Stupid

It has been 4 years since I lost contact with Benben. However, I haven’t forgotten the intelligence, loyalty and bravery of Benben so far. I always feel heartbroken when I think of Benben. Benben and I have been together for more than 9 years. When Benben was an hour, he was round, with short and thick limbs and clumsy actions. Even if he passed the threshold, he could stumble; Eating food would also Chok food full of mouth, just like a child’s rice grains sticking to his mouth, he knows what to eat wherever he goes. Later, after careful consideration, a conclusion was drawn that the stupid big head was too big, which was out of proportion with the body, so of course the walking was unstable. The inelegant name Benben also came from this. On Lunar September 20,, it was sent by bus of Yishun. At that time, it was only the size of a shoe, because it was packed in a big shoe box on the bus. In the spring of the next year, he grew up to be a fool, a decent young man with a radius of 10 miles. Benben looked so cute when he was a child, so everyone loved him. The 12-year-old boy next door always held Benben home when we were unprepared, and Benben ran back. In order to subdue Benben, the child next door didn’t ask him to run back, so he trapped Benben under the wooden bench with four legs. Benben didn’t listen, so the little boy next door smashed it down with the wooden stool with four legs, benben screamed, but he still ran back. One day, the child came to my house again. Benben called Wangwang again, and his wife scolded him severely. Benben stopped. Since then, Benben has learned to want want. The voice is simple and honest, and the voice is full of breath. Because his upper lip was too long, he wrapped up the whole lower lip, and the sound from this appearance was not loud and straightforward. On the contrary, it seems stupid. Benben stood up as tall as me. His two forelegs could easily put on my shoulder. Then he looked at me foolishly and never licked me. He knew that I hated his long tongue. Some people say benben is the offspring of Tibetan mastiff, but the fluff is not as long as Tibetan mastiff; Some people say benben is the offspring of St. Banna, but the color is wrong; But it is certain that, benben is not an ordinary local variety. I don’t care what kind of benben is, wearing yellow trousers, black suit and snow-white bow tie around my neck. This is Benben, who looks indifferent. Benben never barks casually, nor bites people casually. Once when I was enjoying the cool under the big poplar trees in the yard, I heard the sound of Benben lying aside. I looked up and saw a 40-year-old man outside the gate with one hand on the big door bolt (maybe he didn’t see me or Benben), he opened the door while looking around and came in. After about seven steps, he suddenly saw Benben looking at him not far away and turned around and ran away without saying anything. The man came in seven steps and went out only three steps. Later I learned that the man asked for directions. Benben doesn’t bite people. Neighbors all know that benben is a good dog, and the appearance of guarding the home depends on. However, once he bit the little boy in his neighbor’s house, that was the little boy who pressed his stupid head with a bench with four legs. The child wanted to climb over the wall, but he didn’t see Benben lying in the yard. His legs had already come down on the wall, and his body was still on the wall. At this moment, Benben didn’t make any noise, it was just a bite to rush up. We were all in the room, and we heard the child crying. We hurried out, carried the little boy hanging on the wall into the room, and let him lie on the bed and take off his trousers, it was found that there were two holes in the butt. Blood flowed out from the holes and flowed to the ground along the thigh. The wife poured white sugar on the wound and rubbed it hard. The little boy cried even harder. I went to the drugstore to buy Mad Dog Nursery, and found a doctor in the clinic to inject the little boy. I didn’t think of Benben until my child stopped crying. I took a stick and hit him as soon as I saw him. My wife stopped me and said: Don’t beat me first. Benben never bites people. How could he be asked today? I remembered that Benben was forced to press his head by this little boy on the bench when he was a child. Was Benben taking revenge? Who knows? Maybe only Benben knows. Looking stupid, I didn’t go down. Benben has lived in my home for nine years. During these nine years, I have built deep feelings with Benben. I get up at 5 o’clock every day, pick up the bones that they can’t sell money and the leftover meat dregs left in the cattle and horse slaughterhouse a mile away. No matter