is constant. Based on this situation, the only thing we can do in our life is to watch the wind rudder, take charge of the route, step by step, and move forward steadily. Whatever will be. Blessed of course good luck, mei fu of lap of the gods! As long as you dance well in your life, be kind to the time of your life, and take every journey of your life well. Even if you don’t succeed, there will be no regrets in this life! My life is always jumping with the pulse of the times. At first, because I had to adapt to the mainstream of the times, I could keep up with the current situation and move forward. So I have to adapt to the society and do things I don’t like to do. Later, with the development of the times, the opening-up of reform and the need of work, I gradually jumped out of my life dance. Although not very elegant, there is also a little improvement. Now, I can jump alone, with a little eyebrows and eyes, but I still feel that it is not perfect enough, and I also want to jump out of my own day and wonderful. If you want to satisfy your own wishes and realize your lifelong ideal. You have to enrich your soul and dance your life well. This requires me to further learn from others and learn from others’ excellent strengths. Actively exercise your body and increase your cultural knowledge in a planned way. Forge ahead in life and fight in the crowd. In this way, you can expand yourself, jump out of your own Sky, jump out of your own excellence, and fly in the blue sky! Although I failed to succeed in my whole life, without good opportunities and good scenes from heaven, I did my best in my whole life and tried my best to play my role and show my elegant demeanour in the world. Now, I am trying my best to play my own life story. I think I will succeed soon. Even if you do not reach your own desire for other reasons, it will not cause lifelong regret! But I must work hard, be aggressive, and be a good actor who will never fall behind! Bloom yourself on the stage of life! It deserves the gift of life, your own life and the beautiful time. How is the dance going? Whether it’s wonderful or not —— Finally, it’s up to everyone to judge! The only thing I do now is to dance all the time, with the pulse of the times, with the audience’s eyes, Dance, Dance —— I hope to dance my blue sky in the future, dance Out My Wonderful World. Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Life

On the way back to the lab after dinner, students who were ready to leave school with suitcases could be seen everywhere. Those who didn’t pull suitcases were twos and threes, floating around like losing their souls. I raised my head and saw trains galloping from distant places in a trance, singing flute and smoking white smoke, roaring past me and heading for their respective destinations. In this way, I was left far behind, and my figure became more and more lonely in the twilight. After arriving at the laboratory, I found that the door of the laboratory was locked and the whole floor was empty. So I sat down outside and began to browse Dominic Bobby’s Diving Bell and butterfly. This book was finished by his friend with his only conscious left eye after Bobby was paralyzed. On the second day after the book was published, he passed away. A thin book said that the paralyzed body imprisoned in the sickbed had been hiding the soul of freedom. Bobby loved freedom all his life, but suddenly he was like a butterfly locked in a diving bell, only looking at the fresh and beautiful world outside. In the last paragraph of the last article of this book, Bobby said: Is there a key to open my diving bell in the universe? Is there a subway without an end? Which strong currency can let me buy back freedom? I should go to other places to find it. I went there, look for it. Then, he really went to other places to find the key to open the diving bell. I believe Bobby finally found it, and he finally got rid of his diving bell, his soul can finally fly freely. Although we can’t see him, I know he must be somewhere, living the free life he yearned. Throughout the night, the laboratory was empty, with cold machines buzzing in place one by one, and the inner core of the rocking bed was spinning ceaselessly, just like Bobby’s breath-taking soul in the diving bell, bobby is free now. I think the rocking bed is more like my restless soul. The lab seemed to become a little depressed. I stood up and escaped from here, with diving bell and butterfly and Bobby’s free soul. However, where can I escape? Escaped from the laboratory building of reinforced concrete to another dormitory building of reinforced concrete. The diving bell that imprisoned me was neither the body nor these reinforced concrete buildings, but the current embarrassing situation and the overstretched salary. I am definitely not complaining about the current learning environment. How many people are eager to study in Zhejiang University? I remember my mother asked me before whether I had been in school for more than ten years? I replied that life in school was easy and comfortable, and it was not annoying to stay for a lifetime, especially when I was just studying for graduate school and got my salary. After staying in Zhejiang University for more than a year, I met more people and changed my mind. There were so many bright people around me, and I was still at the bottom of the society, I don’t have the simple and worry-free person anymore. Every year when I go back home and see my parents’ gray hair and stooping back, I realize my responsibility. Every time I see friends around me gathering with lovers in another city, I realized my helplessness. The school at this moment has become my besieged city, and the situation at this moment has become my diving bell. I want to get rid of it and do what I want to do in the outside world, to meet the person you want to see. Bobby has gone to another place, and I believe he has gained the freedom he yearned. And I also tried hard to break the cocoon and become a butterfly in my diving bell. This process will not be more difficult than Bobby. What I have to do now is to run hard in every cloudy and sunny day, because life is not only about living in front of you, but also about poems and distant places. I know that in the future, I will definitely thank myself for redoubling my efforts now. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Online shopping

