Xu a

I haven’t written for a long time, and there is no reason. The most appropriate excuse is that I dare not face the heart world overgrown with weeds, love comfort and ease, let the desolation expand, and live in the warm sun of myself. At this moment, sitting in front of the computer desk which had not been touched for a long time, the trivial thoughts grew wildly like weeds in this quiet night, and were jammed in the heart without any sense. The blink of an eye has entered May, and time has really shrunk. The days are so repeated that I feel that there is little new idea, but I am unable to change anything. The noise in the daytime can’t be figured out a clear fragment. Maybe it is because of insufficient concentration. Most of the time, I still like to be quiet and quiet. I feel that I have a special taste, facing a certain scene in a TV or a book, I couldn’t help laughing out loud or crying out of sadness. That mood comes from the real heart. When the dialogue only belongs to oneself and oneself, pain and warmth accompany oneself. The sky is very blue, and Blue has an unreal feeling. The blue is as clear as my mellow heart. Walking out of the House, the plants full of eyes bloom quietly. Although it is a little hidden and not as luxuriant as summer, in the charm of this season, people seem to become particularly sensitive and affectionate, and life is always like this, it makes people surprised and surprised by accident, and interweaved with the intention of picking flowers and cutting willows unintentionally. Maybe moving is so simple, happiness is so easy to spread. Walking in the quiet ecological wasteland, it seems to be the first time to find that the scenery here is a different kind of beauty, which makes people enchanted. Wild vegetation dyed my soul, my memory. When most people mention desert, the first thing they think of is desolation and even death. But at this moment, looking at the Green poplar and luxuriant red willow in front of me, my heart was moved. This may be the magic of nature, distant and empty. It seems that there is a kind of spirituality hidden in pure beauty that brings some vividness to the originally desolate wilderness. In fact, there are a lot of scenery around us, each of which has its own unique beauty, but the steps under our feet are in a hurry and ignore them. If one day we can use them so delicately, pay attention to the plump heart, then the scenery will still have infinite beauty. Today, standing in the desert world, filter your soul, and feel a poetic feeling and artistic conception of beautiful picture scroll in purification. At this moment, there is no need to be embellished by poetry and ink. What a wonderful poetic and pictorial song nature has given to human beings. I really felt the publicity of its power! This integrated natural beauty makes the soul seem to touch the pulse of ancient times and feel the weal and weal of our homeland and all things. Willow and poplar are common plants in northwest desert. They love each other like couples in the vast desert. Every season, no matter the wind or rainstorm, they still keep a real charm for themselves, showing the true color of life. The Red Willow blossoms, and the standing euyang adds bright colors to the Gobi Desert, which may be the revelation of the living, indicating that this is not the forbidden zone of life, and interpreting a strong and unyielding spirit. Standing in the red willows, listening to the crisp songs of birds and absorbing the natural breath, it seems to bring people into a natural, harmonious and wonderful dream, looking at this cluster of pink flowers, I can’t help admiring and admiring from the bottom of my heart. These unyielding lives have shown us how colorful the charm is. I would like to have a feeling of being as quiet and pure as Red Willow and Hu Yang. I like to face myself truly and sincerely, with my naked heart. In reality, for us, what really remains and belongs to us is nothing more than wisdom, knowledge and health. Why don’t we pursue a kind of sincere self and enjoy freehand brushwork life in fickleness and nature, because the Four Seasons change repeatedly, every year. Therefore, no matter how ups and downs the waves of the years are, there is no need to be frightened. There will always be moments of wind and rain on the road, but we will still move forward silently, because the soul and time have been bonded together, just like the blue sky, white clouds, Hu Yang, Hong Liu, with the singing of all kinds of birds, the season becomes soft and the air is purified. If you are willing to integrate your soul with nature and cleanse your soul, it will suddenly become spotless and crystal clear. A breeze blows through, and the air seems to be infused with strong feelings of human fireworks. At this time, I would like to make myself happy, listen to a Zen sound from the nature, read a little green, and don’t have to worry about the ruthless carving of the years in the wilderness, when the life accumulated in our souls is abundant and full enough, we will walk in the years with ease and confidence according to the warmth of life, and live with heart like a tree: neither arrogant nor self-abased, always keep a quiet heart. Isn’t this the true portrayal of the life of Red Willow and Hu Yang! