Deeply

At night, lonely heart, it was raining outside, listening to the rain alone, the falling rain was like silent tears, no one came to accompany …… close your eyes and lean against the back of the chair, feeling so tired and tired, thinking about who? Don’t want to sleep! I’m so tired, I always want to forget it, why is it a pity?! Where is the oath we used to swear together? Where? Is it Gone With the Wind? Is it like running water at any time? If time comes again, who else can I trust?! Laughing at myself, I don’t know how to love myself. Maybe turning back is the true meaning of life. Who am I going to sigh? Why did you torture yourself like this? Love you again in the next life! No longer trust anyone, no longer let yourself cry! Forget the love once, believe that I can wait for you in the next life! After tonight, even if a person flies alone! Don’t Cry for anyone anymore! Don’t be like this, don’t know how to cherish yourself! The falling rain is like my tears, dropping by drop, dropping by drop …… falling silently in the midnight of no one. What a heavy rain, I don’t know why there are so many tears in the sky, like a frustrated person. When you are sad, you can cry happily and happily. Tears flow out of your heart and you feel hurt, there must be someone in my heart, who can’t let go, can’t be solved, love is heartbroken, always worried, but finally helpless, can’t be together, can’t hold her hand, in the end, I still shed tears alone. Late at night, I was confused and empty alone in front of the computer. I don’t know what I should do? The past is no longer the past. In fact, I am always at a loss. I don’t know what I am pursuing and what I want to seize? What I grasped was only blank. I was always imagining who could yell at me and treat the future with me. It turned out that memory was making trouble, but I didn’t allow myself to cry. I walked alone in the wind and rain without your gentleness. The rain washed my face. You couldn’t see my tears flowing. The past was like fallen leaves in the wind, floating and floating, blown by the wind, hit by the rain, drifting helplessly with the running water. I am in the wind and rain, watching you go away, you will not look back, my sad tears and rain flow together, love finally broke up, watching you go away helplessly, from now on, I will never hold your hand, nor have your tenderness and tenderness. I walked alone in the wind and rain. I couldn’t cover the hurt of love. I felt so distressed that I couldn’t say it out. The love I used to love went away with the wind, and finally I couldn’t persuade you to stay. I am in the wind and rain, watching you go far away, love is broken, love is broken, Heart has gone with you, I shed tears alone …… night, how quiet it is, I was wandering alone in the rain among the aimless drifters. In this dark and quiet night, I was like a life with unknown future, looking at the flickering red light and flickering, I just want to live a floating life. The sky is full of soft and drizzle, just like tears. I really want to find someone to protect myself from the wind and rain, however, it seems that there is only oneself left in this world. I stood quietly in front of the window for countless quiet nights, looking at the stars all over the sky, recalling our past, and your familiar and strange figure constantly emerged in front of me, thinking about the sweet and happy days we used to have, recalling the ups and downs we used to walk hand in hand, the gardens we visited together, the supermarkets we visited together, and the cabins we stayed together, but now there is only one person left in the empty room. Constantly calling your name, let me hear my heartbreaking voice in the quiet night. The night was so quiet, so sad and so cold. I sat alone in front of the computer and looked at your photos, confused and confused. I looked at the e-mail you sent me, but that was all the past. Looking at that sweet text, I really couldn’t bear to delete it, and I didn’t have any courage to read it again. I knew that even if I deleted it, I couldn’t delete you from my heart. Now I know that love will deceive me, fate will tease me, and you will leave me quietly! Everything will pass away slowly. With the passing time, I miss you alone and miss all the happy things we once had, but the happiness and sweetness of the past make people feel really painful and sad when recalling! I am constantly cheating myself, and I will gradually forget you, but after many years, I still haven’t completely deleted you from my heart. Pro! I didn’t know how to cherish you. I cared for you so that you could leave me silently. It was also me who ruined our happiness and my life and future, if there is a next life, I will never play coquetry in your arms, and I really won’t let you get angry. But years of time disappeared quietly from my eyes. I hope time can come back. I hope you can come back. I am not naughty. Until now, I find myself mature and stable, but you are gone forever. Dear, if there is an afterlife, I will cherish you, care for you, no longer let you suffer injustice and injury, and I will make you happy. I would like to turn into a white fox of thousands of years of practice, waiting for you silently by your side and following you forever. It was in the dead of night that I couldn’t sleep that I saw the boundless night which was as dark as my life. I couldn’t see the light of my life any more, now everything is nothing for me, and everything is not important. I don’t want to be rich or rich, and I don’t want fame and wealth. I just want to go on alone safely, finish this tragic life. Until the end of life! Author: depressed monarch QQ:1259594855

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