Indifferent

In the magnificent and rolling historical flood, in the historical process of changing dynasties in the last thousand years, there were countless heroes and heroes. Great leaders judged the situation and made great efforts to twist Qian Kun to be all-powerful and prominent for a while. They are a generation of Tianjiao, who have repeatedly built extraordinary achievements for building a hegemony. They managed to win a decisive battle thousands of miles away, and their fame was widely spread by the world. There are also countless fierce overlords who kill and kill people for vested interests, causing blood rain and wind to kill people in countless places. Although they enjoy all the prosperity in the world, they have also become the eternal sinner’s legacy. With the loss of time and the washing of time, they all disappeared from the ground. At that time, although they were also eminent and proud. But in the long river of history, they were just passers-by who came and left hurriedly. At most, they raised a fleeting spray. Throughout the world, laughing at life, no matter you are a remarkable great man or an ordinary nobody, you come to this world for more than 36,000 days and nights at most. The whole life of a person is full of twists and turns. Why do you strive for strength and fight fiercely? What’s wrong with everyone living in peace and enjoying life? I am a layman without lofty and selfless realm. I just want to live an ordinary life. I only want to be healthy, healthy and safe, not to be rich and expensive. I think we can’t change the current situation of society, but we can plan our own life, adjust our mentality and change our cognition. Someone might ridicule me, and I was originally a bird who had nothing to do with the world. Why should I act as a swan? Although history is written by people, it is composed of every social unit. And each social unit is a big stage with undercurrent surging competition and fighting. Regardless of the past, present and future, officialdom, workplace and shopping malls are battlefields without smoke. Some people played Qiankun at the banquet with the sun and the Moon on their desks, and they climbed to a high position by taking advantage of everything. But because their motives were not pure and greedy, they were put into prison and became prisoners. Some people fought for a prominent official position all their lives, but seeing that they were isolated and wounded, they not only sighed, but also regretted that it was too late. There are also some people who are rich and well-known. They can’t help feeling sorry for the short life and being dragged down by the money that can not bring death or death when they see that they are tortured and hollowed out by the life. There are also some people who speculate and engage in business, and their mental skills are not correct. As a result, people spit on others for hurting themselves and hurting themselves. Everyone in the officialdom shopping mall in the workplace is trapped in the whirlpool of competition. For the sake of life and family members, they are all fighting and giving. The tense and depressed environment makes them overdraw their youth and their healthy bodies. They are not old and early, they are too tired to live, and they are unable to cope with it. In fact, they pay too much attention to vanity, and they can’t see that behind the flashy and glamorous things is hard work and the cost of life. These people often find thousands of reasons to defend themselves, and they are afraid of being looked down upon by others, as if they are living for others. In fact, it is not. This is a matter of mentality and a matter of life outlook. Although we insignificant little people also stand on the stage of society, we are too tiny and too obscure. When we walk into the crowd, we will soon be submerged in the crowd. Although we live at the bottom, we can have no fight with the world and have a peaceful mind. Holding a good book in hand and sipping a mouthful of fragrant tea, you will feel infinitely comfortable and leisurely. A bowl of sauce soup, a plate of small dishes, a pot of wine, and I didn’t know why. Our satisfaction is insignificant but we can enjoy ourselves. Sitting under the flowers and concentrating on playing a little song, listening to the song and enjoying the flowers without thinking or thinking, you will enjoy it. We can set up a drawing board under the shade of the tree, wipe the dots and pile up the colorful colors on the paper. We don’t want to be famous but to stretch our feelings and cultivate our sentiment. Leisure standing on top sing a song, narcissism self-appreciation. Or several bosom friends talked with each other, talking with each other, talking with each other in the vast sea and sky. Or go out for an outing with your family, laughing all the way, singing all the way, spreading joy all the way. Saying goes contentment. Although we are relatively poor, sometimes our life will be stretched. However, we feel at ease in poverty and calm in poverty. When the police car roared past, we would never be frightened and uneasy when the police visited us. We were Frank and aboveboard. We are Beggars of Life but spiritual millionaires. As every one of us, we should be indifferent to fame and wealth. This is not to say that people do not want to make progress but only seek pleasure. But to face life correctly. If you are talented and ambitious, you should create wealth for the society and make the greatest contribution to the people. But we should adjust our mentality, love our own job, do things carefully and seriously, and be frank and honest. Whether you are poor or rich, don’t compare with each other or be jealous. Set your mind straight and live your life every day. A hard work brings a harvest. Only when you look down upon everything and see through your understanding can you feel at ease. There is a saying in Buddhism that is very thorough and philosophical, that is, it should be your natural coming, not yours, you will lose even if you try your best to get it. Often some people are too clever to do everything they can, which will kill Qing Qing. Zheng Banqiao spoke well and was rarely confused. I was a little confused about small things, so I had to make people from time to time. Although it seemed that I suffered some losses, what I got in return was much bigger. A person has a good reputation, which cannot be exchanged with money, and it is a priceless treasure for you to enjoy your whole life. It is more important than getting a large sum of money. Contributor: Zang Qiying Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) spring snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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The dream

