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It was late at night, and there was thunder outside the window. Lightning lit up the world instantly and returned to the boundless black. A gust of wind blew, and the downpour came. The wind blew and the raindrops slapped the window lattice! Sound. At this time, unexpectedly, there were indescribable thoughts in my heart, and no breakthrough could be found in the chaos. Maybe only people in the dark can breed a sense of confusion and loneliness. In fact, people are lonely all their lives. From the chaos, they gradually understand that the outside world will react accordingly and dominate their own form. Grow up slowly and learn to use your own senses to feel the various flavors of life. In love, you are always confused. Some people spend their whole lives searching for their own true love, even if they are lonely all their lives. When he met him, he couldn’t belong to himself, so he waited hard until his whole life. I didn’t know how many people in the world could endure the endless loneliness and desire. Right, desire. He (she), who was eager to stay with him (her), was willing to stay with him (her) for a lifetime, even if only for a moment. People who knew Lin Huiyin should know the three most important men in her life: Liang Sicheng, Xu Zhimo and Jin Yuelin. These three men all loved Lin Huiyin. Liang Sicheng was lucky. Lin Huiyin spent her whole life to prove the question she put forward when facing Liang before marriage: Why me? I will take a long time to prove that it will last a lifetime. Lin Huiyin said. She did it. Although she left Xu Zhimo at that time, Xu Zhimo might be the one she loved in her heart. How could she hurt another woman according to her character (Zhang Youyi) to fulfill my love, so I have to quit. For Liang Sicheng, she indeed kept her promise and gave her whole life to Liang Sicheng, giving birth to children for him, and the husband and wife were influenced by each other for the whole life. But she never thought that Liang Sicheng would marry his student Lin Mu as his wife after her death. Xu Zhimo left Zhang Youyi who was already pregnant for her, while Lin Huiyin married Liang Sicheng. He was sad and desperate and later married another talented woman Lu Xiaoman. Among these three people, Jin Yuelin was the only one who had been consistent with her. Several years after Lin Huiyin’s death, Jin Yuelin suddenly entertained her friend for no reason on that day. The friend was puzzled, and he choked: today is Huiyin’s birthday. My friends looked at the lonely expression of this old man in the dead years, and they were all moved. Yeah! Jin Yuelin spent her whole life interpreting his love for Lin Huiyin, for the happiness of the floating world that she had lived all her life alone. I don’t know how many nights with wind and rain sighing at the night sky? In his twilight years, would he still cry when he recalled the days when he talked about poetry with Lin Huiyin? Maybe there are indeed some things in life that cannot be recalled or recalled. When those years of sweetness or sadness fill my mind, it will add more melancholy and helplessness! However, it was said that later Jin Yuelin lived with Lin Huiyin’s children and was called father Jin. The children all knew that the father Kim had spent his whole life loving their mother, which deserved the honorable title. I read the story of Lin Huiyin before his death, and I still can’t bear to touch Jin Yuelin’s persistence in love. This love is too heavy, maybe only the parties concerned don’t think it. Maybe the ultimate of love is paying without regrets. When you fall in love with someone, you will feel that you are not even insignificant. You only know the paying without regrets to the other party. The reason may not be clear to the parties concerned, because such love has become a belief. For the sake of faith, nothing will be ignored. Here, I am not advocating that all the people in the world are like Jin Lao, for the sake of the persistence in my heart. But now in my opinion, the intuitive and happy love is so great that I can only look high and dare not to blasphemy at all. As for love, it is really hard to say clearly. When you feel that you are in love with it, the fire of love in your heart will burn all the time, which cannot be explained by a word of fate. When he loves, he may not ask the other party to fully understand. Because of love, tolerance and no regrets are enough. In my heart, I don’t say that Liang Sicheng and Xu Zhimo married each other wrongly. In this world, everything has its inevitability of existence. What kind of love you treat and what kind of life you think about are your own business, whether it’s a person’s floating life or happiness! It’s OK for two people to help each other. They can walk their own way and others can’t judge. No one can stipulate that you have to love someone in your life! The happiness of a person in the floating world should be that when a person falls in love with him, he will feel that there is no other person in this world who can replace her position in his heart. Like Echo and Jose, when echo met Jose who was three years younger than her, Jose made a promise of true love to her. After six years of reunion, Jose did it after combination, it can be said that it took them six years to let them down, seven years to stay together and a lifetime to leave. If Jose hadn’t died earlier than San Mao, then what a good couple would be, then San Mao would not be a person’s floating happiness. To live a happy life with the person you love and he also loves you for a lifetime, it should be a blessing for a lifetime. But for them, there was no such thing as life and the world. That long-lasting separation laid the foreshadowing for San Mao’s suicide. San Mao, who was free and easy in his heart, could only meet Wang Luobin, the singer of the West later, and had a resonance Spiritually. As for whether they love or not, the age gap in her thirties could never be exceeded. She couldn’t stand Jose’s leaving, and the person she loved couldn’t give her this kind of love, and she couldn’t achieve the floating happiness of a person, I can only end my romantic life with one silk stockings. Therefore, in Jin Yuelin’s heart, his endurance is strong. Because it was hard for everyone to afford the happiness of a person in the Floating World. For example, after three years of love between Nalan rongruo and his wife Lu, Lu died of childbirth. Later, he wrote a gambling book and poured tea incense, it was common at that time. Marrying Shen Wan as his wife could not replace Lu’s position in his heart all the time. In his opinion, if life was just like the first sight. He only loved his wife, and only showed mercy to Shen. Finally, Depression ended. Therefore, what can’t be put down because of the obsession in one’s heart is that one cannot achieve the happiness of the Floating World. In life, we are lucky to meet love, so we should take good care of it when we can love, and we can’t go back when we lose it. Because after many years, you will find that no one can replace him to give you the feeling of heartbeat. When you recall the past, you will also find that no one in the world will spoil, love and care you so much. If you look back, your heart will really hurt. This unforgettable past will be hidden deep in your memory and become a rare spiritual wealth in your future life. Love is not necessarily sweet. Most of love can achieve positive results less, especially when we understand love but have no ability to have love, it is a sad heart and a regret. It is because of regrets that you know that you can only watch some feelings, just like Jin Yuelin. People who can hold the joy of life, treat love, they pay more attention to spiritual pleasure. Only when the interests, hobbies, temperament and other aspects are matched can we hand over our sincerity and understand. Only with this understanding could an extraordinary faith be generated to support his whole life. In one’s life, it is difficult to meet a person who can fully understand. So some people will spend their whole life pursuing it until they find it. Finding what you can have is happiness. If you can’t have it, you can only bless and stay together silently. Then again, there are so many excellent people in the world, and there will always be suitable ones. You have to wait to improve yourself. If you are in full bloom, the breeze will come. If you can’t wait or can never replace your previous love, then you can only live a happy life. When you have chosen a person’s floating life and happiness, you have chosen to live in your own spiritual world for a lifetime, just like Jin Yuelin, staying and looking at each other for a lifetime. Then be nice to yourself and live the so-called long stream of water in your world with an open mind. Night deeper, which. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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