Truth

Every time I sit there, I seem to see that girl coming to me slowly from the depth of time, with a smile. And I, in a flash, always burst into tears. The truth is so close, the past is so far! Inscription there are many pairs of shoes in the shoe cabinet in the basement. Of course, they are no longer worn. There are women’s, mine; Men’s, husband’s; Children’s shoes, children’s. All kinds of things, like a room of mottled memory, I don’t have any fetishism, just have a special liking for shoes. Even if it is old, it is never willing to throw it away. I always feel that shoes are the closest thing to the Earth, conveying a kind of warmth from the Earth. And each pair of shoes passed through had gone through different roads, leaving deep or shallow traces on the Earth, extending in the depth of time, like tortuous life tracks, there is a feeling of boundless years, unreasonably, which will make people feel a little awe. I think I am a nostalgic person by nature! In my spare time, I often came to the basement by myself, wiping and touching them over and over again. The pairs of shoes that had completed my historical mission suddenly felt that time was over. Every time, my eyes always stay on a pair of shoes. Those are women’s shoes, but they are not mine. That is a strange girl’s shoes, the style is very old, but the upper is bright, and there is no sense of time and dust. It stayed there silently, like a beauty, sighing silently that time was getting old. Zhang Ailing said: among thousands of people, meet the person you want to meet. In thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, there is neither one step earlier nor one step later. When meeting, you can only say softly: Oh, are you here too? I have always believed in fate and cherished it. In my opinion, fate is a destined beautiful encounter in life. As for someone, even something. Even though, after thousands of generations, it is far away from thousands of mountains and rivers. If destined, you will look at each other. Although the surface is calm, your heart is full of twists and turns. Therefore, in my life, I am looking for someone who is destined. So, at the right time, I met a man who was willing to accompany me to watch the long stream of water and count the clouds in the world, and did the right thing; So, I went around, fell in with some hedge between keeps friendship green friends, without icing on the cake, but can timely help. If love is a close-fitting underwear, which gives us the comfort of being considerate, then family affection is a decent coat. In the four seasons of reincarnation, let us know the heat and the cold. While friendship is a simple robe, the thin and Cool World adds such warmth to us. Those shoes, those shoes standing there silently, which did not belong to me, had endless friendship for me! In the winter fifteen years ago, it was extremely cold in my memory. After having a three-year love marathon with my sweetheart, I finally want to enter the Palace of marriage. After comparing several hotels, I finally decided to choose Rizhao hotel to hold the wedding banquet. In numerous hotels, the four-storey building is not luxury, even a little too simple. Subconsciously, love can be gorgeous, but the marriage after turning around is simple. But its unobtrusive and low profile just implies the essence of life. Therefore, Rizhao hotel entered my marriage life as a witness. On that day, in the lobby of Rizhao hotel, “meeting you is my fate” was played cyclically. I wore a white wedding dress, holding my husband, with a smile like flowers. I walked happily through that long red carpet and received the sincere praise from the guests. The bride was so beautiful, the bride was so slim that I shuttled between relatives and friends, toasting frequently, like a white butterfly flying lightly. If it hadn’t happened that little accident, my wedding march would be as happy and peaceful as ordinary people, instead of still flowing slowly in the deep of life till now, initial moved. Most of the guests are from my husband’s unit, and most of them are young people. Maybe because of this warm scene, or because of my too peaceful character, every table toasting, they would come up with strange tricks, saying that they would share the sweetness of our love in public. They both bit an Apple hanging with threads, and quickly took it away when they almost bit it, letting us kiss openly; They pressed a chopstick with the tip of their tongue to get out of the bottle, my husband and I are always happy to cooperate with each other in the test of our tacit understanding. On a happy day, happiness overflows. I hope my friends can share it together. In ancient times, the noble concubine was drunk with various styles. Now the bride drinks one, let’s enjoy the charm of pink face peach blossom. However, I had drunk for N circles, and I felt obviously drunk. Untimely, someone shouted. Strongly of off from. Bride, on a happy day, don’t spoil