Time is engraved on the past, and whether the persistent dream ripples due to the quivering between dribs and drabs. The passing time, the passing warmth, the cyan sky, the clouds and haze have already disappeared, a dream of wind, flowers, snow and moon. Whether you are overlooking the distance now with your sad eyes. Whether the imaginary wings are still soaring persistently in the wind. Whether the trace of love has already changed its appearance. Tears in eyes, people in missing, thousands of promises, whether they have fallen flowers and become flowing water, the heavy footsteps have been held for thousands of years due to a beautiful dream. The fireworks across the bank were flourishing like the golden years; The sunshine after the rain and the gathering and scattering Dykes unconsciously made ripples of dreams. In the reincarnation of deep and shallow fate, the love thought held up by both hands, let the lead shine, without any regret. In that colorless night, the wind quietly knocked at the window lattice. I couldn’t be calm in my heart in the dreamy obsession, maybe it was just a grain of sand and a wave in the sea. The rivers and lakes of wind, flowers, snow and Moon have hesitated, expected, gained and lost. A period of past, a shallow emotion, but unfortunately cooled down to the end can only be interpreted with a once, with a calm to cover. What can the short ripples of dream be counted? The Long Song laughs at the sky, seeing the light of tears, the sadness in the bottom of my heart, the ripples of dreams, but only the innocent eyes are hanging on my face. When life responsibility becomes the leading role, where can the dissolute soul truly find the placement of soul? Where will the ripples of dreams get temporary peace? I couldn’t help asking lightly, why did the original heart that was once hot become so slim now? Is it because the hair has never been white, the beauty has never been old, or because of the agreement that can never be realized, let oneself trudge and wander alone in the misty and rainy south of the Yangtze River, does it seem to be at a loss? The persistent dream stepped on the unpredictable lines in the fate. Even if the journey fell many times, it would not be annoying that he walked out of the immature past, what can the short ripples really be? When all the memories are deeply locked by the misty rain, which can’t be worn through and can’t walk out, I want to borrow a few wisps of misty rain to hide myself deeply in this mysterious country of poetry garden, but faith involuntarily made me try hard not to forget the dream. The soul is on the shore, the soul is stranded, and those little regrets and feelings in the heart will be like the lotus on the soul. Every night, it will always be occupied by some wet feeling and light up the ripples. In the silent season, though Misty and rainy, the world of mortals has fallen, hiding in the cool breeze. Those poetic, pictorial and true words, somehow, are totally different from what I thought and what I saw. Just like this fairy tale that can’t stand the test of time, it is getting farther and farther, getting weaker and weaker. No longer sentimentally attached to the road that came, all the sentimental past, persistent dreams, casual chatter and lost tenderness. Then whether it is just because of existence, but because of concern. Whether it is only because of persistence that it ripples. Whether the passing years will one day never find the traces of the past and the traces of the past. Hey, what can the short ripples of dream really count? A few photos of childhood, the time painted with bright ink, the past and drizzle were finally just a disrepair Chen Huang paper painting, which was scattered in the wind with a slight touch. Just like the ending without a beginning, who still remembers who is the past and who is the paradise of his life. After going through the ups and downs, when desperate to retain, the so-called Freedom, the so-called good life, wake up now, is it really the Concord dream? How can those persistent dreams and short ripples easily smooth the rough times and the yearning for a better life. On a windy night, the corners of my eyes were a little wet. I can’t bear to see that piece of dead leaves rushing to fate without any purpose. What about the short ripples of holding dreams? Whether it was just a short time to stand on the shore of life, when watching the scenery on the other shore, it was just like those flowers, which opened and thanked, and those lights turned on and off. Reaching out and touching the fragile years, the deeper the memory is, the heavier the injury is. However, those memories stranded by time can only be wasted endlessly and disappeared endlessly. It’s OK in the depth of the season, I’m intoxicated with the fragrance of flowers, I’m sitting in the warmth of life with a handful of sunshine, let the ripples of dreams flow under the tip of the pen without hesitation. Sitting at the stern of youth, looking back at the scenery of the bow, the trees on the shore and the people on the shore will all sail far away one by one. Perhaps the only thing that has not changed is the direction of life, that brave and persistent heart. No longer obsessed with the scenery of the past, no longer obsessed with the impossible dreams of childhood, lost things, maybe you should give up, pick it up, in fact, has changed the taste, changed the mood. Don’t laugh, don’t make trouble, there is a faint fragrance of flowers in the memory, butterflies dancing, and the crisp and pleasant voice of the bird, but at this time, you are invited to enjoy this happy time involuntarily and secretly. The ripples between dreams can only stay in the heart pond calmly. Then gently wave goodbye to the moon full of febrile diseases and quietly hold hands to bid farewell to that vague nightmare. Maybe I just thought for a while, disturbing the past, the vanished past. Hiding in the depth of time, I walked into the same country and the same heaven again after a short ripple of dream? Even though the thorns in the front are full of roads, they will hurt their own loose bodies, the red covered by buried flowers and the sadness held by the moon are just passing away with the wind, how can they easily stop them? The ripples of the dream, the short confusion, the distant distance, but at this time, I am no longer confused because of the persistent yearning. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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I only

