Today

Today, I have a rest, and finally I can put down the trifles and complexity of the world, sit quietly beside the computer and do what I want to do. Today, I have a rest, and finally I don’t have to go through the journey, go with the flow, and chase those things that I can’t even be sure. Don’t spend too much on a whistle! This sentence is still fresh in my memory, and still resounding through my ears. Today, I have a rest. I don’t have to get up early in the morning. I can sleep until what time I want to sleep. With inertia, even if I get up early, I don’t have to follow the alarm clock and sleep until I wake up naturally. Today, I have a rest. I can lead my children around, wash clothes and bask in the quilt. Even if I can’t stop the work, it is also a great relaxation. Today, I have a rest. What a fascinating word. In the name of this, I can lie on the bed for a longer time, just for a longer time, stretching my muscles and bones, relaxing my nerves, why not have a good sleep? Today, I have a rest. My daughter doesn’t have to follow me to travel around and sunbathe. She drinks mineral water of one yuan and eats ice cream of fifty cents. Now, she is fanning the electric fan, read her favorite books and play with her favorite toys on the bed with Mat. I could also fan the electric fan and drink tea while listening to my daughter’s chatter and the shouting of her husband to discipline her, feeling full of happiness. Today, I have a rest. My daughter brushes the bowl, I wash clothes, and my husband tidies up the vegetable garden… Today, I have a rest. I can write something at will, browse long-lost Web pages, look at constellations, news, predict the future and so on. Today, I have a rest. I can publish some articles written by myself that I think I can do, including some scattered works written now and in the past, to some literary websites, those with names and those without names can find some footnotes and sense of existence for their writing career. Today, I have a rest. I will not feel physically and mentally exhausted because of going out. Everything is so tired, but take advantage of this good opportunity to sort out my mood and thinking about life. Now, I have a rest, and I can become the real me, a real and beautiful me, a person who is far away from the noise of the secular world, free from the outside world, and free physically and mentally, is all this just because I am tired? I can’t afford to spend time with those people and things that have nothing to do with happiness, and I don’t have to be idle, ask for trouble, fight with the sky, the Earth, the nature, and I can’t live with myself, accept the arrangement of life and destiny peacefully, cherish everything at present and don’t expect anything else. I shook hands with destiny and tried to make friends with myself. Today, I have a rest, which does not mean that I can live in seclusion at home and never go out. Today, I rest, just today. If all these are the only way to live, get rid of the inherent lifestyle and seek another way different from the past, then you can reach the other side of your ideal, what is the small hardship at present? At present, I have to estimate the cost and loss behind this road and try to minimize the cost and loss, just like the happy dream and pain sung in a song, I can make up for the joys and sorrows. Take all the hardships of yesterday and exchange some happiness and happiness for tomorrow… Today, I have a rest… Praise on July 7th, 2015 (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…