Forget

When I was cooking, I accidentally broke the small bowl of chopped green onion. With a bang, the little green splashed all over the floor, and a faint boredom suddenly rose in my heart, which made me feel uncomfortable, but I can’t tell the reason. I am not a superstitious person. Isn’t it a good moral to break a bowl? But such comfort still cannot drive away the worries in my heart. Quietly looking at the tiny pieces creeping all over the floor, just like the annoyance wrapped in my heart, dense and everywhere. No matter how annoying he was, let him lie on the ground as long as he wanted. Like a deflated ball, I stood in the middle of the kitchen with an attitude of giving up myself, falling into endless thoughts and looking for the root of this worry. Thinking about the recent events, most of them are unhappy. During this period, when I was upset, I always thought wildly. On the contrary, I thought through many things and see through many people. I was not a competitive person at first, chasing fame and wealth, but my life was so clear and shallow that sometimes I still couldn’t be as satisfactory as flowing clouds. So I believe that life is what makes you suffer. It seems that you have tasted all kinds of flavors in the world one by one, just like a cup of tea boiled by time. You have to taste all the bitter taste to taste sweet. No matter what I do, get or lose, I have no intention to hurt anyone, nor to please anyone. However, there are always people around me who are bitter about something, and their words or expressions show all kinds of dissatisfaction and disappointment. Those strange eyes and ridicule always hurt people intentionally or unintentionally. As far as I am concerned, some things that others care about are just obtained by letting nature take its course, but they have never thought about it but have been hated so much by others. It is hard to understand that they are not only much older than me, but also decent men. They have not yet been able to understand the situation of the world, and they have too much gain and loss, and they do not look for reasons on themselves, on the contrary, the fault is attributed to others. His words and deeds and life were so abrupt and incompatible with his identity and age that others could see his care and the pain he couldn’t get at a glance. Although power, status and money can make life even better, can these things bring you more happiness? Busy or more? Or more troubles? Among them, only you know the taste best, and only you can choose the life you want to live. Once down and out, I also wanted to stand out. After chasing for so many years, actually I didn’t manage my life well. For a round trip, I still hope everything will take its course, and plain is the real thing. So for lost, I also hold the view that I am lucky and not killed, but I will never fall down. Working hard is a life attitude, which has nothing to do with gain and loss. I can’t let it go because I care about it. In fact, everything in the world of mortals cannot be forced, just like running water cannot hold the fallen flowers, and sunshine cannot keep the snow. Gain and Loss, everything has its own arrangement, and there is no need to blame others and yourself for this. Some people may not understand the simple truth even after living for decades. I once thought about escaping from this complicated environment, staying away from these unfriendly people, choosing a quiet and quiet place, watching the leaves falling and blooming, and listening to the Bird’s Sanskrit. But there are all kinds of people in this world, who can make everyone satisfied? Where can I escape? I am just a common man, with both sharp edge and thorn. I can’t ask people to get used to it. Buddha said: If the heart does not move, everything does not move. The language and actions of the outside world, and all the wind and grass will certainly disturb the thoughts of the heart. As long as the heart does not move, how can others’ bad words hurt themselves? Maybe your actions, your anger, sadness, and care are exactly what others want. I know that maybe I think too much, care too much, and the eyes of others are really not that important. It is better to calm down, be more tolerant, and be more indifferent. The Heart will naturally be relieved. In fact, as long as the heart is clean and peaceful, in what kind of environment, what kind of people around you can be comfortable and safe. After being calm for a long time, I picked up a broom and swept the green all over the floor into the trash can. I also cleared away my worries and calmed my heart. Now relieved, it is clear that all discomfort is self-seeking, forgive others and forgive yourself at the same time. Why did it cause so much trouble before? Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring

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