Tonight

Tonight, I didn’t have to work overtime. I took a hot bath and lay on the bed to have a comfortable sleep, eliminating the fatigue accumulated in a week. But somehow, my eyes were closed, but I was sleepy. The past of the past clearly emerged in front of my eyes. Time seemed to flow backwards, and everything seemed to go back to yesterday and that year, after experiencing too many pains, lonely and helpless, I just want to find someone to say something in my heart. When I opened the phone book, I found that many people seemed to have evaporated from the world and could not be contacted any more. Only you were an acquaintance who could speak. But I always think that you are still young, and I always regard you as my sister. You sent a text message saying that the meal had been cooked and asked me to come there. I ‘ve been wanting to see you all the time, but I ‘ve been thinking about it in my dreams, but I’m afraid that you, who are pure and kind, will feel sad when you see my haggard and down-and-out look. But you said seriously on the phone that if I didn’t go, you would pick me up. You carsick, got spit, confusing thing north and south. I love you so much that I can go there by myself. Your cabin, burning soft lighting, filled with attractive food flavor, 1.1 drops dissemination monk familiar taste, I find the long-lost warm and moved. You said you were tired at work, so you asked me to sit down and prepare for me. You were afraid that I would be hungry, so you put a chopstick and a chopstick into my bowl. I thought foolishly that if I ate the food you cooked everyday, even living a poor life would be sweet and happy. But I know that I will never have such a blessing. I heard that you are engaged to your boyfriend, and soon you will wear a white wedding dress and become someone else’s bride. You said softly that you wanted me to open my eyes wider to see if you had changed. I said lightly that you used to be an ignorant little sister, but now you have grown up, and you are a considerate and good girl! You shook your head and said it was right. You used to cut a short hair, but now your hair is fluttering. With glittering tears flashing, you put your soft hands on your chest and said persistently and seriously that you heard that you like girls with long hair fluttering. It is not convenient to wash your hair when it is long, especially in winter, if you do not wet your hair for a long time, you will wipe it with a towel constantly, and then you will fall asleep while sitting on the bed. There are thousands of words hidden in my heart, but I don’t know how to tell you. I am tired of all the sufferings in the world. I don’t want to drag others down. I don’t have the heart to let you suffer with me. But your attitude is so resolute that there is no room for discussion. You said that you didn’t sympathize with me, but loved me hopelessly. You didn’t accept others’ roses, I just want to take my hand and walk through that long and cold winter! You are a obedient and sensible girl who has never brought a boy home. But for our love, you don’t care about anything. You lead me back and a shift worker who burns a boiler back. Your mother didn’t say anything, but your father felt ashamed and slapped you loudly at that time. He never touched one of your fingers since he was a child. You covered your burning face, wiped off the bloodshot corners of your mouth, and said word by word that even if you were killed, you would still be with me. It was you who jumped and you climbed on the cliff. Your father squatted in the corner of the wall and sighed a burst of cold air. He jumped up suddenly, kicked the door open with one foot, pointing at the door and shouting hysterically; Rolling, just as I didn’t give birth to your daughter! You pulled me out of the house without looking back. I advise you not to be impulsive, because it is not worthwhile for me to fall out with my family. You said that your father was a swordsman, and we walked together, and he would accept it after a long time. We went to the station to buy two tickets for Guangzhou. Just a few minutes before the bus departs, you got a call from your brother, and you burst into tears, you said your mother was angry and was admitted to the hospital. I said I would go with you. You said it was unnecessary. You asked me to go to Guangzhou first. You settled your home and came here. You wanted to erase the melancholy tears flowing in my eyes. You didn’t come to Guangzhou, your mother didn’t get sick either. They cheated you back home and never let you out. Soon they found you a rich husband’s family. You called me several times, and each time you said you were sorry for me and asked me to take good care of myself and find a good girl to make my family. You also said that you lied to me in this world. If there is an afterlife, you are willing to be a cow and a horse to repay me for these years. I have lived a bad life, like a train driving in different life stations, they never stopped walking on the road in a hurry and chaos. Those people and things were like the scenery flashing by on both sides of the railway. I was wandering in a foreign land, alone, tired of food and clothing all day long, and tasted the bitter water of life. But in those hard days, she came to my dream and let me find some sweetness and tenderness in the cold wandering years, let me recall the sweet and bitter love story happily and satisfie. I am thinking that for the sake of the people I love and those who love me, I will live a good life! Are, tonight sleepless! 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