I want to go far away, travel and wander. I just want to be alone, carrying my luggage and quietly stepping on the journey to find my paradise. Years are quiet, I just want someone. Leaving the hustle and bustle of traffic, stepping on every inch of the land I ‘ve been longing for, sucking every breath of elegance and quietness, watching the eagle hitting the sky, watching the fish flying in the shallow bottom, gently closing my eyes, enjoying the quietness of the years flowing peacefully, inward-looking, not involving red, sit-Mo, waiting flowers. Shaohua goes by, I just want someone. A person strolls under the moonlight, imagining the mystery of the night sky; A person leans lightly on the ancient tree until the first leaf on the tree turns bright red; A person stands quietly in the rain, listening to the slight rain telling the ancient myth of Jiangnan. Listen to music alone, watch plays alone, perform by yourself, clap for yourself and be fascinated by yourself. Most of the time, I am not alone. I can’t stand the bustle of a group of people. I love to laugh, which does not mean my happiness. Behind the mask of smile is a heart full of tears; My love to laugh does not mean my happiness, but I have already been used to playing a heartless role. However, after laughing, the spare time is just a person’s sorrow. When I am alone, I can enjoy silence quietly. I am not a freak or an alien. I am just a stubborn child, a child who likes silence but has to smile and fantasy, but knows the cruel reality well. I know that I am not a princess in the castle, so there is no prince riding a white horse, and that person driving colorful clouds will only appear in his dream. Sometimes I think that they are so cruel that they transplant those false dreams into my heart, but when they are deeply rooted, they tell me that they are all false. Who can tell me, which sentence should I believe and which sentence is true? Or maybe all of them are fake. Is it because I am too stupid or naive, or the reality should be like this. If this is the so-called reality, then I would rather be blinded forever. Now, I am tired, tired, true or false, right or wrong is no longer important. I just want a person to stay away from the troubles of the world and look for the peach blossom source that belongs to me. I just want to listen to more sad music, hurt my heart and shed tears when I am sad; I just want to watch the sky and walk alone when I want to escape, traveling alone, listening to insects and birds, watching clouds, sitting on the horizon, waiting for the rising sun and sunset, waiting for the changes of the stars and the moon. I like to stand on the overpass quietly when I am alone, lean against the handrail lightly, look up at the night sky, let my thoughts go and fly to the distant place of dreams. But passers-by looked at me with pitiful eyes. I smiled lightly. I didn’t want to die, but to be alone, quietly. This may be my only freedom. Please don’t disturb me. I like to look straight into the distance at the right height. I can’t see the end of the city in the direction of thousands of lights. Who is waiting for the night sky filled with ink? Who misses the breeze passing through my ears? Where the sun rises, will there be sunset glow? Who is attached to the sky at 45 degrees? Where dreams disappear, whose tears are flying? Will the world change when I forget everything? The dream will start again, will I not catch up with the last bus? In fact, I have never left, but I can’t find where my dreams have gone. The leaves on the tree turned yellow, fell down, and finally disappeared. Who could tell me whether they were tired, asleep or not. The dreams in my heart are lost, faded and dispersed. Who can tell me whether they will come back again. I once wanted to meet you in the most beautiful years of my life, but life could not give me this miracle. Now, I have to sing a monologue under the gorgeous spotlight. The big stage, the lonely figure, no applause, no applause, I am a little at a loss. In the middle of the performance, I really wanted to leave, but my reason told me that I should carry out my dream to the end, not retreat, not give up. So I was more careful, but how should I end up with the disordered dance steps? At that moment, I really wanted to be alone, listening to the music I liked and dancing my life; At that moment, I really wanted to be willful for once, just once, rushing out of the bustling crowd and chasing the past sea. But at that moment, I suddenly lost my courage. Did I worry too much, or should my nature be like this? Now, I just want to walk alone, eat alone, travel alone, listen to the sound of youth ending alone, watch the sunset, end alone, end alone and grow old alone. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

You is

Your appearance has really disrupted my heart. Maybe I am just one of many for you, while you are the only one who has disturbed my heart for so many years. Because of you, my mood is constantly changing. Because of you, I am no longer proud, even a little self-abased. Because of you, I think of the conversation between us from time to time, and then I laugh foolishly alone. Because of you, everything is because of you…… Just all this, do you know? You don’t know, because you don’t believe me. The worry in your heart that night has already explained this point. You don’t know how much I like you, you don’t know where you are in my heart, how can I hurt you!!! What are you doing? I can’t help thinking about what you are doing now. Do you think of me occasionally, when you see a scene or a sentence, will you also remember that a woman and you have been like this. I said to myself again and again, forget it, but even though there are thousands of reasons for forgetting you, there is always a reason to keep you in my heart. I think this kind of myself is really worthless, be stupid, but you will still be stupid if you know it. I don’t know whether meeting you is right or wrong. Maybe it is right or wrong as you said. But I know that I never regret meeting you, because you have brought me happiness. Just like singing in the best bad friends, it is better than I have never met someone that day. My best friend, thank you for appearing in my life. You will eventually stop somewhere in my heart! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Graduation

Unconsciously, time had left in a hurry, just as Zhu Ziqing described in a hurry. Ten years old looking forward to twelve years old, when I was twelve years old looking forward to sixteen years old flower season seventeen years old rainy season, but accidentally to 19 years old, looking back to the beautiful flower rainy season, I suddenly found that all of them were handed over to homework and classes, and there were endless exams. It was still not easy to be 19 years old, and I entered the Black June before the coming-of-age ceremony. In a flash, four years of university have been spent, leaving the best time. In these four years, there is still a long time for youth to come and beauty to have no future, for a long time, I may be white-haired and have a saying that things are like human beings, but I think they are like human beings. I didn’t sleep for a night, but it was also a hundred turns. I don’t know how to describe it at this moment. I don’t know how many times in my life are like now, but I can’t tell it. May we cherish today’s hard-won gathering as we go our separate ways. I would like to send it to everyone in the graduation season (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow will disappear in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fortune-telling