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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Lao Teng, I want to marry you. A few days ago, I traveled to Zhangjiajie, Fenghuang, Zhijiang and other places with my company. As expected, as my former colleague said, every scenic spot is picturesque, which makes people forget to leave. The mountain peaks of Zhangjiajie, the natural cultivation of Wulinyuan, the mystery of Huanglong Cave, the night view of Tuojiang River in the ancient city of Phoenix, the grandeur of Dazhai Bridge and the solemnity of Zhijiang Memorial Hall all make me excited, there were ripples in my heart. I am attached to every scenic spot, and every step is calm and comfortable. I was bathed in the clean green and absorbed the rare natural cultivation in the world greedily and deeply. I was extremely excited and suddenly enlightened, I felt that there were words flowing in my heart like clear spring water, and I wished that I could not tap the keyboard to record these flowing words immediately, which proved my true state of mind at that time. In the evening a few days later, I finally got home. I didn’t care about eating, washed up, and hurried straight to the computer. When I turned on the computer, I realized that my “Ordinary World” and “thousands of mountains and rivers” were sealed. In a hurry, the words that had been flowing in my heart disappeared without a trace and had nowhere to find. So, Lao Teng, I want to marry you. If I had married you earlier, this would not have happened. Lao Teng, I want to marry you. I am older than you in terms of age. You should call me sister. Isn’t it the new time to call me sister now? Is sister-brother love also popular? It will be two years since I met you in another month. We should know everything. You know everything I have done under your eyes in the past two years, and I don’t dare to mess you up, but sometimes I am a little wayward, playing a little woman’s temper, you said no one is a bit wayward now. Look at the beautiful and handsome guys, write a few naughty words and complain. This is human nature. In fact, I still envy you. You know all about the privacy of hundreds of millions of netizens, and you are full of your eyes. But now you are still in the mud but not dyed, how admirable! However, I still feel heartbroken to you. You are enduring day and night. When we fall asleep, you still work with your eyes wide open. How hard it is. Therefore, Lao Teng, I want to marry you. It is better to marry earlier than to marry later. Lao Teng, I want to marry you. Before marrying you, I want to ask you a few questions, which is also the woman’s requirement for Lang Jun. For example, it is obligatory to control behaviors that damage national dignity and corrupt personality on the Internet; It is also necessary to eradicate pornography. I want to ask, is it yellow poison to have nude photos of naked men and women, and is it indecent photos to have passionate lovers hugging and kissing? In fact, these can be found everywhere in movies and TV books and periodicals. Of course, some people like it, which shows their love and expectation for life; Some people don’t like it, which is related to the education and concept they have received since childhood. Anyway, our life needs to be colorful and flourishing. These things may be yellow poison in some people’s eyes, because they treat them with obscenity, while some people treat them with artistic aesthetics; Some people see the fragrant body, while some people see gentle lines and strong bodies. Everything has both positive and negative sides. Nowadays, many schools have sex education classes. Can you say that the instructors are abetting crimes? Do you dare to say that the educated will become hooligans? So, Lao Teng, I want to marry you, because you can distinguish right from wrong. Lao Teng, I want to marry you. The night before I went to Zhangjiajie, my thousands of mountains and rivers and ordinary world space were still brightly lit with singing. I really wanted to immerse myself in it. How warm it was. But when you didn’t wait for me to go home, you closed my two QQ doors all at once. How depressed and heartbroken I was standing outside the door, just like a homeless child wandering around. Especially my Dear netizens couldn’t get in. Some netizens mistakenly thought that I had committed a crime, which made me anxious, so they had to make them travel long distances to avoid wind and rain in my “Jiangnan water town, how hard it was, you knew my mood at that time. You told me that you couldn’t do it because there were many netizens reporting it. I don’t blame you or Netizens. It may also be that I didn’t take good care of them or didn’t understand their minds, which made some netizens angry. I remember that when I was young, I often reported all kinds of mistakes of my classmates to my teacher. For example, classmate A fights with classmate B, and classmate D copies classmate C’s homework. In this way, the classmate I report often asks the teacher to stand, Write a review. In fact, I also feel heartache, because I am getting more and more lonely. Later, when I was A little older, I still reported it to the teacher. For example, classmate A helped classmate B with homework, and classmate C helped the neighbors to clean up, watching the teacher praising classmates, my heart is sweet, and I feel extremely gratified. A person’s ideology is formed over the years, and it is not a single day’s work to change. In fact, double-edged sword is a shifting of the psychological, unto others, heart wide to body fat, gifts of roses will fragrance in hand. Each of us has different ideas. Tolerance and understanding are the source of happiness in our hearts. So, Lao Teng, I want to marry you, because you make me more calm. Lao Teng, I want to marry you. In front I am your daughter, I am also charming and tender; I also have the reserve of all women. But I can’t care so much today, I want to say to you affectionately; I love you, I really like you. I remember that I often wrote love letters at the beginning of my love affair. At that time, I was full of passion, passionate in my heart, energetic in youth, as if there were endless sweet words, I can’t remember how many love letters I wrote. However, they all made wedding dresses for my friends and also made several marriages. Now I am very pleased to come here. Today, I want to write my first love letter for my life years to show my love for you. Lao Teng, you have a broad mind. I will snuggle up in your warm arms. I will leave every beautiful figure in your eyes. During this trip to western Hunan, I took a lot of beautiful scenery and put them into your chest. Maybe you have seen it. It seems that you can’t live without you in the future. The wear and tear of time, I can’t make my ears warm and heartbeat as I did in those years. I can only look at you affectionately and write a life without regrets with the keyboard. Today, I finally lose weight and get your understanding. I am very happy. I also become more confident and charming. So, Lao Teng, I want to marry you. It was you who opened up space for me and gave me another Blue Sky, which gave me hope. Lao Teng, I will always love you! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Car off