When I retire and stay at home at leisure, I will go up and down. There will always be some time when I face the screen, sit against the window, wander in the vast sea of books, travel around the vast world, be quiet and comfortable, and be tranquil and leisurely. Love computers, Internet, and naturally online shopping. For life and daily needs, you can travel to Taobao and Juhuasuan. You can stay at home and have everything you need. You can avoid the noise of cars and horses and the wind, Frost and sun, which brings benefits and pleasures you. Recalling the first time I met online shopping, I still have a happy memory. I have a good friend who settled in the north with her husband in the 1990 s and came back to visit her parents. It was inevitable for her friends to get together. She often heard her complain about the acclimatization of other places, the discomfort of life, and the local conditions and customs of hometown, delicious food, I especially like the hometown specialty douchi. Every time I go home, my parents always prepare a box of douchi for her early. Several years later, friends and parents passed away one after another. One day, I suddenly received a letter from her, asking me to help send her a box of lobster sauce, saying that under her enthusiastic recommendation, colleagues and friends all fell in love with eating lobster sauce, helpless had to turn to me. Later, with mobile phones and frequent communication, the demand for douchi also increased. It lasted for more than ten years. I can’t remember how many times I sent her douchi. I am like a douchi dealer. A few years ago, she suddenly called and said that there was no need to bother me to send lobster sauce in the future. I was shocked. I didn’t know the reason. She was very excited and proud. She said that she could shop online now. She had bought Liuyang lobster sauce online once, and asked me to try online shopping, repeated online shopping is fun online shopping is a strange noun! Magical noun! Online shopping makes Liuyang specialty, small lobster sauce, travel all over the country and eat in thousands of households. Online shopping solved the life difficulties of friends for decades, and presumably brought her a lot of happiness in life. Since then, I also began to contact online shopping, learn online shopping, and gradually fell in love with online shopping. Every time I open the business website, it is colorful, dazzling and beautiful, which is really pleasing to the eye. Wandering around, carefully selected, looking at one, it is a pleasure; Lock the target, contact customer service, determine the model, quantity, one click to buy, it is a pleasure; Looking forward to delivery, waiting for the package, waiting for waiting, relaxed And Happy. When will the express inform you that your parcel has been stored in the property guard, and it is another pleasure; I can’t wait to open the parcel, Ah! Cheap and fine. If you get a treasure, you will be satisfied. There is also a feeling that you can’t find any place to break through the iron shoes, and you won’t spend any effort. All of them are great joy. In fact, most of the time I enjoy it, it is not necessarily to add the urgent need of life, to make up for the daily necessities, but just because of that love, love to watch the countless beautiful goods, love to enjoy the scenes of surprise when Taobao, I love the joy brought by online shopping. Online shopping not only brings me convenience in life, but also adds fun to life. (This article won the third prize in my e-commerce life essay activity in Liuyang Daily) praise (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) spring snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

University

Bizarre and colorful; Dreams are hazy and real. All living beings in the world of mortals are busy, chasing their dreams. I grew up in a small town near Jialing River, the land of abundance. The sun, moon, stars, rainbow in the mysterious and high sky, as well as the gorgeous morning glow and sunset glow. On the vast land, the clouds and mist floating between the green mountainsides after rain, the cattle and sheep moving on the green hillside, the busy farmers in the fields, the curling smoke on the top of the thatched cottage, and the birds singing in the forest, the Twitter in the water… Everything, like a magnet, attracts my innocent and curious heart. In the family of scholarly families, the noble moral character and diligent spirit of the elders have nurtured me from time to time. So I had colorful dreams in my innocent childhood. And he made an oath to strive to realize his colorful dream. However, the dream of life is dimly uncertain and difficult to grasp. Since the first day I went to school at the age of six, I had a dream of going to college, but it was so difficult and long