My family has been a farmer for generations, and there is nothing left on my ancestors. And my grades are the same as my ancestors, leaving nothing. Although I was in the first year of junior high school, this opportunity was to find an acquaintance to pay some money, but I failed to live up to my mother’s wishes. I studied in the first semester of the first year of junior high school. In the first semester of the first year of junior high school, I followed my dead father’s big apprentice (also my little uncle) to work in the South, at that time, working was relatively popular in most of China, and I myself caught this bus. I didn’t think culture was important at that time, but I gradually felt the importance of culture in the current information society. For such a period of time, I felt that I had no knowledge or culture, so I called my mother to discuss what kind of books I wanted to learn and didn’t know what kind of books I would buy, but my mother didn’t know which book to buy, and that stage passed like this. Time passed like this, and the bud that I wanted to learn in my heart was still sprouting. I always think about what to learn and what classes to enroll in. It is also good to learn knowledge, which will be useful in the future. Really pays off. In an encounter, I saw a training school recruiting students not far from my job. I think this is an opportunity to go forward and consult, which is for the needs of those who want to learn. I became a student there the next day. I still remember that day when I went to the first class. When I came to the classroom, there were already several classmates sitting in it. Some of them also had laptops in front of them. In the center of the platform is an old blackboard, and the one placed on the left of it is like playing a movie. Now I know that it is called projector which is like playing movies. There is a laptop in front of the projector. Oh, isn’t the teacher sitting in front of the computer who said he would teach us when I signed up? He seems to be preparing something for class. I looked at the surrounding environment of the classroom, and someone was shouting, and the class was over. I didn’t know it was time for class until then. In this way, I also found a seat like other students. The teacher came on stage and began to give lectures. First of all, he shook the computer that had already been opened a few times. Computer is an indispensable modern tool in our present society. It can record many of our things, such as the homework we have to do, articles and diaries written by everyone. So when you hand in your homework and articles later, you will hand in the floppy disk and USB flash drive. It is best for everyone to have such a computer in the future. The teacher kept talking about how good the computer was. I was also attracted by it, thinking about how to tell my uncle that I wanted to sell a computer. It was over ten o’clock after class. It seemed that I had to tell my uncle about buying a computer the next day. In this way, I called my uncle the next morning and told him why I wanted to buy a computer. My Little Uncle refused and said to me that he couldn’t go to school at home at that time. Now he has been working for several years and still wants to learn something and what use it is. I didn’t persuade my little uncle on the phone. I went to work in such a low mood. When our school should have classes in the evening, I still went to the classroom accurately. Although my little uncle didn’t agree, he was thinking about how to have a computer. You can see an extra laptop in the classroom every day when you go to class. It was Sunday, and I would report to my little uncle every Sunday. Let him know that I am very good and obedient. Every time I went to my little Uncle, I was happy, but this time I was not so happy because my little uncle didn’t agree to buy a laptop. After lunch, as usual, I would take a nap here. I slept until three o’clock in the afternoon. When I got up, I was ready to tell my little uncle that I should go back. My little uncle told me that I should remember to take the bag on the desk when I left. I glanced at it out of the corner, and my heart was full. Isn’t it right? Is this the computer I want? I suddenly stood up from the bed, and there was some water sliding on the ground, I touched it and sat on the ground, which cracked my ass. Yes. It was too late to hurt, so I walked to the table in two steps. I picked up the bag and unzipped it. Oh, it was a laptop. My little face is as happy as a flower. I asked my little uncle when did you sell this computer, and I didn’t know. My little uncle told me that it had been sold for two or three days, just waiting for you to come to me on Sunday, so as to surprise you. My good little uncle will never let me down. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

On

I should have introduced myself first when opening the blog, but the ugly mother-in-law was afraid of meeting her parents-in-law. But ugly bitch sooner or later have to see her, the helpless. Let’s introduce ourselves first. Look at the avatars of many bloggers, who are either spirited and spirited, or quite rich, or charming, or flourishing, and most of them are successful people. And I feel ashamed when I think about it. In addition, I can only type, but I can’t do anything else. Therefore, the Avatar column is always empty. Some time ago, my niece helped me upload a picture. Only those who have a strong figure can upload their head portrait to the blog space. However, he is just a nobody and dare not upload any head portrait. It is better to be unknown. I just want to be a green leaf, rather than a dazzling red flower. I am came to the world at the beginning of the Great Cultural Revolution. He was born in a poor peasant family in autumn. Soon after birth, I have to face the long winter of cold weather. It is really hard to live at the right time! How nice it was to be born in spring, but I couldn’t help but feel helpless! Only let nature take its course. For some reason, other children began to babble early, and I learned to talk with the bleating sheep when I was over four years old. Before that, my grandmother and others all said that