the scenery. Some young people begin to cheer in good faith. I know that if I drink it, I will get drunk in a mess; If I don’t drink it, guests will not be able to get off the stage under the eyes of the public. Just risk everything, even if you are drunk, life will be drunk this time! Just about to serve the wine, one hand had sent the glass to my lips. Oh, who is so considerate with such diligence. I glanced subconsciously at the hands of the etiquette lady who held the tray for me all night when I toasted. In the dim eyes, I vaguely saw that finger was very long and very white. Looking up, it is a smiling and extremely beautiful face with a natural beauty carved naturally. Maybe I was so busy with social activities that I didn’t notice the girl who was always with me. I smiled at her gratefully, and suddenly found that there were many things in her clear eyes like water. There are anxiety, concern, and a kind of enduring smile. Holding the glass of wine passed by the girl, I drank it all at once, with a awe-inspiring smell. Clap, clap, for my bride’s generosity. Perhaps, almost everyone thought that I would become angry from embarrassment, Even left. And I, at the moment of drinking, clearly tasted a little sweet. To be exact, what I just drank was not wine, but a cup of boiled water mixed with honey to relieve the wine. I was not drunk in the end, but I was obviously drunk again. I was drunk in a silent care in the world. I looked at the girl again. From beginning to end, she didn’t say a word, but her smiling eyes were like an unfathomable lake water, clear as a baby. I don’t know how she changed that cup of honey water for me by accident. I only know that when I drank and persuaded me to drink one cup after another, she was kind, how anxious and helpless I am when looking at me who cannot drink. When the last straw finally crushed me, she finally stepped forward without showing off the mountain or dew. She gave full play to her intelligence and wisdom to make me call the curtain with a smile. The wedding banquet that night was extremely warm because of my undrunk bride, and the guests stayed for a long time. The bride and bridegroom danced together, which made us full of our eyes. When the wedding was coming to an end, someone was still happy. I don’t want to spoil everyone’s fun, nor do I want to regret this wedding party. I know that I can’t retreat anyway. Besides, dancing is my specialty. When it comes to wedding dress, I want to dance with my husband. Just lifted my feet, with a bang, the shoelace broke out inappropriately. For a moment, I froze there. The crowd was noisy, and no one could see my abnormality. Someone pulled me behind my back. Looking back, it was those eyes with water cut. She pointed at the bathroom and motioned me to go there with her eyes. I slowly strolled into the bathroom, pulling my shoes, and she also quickly flashed in. I couldn’t help saying that I took off my shoes and motioned me to change them. God knows how she knows my shoelace is broken. I couldn’t bear thinking much. I changed into her shoes, which were a little big. I was glad to have shoelace. She changed into my shoes. I saw her frowning her eyebrows. As for her, the shoes were too small and a little cramped. I feel a little sorry and enjoy so many good things of a strange girl for no reason. When I just wanted to say something, she shook her head and gently pushed me out. Dinner the climax. Everyone is looking forward to the appearance of the protagonist bride tonight. I have no reason to let everyone down. Subconsciously, I don’t have the heart to let the owner of this pair of shoes down. I felt in a trance that I was just Cinderella wearing crystal shoes. That girl is a fairy with perfect beauty and boundless power. I kept spinning and dancing. Around, applause was like a wave. That night, I was happy and never wary of it; But happiness was bustling. The song ends and the night is deep. Looking for that girl, I can’t find her anywhere. When I asked the front desk, I knew that the girl had left after work. When leaving, I asked the headquarter to return the shoes to me. Looking closely, the broken part of the shoelace has been sewed. The delicate stitches sewed into the girl’s meticulous affection for a stranger. Holding that pair of shoes, there seems to be a girl’s faint body fragrance on the shoes. In this happiest day of my life, I shed tears. When meeting by chance, the kind-hearted girl gave everything to her. True love is like water, love is silent. The girl’s slightly frowned eyebrows and swollen feet were replayed in front of my eyes again and again like the film of a silent movie. In such a cold night, I have a kind of warmth that is transparent to my whole body. There is no love between people, which is close to the end of the world; With love, it is close to the end of the world. In this world, originally, there is no distance that love can’t reach. After asking the girl’s working date, I