how much they pick up, Benben will eat them all. If there is a time when they pick up more, he will put the spare part in the freezer and feed him when he can’t pick it up. Benben enjoyed these foods very much. He could eat beef ribs from beginning to end, and he would not eat any good things given by others. Benben grew up eating raw food and was not interested in cooked food. In stupid 5-year-old that year, I Shanghai Lin sister home and it took 7 days. My wife doesn’t eat anything at home. Later, I called and asked me what to do. I asked him to pick up cattle bones in the slaughterhouse and feed him. My wife gave the cow bone to Benben, but Benben still didn’t eat it. I asked my wife to put the phone on the stupid ear, I said Stupid! Stupid! Hurry up and eat, I will go home soon, obedient! The end of the phone felt stupid and whispered. When I got home, my wife told me that Benben’s ears moved when he heard me talking on the phone. He was lying on his stomach and stood up at once, drinking water first, then eating bones. I can’t say benben is faithful, because after all, he ran out and never came back. Benben is kind and never attacks people. In his opinion, people are also friendly, so he leaves a chance for bad people to take advantage. How can Benben know the truth that people are good at being bullied and dogs are good at being eaten? Maybe they were killed in the hands of bad people or adopted in the hands of good people. I don’t know. On the day when Benben ran away, I had been looking for it. Some people said that I would look for it in the middle of the night. In the dead of night, there was no noise, and Benben would hear my call. So I went out to look for it as soon as it got dark. The North district of Lin Zhao road covers an area of 10 miles. I have to shout a few times from door to door. I keep calling and carefully distinguish every barking of each dog, but none of them were silly, tiger-like and stupid cries, and they couldn’t hear the stupid cries until they went through the North District of Lin Zhao Road. It was almost dawn, and I was extremely tired. The next day, after breakfast, I looked north along Lin Zhao Road. I heard the sound of Benben from a distance. I determined the location and ran over. It turned out to be a plate factory, there were several dogs barking in the deep inside of the yard. I walked over hurriedly. It turned out to be a big iron cage with four big dogs inside, but Benben was not among them. When entering, a worker asked me who I was looking for. I said I was looking for Benben, and he said there was no person called Benben here. I said I really want to hear him. He asked me where I heard it? I said it would be known after a look. The worker saw me go straight to the dog cage, said a word of mental derangement and continued to work. Benben has many kinds of cries. For Benben, different demands have different ways of calling, which may only be understood by myself, such as thirsty, hungry, and outsiders coming, there are cats in the yard, the door of the yard is not closed, the clothes have not been collected when it rains, it is time to get up at 5 o’clock, etc. Benben will express it in different voices. Benben left, and all this information could not be obtained. Running away, what left was the silence of a yard. When I came home from work, I could no longer see Benben coming to greet me with his head down and tail shaking, nor could I enjoy the smell of dogs and barks in the Chai men. Quiet. Benben left. During that time, I almost visited all the dog-killing outlets and dog meat restaurants in the city. I showed you the photos of Benben on my mobile phone and left my phone number to the boss, he said: this is my Benben who is lost. If anyone finds that he asks you to call me, I will take it back at a high price. However, there is still no news. In the enclosure of a dog store to be killed, a large group of dogs turned their eyes to me and seemed to tell me again that they were not the fools I was looking for. Could you help them get out of here? However, my only stupid in my heart. For four years, I even imagined that one day when I came home from work, there came three or two barks from the courtyard. I opened the door and came in. It was Benben who barked. I reached out my hand to him, he put the fleshy, cool mouth or big nose in my hand. I grabbed it hard, then patted his big head and said, “Play! I know that Benben left, but didn’t walk out of my deep heart. Then let Benben become a happy fragment of my life, which will remain in my memory forever. Wang Zhengren praised at home on August 15, 2015 (prose editor: Di Mo Cheng injury) Spring elimination snow

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