I am dumb, but my grandmother didn’t think so, and heard someone say: your grandson is dumb. Grandma will be anxious with them. There is a saying that noble people speak late. That is just a saying to comfort parents who can’t speak. I am just an ordinary person, an ordinary civilian. This is also a night of my life. I was very low when I was young. For this reason, I was not less bullied by others. (Therefore, when my son was young, whenever he didn’t want to eat, I would say to him: if you don’t eat well, you will not grow tall. If you are low, tall people will bully you. At that time, I was really afraid that my son was not tall.) After finishing the first year of senior high school, my height was. My second uncle always said to me: turtle son, it is not long to eat turtle meat. Although I also want to grow taller. Although I also listened to my grandmother’s words, I hugged King Toon on my birthday. And said: King toon tree King toon tree king, you are thick, I am long. But the height has not improved much. Only After Finishing senior three, did my height change a lot. In the year of weak crown, I was fixed on my life stage with a height of 170 meters. This is my second night of life. After graduating from college, the marriage was also affected because of not getting a satisfactory job. I still depend on my parents for many years after graduation. How can I bear to add burden to my parents? No, this idea of my own made my parents and grandmother care more about myself. With the growth of age, my marriage has become a concern for my relatives and friends, and also a worry for parents and grandma. Fortunately, in the near year of establishment, I finally entered the palace of marriage with my beloved girl, which could be counted as three nights in my life. During my several years of marriage, my parents couldn’t sign up for my grandson, so I became a TV station. Before that, you could see the advertisement of TV station every day: if the couple didn’t have a baby, they would find Fang X Hua. When I believed that after taking a course of medicine, I went to check, the test results made me suspect. But I insisted on taking two courses of medicine. Unexpectedly, when I went there again for examination, I was told that there was no such person in the hospital. It happened to be March 15th, 1998. At that time, I made up my mind that even if I didn’t have any children in my life, I wouldn’t believe any advertising for treating infertility any more. Later, my aunt didn’t know where to pack some medicine for his wife to take. It was also that summer that my wife felt unwell and went to the hospital for examination before she cashed out that she had been pregnant for several months. In this way, we got married for three years before we had my son. This was my four nights in my life. Maybe it’s not too late to get it? There is still one night in my life that is called the late achievement of great weapons, but I don’t want to become a great weapon any more. I am not a piece of jade, nor do I want to be carved into the appearance that others want to carve. I just want to be myself, and the best judgement for others is to do my own thing. I have to finish what I want to do without eating or sleeping; Where I want to go, I will finish it with actions wherever I want to go. This is my stubbornness. My appearance can be described as not amazing. In recent years, my black hair has become less and less for some reason, and now it is already impossible for the local government to maintain the central government. When I went to my elder brother’s place during the Spring Festival, my elder brother’s classmate said when he saw me, “brother, Don’t worry about it. I said: It’s like a leaf, and then it will fall. Brother’s classmate said: Brother, I don’t talk about trees. Don’t talk about trees first. I said: trees are different from trees. Then we burst into laughter. Because I work in the construction site all the year round, and the weather blows all day long, I look much older than my peers. Others often regard me as my elder brother. Although he is four years older than me, he is engaged in mental work. So it looks younger than me. When my son was six years old, he went to buy shoes for him. The young man who sold shoes asked a word, which made me think it was ridiculous. He said: Is this your grandson? After hearing this, I didn’t care, but I was supposed to be a master in my thirties, which made me really ridiculous. Did I look like more than fifty in my thirties? The year before last, she ate at a home-cooked noodle restaurant in the south of sigutai. When she didn’t enter the door, the woman standing at the door asked: What did you eat for this old man? I didn’t believe it was asking me. Looking at me, no one confirmed that I was asking myself. I said: Call me old man two or ten years later. But when she brought the meal, she still said: The handmade noodles for you, this old man made me unhappy. Am I that old? I ate reluctantly and left hurriedly. I won’t go there to eat any handmade noodles any more. I became an old man in my forties. Although I don’t care, I don’t want her to call me old man any more. I don’t understand the reason why people lose their age when they see the goods and add money. It was also the year before last that a young man in his twenties went to the construction site to work with me the first day. At that time, I was wearing a helmet. When he called me Uncle, I laughed secretly. Then I asked him what he belonged to. He said: it belongs to rats. I am only 18 years older than him. I didn’t say anything more. After half a month, my uncle became the second elder brother. Funny, I became so young so soon. I said jokingly: xx, you look very fast, half a month has grown up! People around laughed when hearing this. In 2004, on the construction site of the NPC and CPPCC, a foreman saw me and said, “brother, look at you wearing glasses, (glasses have been with me for 27 years now) like an intellectual. I said: I am an unlucky intellectual. The foreman said, “Brother, it is still humorous. I didn’t say anything, is that humor? No, that’s 100% truth. Because the foreman didn’t know that I am a college student, and he didn’t get a satisfactory job because he had no social relationship. Therefore, unlike other students who have a fixed work unit, they don’t have to travel around for life in the wind and rain all day long. At the construction site of the first phase of civil servants, the teacher with a pink wall saw that the other two working with me were wearing short-sighted glasses, so he said interestingly: Did your boss send you a pair of glasses? I Halo. Now I don’t have any great ambitions any more. Working peacefully, living a plain life, being an ordinary person are all extravagant