decided to hand the shoes to the girl personally and express my gratitude to her face. I went to find a girl a few days later, but I was told that the girl had quit her job and left. Heart, a little empty in an instant. Could you just pass by that girl like this? The long-expected friendship is coming to an end before it begins? Heart, a little unwilling. Maybe I was a little disappointed. The girl on the front desk called me back. I found that she also had a pair of considerate eyes. From her narration, I learned that the girl’s name was shuier. In order to escape from marriage, she came here from remote and backward mountainous areas. The city is so big, but there is no place for her to live. Finally, she fainted beside the door of Rizhao hotel in desperation. The kind manager took her in, so she became a Etiquette lady in the hotel. Every day, face life with a smile. Walking out of the gate of the hotel, the girl named shuier was still in her mind. Why did Shui Er leave in a hurry? How is she now? A hanging heart made me enter the gate of the hotel again a few days later. The one who received me was still the girl that day. Before I spoke, she took out a letter to me. The letter is written by shuier bride sister, call you that! I believe that you will come to me again, because we are destined, not only because of that pair of shoes. Sister, you are the first bride I met here. I like your gentle smile and elegant manner. I envy the happiness revealed by your mouth and eyebrows. That is beyond my reach. Sister, when I received this letter, I had already become someone else’s bride with tears. I can’t fight against fate. For the elderly and sick parents and the disabled elder brother, I think it is worthwhile for me to do so. Sister, I bought those shoes with my first month’s salary. I also want to walk on the streets of the city like a girl in the city. But now, I no longer need to walk on the rural land day by day. Sister, leave it to you as a souvenir! Put it on and help me walk the way I want to go. The letter was very long. At the end, shuier wrote: Sister, don’t be grateful to me. When I was desperate, the people in the hotel gave me a place to live and realized that there was love in the world and love in life, which made me learn to be grateful. Therefore, every staff in our hotel would do such a thing, but I just happened to meet it, which could be regarded as a fate! The letter did not leave an address, as if it was a large period of life blank of shuier. I don’t know how I walked home. I just remember that my husband kept asking me, what’s wrong with you? You all right?. That day, my tearful face made my husband at a loss. Later, I put letters and love letters together. It makes me believe that in this world, apart from family affection, love and friendship, there is also a strange fate as unexpected as this girl! Although in a flash, it is eternal. Those shoes, after being carefully maintained by me, were put into the shoe cabinet and worshiped deep in my heart. I have never worn those shoes. Seeing it, my life path will be more and more solid. And I, like that girl, will give roses to others in the future with lingering fragrance in my hands, Face life with a smile, let the time shine like dust and flowers. 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Since the words came into my heart quietly, that kind of emotion surging like a tide could no longer converge. The tide of my heart flowed with sad words on the beach. I walked barefoot, feeling cold and cold, I don’t know when to start life, accompanied by words, lonely through spring, summer, autumn and winter. Taste the bitterness of life and immerse yourself in the sadness of life. The girl who picked up shells at the seaside, dressed in tattered clothes, walked through the crowd carelessly, and suffered the coldness and ridicule of her companions. The vast sea, where is the warm harbor? The sea, looking at the endless sea, since she was sensible, the girl with short hair once bravely embarked on the journey of life with her strong arms. Looking back on the years, the mottled imprints of time were left deep and shallow in the girl’s riddled heart. In the bleak autumn afternoon, in the early morning of the North Wind, in the dream wandering late at night, they climbed to the heart bit by bit, the lingering haze left a single line of poetry in the bleak rainy night when the drizzle hit the plantain; It turned into sad and beautiful words like snow in the sad phantom of thousands of trees and pear flowers; in the tears of the war, the Iron Horse and the dream, I wrote the words of the fallen after the defeat of life. The glory of the past is no longer, the glory of the past has become a passing cloud, and the applause and flowers of the past have fallen into the mire of memories. The flowers fall silently, and the stream flows long. Even the petals falling down are also a pitiful and amazing scenery. The fallen flowers are not