And desire

I woke up at five o’clock in the morning, lying on the bed, rummaging through Tencent news and watching the news of the last two days, especially the news of finance and economics and stocks, I am must-see. Two articles of today’s financial news shocked me with heartache. One is “The Legend of futures Liu Qiang committed suicide after the bankruptcy of stock market”, and the other is “to describe the lost traders and you and me”. After reading it, I felt the same feeling and sadness came from it. I immediately went to the ground, turned on the computer and wrote a thinking article named “The Legend of futures Liu Qiang committed suicide after the bankruptcy of stock market, recalling every day when I was afraid of the stock market crash, I deeply understand the pressure and difficulty of professionals engaged in futures stocks. They will achieve the ultimate glory in a short time, and may be heavily in debt in a flash, they often live in ice and fire. In the article “describe for the lost trader and you and me”, the author tells that he is having a meal in a farmhouse and heard the news that an acquaintance, a futures trader, left in the circle of friends, his heart was sour, and he stood up pretending to be choked by Pepper and came to the water to wash, scrubbing his tears. Then, he said: Our sorrow is to feel our life experience, and we are both futures traders, which inevitably leads to death. Today’s pain may be forgotten tomorrow. The real pain is his parents, wives and children. There are countless accidents in the transaction, and winning or losing is always uncertain. As a gambler living in the casino, one day he will lose nothing, which is doomed at this time. When a person reaches a pass, his soul becomes turbid. As a shareholder, do I have the same sadness and sorrow as him? Because in the transaction, although I restrained my desire, the greedy humanity was still fierce to each other. It often overflowed the dam of reason, disturbed your heart and even controlled all your mood, affect your normal life. I have struggled in it for countless times, telling myself that this is not the life I want, there is a more leisurely, better and poetic life than it, the nature is waiting for me quietly. Once the literary inspiration bound by trade is released, it will form a steady stream of water. But I was still keen on the stock market for a time, pursuing a higher level, for the family and for the ease and freedom of my future finance. I have told myself countless times that this great wave of stock market has been put down in the past, and I will do my own hobbies. However, with the further advancement of national economy and reform, the stock market has not only no rest, there is also a bigger wave in the dark. I dissociated in contradiction and lost myself in the vast smog. Who can find it back? Lead me to a mountain road full of music and flowers blooming? This is negative in my mind. There is no such person. In the world where many people set out with the theme of material, the spiritual call of the Master’s poetic dwelling on the Earth was as if he had lived in the rest of the world. Only oneself is the master of oneself, but how many people in the world can exist independently without the temptation of the surrounding environment? My ambivalence and distress come from my alertness, My unwillingness, and my insight passing through the clouds. I struggled in ups and downs, and also in ups and downs. When people arrive at a certain time, they can’t get rid of the feeling of loneliness in their hearts and try to find a straw to save lives. Even if it is in the sky, they still look around at a loss. I think those stock futures traders who struggle with fate, ups and downs, and are more bumpy than our lives will have a deeper understanding of this. I told my lover about Liu Qiang’s suicide. The lover was silent for a moment and said: the person who can create miracles in the stock market is also the most dangerous person when the risk comes, because he has pressed all of them. Only those who make value investment steadily, do not pursue maximum profit, and win slowly can walk faster and better. In the evening, I leaned at the table to read the materials, and my lover came over and said to me: if Liu Qiang listened to me before he committed suicide, he might not commit suicide. Which word? I looked up and expected him to say. The money in the world cannot be earned. Why does he die when you say this? I puzzled. To lower his desire, people don’t have such a big desire and have a way to retreat. Can they drive themselves to a dead end? Oh, it seems that since I talked about it with him in the morning, my lover has been thinking all day. Sorry Liu Qiang! In the evening, I opened the news and saw an article named “mourning for our columnist Xiao Yao Liu Qiang. Xiaoyao Liu Qiang once wrote “Memoirs of the great futures writers”, and he often published his unique opinions and correct investment ideas on the column, which were recognized and respected by the industry. He is full of love for life. Behind his article, there will be an additional sentence to make himself live happily. Longevity is more important than anything else. However, it was such a person who went to a dead end in this stock market crash. How puzzling! Maybe people are like this. What they are sober is to others, while what they are to themselves cannot contain the burning desire in their hearts. This desire is not only for money, but also for the endless higher and further success! 2015 nian 7 yue 26 ri Sunday early

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