Forgive

I like literature: in the vast ocean of words, I think quietly and create seriously; I like writing and drawing, and I like to inlay the happiness and sadness in my heart into words one by one. I like literature: my life and life are very plain, as light as water. But also because of literature, it seems to be my spiritual pillar, decorating my sky. If I leave it, my life will lose its meaning, to be more serious, in my ideology, I have no dream of literature. Living equals dying. I like literature, and I always hope that I can write good articles that win people’s hearts and make people’s eyes shine. But I was dull and weak in writing, but I thought so in my heart, so I asked myself to move closer to the direction I thought, which required me to learn carefully and ponder carefully, repeated practicing writing. Life is not only an ideal, but also a life. Life is a big problem, which stands in front of everyone. What you want to do must be solved first. I know that those who can’t be full of words can’t avoid reality, but they can’t avoid, let alone fantasy. There are many tedious things in a family. I have to do the same thing. I have to do it. Think about how long it will take for a family of three to wash and cook outside the family. It doesn’t count. I also opened a shop, and I carried all the details of the shop alone. I was very busy. A customer came to me to do business in the store later. Sometimes when the customers come to eat, they have to stop; Sometimes when they go to the toilet, they have no peace for a while. Life belongs to life, and I can’t put down my ideal and literary dream. I can imagine how precious time is to me. Every day I have to finish all the things before I can pick up the book, enter my literary world and enjoy the warmth of this moment. Sometimes I can’t squeeze out the time to turn books for several days. I am very busy, and my time is very precious. I have no time to talk with my friends. I have never been seen in the laughter of the group. To be honest, sometimes my friends, customers and familiar people come to tell me about my parents’ affairs, things around me and psychological affairs. Although I reluctantly tell them, in fact, I felt very uncomfortable and sighed secretly. Finally, I had some time to read and sit down to write strokes. They stood here, and this little precious time was lost in vain. Sometimes they haven’t left, or they just left, and customers come to me to do things again. I regretted it. Maybe I didn’t read because of this little spare time. On this day, even more than one day, I didn’t have time to read again. Sometimes I felt so soft that I felt embarrassed. For the sake of my friend’s face, I told them that when it came to the end, I saw nothing. However, this only time was wasted. I have little spare time, so I cherish it very much. For example: TV, I am watch TV while eating, and turn off the TV immediately after eating. I have watched TV. For many years, I haven’t watched a TV play completely. Watching TV is like a dragonfly. As for chatting and playing games on the Internet, I am reluctant to put my time on it, which is a blank space for me. Sometimes, I finally finished my work and picked up my favorite book. Someone came and wanted to chat with me. How could I be willing to give them my time, so I posed seriously and asked: What’s the matter? Knowing that they have nothing to do, I will say: Sorry, I have no time to accompany you. After saying that, my eyes were on the book again. I know it is wrong for me to do so. All the people who knew me, including my left and right neighbors, knew that I wanted to read books, so they didn’t come to talk to me, and they only came to me when they had something to do. Although I live in a noisy street, my shop is quiet and there is no such scene of talking and making noise in groups. All my customers don’t rely on my mouth. I also have my way to survive. I do things very seriously, and generally require myself to be perfect. The reason why I do it seriously is that I hope that when customers come to pick up clothes, they can’t find any problems, everything is OK, don’t bother me, don’t ask me to do it again, I do business at a reasonable price, also can say cheap, a price, not customer bargaining. If you want to make a counter-offer, just let them go. Gradually people became familiar with it and knew it, so they didn’t make a counter-offer. Why do you want to do this? Because I don’t have time and energy to grind them slowly. Doing business here is crisp and neat. If you trust me, do it for me. My consciousness of doing things is to be serious and responsible. I will never be sloppy and careless. My thought is to hurry up and do it well. Only when I do things well can I calm down and study with ease. Some customers are not satisfied with my work, so they criticize me with clothes here for a long time, and finally force me to rework him. I will not leave these customers, and immediately ask them not to come next time. Because it was a rare time for them to come here, I could not remember people. I was afraid that they would come to me to do things next time, and couldn’t reach a tacit understanding with their thoughts. I would waste a long time for one thing, I couldn’t bear it, so I drove them away directly. Post an article on the Internet, I AM open it in a hurry, type the article, and then click to send it out. Because there are so many things, it is common to interrupt halfway. Even if I have to finish a short article several times, I will stop to finish it at any time because I have something to do at any time, so I don’t have time to look here and there on the computer, let alone talk to friends on it. In my heart, talking something with netizens on the computer is not as simple as talking face to face. I think a sentence typed with words should have the charm of words. Therefore, for me, one sentence should also be considered. It takes time. Here, I criticize myself first. I am selfish and reluctant to put time on it. The whole article is talking about how to hurry up to read books and study I am, which is not a single meaning. I am very busy. The rest, the only thing, can calm down and study, and I have little time to read books, in other words, I have little time to study. I really have little spare time, so I cherish it very much. In the circle of literary friends, I will also read some articles. It is also learning with purpose, learning their writing techniques, literary talent and depth, and always pondering in the heart repeatedly. I hope I can write such a good article. Writing articles, I am just like a child who has just learned to walk. I only concentrate on my feet, legs, and find the balance of my body with my heart. Every step I take is swaying, also from time to time and fallen down. How dare a child who just learned to walk move his eyes away. I wish I could talk freely, enjoy the scenery, or look down at the mobile phone like a walking person. This walking thing will not be delayed, how dare a child who has just learned to walk have such extravagant thoughts. Look at those literary friends. Behind them, there is a lot of time waiting for them. I am not that lucky. I really don’t want to be in the stage of learning to walk when I am gray-haired. Readers, literary friends, here I say sorry to you, forgive my indifference. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring

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