to realize this dream. At first, I entered a serious life university, and it was not until 12 years later that I was honored to enter the threshold of a real university. Now I still feel the pain of the cangji muscle after recalling it. When I was 17 years old, it was circulated in the campus: when I was admitted to the university, I could not pass the jingle of just riding a hatchwoman. When the sweet dream of going to college was coming soon, that unprecedented cultural revolution storm hit the land of China. Hundreds of millions of people were stunned by this sudden hurricane. What was more unexpected was the young and pure students, who were the first to bear the brunt. The school was closed, and millions of students who were not involved in the world were involved in the whirlpool of great rebellion and series. My college dream with many classmates of the same year instantly became a bubble. Under the strict discipline of my parents, although I was not involved in the whirlpool of rebellion and concatenation, I did not escape the impact of the educated youth going to the countryside to accept the re-education movement of the poor and middle peasants. I was transferred to a deep mountain ditch thousands of miles away from my hometown. The poor and backward living conditions, heavy physical labor, no study time, and even the survival was very difficult, which made people out of breath, there is no dream of going to college. In order not to be buried and to realize my ideal, I resolutely decided to go far away from home and continue to pursue the colorful dreams in my heart. I came to the frontier of my motherland alone and perched in a deserted pasture. Needless to say, the conditions there were worse than the places where I went to the countryside. The reason why I didn’t drift again was that the class struggle there was not so fierce as that in the mainland. I couldn’t hear the deafening slogans and cruel criticism scenes. What is more important is that there are vast and flat land, beautiful grassland scenery and simple folk customs. When I was desperate and almost desperate, it was the prairie that took me in with her broadness and generosity; It was the hardworking, brave, kind and honest Mongolian herdsmen who touched me with their true feelings. From then on, the unique color and fragrance of grassland, quietness and tranquility gradually melted into my lonely, wandering, sad and lonely heart, and my heart began to beat with the melody of grassland. I fell in love with the fertile soil of the grassland, the magnificent scenery of the grassland, the mountain spirit of the waterfall which can sing from the air on the grassland, and the white and beautiful swan in the water of the grass swamp. And the real owner of the grassland, Mongolian herdsmen, is more worthy of my reverence and love. They accompany the grassland for generations, not afraid of the fierce wind and rain, cold and hot heat, bravely confront the harsh climate and contend against the poverty and backwardness; They irrigate the grassland with their own sweat, to repay the grassland devoutly, none of them expected to upload their names in the history of Danqing, and they only believed and gave silently unconditionally. In those miserable days, it was their sincerity, diligence, wisdom and grassland that influenced me, Inspired me and moved my heart to a bitter understanding, I jumped out of a small circle and thought that I was living in a country with a long history of civilization for thousands of years, I am a descendant of Yan Huang with great national spirit and excellent tradition. So I looked forward to the future, made up my mind to live bravely, and made an oath of never giving up without success. Since then, I have regarded the grassland as a living University, grazing with herdsmen; Riding stubborn strong horses galloping on the broad and boundless grassland like green carpet, go to pick up your friend’s bride with the horse team. Eating large pieces of mutton, drinking a large bowl of inferior wine, singing rough and bold ancient folk songs, and turning around immediately; In the Nadam conference, participating in competitions such as Diao Yang and aunt chasing; in the galloping horse group like the tide, throw strong, long hair rope to cover the horse. Although the conditions are hard, I feel happy in the bitterness. At the same time, I didn’t give up my pursuit of cultural knowledge and stayed with books every night. In the low and narrow Mongolian yurt on the desolate grassland, I held several literary works brought from my hometown again and studied them attentively. The oil lamp like beans reflects my lonely figure; The faint light is confusing, accompanied by wind and rain, thunder and lightning, accompanying the moon to welcome the Morning Star; Driving away the loss and melancholy, calling for hope and longing; the boat that guided my life avoided the evil waves and reefs, and gave me one journey after another. In this way, with strong will and perseverance, I worked hard and endured all kinds of sufferings of adversity, and spent ten autumn and winter there. In that melting pot where I lived in the university, I learned something that could not be learned in books. It gives me a new enlightenment and makes me deeply understand: in the vast world, people always feel the hardship and bitterness of life, and many people often lose their direction in adversity, it was because he was confused even what he pursued, so he felt fear, anxiety and nervous, thus falling into the mire of decadence, sincang and even suicide. On the contrary, those who have