expectations. Speaking of life, I believe in that quote, and economy in the world, the poor are spared. And in line with the principle of not seeking for meritorious others, but seeking for a clear conscience. When, I would rather be sorry for others than others. No matter how others treat me, I am sincere to others. Although few people believe in conscience now, I don’t want to behave without conscience at any time. Since our sisters were young, our parents have taught us that no matter how good their things are, they can’t be jealous. They are their things, remember this sentence sooner or later. It’s not your own. You must not take it or steal it. Only when you spend the money you earn can you feel at ease. When I went shopping, there were several times when people asked me for more than ten or five yuan, and I directly returned them to the owner, which was not the income of my own labor, and it was not practical to spend them. One winter, I went to the downtown hospital to see a doctor. I didn’t remember that I didn’t show the fare until I came back in a hurry. In the afternoon, I walked more than ten miles in the wind and snow to find the old lady who was watching the car, she was given twenty cents to see the fare, although she also said: Twenty cents made you run so far again, but you still can’t put it aside. I said: it is not easy to do anything. When I think about such a cold day, why can’t I bear to see the car? When I was young, I was also a person who liked listening to singing. I couldn’t help singing after listening to the plays or songs played on the radio. But I remember that one year, I might sing when I shouldn’t have sung, which influenced my neighbor’s uncle. That uncle said: Do you always sing well? After that, I dared not sing any more. No matter how dare you want to sing, sometimes you have to look around when humming in a low voice. Maybe it was at that time that my self-esteem was hurt. From then on, I gradually became an introvert, talkative and cautious person. But I didn’t know what self-esteem was at that time. Even so, the passion for hometown plays and music has never been reduced. In my spare time, I would also talk with my friends in Chu River and Han dynasty, or in the black and white world. In my spare time, I also want to ride a bicycle to go through and practice like travellers. Although I have been riding to some places, riding now has become my extravagant hope. Because of life, I have to give up some of my hobbies and let my heart fly. When I was 19 years old, my brother’s car accident made me determined to learn Chinese well. After that, I fell in love with writing diaries. I used paper and pen to record the joys and sorrows in my heart, which has been uninterrupted for 26 years. Over the 26 years, the diary has been like my confidante, accompanying me through so many unforgettable days. The unfairness of life once made me want to fight with death, or my relatives and friends helped me get out of the low ebb of my life. Without them, there would be no me now. If I really insisted on leaving the world alone at that time, which led to the tragedy of sending black-haired people to the white-haired people, I would never be sorry for giving birth to my parents, and I would be the most unfilial son in the world. I don’t know whether my parents are good or not. With a son, I know more about the kindness of giving birth to my parents. How can I not try my best to love my parents and repay them? The sufferings of feelings made me cherish my wife more. Thinking about that time, from a girl I had never known before, I didn’t dislike my family or all my shortcomings. I followed me wholeheartedly, and I didn’t complain even if I suffered a lot. How could I not cherish her. I just want to say: wife, I love you. Hold Your Hand and grow old with you. This is me, an ordinary and ordinary me. Praise on June 8th, 2011 (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Platform

I waited for the notice at home after the college entrance examination that year, and there was still no news near the beginning of school. I felt agitated and decadent during that period. My father didn’t blame me and encouraged me to retake the exam for one year. On the afternoon when my classmates started school, I picked up all the water tanks at home, cleaned the front and back of the house, and left home early the next day. I headed north to Inner Mongolia. The thought at that time was very simple. Since we had to go, we should go to the farthest horizon. At that time, I thought Inner Mongolia was the Northern Xinjiang of China, probably the farthest end of the world. I climbed the continuous green mountains, and I saw the blue sky and endless grassland. I worked as a cement worker, sold gold, and fought hard. Just like that, I traveled in the land of North China for four months. When I left Inner Mongolia, it was the winter in the north. The railway station in Hohhot was covered by a thick layer of snow. I stood on the cold platform and waited for the train. Suddenly, I was fanned up by a strong cold wind, and a flood of snowflakes rose around. That scene was like a fragment in the movie deeply branded in my memory, and even appeared repeatedly. Many years later, I can still remember clearly that I once had such a colorful platform on my way back. That is the platform of my youth. It flew like snow that day, and was so fearless. That year, I resigned from my job as a manager of a private enterprise for five years and prepared to do something by myself. At the beginning of the new century, the market-oriented business tide was still in full swing. I registered my own company and chose the health care product industry which was particularly popular at that time. After a simple market survey, I quickly positioned the company’s business on women’s slimming health care products, and imported a large number of products from Hainan duozi company. I recruited a lot of salesmen from the labor market and began to distribute goods on a large scale in my own agent areas. My entrepreneurial path is going on vigorously. A few months later, market feedback hit me hard. The efficacy of the product is seriously exaggerated by the manufacturer, and even the users will have adverse reactions. The most fatal thing was that the bankruptcy of Hainan company completely cut off my way to return the goods. Admitting the failure and destroying the source of goods was carried out at that dusk on a small wharf near Yao River. The strong smell of gasoline mixed with the smell of traditional Chinese medicine emitted when the product was burning, choked me to suffocation. I sat down and sat on the platform of the small dock. My eyes are wet and my hair is messy. This impression is that I can still feel a little hesitation and sadness