Life

There are always some things that you don’t hate but also don’t like, and everyone will encounter such a time when you don’t hate but also don’t like. Now I am like this. Confusion is like cloud and mist. I clearly know that it is not as invincible as a mountain, but it is light and helpless. I feel that I am lost here, I am trapped in my tomorrow and hope, and I am neither depressed nor angry to survive …… yes, for a young man who is physically and mentally sound, for his peers, he is gradually emerging in this society, for those Caring Voices with blame and doubt, I entered the whirlpool of unemployment like this. I live a pig life like this everyday, but I can’t be too lazy to feel at ease like a pig. This is my dazzling stain on this young man; Looking at the people around me, no matter what the environment is, it is so like a fish in water, although their results were so brilliant, I also knew that even if they were on the road of the second generation of the rich, they must have experienced sweat and seen some profound faces. Of course, there were also winners who started from scratch, but I have also seen it. Why is the result so unsatisfactory? What’s more sad is that the voice sent to you by people who care about you erases your process and scolds the result. Your worry is based on questioning my interest, so confidence has become my sensitive word now. I also know, don’t be a pair of trousers, others have to cover what they say, but for those who care, how can they deceive themselves that they can’t hear? But I really don’t know where I stand? Is it on a path of interest? Yes, I will get a sense of accomplishment from it. I will envy in front of excellent predecessors. I will look forward to the relevant future. But at this time, I can’t see the road to the end, and I always feel terrified when walking. I really have no confidence to say that I can always like this job. I think interest is the way others live. We envy and begin to pay attention to it, because my eyes are still looking at other people’s various enviable lifestyles. I look around with short eyes like this, so I think what my eyes can choose is the path that I have known about others’ life. The confusion now is whether I should also go for a walk. I always told myself before, don’t be afraid of choosing. If you walk around, you will know. When I have spent so much effort in this business, but I have nothing to gain back to the current starting point, I even feel that the starting point can’t be described, because the starting point is the same for everyone, because the starting point is the white paper that has not failed, because the starting point is a good start. I am confused now that I also have no confidence to give up and also have no confidence to start again, so I paralyze myself and close myself, without Tomorrow’s survival. Until today, the water and food cut off for a long time finally proved that I am a living person. I still have to talk about what interests and dreams. I can’t figure out because I am too limited to see other people’s lifestyles too little, that made me so unbrave to change my career. Don’t tell me. Maybe it’s because I’m reluctant to get interested now. I don’t understand. I decided to make do with it, who called I am an unfashionable living person? I changed the ruler into weight, because my friend told me that I could choose a person who didn’t hate or like to collect the weight, with weight and more other people’s lifestyles, maybe the clouds that trap me now will disappear by themselves. I did accept it without my own opinion. In fact, I know that maybe I have solved these clouds now, and I will see the scenery I have never seen. But after all, I became a living person, an ordinary living person. You? Is it the same as me that traps your whirlpool? Or more powerful? So, how did you come out and what did you look like in the end? Well, anyway, the result after the choice is actually what we wanted at the beginning. It is only possible that we don’t want it now that we will deviate from the track, maybe if you can’t walk, you will turn back. Don’t be sad. I have found a way to comfort everyone. Everyone should have a career that he doesn’t think he is born. If you regret that your current achievement is to sacrifice the most enthusiastic interest at that time, then start, do this job without any burden. The reason why I can have such self-reflection is that today I feel my desire is awakened. I want to live an extraordinary life on this ordinary road. Why define the attributes and scope well, it would be better if everyone was happy. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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