firm ambitions will experience all kinds of life tastes given by fate, grow up and mature in suffering, and will have abundant gains as long as they make unremitting efforts; as long as you are brave and persistent, you can turn around and go forward in the countercurrent; As long as you are good at judging the situation, you will be calm in the crisis and overcome the difficulties. Buddhism says: one flower, one world, one tree and one spirit probably imply the inspiration and vitality of life. In the university where I lived, I didn’t lament the past years and the precious youth that had fallen; But I felt that I had exercised my firm will and tempered my strong body. Universe functioning. China, the ship of ancient civilization, finally got rid of the profound national disaster, raised the sail to catch up with and surpass the advanced countries in the world, and set sail towards the modern goal with science. When I learned the news that the college entrance examination system was restored, I immediately felt excited and ecstatic. Unfortunately, I lived in a pastoral area with extremely inconvenient transportation, and it was already the third year that I was allowed to take the college entrance examination. With the full support of Mongolian elder brothers in grassland, after careful and intense review and examination, I really got the university admission notice that I had been longing. When I took the long-lost, hard-won and heavy admission notice with trembling hands, I jumped up like a child with tears. The cells of the whole body are like waking up from sleep, the blood is boiling, a brand new and infinitely Beautiful World is displayed in front of my eyes, I feel everything is so fresh and smelly, alive! I, an over-age college student who has gone through the storm and snow of the society, the ups and downs of life and the ups and downs of the world, only when I took the textbooks of more than a dozen subjects, A little silly, intermittent and disjointed knowledge is so strange to I am and profound. When the teacher taught the first class, I just felt the buzzing sound in my ears, like taking a plane and listening to nothing, which made me panic and fear, wondering whether I could continue studying? After fear, I quickly adjusted my mind, strengthened my belief, and gradually adapted to the learning environment. I was eager to absorb all kinds of knowledge, and with a fervent heart, I worked tirelessly, listen carefully, check materials and do homework. I urged myself with the motto that stupid birds fly first. Every day, I went to the classroom first, to the classroom of the teaching building, and to the last one to leave. No matter in cold or hot weather, beside the wall lamp in the corridor, under the street lamp in the campus, I was reading hard in the middle of the night. It seemed that I wanted to take a breath of knowledge like the air in the morning and the fragrance of flowers. Hard work pays off. A year later, my academic performance changed from being behind to being among the best in my class. I didn’t relax because of this, and even doubled my whole body and mind into study. I remember that in order to write my graduation thesis well, I forgot all about sleeping and eating, and spent all day in the library to consult relevant materials. One night, when the library staff went to close the door, she found that I was lying beside the bookshelf. She called my classmates to take me to the hospital. After examination, I had a bad cold and my body temperature reached 40 degrees. University is indeed the cradle for people to realize their dreams. University life is colorful, enviable and proud. I have left university for nearly three or ten years, however, the study and life scenes of more than 1,000 days and nights in the university still appeared clearly in front of me, which made my passion surge and association dance. Year and month flow, the past is long. I realized my dream of being late for college, and I really felt that college was the lecture hall of knowledge, the source of wisdom in life and the turning point of life’s fate. My College Life has laid a solid foundation for me to do a good job in my post and job, and for me to make gratifying achievements in literary creation for the rest of my life, I will never forget the smelting of me by the university all my life, and sincerely thank the teachers for their education and cultivation. Passage of Time. The wheel of history has entered a new century. The great motherland is prosperous and powerful. University students in the heyday are enjoying the university life which has never been seen before. The environment is quiet and the teaching conditions are excellent, you are all young people soaked in sweet water, and you should cherish every minute in college. You should always think of: knowledge is the beacon to guide life, and the darkness of the soul must be driven away by knowledge; Without true talent and practical learning, it is hard to realize even a beautiful dream. If you want to become a useful talent who truly lives in the country and the people, you must learn all the courses offered by the University solidly. Strive to cultivate their noble personality and sentiment, and constantly improve their self-restraint in all aspects. Remember what Dante said: human beings cannot live like beasts, but should pursue knowledge and virtues. No matter you are in domestic institutions of higher learning or overseas famous universities, you are the spoiled child of the times and the future of our motherland. 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