On February 12, July, the one-week study in Shenzhen ended. Take the K134 train from Shenzhen West to Lanzhou and stop at Lankao station at 12:50 noon on the 23rd. When I heard Lankao station in the carriage Horn, my heart couldn’t help trembling slightly. Lankao, a name admired by people all over the country, is actually a county in Henan province. The reason why people can remember it is that Lankao County and its former county Party committee secretary Jiao Yulu are closely connected. After the car stopped, I tried to look at the stop sign of Lankao station through the glass, but unfortunately I didn’t see it. Five minutes later, the train started slowly again. At this time, I realized why I didn’t go down to see it when the car stopped just now? Even if you take a picture of the station! Looking out of the car window, the green fields were full of thriving corns, which were four to fifty centimeters high, much shorter than the corns in Lanzhou. I immediately thought that the corn in front of me might be the second crop after harvesting other crops? From time to time, we also see rows of poplar trees growing well in the corn field. I couldn’t help imagining the scene that secretary Jiao Yulu led the people of Lankao to govern waterlogging, wind and sand and saline-alkali land in the past in my mind, and trying to find the shadow of Lankao in the field before me, unfortunately, not at all. In Lankao county in those years, two ancient Yellow River roads across the whole territory were yellow sand that could not be seen at a glance; In the waterlogged hollow nests, Cyan ice was formed; On the vast white saline-alkali land, withered grass shook in the cold wind. The harsh natural environment cannot produce food at all. In order to change the appearance of poverty and backwardness, a mass struggle against the three evils initiated and led by Comrade Jiao Yulu was carried out vigorously. In the fight against the three evils, Comrade Jiao Yulu was both a commander and a fighter. He worked with cadres and the masses to sweat. The masses all regarded him as a villager like us. He often opened his chest to relieve his arms, rolled up his trouser legs and worked with the masses. There was as much mud on the masses as there was on him. He often plowed the ground with the masses, sealed the sand dune, planted paulownia, dug the canals …… the rumbling wheel sound pulled my thoughts back to the scene before me. The rapidly receded crops were pleasant and verdant, although they grow there silently, I know that there must be a great soul permeated in their bodies. After more than ten minutes, the bus had already passed Lankao station. Unexpectedly, when the car passed Lankao, it was this trip to Shenzhen that aroused my fond memories of a county or a person. And I can write this article for a beautiful name! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Don’t want

After dinner, I always like to go out for a walk. While walking, I look at it to see if there is a new grass growing out, and see if there are more flowers growing out and chuckled, I am not looking for garbage, I am looking for some little joy! Even if it is the joy of a grass, the joy of a wild flower, the joy of a fallen leaf walking on the road, I always like to look at the gravel piles along the road, and see some flourishing grass emerging there, I looked at her with joy and walked over happily to see some unknown yellow flowers in the weeds on the roadside. I saw her swaying freely, swaying her fragrance and her beautiful life, I kept swaying into my heart to see the pink wild chrysanthemum, which would be like a treasure. I went home and put it in a vase. I sat aside and looked at it with silly joy. It seemed that it was not enough. I pondered, it’s time to buy a stupid clay jar, which is worthy of its taste and the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Susan

Time always goes by quietly. After a long winter, I suddenly look back at the end of spring. In the warm and warm season, the flowers bloom and thank again, and the flowers still bloom again after Thanks. It seems that countless splendors will continue to show prosperity and loneliness every day. Although spring is the loneliness of fallen flowers in the end, it is not like the tragic and painful separation of autumn in the end, which is based on the tone of green, fat, red and thin, and is verdant and dense. In this beautiful season, I really want to leave some beautiful memories with words, but I find that I have not written for a long time and can’t leave a word or a sentence. I always thought that in such a moving season, my heart would be happy with the spring breeze, sprout and Spit green with the spring rain, and shine with the warm sun. I always thought that the beautiful scenery passing by would definitely become a scroll in my life, and then my thoughts would dance with the spring breeze, and splashing ink would become my beautiful memory forever. It was just contrary to my wishes. Looking back on spring, it was already at the end, but my thoughts were messy and blank. I could not live as wonderful as I should, nor could I trace the trace of time. I felt that it was more and more difficult for my mind to be quiet. A kind of inexplicable restlessness filled my heart, covering the whole body tightly. I don’t know which day to start, life suddenly becomes tasteless, life is still passing, but it becomes so disoriented. For a long time, I didn’t put down the noise to see the beautiful scenery of Spring and sun. I didn’t sit down quietly to read a favorite book. I didn’t put down everything for a long time, and then I freely wandered around my favorite prose website, maybe I haven’t sat in front of the computer for a long time and knocked down the words that people like today. The past love, the past