Wind

A person is full of food and drink, and he is idle all day thinking about it, thinking about it, thinking about it, thinking about it, thinking about the suffocation, why do you think this is coming! To be honest, it is better to save some precious time and find something you like to do with your heart. What should I do? Be an ambitious and honest mayor, just like Zhu Rongji, the mayor of Shanghai in those years, who did some real things for the country, the society and the common people as much as he could. Unfortunately, I I am’t have this chance to be mayor in my life. Get a general manager to work, obey the law and discipline, manage an enterprise carefully, and do some good things for the employees of the enterprise. Unfortunately, now I have no such social condition. It is a good idea to go into business, earn a lot of money, set up a decent nursing home, adopt some lonely old people who are neglected, and let them spend their old age happily. Unfortunately, I don’t have a business mind and don’t know the rules of the market game. I can only think in my heart and comfort my anemic heart. I can’t do it either. I don’t care. There is nothing specific to do all day long. What can I do? Hi! Then just be an online writer for fun. Anyway, I have nowhere to vent my remaining energy. Instead of standing in front of the office window every day and watching the clouds roaming in the sky, it is better to calm down and write something interesting. In the past, I seemed to have heard a few words from someone. He said: writing driven by social utilitarianism will fail, and writing based on talent will not necessarily succeed, however, if writing is driven by fate, it will certainly be successful. Others dare not say that at least it can successfully realize the strongest wish of individual life. Writing is easy to talk about. Once it is done, it will be difficult. Because writing is not something that can be done by sitting alone in the room with scheming, thinking and strength. Writing needs rich experience of social life; Needs fresh, vivid, active and alive life stories; Needs to express his thoughts and feelings accurately with words; it needs the imagination which is superior to ordinary people and the feeling of soul; It needs the hardness and feelings of people’s soul, especially the emotions and thoughts which are exposed inadvertently and are connected with common people’s mind. As a person, I have neither rich life experience nor literary talent, nor writer’s inspiration. Even if this bare pen in my hand is not heavy enough, at least there must be a few hundred jin. It is quite difficult for me to lift such a heavy pen! That morning, when I stayed in the office, sitting on the sofa, drinking tea, smoking cigarettes and thinking about it with my eyes closed, I hesitated in my heart. Can I be an internet writer? When I asked myself, I felt helpless. In a flash, my mood was very low, as if my life had gone nowhere. Men in their forties are in the Golden Age of working, but they have become old people in our enterprise. What I am facing is that I am going to retire and go home for old-age care. To be honest, for several years, my working condition is almost the same as my retirement at home. With a big head and a little brain, I went to work every day. When I was idle, I sat in the office thinking about the society, my life and some problems in the company to toss my unwillingly lonely heart. Since last year, the head of the company has been shouting publicly in the enterprise: I use obedient mediocre talents and lackeys, and I don’t need any of the so-called talents. People with a lot of minds are not easy to operate, and more capable people make things worse. People who are a little older have learned to be slippery. I want them all to go home for old-age care. The team members didn’t listen to the greeting, so I let him stand aside and play with mud. There is nothing to do at work, and there are a few invisible ropes binding my hands and feet. What else can I do! After work, a cup of tea was drunk into plain boiled water, and several newspapers were turned over. What’s the point of living like this all day! I want to say a few serious words, but few people are willing to listen. People are busy with the economy and making extra money. Playing three cards and mahjong, I am not willing to gamble from my heart. Magic wine sparkling wine field, no alcohol, mostly I home no money. Find a second job to earn a few money, but don’t have the ability of social accommodation. Besides, as a member of the leadership of an enterprise, you have to have some principles of party spirit and being a human being! Find a relationship and secretly go out to get a job to earn some money. Even if others pretend to be invisible, they can’t bear it. There was nothing to do at work, and I also got to go to work at some point, get off work at some point, rely on time and get salary, and my conscience could be a little peaceful. Two days ago, I thought it over and over again. I thought the game of writing was more interesting and realistic. Although my writing style is not so good, can I learn slowly. Learning to write, I have no time to work, I have work to do after work, it’s good. As long as you don’t violate the relevant legal provisions, you can write whatever you want, and you can write whatever you want. No one can limit me, no one can control me. Is it comfortable, happy and natural to play the game of writing. These two days, I seemed to have found a bosom friend. She understood me and was willing to listen to what I said. She was not upset when I said grievance, depression, helplessness, happiness, happiness and nonsense. Unfortunately, the good times didn’t last long, new contradictions came, writing was not enough, and his wife was neglected, which made his wife angry. What on earth do you want to do? Write! Write! Write! Write what write! Book! Book! Publishing a book is useless! There are all kinds of books on the market. Newspapers, magazines and books are flying everywhere. Who has time to read those stupid things you wrote! If you want to write and play, go to the office to write. Don’t sit at home like a mute every night. I am person, not wood, do you know?? I bother! Upset! My nerves! His wife was annoyed, and the excitement and excitement of writing made his wife shout to Zha with her nose wide and eyes wide. The little inspiration occasionally made his wife scare him to fly. I am angry, can I not be angry! But what’s the use of being angry! A wife is such a person. She didn’t have high requirements for life and her husband. She just wanted her husband to have a chat with her after coming home from work, or to go out for a walk with her. Yesterday afternoon, I calmed down and thought, what right do I have to plunder my wife for this time at night? What’s the reason for not meeting my wife’s small requirement? With such a thought, my anger became smaller, so I no longer blamed my wife for not understanding myself, nor did I blame my wife for not understanding my complicated idle book. People, no matter who they are, should not be too selfish. No matter at work or at home, they must have an idea of taking care of the overall situation and a little self-sacrifice spirit. State-owned national laws, family rules, social morality, units have Systems, everyone must consciously abide. Otherwise, where can there be a harmonious and happy life. My blood type is AB type, and I am born selfish, but no matter how selfish I am, I can’t make my wife lonely for my own happiness and live a life with tears! Besides, this social life has already told me that in this world, only a wife is the one who really cares about and cares about me. Since I can’t sit at home and write quietly every night, then I will go to work and write in the office every day. What on earth should I write? When you encounter wind and rain in daily life, you can write down where the wind and rain come from; When you see the spray in life, you can write down what the spray is like. If there were neither wind and rain nor spray in my life, then it would be good to write about peaceful days! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring

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