lonely, accompanied by running water, and I, lonely life, long night, who can pour out? Therefore, the support of emotion will be found slowly. Having a spiritual conversation with young Werther, living was also a painful process. In the diary, I wrote to Goethe and told him that I also had the same troubles, how long will those complicated emotional entanglement and interpersonal relationships that are constantly cut and wrangled bother me? Envied the little girl riding goats on the Alps, who was free and free. On the mountain in summer, the sun was shining. The little girl wore a patch skirt and worked hard. Sing songs and put sheep; Put wild fruits down trees; Beat well water up; Make straw into bed. Smelling the fragrance of straw at night, counting the stars through the small window, I fell asleep unconsciously. Therefore, in the diary, I wrote down a hymn about the mountain on TV. Throw the infinite lonely heart to those beautiful things; Vent all the sad thoughts in the ocean of words; Indulge the lonely weakness in inspirational stories. I always thought that all unhappiness would pass and all loneliness would disappear with the years. But there is a long way to live. The flower season of youth has just arrived, the fruits of summer have not been picked, and the maple red in autumn has not yet been appreciated. How can the god of life let me go? The girl with short hair was me, who once sweated like rain on the playground and made a proud record; She once ranked first in her study, worked hard and was highly praised. The light of those short friendship that I once cherished is so dazzling that today, more than ten years later, it is still clearly engraved in the deep heart and unforgettable. Now, in the words, I walk alone and write down those brave, failed, contradictory, sad and lonely emotions, which can’t help sighing in my heart. Ever since I fell in love with words, the tide of memory surged to me. In my life, the childhood memories like spring bloomed in my heart like flowers. How can the waves of time wash out the pearls rushing to the shore of life? It is hard to forget the memory. On that open space, there were courtyards with red walls and green tiles, antique Lingnan buildings, white clouds blossoming in the open and blue sky; The golden sunshine flowed down from the cracks of dark green trees, the grass is as green as jade, and the gloss is fine. A bunch of pink and white flowers like grapes shine the ocean-like pink light in the sun, which is very poetic. At that time, I danced with the girl next door in the open space. Her fair skin, pure eyes and standard melon seed face made the sunshine could not help kissing her fragrance. What kind of picture is this? Hazy? Clear? Unparalleled? Since I fell in love with words, lonely sadness also became happy. The moonlight in the lotus pond in front of the House also became as real as fantasy. The Moonlight is light, like a golden curtain and gauze cage covering the whole river pond. Vaguely, under the moonlight, in front of the street lamp, the pink color of lotus flowers can be vaguely distinguished. Looking at that flower, it was like a shy girl in love, hiding in a dark corner, looking at the Childe in white at the dim light; That Flower was as white as jade, and looked at the Willows on the shore affectionately, when the wind blows, the lotus fragrance floats, as if the willow is bathing in the holy fragrance of flowers, and the dark hair is more charming and elegant. Looking at the lotus pond under the moon, there is a kind of happy sadness and lonely happiness. Although I am the only one, I can’t help weaving flowers into a string of beautiful and happy words in my mind, looking at the plump Lotus figure, I remembered Imperial Consort Yang of Tang Dynasty, as if I was in the era of taking fat as beauty, turning into imperial consort and dancing in the glorious palace. Since I fell in love with words, loneliness has become a kind of enjoyment. In the night, listen to a soothing and sad music, drink a cup of fragrant milk tea or bitter coffee, and gently knock out a string of wonderful words and notes on the keyboard to recall family affection, friendship and love, narrating all kinds of painful and happy experiences, comprehending the meaning of life’s sufferings, finding out the true meaning of life, and gradually finding out that this is the best way to liberate oneself. Listening to the sad music, the mood in my heart begins to brew. Someone and some things always come to my mind at this moment; Listening to the happy music, those beautiful memories come to my mind unconsciously, the body will also move with the music; There are songs that I have never been tired of listening to for hundreds of times. In my heart, on my fingertips and in the story, there are all such familiar rhythms. The vast sea, why home? Finally, I found that words are the ocean of my life and the harbor of my warmth. 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