when I occasionally look back on the road, a step. That is my dream platform. It was as warm as the fire at dusk, and it was so cruel and magnificent. That was a small station 40 kilometers west of Panjin, so far I can’t remember the name of that station. In the vague impression, its last one is called ditch character. That year happened to be the Mid-Autumn Festival. I took a hard-seat train from Jiangnan for 33 hours to see a person. Until now, some of my old friends still refused to believe that I would go to see her regardless of everything. I remember they said I must be crazy at that time. In fact, I clearly understand that I must go. Because, she is a love in my soul. That station was not her home, but a place where we broke up and said goodbye. She goes north while I go south. Her ticket was three hours earlier than mine. When I sent her into the platform, I told the security personnel at the ticket gate that I would send her lover. The wind and sand in the North were a little hard. The long train disappeared in the vision of going north. When I was alone on the platform, I remembered that I forgot the most reluctant hug. In the winter when I came back, I divorced and began to live quietly in Jiangnan. Many years have passed, and I still live alone in Jiangnan. But many years later, the wind and sand in the small station had been blowing all the time in my life, and I couldn’t bear to disperse for a long time. I can’t tell my friends what kind of feelings I met that I couldn’t give up in my short life and at that station. Maybe, since then, I can never give her a hug, but for me, I have been there. Only I know that it is the platform I love, dancing like the wind and sand in the north, which is so deep and unforgettable. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Single night

The night was deep, but I was still on the road, tired and hot. It was obviously the March spring full of flowers, which gave me the illusion of summer, the feeling of opening the window was much more comfortable. The cool wind blew towards me, and the inner shirt which was wet against the car mat immediately became loose, just like the joy released by the prisoner who had been in prison for a long time. The night was very quiet, and there was no trace of people on the road. The noise of the village was far away now. Only the rich trees beside the side confirmed the existence of the road. The road was much curved, one after another, just after the bend, under the illumination of the light, on the grass outside the subgrade, two wild spring dogs stopped pulling, flashing black and blue eyes and staring at the car lights tightly, the bitter eyes seemed to be complaining about the wrath of the car, which disturbed their spring dreams. At this moment, there were some gentle animals like wolves, which were a little shocking. Through the interspace of the woods, the distant mountains were full of red glow, light smoke like fog, rising in the air, like the falling of the stars in the sky, the red light clusters, and the spirit of the dust gathering and burning, it is also virtual and fantastic, just like seeing fairyland, unexpectedly, I accidentally came up with the idea of thriller, which makes me refreshed and sober. I don’t know how long it took. There was no car passing by the opposite lane, no light or light. It was dark in the distance, running happily all the way, but it was quiet. A zither chord “mountain and water” came from Mp3, although I have heard it for several times in daily life, I always feel tasteless. Now I can hear the sound of running water carefully, just like empty mountains and clear streams, trickle down and crisp ears. The rhythm dripping into the pool is extremely wonderful, I didn’t expect that the darkness and quietness of this spring night could have such an effect. I thought COLA was interesting and happy. I burned a cigarette and gradually intoxicated myself! There seemed to be no end to the road. The Road rails on both sides were always there and could not be finished. A ray of light flashed from the advertising tower on the top of the hillside in the distance, like a bright star, in the dark night, before dawn, lead the way, as clear as this spring night, quietly let your thoughts indulge at will. From then on, this night is no longer dark, and the road is no longer long! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fortune-telling

We often hear such words: ordinary people are lazy, and it is difficult to have a career. But I have a relative who is not like this. I have a relative, an idol in my childhood. I have mentioned him before, which is my little uncle. When I was very young, he followed my father to learn architectural crafts. My father received several apprentices, and this relative was also my father’s eldest apprentice, who was also the most powerful and capable apprentice taught by my father. I have two uncles, one of whom is the eldest uncle and the other is the fifth in their house. My fifth uncle often took me to play when I was young, so this uncle had a good relationship with me. You guessed it right. Today, I want to write about my uncle’s persistence and hard work. My uncle had studied with my father since I could remember. At that time, I was still very young and could not remember that memory any more. Now I only remember that he walked faster at that time, good to me. At my age, I didn’t know why my uncle went to Guangdong to work alone. I don’t know how much pain I have suffered. In this way, according to my current experience and experience, what I can know is. It’s hard, hard, and hard to live alone in a place where you have never been. In those days, it took a lot of courage and perseverance to live in a strange place, but he did it. And it’s also very good. Don’t ask me how to do it. I don’t know either. Maybe it’s because I stick to it and have no choice, or …… a few years have passed, and I I am’t know my uncle in these years, whether he is good or not has little to do with me. But in those years when my uncle didn’t come back, I heard from my grandmother that what my uncle did in Guangdong was not bad. He also worked in Guangdong as a craft building taught by his father. This time when my uncle went back to his hometown, he did what he had done when he was in the arena. My uncle will leave for Guangdong after staying in his hometown for one month. His coming back this time also represented the first good turning point in his life, and also represented a bad turning point in my life. I dropped out of school. You can’t blame anyone for this. You have your own reasons and your family’s earthshaking reasons. A month later, my uncle took me, who was 14 years old, to work in Guangdong (I went to adult school again after more than ten years). We took a