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The back of the writer Lu Yao went further and further with his writing “starting from noon in the morning”, and the time was fixed forever on November 17th, 1992. On that day, there was no longer yellow sky and thick soil on the land of northern Shaanxi, But snowflakes fluttering, white blank, and the sky looked very dignified, as if sending the last elegan for his leaving. The first time to meet Lu Yao was due to a magazine called Girl, which published Lu Yao’s essay “starting from noon” specially written for his brother Wang Tianle. Maybe out of curiosity at that time, I tried to read it. What I didn’t expect was that I finished reading it at one time. Unfortunately, it was serialized, so I didn’t finish it in a real sense. Later, I went to Xinhua bookstore to get the complete works, and it took three nights to get a complete ending. I remember the scene at that time was: Tears filled in my eyes, and I was happy with it. Yes, I didn’t know who Lu Yao was before, and I had never read any of his words. It was “girl” magazine that made me know Lu Yao, and I loved Lu Yao since then. In his short life, Lu Yao created a long novel, several novellas and the essays mentioned above. Lu Yao’s only long “Ordinary World” won China Mao Dun Award, ranking first in the year. “Life” was counted in several novellas, which not only won the prize, but also caused great shock throughout the country with the adaptation and shooting of the novel of the same name, which might not even be thought of by Lu Yao himself. But Lu Yao, who was always low-key in the world, was not intoxicated. He faced it as a sober person. In his own words, everything had passed and I should start again. Yes, just when he set sail with confidence and full of desire, wind and rain suddenly rose in the sky. He fell ill and never stood up. Wow, the loss of Lu Yao, the loess wail! When it comes to Lu Yao, my heart will feel painful and bleeding. Yes, I have been touched by Lu Yao from his acquaintance to his leaving the world, among them, the reason was that he was moved by reading his words, and the more direct reason was his personality charm and deep affection. As we all know, Lu Yao was born in a poor family, and his family was really as poor as a wash. In addition, there were many brothers and sisters, so he ate the last meal but never complained about it. On the contrary, taking suffering as the motive force of life, in order to be able to study, he agreed his parents to give his uncle the adoption. From then on, he left his hometown and started his study career. Because he was smart and eager to learn, his grades were always among the best until he graduated from. Just when he got the college admission notice, the Cultural Revolution began. Lu Yao, as a Red Guard, had no choice but to join it and became the army commander of the gang until he was promoted to the deputy director of the Cultural Revolution. In October of 76, the Gang of Four was smashed. He became a student in the Department of Chinese language and literature of Yanda University. Later, he started editing work and did his own creation at the same time. It can be said that Lu Yao will never forget his life course, especially the hard years in his childhood and youth. I think, without this period of time, There will be no later Lu Yao. That is to say, it was suffering that created Lu Yao who was not afraid of hardship and went upstream. In the final analysis, Lu Yao’s success came from his indomitable character. Lu Yao is great and simple at the same time, just like his creation and emotion. In life, Lu Yao is both a realist and a romantic. His love for his hometown and his brothers and sisters runs through the core of life, especially for his wife, my daughter also had the emotion of extension, which was beyond words. After he became famous and got married, the inscription he wrote to his alma mater was: Yanda, the cradle of life! The short seven words condensed the surging waves in Lu Yao’s heart. Facing his brother, he tried his best to help him get rid of poverty, and spared no effort to use relationships to solve or improve his living environment. Besides, Lu Yao, as a literary editor, tried his best to help those literary youth, recommend works, and devote his efforts to fulfill their dreams. What is more worth mentioning is that Lu Yao’s love for his wife Lin Da and his daughter Lu Ming is nothing more than love. Lu Yao knew that without the support and dedication behind Lin Da, he would not be able to go to college, nor would he have the later self, nor would Lin Da give and take care of his daughter selflessly, it is impossible for me to have time to devote myself to creation. In order to repay his wife and have a warm home for his daughter, Lu Yao decorated the house with illness. Unfortunately, Lin da didn’t stick to it until the end, The emotion that Lu Yao poured into could only flow eastward, and the situation was unbearable when people went to the empty building. For Lu Yao who was seriously ill, there was no doubt that it was a bolt from the blue, and the pillar of his life suddenly collapsed. But Lu Yao was strong. He fulfilled his promise of signing a contract with others with tenacious perseverance and finished his essay “starting from noon in the morning”. Lu Yao was kind and pitiful at the same time. He would rather sacrifice his life than live up to his promise. To be honest, I have read all the words written by Lu Yao carefully. I remember that I finished reading the book “Ordinary World” at the first time. But after reading all his works, after a comparison, I still like his essays, because in my opinion, it has more affinity. On the one hand, it may come from Lu Yao’s inner monologue, on the other hand, it may be the lack of long red tape. Therefore, when I read him, I feel that I want to be like a big brother in heart, trust each other, and do not deceive each other. Along the way, I read Lu Yao, a tall but delicate and romantic man in northern Shaanxi stood in front of me. Sometimes he was like a mountain, sometimes like a whispering Spring, which made people think for thousands of miles and couldn’t help looking back. I am willing to admit that I like Lu Yao, which is not only his plain words and character, but also his soberness and thinking as well as his lingering attachment to his hometown. Lu Yao left, but what he left was only his body. His spirit and soul didn’t leave. Not only that, but also stayed in China, a land full of sufferings forever. Every time I was in a mental crisis, the first thing I thought of was Lu Yao. As long as I read him, I would feel less haze and more comfort. I might as well say that Lu Yao’s spiritual guidance prompted me to enter my own life complex. Lu Yao once said: the sincerity from the heart and the feeling of never losing ordinary people, as well as the harvest from farming, even if there is no harvest, he will not regret it. Every time I ponder these two sentences, there is a feeling blooming in my heart. He belongs to Lu Yao and every follower of Lu Yao!

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