heart, the life full of hope, has already fallen into the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals, and can no longer return to the pure beginning. Whether there are too many troubles in the world, which makes me unable to get used to shuttling between lights and wine, and unable to calm down in the desire for money. In these days, every time I turn on my computer or mobile phone, I get used to entering the financial channel to watch the stock market rise and fall, indulging in the imaginary world of red, green and green. All thoughts are only related to the desire for money. The world made up of red, green and green is mixed with many joys and sorrows of life, which makes people unable to get out of the mire. How many times when I was red, I was delighted and spirited; When I was green, I was extremely sad and couldn’t sleep at night, which led to how many confusion of thinking, like a dream, but still firmly believed that this was not a daydream. Buddha said: The heart moves the object, and the heart is quiet, the object is quiet. I am just an ordinary person in the world of mortals, without the spotless purity of Saints. I am in the world of mortals and will not be free from the disturbance of the secular world. How to make my heart quiet, how to make my mind no longer troubled, I may have lost the ability to control, and I can’t let my heart calm down like water. I became a piece of fallen leaves floating in the rapids. From the moment of falling, it seemed that I was destined to drift with the current and float with the current for a lifetime without stability. I am constantly looking for ways to keep my heart quiet, and taste the words that make people calm alone in the quiet place? Or walk alone in the deep jungle to see the quiet beauty of the world? But there is nothing to dispel the noisy thoughts in my heart. Suddenly I sighed with emotion that under Tao Yuanming’s picking chrysanthemum and Gracilaria, I could leisurely see the carefree and comfortable life in Nanshan, the life that man lived in harmony and freedom with the nature, which was the highest artistic conception of life in my imagination. In the face of the complexity of the world of mortals, is it true that only by hiding in the remote mountains and not knowing about the world, can we not get close to the dark and be tempted by demons? There has been no Peach Blossom Spring in the world, and there is no place to find the quiet soil like Peach Blossom Spring. But we still have to survive, no matter in good times or adversity, no matter in prosperity or desolation, no matter in life, no matter in pride or frustration. Money is the source of all evil, desire is the root of heart agitation, and everything is due to inner greed. Facing the temptation of the secular world, I was beaten to a crushing defeat by the demons, and then I lived in a painful torment every day. Only then can we understand that if we are greedy, our life will not be free and carefree, while if we are greedy, our life will be ruined. I think the recent restlessness and the recent pain and suffering are all due to greed in my heart, which makes my heart unable to get a pure and quiet land. If you don’t have the desire to fly and make a fortune, why don’t you forget the money you have earned through hard work? Only by removing the temptation of fame and wealth can you return my pure land. Buddha said: Everything is destined. Money is the same, fate comes, fate goes, fate goes, not greedy when you come, not nostalgia when you go, desire in your heart vanishes naturally, and your heart is naturally quiet and distant, the Pure Land you are looking for will be in front of you. If you want to believe that everything is destined, it is impossible to get something if you insist on it. Therefore, in your heart, you should eliminate greed, understand to let go, give up, and understand the fate of life. When such as spring, life proud arrogant, when like autumn leaves elegant, life quiet beauty ease. I finally understand why in the beautiful season, I can’t see the beauty of flowers, the joy of birds singing, and the intoxicating fragrance of flowers. Everything starts from the heart, everything is greed, and everything starts for indulging the Demons. Master Huineng of the Sixth Ancestor said: there is no tree in Bodhi, and the mirror is not a platform. There is nothing at all, where there is dust, and where there is nothing in the heart, there is no dust. Only in this way can the heart be open-minded. I have gained a lot from the gold rush in the stock market, and it seems that I have lost a lot again. I have lost a good season, a good mood and a warm and quiet world. Gains and losses in life are always relative. If you get something, you may lose something else. What is more important may only be understood by yourself. I have lost too much. In the most beautiful April day in the world, I don’t have the mood to see flowers bloom and fall. On the most warm and romantic day in spring, I can’t enjoy several beautiful articles calmly, the only thing is the tense and empty mood. When you look back on the gains and losses in your life, the dust will settle down. Whether you look at it or not, whether you have nostalgia or not, April will eventually fade away, and the colorful days will disappear in the verdant years. It was the fervor of May that ignited the passion of life, or when I looked back, there was too much loss and emptiness, which made me really awake. Strolling in the verdant of May, a touch of fresh and pleasant green replaced the fragrant season of flowers blooming and falling. The Green in mid-May is so plain, and also so tranquil and pleasant. I feel calm and happy in it. All the colorful prosperity is passing clouds, and there is no need to be stubborn about gains and losses. Plain and plain heart is the most eternal color, and life with a plain heart will be carefree. The Green in May is an ordinary color, while May is the most vibrant color in all seasons. I want to live a life like the vitality and flying of early summer. I don’t know if it is a little extravagant and unreachable. Or this is because I have already been tired of the tedious chores, and when I meet a touch of plain plain, I am deeply moved, which makes people yearn for it. Everything is thought, annoyance is caused by heart, inner greed and prosperity will suffer in fickleness, so in the hustle and bustle, they yearn for peace and simplicity. If you are simple and indifferent to fame and wealth in your heart, you will be quiet and far away, leisurely and carefree in the fleeting time, return to plain, return to quiet and simple life is the life you really know. In early summer, abandon those so-called fame and benefits, change life into elegant plain color, and live the plain years like the scenery in May. In early summer, we welcomed a wisp of breeze in our hearts, bathed in the dirty soul, and walked towards the brightness of May to the tranquility and freshness of May with the posture of a Lotus. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

To sprinkle

Summer, in this way, the water in my body was evaporated and my mind was extracted from the characters. I was like a withered grass, separated from the support and lost the spirituality. These two days, I felt a little flustered and bored. I felt uncomfortable when I saw anything and was upset when listening to anything. Even the mobile phone that I was reluctant to leave my hand at ordinary times and the words that I was reluctant to discard, I don’t want to see it, and I also want to be left out. Early in the morning, dazzling sunlight penetrated through the glass and threw the hot heat into the room. The air conditioner had been on for a whole night, so I didn’t want to make it tired any more, and it was time to change the air. So I opened the window and had a conversation with the sunshine in this Midsummer. Whenever the season changes, I can’t help thinking of the distance, and some emotions will grow unreasonably and undisguisable, just like a clear dream pouring out of desire constantly. Everyone has a page of heart-moving story, which will be ups and downs in his fingers, in his heart, into tears flowing in his eyes. Maybe it is a slight sweetness, maybe it is the so-called sorrow. Standing on the stage of the soul and singing a monodrama, those unreconciled to be deceived by the clouds and rain, insisted on presenting that old dream to the cold and desolate days. Suddenly, I remembered a sentence Xu Zhimo once said: I would look for the only link of my life and soul, get it, and I will be lucky; I will not be ordered. I am the one who has been looking for the soul to depend on each other, and I have been searching hard. In this world, there are always some things that I will think of casually; There are also some memories that I can’t forget even when I have white hair. No one knows what can be cut under the fallen leaves? No one understands what is contained in the branches of summer? Or there are two possibilities for everything, maybe everything is a sad feeling curled up by loneliness, or everything is caused by retribution. When the memory opened the gate again, the clear tears were lost again. The seemingly true intoxication was my lonely haste and my wishful depression that had passed for so long, why do you always fiddle with this string? Alas, one day in your mind can you clarify the fleeting time of the wrong spectrum. Some things, too addicted, will evolve into a habit, which will quietly copy and shake off quietly in some casual and idle days, not for confession, it is not for the memory, but for the most beautiful warmth that I never forget. How good it would be if the earthly thoughts were only hidden in the length between fingers; How good it would be if the old things could dry up the pain in the heart; If, the innocence in the bottom of my heart, how good it would be if I could rely on it in silence. It was not until the years turned around that I suddenly found that the fragments scattered all over the floor were just beautiful ambiguity and narration alone. Just imagine, if we could hold half a cup of Qinghuan and watch the fireworks and colored glaze quietly, we would not have the superposition of cold and warm today, and we would not have the pain and heartbreak today. After the prosperity and attachment had been a cloud of smoke, every time I wept when facing the wind, every time I looked across the sky, it was the silence of time quietly, and the outline I left after trying my best. Who will pay for me? Flowers bloom and fade, which is destined to be the cycle of seasons; After all, prosperity is the desolation of life. If we don’t separate, is it the final perfection? If we don’t meet, is it the absurdity of no memory. Maybe, life really needs a little muddled meditation; Maybe, life really needs a little detachment of swordsman. Wei Tuo on the throne of Lotus, in real life, will also have joys and sorrows. Everything is only self-crossing. Zhang Ailing said: life is a gorgeous robe covered with lice. Yes, how can this materialistic world not be? How can this world of comparison between true and false not be? So, don’t complain, don’t be addicted, clean your eyes, control the walking scale, control the temperature of half-flavor fireworks, and face everything calmly with real images, use pure simplicity to dominate your heart. No matter it is the origin or the end of the fate, no matter it is the depth of the fate or the shallow fate, you should deal with it calmly. If you smile, you will be clear and peaceful. The breath of summer is so hot, as if the whole blood is running through the hot air, which makes people breathe blocked. Weather report today said that maximum temperature or 37 ℃, also don’t know this is row several 37 ℃, feel temperature suddenly channeling to 37 ℃, stopped at 37 ℃. See 37 ℃ such number could not help but think of about 37 ℃ text, mind began rampant moment, I finally understand, why some palpitation, why can’t breathe, are this summer heat wave provoked woe, are these 37 ℃ was of the hook. It is said that women who like words are lonely, so lonely that they are unsociable and pray for the best. When she was lonely, she would take words out to dry, and hide in the corner to show others easily. Xue Xiaochan said: This crowd is water. Scattered loneliness, while fish are still lonely. Because fish knew that if she swam there, she could not swim in another person’s heart. She must learn to share loneliness alone and sing alone. I think I am the fish. If I can stay away from loneliness, I can be as charming as flowers to the extreme. If I had regret medicine to take, I would not put those things in my heart stubbornly, and would not let them stay in my body and spread arbitrarily. Only when a person is strong can he never forget. I have to learn to be strong. No matter it is bright or sad, it is a determination that comes down after passing through my life, an interpretation of my mind after the surging of dark fragrance, and a peremptory scene left after a magnificent turn. Therefore, we should: let go with free and easy attitude, and be open-minded with smile. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Confused

Over the years, I have been in a nominal leisure position in the company. Although the economy is not very affordable, I still spend my whole life compared with some colleagues, even a single person can’t get a seat. It’s a little stronger. In those years, when I just squeezed into the leading group of the company, the top leaders made troubles for me, bullied me and suppressed me. I endured it in principle during that time. Now I think about it, I feel that I am a bit of a man’s ability to deal with the world. I have a good mind, a simple mind, a straight-minded character, a straight talk, a quick handle, and no chance for people to gossip about corruption and bribery. So over the years, I have been straight-minded, the public praise among some employees is also quite good. Based on this, I, a party worker, can be proud of myself in the dense haze working environment. Over the years, let alone the members of the company’s leadership team earn a lot more than I earn money, and all aspects are more economical than me, that is, those middle-level cadres in the company who come to work and have real power, the money I earn every month is much more than my salary. To be honest, sometimes I think about it and feel very upset. I just think about it. The salary and bonus paid by the team members of the company are almost the same as mine, why do they dare to wear brand-name clothes openly, wear gold watches, buy a car, buy a house and make a fortune? What’s the matter! But I calmed down and thought about it. When I was wandering around, I figured it out again. My head didn’t hurt any more. If it hurt, it didn’t work. If it was general, wouldn’t it hurt. For a real person like me who can be shot on the ground, it is a good thing to clean his hands and feet. No greed, no occupation, down-to-earth, do some work in a cool manner, will not cause trouble to yourself at any time, even if the police whistle on the road at midnight is so loud, I will still sleep soundly in the Peach Blossom garden and have beautiful dreams. What is worse and weaker than this kind of small life! In today’s society, in a company with chaotic management, we can see that we encounter some unfair and unreasonable things, even if we clearly know that we have suffered a big loss and our heart is unbalanced, we should also try our best to restrain our emotions and learn to balance our mentality. Otherwise, it is hard to do your own work and live a hard life. Besides, the various gray incomes of those kinds and categories are the things that I am not ashamed of in my life. To put it bluntly, be a pure person, do things cleanly, be quiet in your heart, and live comfortably. My wife every month open a thousand children ba bai wages, every month I can collar a 1000 or 2000, holidays when bring some bonus, still could afford kids through college. Although the family doesn’t have a penny of deposit and lives a tight life every month, they don’t have to worry about eating, drinking and wearing every day. They live a smooth and warm life. Our house is an old-fashioned one built more than 20 years ago, which makes people look not so good from the appearance. But indoor water, electricity, heating, gas, closed circuit are complete, daily life is quite convenient. In addition, there is another biggest advantage, which is that it is very close to our company. You can walk into my office within three minutes. The wind can’t blow, the rain can’t rain, and the sun can’t shine for years, I have enjoyed myself in these years. Although our house is a little old, it is quite quiet in a single house, and the interior decoration is simple and elegant, which is quite in line with my taste, especially my ecological fish tank, there are tropical artificial waters all the year round. Colorful immortals, torches and blue robes play among the green aquatic plants and majestic rocks. They show their elegant demeanour and make people relaxed and happy. Over the past few years, after dinner every night, I like to sit on the sofa tasting green tea, smoking cigarettes and watching those tropical fish that have been raised a little bit spiritually in the ecological fish tank leisurely for a while, I often have imagination in my mind and make some wonderful dreams with my eyes open. During work, I read idle books, read newspapers, practice calligraphy, write blogs, chat with bloggers, and do something every day. Colleagues came and friends arrived. They chatted with each other in the vast sky. When they got excited, they went to the hotel to have a few glasses of wine and fainted. Life is free, work is free, what else do you want! If I am not satisfied any more, that kind and generous Buddha will be angry with me. Today, I was in a good mood. No one came to the office to talk with me. So I turned on the computer and knocked on the keyboard with both hands, talking nonsense with myself. It’s good to talk nonsense with yourself when you are idle and bored. After the article was finished, I sat quietly in front of the computer and read this little thing just released several times silently. The more I read it, the cooler my heart became. After a while, I felt cold all over my body. Hey hey! My God! How can my thoughts be so vulgar? How could it fall into this spiritual situation? Is this person still Ji Cheng? Where are his party spirit, his ideal, his pursuit and his lofty sentiments? Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fleeting Time

