Youth

Youth, you are walking on campus, listening to your favorite song, thinking about my favorite person, it is good to have you! Inscription time flows quietly beside me, and leaves fluttering in the distance directly fall into my heart. That is my continuous yearning for you. Flowers bloom and fall, and clouds are rolling. Everything seems plain, but contains the past that can never go back. Thinking of that year, I snuggled beside you, and you listened with a smile. The distant broadcast was streaming with the missing angel wings which could not be waved. You said you liked this song best when I sang in KTV, because I said I only sang this song for you. Where are the fallen leaves going with the wind? The clouds accompany the sky every day. The Sky always looks at the fallen leaves sadly. The fallen leaves dance happily for the Earth. The Earth is always looking forward to the coming of clouds and blooming for her, for her verdant. Fallen leaves are in the wind, and the sky is empty and happy, leaving a gorgeous and beautiful moment. The sky is the story of clouds, the fallen leaves are the story of the sky, the Earth is the story of fallen leaves, the clouds are the story of the Earth, you are my story, just don’t know who is your story? Time goes back to the place where you and I met. The once hot youth and the once graceful girl are all the regretless youth you gave me. I never regret meeting, knowing each other and falling in love with you, nor do I regret that we cannot stay together. Time is really a bad postman, changing my love words to you into jokes across my boundless heart where love once came, and keeping the fragrance of yesterday in the past. Walking through the street we walked together, passing by the playground we stayed together the stone bench in the distance was our support for each other. I was there to cheer for you far away. At that time, you didn’t know my existence, I always pretend to have a rest on the stone bench, which is actually closer to your court. I can look at you from a distance and cheer for you from a distance. At that time, your mobile phone was full of you, your running, your pitching, your sleeping posture, at that time, I took my roommate to the playground for a walk every evening, just for a look at you from afar. These are played back like movies in my mind. My heart is so moved that the time when I met you was so beautiful that I lost my direction. You said you were going to join the army. I didn’t say anything. I was always very good. I never said anything. I knew that we didn’t have much time! Across my boundless heart, there was only a wisp of sadness. At that time, I often looked at the sky alone in a daze. A boy who liked me very much once said, there is always sadness that he doesn’t understand in my eyes. Maybe it is this sadness that makes me unable to accept him. Yes, sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror, my eyes are always sad. I am no longer sad, afraid or crying when I am with you. But everything ended too early. Waking up from a dream will only hurt me deeper. I looked at the bustling playground and came to the stone bench where I once perched, but I never found the familiar warmth, the familiar smell and the familiar happiness in my eyes, familiar campus, familiar journey, just like you never leave. A smile left on the corners of the mouth: I believe that you are still here and never leave. My love is like an angel guarding you. If life is here, there will be no me from now on, I will find an angel to love you for me. Find an angel to love you for me. Every Sunday’s phone call is my yearning every day. On the phone, we talked and said everything, but we would never talk about love or love again. That day, as always, walking in the noisy playground, I saw the familiar back and gently evoke your name. The man looked back at my hand hanging in the air and walked away without saying anything. Just leave me in the fallen leaves moderate wind I open the screensaver made with your photo, dial your mobile phone, smile to see the far back, how I wish the people in front of me can connect to the phone, said: fool, I am here! I talked to you on the phone about what just happened beside me. You and I were silent, and then I said to you: looking at this back, I suddenly miss you! You didn’t say anything over there. You just listened to me silently. I couldn’t say anything. You suddenly said: I hope someone can take care of you and love you as I love you, do you know? I cried. The happy past froze my heart for a moment. I hung up the phone and sent a text message: I really want to rely on it, but you are not here! I never left. I turned off my cell phone, my computer and my desk lamp. When I was alone on the chair, I suddenly forgot what I would do next. I opened the book you picked for me, in which your handwriting was clear and I touched lines of words, that’s the little bit you gave me. I can always find your breath on the street, campus, classroom and canteen, as if you never left. Now I have gone through many days and nights with my yearning for you. I don’t know how long I can hold on, I think one year, ten years, maybe a lifetime! I have no regrets about my youth, because your beauty is always with my youth, Hello! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring

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