Vulgar

At noon that day, it was a little high to accompany guests to drink. After work in the afternoon, several colleagues came to my office one after another and talked about it, I blamed the leader’s annual bonus twice as much as those of our deputies with one voice. It made me angry. Today’s society is just like this. No one can control what the top leader wants to do. Anyway, our bonus is several times higher than that of middle-level cadres and employees. That’s OK. Is it more than that of the above-mentioned or the below-mentioned ones. I said this to those people, but I was very unhappy. This leader is also true, and it is not easy to say hello to us in advance when giving out the year-end bonus. No one asked about making money secretly. Didn’t it mean to bully us in front of cadres and workers by paying bonus so clearly? No matter how powerful your leader is, he can’t be lawless! I sat on the boss’s chair silently and thought about it. I was not angry at all. I stood up and came to the boss’s office with the strength of wine. When I entered the room, I could ask the boss directly, after questioning, my face was flushed and my mouth was gasp. I turned around and walked away before the head recovered. Why did I do that confidently? Why did you do that? To be honest, most of the factors are wine. It was neither my original intention nor my nature to do that, because I was not a person who valued money so much. It seems that wine is really messy! In the future, I have to pay attention to the bad habit of controlling myself. Otherwise, I am not sure when I will cause a big trouble to myself. Once the disaster is brought to me, it will be too late to regret. Since doing that stupid thing, some colleagues forgot what bullshit they had said to me in my office. Monkey’s face changed and he talked to me everywhere, it made me lose face even more when I couldn’t get off the stage. Now, I no longer blame the head for running to the superior leader to sue myself. Because I am a person who likes to tell the truth and is stubborn, I have already annoyed the top leader in recent years. Calm down and think about it carefully. It’s understandable that the top leader ruined his trivial things everywhere. Who let me stay quiet and not calm, so I can stand out and ask about his messy things. The current working situation is quite passive, what can I do? Fuck! When things are small, they will be pulled down. Let it go. It is useless to sit in the office and ponder over many things. Besides, why do you just blame yourself when you are idle? After that, you should pay attention to some ways and methods of life, change your bad temper, and often adjust your working attitude. It is not a big deal for a nobody to drink too much occasionally in daily work and lose the normal state. He said some angry words and said some big truth. Besides, the top leader can’t beat me easily from the superior leader now. Everyone knows his character, and few people believe his rotten bullshit any more. Then I said again that the leader had done a lot of trouble to me over the years. It was not too much to say a few words to him and to hurt him, it just seems that I don’t have any ideological consciousness in the eyes of some cadres and workers, which is quite vulgar. No matter how upset you are now, you have to do your job well. There is no need to be more serious with a social and economic animal who eats inside and walks outside, destroys the enterprise and pits employees. The biggest advantage of me is that I can calm down and reflect on some of my mistakes afterwards, and also find some reasons that are not reasonable to forgive myself. In this way, is my brain quite flexible? It is not much worse than that Ah Q at all, and it cannot be regarded as an airtight fool. What is the central meaning of my writing this article today? Simply speaking, a person must have some self-restraint and learn to endure others’ Leisure in his work, society and life. As the saying goes, if one has no foresight, there must be immediate worries. If one cannot bear it, then he will do something wrong. Ha ha ha, to be honest, no one’s life and work will be calm in life. People have to live a little leisurely, regardless of any troublesome and boring things, especially in our state-owned enterprises with chaotic human management, nothing can be too rigid, as long as you can’t afford any big losses, there is no need to deal with something that doesn’t matter to you. If everything is taken seriously, and everything is taken seriously with the head of your unit, that is, your work is more passive and your life is more difficult. To be honest, if a person wants to maintain his dignity and protect the vested interests he deserves in a society where tigers are flocks, flies are piled up, corruption is rampant, and the legal system is not sound, he must learn to compromise. Compromise, to be blunt, is to open a window in your heart to let the sun shine in. Only when one understands the compromise with rules and principles can one settle down and support his family in this ever-changing and contradictory society. During these days, the already cold bench became colder and colder. I stayed in the office all day and had nothing to do. I read the article “on the cultivation of Communist Party members” written by Liu Shaoqi attentively, dissecting thoughts and washing souls according to the article. In addition, I also learned the Buddhist scriptures, the Tao Te Ching and the Analects of Confucius with relish, feeling those mysterious life principles attentively and enlightening my mind. 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