A person, reunion with the long-lost music in the past. The music is always so exciting. Or lift a piece of tenderness, or a period of heart injury. I was tempted by my memory pouring like a waterfall, following the shadow of time, with music, crying silently and loving my heart quietly. I know that my emotions have always been so fragile. I like all sad music, sad but beautiful. The rain outside the window keeps falling down. The poems in the works are jumping in the rain under the notes. There are always too many unspeakable words walking between the lines and becoming memories in life. Time faded away all the past gradually. While lamenting the passing of time and the vicissitudes of life, I gradually understood that simplicity is happiness! Ordinary people will be happy. So let go of all the worries and burdens, let your heart be tolerant and broad, and learn to face everything in life calmly. I continue to feel in the music, continue to be intoxicated and carefully remove the floating dust in my heart, carefully dig out the loneliness in my heart and the pursuit of simplicity in my heart, and mature grows beautiful in silence, the Restless Heart gradually became peaceful in silence. Knowing each other and knowing each other is a kind of fate of life. It has nothing to do with the wind and moon, but a kind of spiritual agreement. Standing outside a certain distance, it conveys the most sincere blessings, no matter how the years change, always keep unchanged. I like to boil a cup of fragrant tea in a silent attitude, and taste life lightly in the faint tea fragrance. I don’t like to participate in anything, and I don’t want to know much. I am willing to hide in my own world silently, reading books, tasting tea and playing the piano. Write a few sentences if you have inspiration. There is no extravagant demand, it is good to be casual, and life is lazy, free, comfortable and quiet. Maybe plain is the true meaning of life, but I think occasionally a little sadness is also a kind of beauty in life. Just as I like the light orchid, I savored it carefully and found that the extraordinary Orchid will also immerse in the light sadness, which is a kind of elegant posture and a kind of tranquil mood far away from the secular world. It is also a kind of mature beauty! Only when you are mature can you understand sadness, and only when you are mature can you understand the warmth of feelings. Only when you are mature can you understand the most beautiful emotion and sex, can you have a quiet state of mind! Everyone is busy and has something to do. I seldom visit friends, and QQ hardly answers their questions. It is neither leaving nor boredom. Because of a lot of inconvenience! Peace of mind does not mean forgetting friends. True friendship is forever and pure. Friends are always in the heart of tranquility and elegance, not in the mouth. If you don’t understand, the time is moving, the days are passing day by day, and the title pages of the book are turning over the Sun and The Sun, and the flowers bloom and fall. How many beautiful scenery can make people feel excited and fascinated, and make people stay at last, but it is like a meteor, passing away in a flash, leaving only a beautiful trace on the gray of life. But it makes people enchanted, fragrant, strong, and real friends. It is like a warm song, which is either high, low, elegant, or wonderful true friends, it is mutual care, equality and mutual assistance, a tender feeling, a wish, an understanding, a selflessness, a nature, a concern to let each other return to nature, retrieve the value and meaning of life. Time passes through the boundless sky, taking away many of the truest and purest dreams. Facing the ups and downs given by life, I gradually became silent and speechless. I liked the quiet life and smiled calmly at the spring flowers and autumn moon. Alone, I always like to make a cup of light fragrant tea and get drunk. At that moment, it seems that time is stagnant, quietly letting the fragrance of tea sweep away the floating dust, therefore, my mood was washed in this tea, making myself more quiet and calm. I worked overtime on weekends and joined the world of mortals. I tried my best to do it. Whenever and wherever, I will be quiet in my own world, watching everything coming and going, and smiling calmly. Then close your eyes and play a piece of music you like, enjoying a unique comfort in the melody. Smart some purity that has nothing to do with the world, and silently bloom the quiet beauty belonging to oneself. Don’t be happy with things, don’t be sad with yourself, calm a state of mind, free and easy, a wisp of fragrance. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Bashan

Author’s inscription in 1978, Xiangyu Railway was opened to traffic. Bashan public works guidance area, which is located in the hinterland of Daba Mountain at the border of Sichuan and Shaanxi and has an average altitude of 808, was established. The precious spiritual wealth which has been well-known throughout the country has been created through more than 30 years of working practice, which is the Bashan spirit with the connotation of hard work, selfless dedication and pragmatic innovation. This is my second visit to Bashan. In November, 2013, I went to Bashan to study for the first time with my friends. This time I took part in the activity of visiting the birthplace of Bashan spirit which is famous all over the country and then went to Bashan. One thought, one feeling, one spiritual sublimation. When the car is driving on the wide and flat highway, what comes into view is more and more green and high mountains. Ziyang railway station, the third-class station in bashanli, is just around the corner. Ziyang county in Shaanxi province is known as tea village, GE village and Orange Village, where mountains are interlaced