three-day train and finally arrived at the camp in Guangdong. This so-called Camp is the construction site they built. When I arrived at the camp, I followed my uncle to enter a factory which had just been built. The factory had not been checked and accepted yet. The factory was very large. We lived in a building on the right. Putting down my luggage, I walked out of the door and stood on the unfamiliar ground that I had arrived less than ten minutes ago. My uncle came out to chat with me, and he told me that the accommodation room opposite was built by them. I can’t imagine that when my uncle came to Guangdong, which nobody knew, he had his own field with the skills his father taught him. What he didn’t dare to imagine was that he achieved the level of labor contractor in his father’s years here by virtue of the skills his father taught him. In their ordinary times, they were all ordinary people, with one brain, two hands and two feet. Ordinary people could not be ordinary, but there are a lot of people who go out to work together, and they also go out to work together at the same time. Also left a lot of no yi jin returning, many in no money of, many or one month 23 hundred. But because he studied hard at his father’s place, his uncle still didn’t give up your major when he came to Guangdong, and he always insisted on it. At that time and age, my uncle did it. He walked in front of many people in their age and village. In my opinion now, even if I was learning architectural skills with him at that time, I believe I could not do the same with him by my own ability. I have studied with my uncle for a year and a half. During this year and a half, I heard some of their sadness in those years, one of which I remember most. At that time, they didn’t trust themselves and knew those bosses, so it was impossible for them to contract to the construction site. If you don’t gain others’ trust in one place, you can only work under other contractors. It seemed that it was lunar December. Their construction site was still covered with concrete, which had been working continuously for five days and five nights, and was still working on it. The reason is that the concrete on one floor should be finished at one time, or there will be quality problems. The weather in lunar December is relatively cold, as you all know. They worked for five days and nights. At night, they were cold, hungry and wanted to sleep. The person who told me also told me a small detail, that is, if they are given no more than five minutes at most, they can sleep to death, and even sleep without thunder. But they didn’t have that chance. They were always supporting where they were, and there were people supervising where they were, so hurry up. Most people think of giving up when they meet the possibility. They also thought about giving up and quitting, but they still persisted. At this time, I don’t know what the reason is. The machine stopped. It seems that there is something wrong with the blender. How could they fall asleep unconsciously on the stone with this opportunity. I slept very hard. I didn’t know when the blender was good. They were still woken up one by one. Hearing that man’s memory, the blender stopped for two minutes. In this way, I always insist on finishing it. I have heard that many people can play games for three days and three nights, as well as those who play games for five days and five nights, and those who play games for seven days and seven nights. Game is my favorite. But it was really rare to work for several days and nights. If they didn’t stick to it at that time, they would give up like that. I don’t think they will know the bosses of Bao Gong or so many people like them. Naturally, I can’t afford to work and earn money, so I don’t know anything about that field. It was only with his persistence several years ago that he returned to his hometown in clothes, and there would be no new buildings built in his hometown. Because I couldn’t do that of them. After studying with my uncle for a year and a half, I went back to my hometown with my uncle to build a new building for myself. My uncle came over step by step like this. He had been sticking to it all the time and walking steadfastly. Only with the insistence in front of him did he have the big building that he would go back to his hometown to build, including all the expenses of my two cousins at the same time. It can be a man’s sense of responsibility to his family. I don’t know how much money I spent to build this house, which seems like tens of thousands in the vague memory now. About four years later, I went back to my hometown to play. A classmate told me that the house in our county was only 400 yuan per square meter, and that the whole set was only two or three yuan. At that time, our county had not developed a new house. At that time, my uncle could buy two houses with his own efforts. It is also my uncle’s efforts that have given the family a good life. After that new building, I didn’t learn architecture from my uncle. I went to the factory. I didn’t have an ID card when I entered the factory. I picked up a 79-year ID card and entered the factory. In this way, I was out of my uncle’s sight for two and a half years. I went back to my uncle’s construction site because I wanted to find a better job. My uncle found an acquaintance again and let me enter the factory again. Later, my uncle also ended his career in the outside bread construction site. He went back to his hometown county and opened a hardware store by himself. I can’t remember why my uncle I am home when he opened a hardware store at home. I am remembered that the first batch of goods in his store was brought in with him. After arriving, I went out to work for me. My uncle opened his shop at home. I didn’t make any money outside, and I couldn’t even raise it myself. But this shop of my uncle did operate well. Once I went home, I asked him why he didn’t buy a car. He said that when I finished the college of your two cousins, I bought myself a car. Several years later, although my uncle still didn’t buy a car, he had two more hardware stores like this. Many people will only see the good side of him now. I didn’t see the hard side and the persistent side of others. Just like an ordinary person, he insisted on his own ordinary things. In the first half of his life, he insisted on the construction industry, and in the second half, he also insisted on one industry, the hardware industry. We ‘d better do one thing all the time and stick to it until the end. Uncle, he is really ordinary, and there is nothing pleasing to him. His height is only 1.5, so his appearance is not bad. I believe it is really difficult for everyone who insists like this to fail. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…