Shizumori

When I was young, I liked to pursue dreams. I always wanted to leave my parents’ arms, fly far away, and soar in a free Sky; I liked to be busy, and I met my friends from time to time, holding hands, shoulder to shoulder, walking through streets one after another, laughing and swaggering all the way, becoming a conspicuous scenery line; I like to roar casually in the noisy KTV and vent to my heart’s content, even if it is ridiculous to run out of tune, my heart will be filled with joy; I like to defend, like to argue, always think that I am right, always think that things in the world must score good or bad, right and wrong, as a result, I still insist on my own opinion even when I am competing with relatives and friends. However, I don’t know when, I have changed my mind, and Zhong fell in love with quietness. I always want to stay away from the disputes and noises of the world, and I always want to have a moment of quiet and enjoy a half-day leisure. From then on, I no longer like to go shopping and perform the short fate passing by with a group of people; From then on, I no longer like to get stuck in the crowd and feel the lively and noisy passion; from then on, I no longer like to stay in the KTV with loud sound and let out the depression in my heart hysterically; From then on, I no longer like to be in the turbulent disputes, when I was in my spare time, I liked to quietly watch the thousands of poses and thousands of postures transformed by clouds, watching the clouds dancing, watching the rays of the sky chasing me, watching the clouds rolling and the clouds rolling, feeling happy. I even often wonder whether if I can embrace the leisure and watch the blue sky as quietly as clouds, can I be as elegant, quiet and free as clouds? In the afternoon of early spring, I like to walk quietly on the path of the country, watching the green grass covering every path, even spreading into a piece of muddy grass, the green of life, it brings a gorgeous spring full of hope and vigor. All things recovered under the warm call of the grass, and the willow branches struggled to grow unwillingly. The peach blossom and pear blossom bloomed unexpectedly, and the flowers and Ducks played in the water. The tension of swallows murmured life filled the whole world. I like to lean down and enjoy a flower quietly in every morning when the flowers bloom in spring. Small buds one by one are a surprise, but also a flourishing life. Looking at their small mouths gradually opening petals, it looks like a newborn baby half squinting and exploring the situation of breast milk with their small mouths, which makes people care and love immediately. When the flowering period comes, the flowers bloom as much as they like, and there are countless flowers in full bloom in my heart. In an instant, the flowers bloom into an ocean full of fragrance. When the flowers are gone, the petals are flying and covered with paths. Maybe when you are holding a petal of fallen flowers and crying sadly, you are surprised to find that small fruits have been produced on the stems of the flowers without knowing when. It turns out that every flower has its own beautiful life, which is as dazzling as everyone will bloom his own excellence in the world. Just silently enjoying the second opening of a tree flower, my heart was bright and warm, and the corners of my mouth rose unconsciously. In the cool summer without wind or rain, I like to wander in the river beside the village, quietly watching the water under my feet overflowing my ankles and insteps, feeling the cool caress, and the annoyance and restlessness in my heart disappeared. The heart was quiet, as calm as the calm clear water, which could not cover any ripples; The heart was clear, as clear as the pure and transparent clear water, without any impurities. It turns out that pure water can not only reflect mountains and green trees and red flowers, but also contain everything and wash people’s souls. Autumn is high and cool. When it comes to the drizzle, I like to bathe quietly in the drizzle and feel the cool and refreshing wet and moist. The air was permeated with the fragrance of the soil. With only a light smell, the peculiar smell of hometown slipped into the nasal cavity and slowly slipped into the chest and abdomen. It was a comfort and tranquility, and the warmest place in the deep heart. I like to enjoy the setting sun quietly in the afternoon of autumn, sitting in front of the window, watching the setting sun pouring into the window quietly, rolling the bead curtain beside the window with a wisp of breeze and rolling around for several times, then run out, find the next target, and continue to carry out its mischievous actions. I like to walk quietly alone in the white world, so every winter comes, I will have a hope in my heart, looking forward to a heavy snow in this winter. At that time, I could place myself in the ice and snow world made of pink makeup and Jade, standing quietly in the snow, listening to the sound of snowflakes falling, or spreading my hands to welcome snowflakes falling lightly, or with the whole world, the dancing white spirit danced lightly. Immediately, people and snow melted into one, and their bodies and Hearts were completely immersed in the cleanliness and quietness of the snow. They couldn’t help themselves. For a long time, for a long time, he refused to wake up and could not bear to leave. Occasionally, I like to wait quietly for the coming of the night, watching the boundless curtain, overflowing the sky, over the mountains, over the roof, over the whole earth, covering all things on the earth with a layer of dark blue. Gradually, everything was smeared into a hue, a piece of gray hazy, as if the whole world was frozen and condensed into a quiet and detailed ink painting. I especially like watching the scene of the moon climbing quietly. After dinner, I leaned against the lintel alone and watched the moon peep out half of its head quietly from the back of the opposite mountain. The whole mountain was covered with a layer of milky white halo, shining a bright white brilliance. The moon rose steadily, climbed over the top of the mountain, over the treetops on the top of the mountain, and climbed slowly into the vast air until the whole disc was hung in the high air, daub a piece of white moonlight on the whole sky, and then spread it to the Earth, reflecting everything on the Earth in its own luster, making it sacred and bright, and then the earth glowed with softness and serenity, it makes people intoxicated and can’t help themselves for a long time. I always like to listen to the music I love one after another quietly on the night without stars and moon, and listen to each melody repeatedly and carefully. Each note is like a smart spirit dancing between my eyebrows, jump in your heart, sing in the sea of your chest, let yourself float and sink in the movement, be happy and sad, and release your joys and sorrows to your heart. In music, encounter another self, see yourself clearly, reflect on yourself, and then understand yourself. In the silent night, I like to travel in the sea of literature with different levels and tones, quietly and exclusively taste the words I love, watch others’ stories, taste my own life, or feel sad or happy, crying and laughing. If you still can’t let go, you can gently pick up a thin pen and engrave your mind and heart as you wish, not for anyone to see or touch, just to write your own and unique little mood. Maybe I was a little tired and tired after running for half a life; Maybe I had experienced too much and saw clearly. I don’t want to compete for fame and wealth any more. I don’t want to chase around any more. I’m too lazy to interpret others or myself. I just want to live a safe and steady life, work peacefully, go home to accompany my parents on holidays, and walk around with my children when I am free. My family members can be safe and healthy, and relatives can be harmonious and harmonious. For me, is happiness. After seeing all the prosperity in the world and experiencing cold, warm and sad feelings, it has already been clear that life does not need to have a good material life, but only needs to spend every peaceful time in every plain day, it is the supreme happiness. There is nothing else to ask for in this life. I just want to stay in the flow of material desires, stay in a corner in the hustle and bustle, and enjoy the fleeting time. It is enough to wish! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring

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