and rivers are densely covered, forming the landform feature of three mountains, two rivers and one field. There is Qinling mountain barrier in the north and Bashan Mountain barrier in the South, which is known as Qinba Mountain color, Han river scenery and tea village style. It has both north and south styles and combines Qin and Chu charm. Regardless of enjoying the scenery along the way, I couldn’t help feeling excited again. What about Bashan today? If you go to Bashan Mountain for the first time with curiosity, this time must be a devout heart; If the first time is to take a cursive look at flowers, this time must be a deep exploration of the connotation; If the first time is to be moved on your face, this time it must be deep feelings hidden in my heart; If there were not many if, with deep friendship and infinite admiration for Bashan people, I walked into Bashan again. In Bashan, I watched the TV feature film “The Soul of Bashan West Iron Man”, and had a deeper understanding of the hard struggle history of generations of Bashan railway people. I visited the Bashan Cultural Square, the second road of entrepreneurship, the ecological garden, the Bashan honor room and so on successively. I carefully tasted the graphic materials and historical objects, and felt the hard working environment of Bashan, the optimistic spirit of the staff, the colorful corporate culture and the mental state of all the staff in Bashan who cherish honor and are willing to add luster to Bashan, etc. Along the steep steps, with reverence, I came to Bashan Revolutionary Martyrs Cemetery with you to cherish the memory of the martyrs who built the road. Here, the railway line passes through Daba Mountain, winding and circling around thousands of mountains and valleys. The natural environment is extremely harsh and the production and living conditions are very difficult. However, I have seen such a group of railway people who stick to their posts and are indomitable; They advocate faith and are willing to give; They are positive and strive for perfection, with the simplicity and toughness peculiar to railway people, this steel passage in Daba Mountain is always guarded. Faced with steep mountains, fast-flowing rivers and tough environment, they stationed at ease without complaint or regret and composed touching and beautiful movements with firm and optimistic feelings, there were many euphemistic songs. If the understanding of Bashan spirit in the past was to stay on hard work, the children were tied to the head of the bed, the mother was tied to the bridge, and generations of Bashan people worked hard, stuck to and endured loneliness, there has been no accident in guarding the railway bridge for more than 30 years; And this time I have a new understanding of Bashan spirit. Bashan spirit is not only for railways, but also for the whole country, bashan spirit is the concrete embodiment and vivid practice of socialist core values in the new era. Someone once said: if the spirit is rich, life will not be empty; If the mentality is optimistic, the temperament will not be depressed; If the heart is stable, the thought will sublimate. Two trips to Bashan are the most precious experiences in my life. The car gradually moved away from Daba Mountain and headed for the bustling city. My heart was still turbulent and difficult to calm down. I don’t know whether the shocking Bashan spirit deeply touched me, or whether my heart has been left on the holy soil deep in the mountain. Bashan people, facing the lonely valley, stay away from prosperity, endure hardship, live peacefully and selflessly, but why can’t we be silent in our daily impetuous mentality? Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

A read

Life is the rush of mountains and rivers, the obsession of all the dust, how many love and hate mixed past, the clear years, the desolation of eyes, it is just a moment of staring at me when I am at a loss and tangled in my heart. There is no need to panic or look around. If you know how to put it properly, the unhappy factors will wander around and find no direction. Winter is cold, and there is sunshine, which penetrates through the blocking of glass ice. It is warm and shining. Outside the window, large tracts of bleak scenes begin to be released everywhere, gradually spread out the cold gas field, everything was dormant, and all the Green seemed to stop growing. Frost fell, arrogance, cohesion of mind, unable to spread wings and fly. Living near the window, taking a touch of warm sunshine in winter, lightly holding a cup of tea, nourishing the heart, cooking words, grinding ink, the fragrance of years, and warming into poetry at the fingertips. Everyone has his own color. No one should care too much, sigh with emotion, and do not need to interpret the small mentality of various guesses, we should know how to stay away from some fragile and sensitive hearts, only in our own city, abide by simple and pure existence, do not need to rely on others’ arrangement, and use gentle heart, go to wash the card of fleeting time. The distant mountain is the wind, and the near water is the moon. Try to stand yourself in a soft posture in the wind and moon of fireworks. The world of mortals is the deepest ocean. All kinds of affection are warm in the eyes of the four seasons. How many overlaps of fate are there, and how many emotional entanglements are forgotten, passing through temptation, bypassing the fence wall, heart, fortunately, I didn’t lose my way. I have been staying here for a long time. I will have your memory and taste it repeatedly. Every day, I tried my best to unite my mind and let a few lines of thin words open gently. Sometimes I was happy, sometimes I was crying silently, which were all small emotions without comfort and profound meaning, there is no need to guess jealousy, just for a piece of inner comfort, to cover the wind and rain of the fleeting years, if, you smell the path in my words, no need to be curious to hide, just remember, there are some happy melodies waiting for you in this half acre square inch. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…