Lost

The night is already very deep. The noisy village town gradually calmed down like a tired baby. I didn’t sleep, lost sleep, and didn’t feel sleepy at all. I have asked myself for thousands of times, but I can’t find the answer at all. I only know that my heart is blocked with sulk, upset and anxious. I stood in front of the window, pushed open the screen window, took a deep breath, and felt that the air in the midnight seemed to be much more refreshing. Without the turbidity in the daytime, my mind gradually became clear, take a cigarette and watch the cigarette ring fade away slowly until it disappears in the vast night. The neon lights on the roadside also pull the whole street very long, which seems to have no end, there were only a few moths dancing on the yellow board, no stage, no audience, no applause and applause, only persistence. Stick to the dream of pursuing light. I, a person who claimed to pursue dreams, lost myself in this noisy, turbid, indifferent and Lonely City, and could no longer find the way forward, I have tried to sober myself up for countless times and tried hard to find my way home, but once again I lost myself in the world of materialistic desires. Without pursuits and dreams, what I left was just my body, maybe only death can be released and reborn. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Take in

Why do you want to write this article? I am made for love. Today, I just saw the news of the death of Yao Zhenhan, a famous writer. It has been more than four months since his death, and I am still very sad. Because I am his enthusiastic readers, I like his writing style very much, and often read his masterpieces, which benefits me a lot. In recent years, what impressed me deeply was that an article “enjoy loneliness” published by him in “hundreds of essays” was very similar to my current state of mind, I read it over and over again for several times, and gradually recollected it. I felt that it came from it. In addition to the nostalgia for Yao Lao, inspired by Yao Lao’s article, I wrote an article similar to loneliness, you might as well call it “Enjoy Yourself. In fact, since I was a child, I like both bustle and solitude. In addition to bustle, I always like to be alone for a while, thinking and recollecting alone for a while, which is better than joining in the fun blindly, it can bring more unspeakable enjoyment and sweetness after aftertaste. Later, after joining the army and taking part in the work, I was arranged to work in the same office most of the time because I was engaged in Secretary and propaganda work, which gave me time and space to be alone, compared with comrades-in-arms and colleagues, I consciously enjoy the advantage of solitude, and compared with myself when I am not alone, I feel that solitude is better than solitude. Being calm makes me enjoy infinite charm. Later, for various reasons, I spent more time alone. I felt that I had more time to think independently and more extensive thinking. Solitude brought me many benefits, solitude makes me think quietly. Solitude makes me harvest every day. When I am alone, quiet beauty and clear spirit will follow, Let your mind be empty, your body be light, your heart be calm, and your soul be released. You can think about anything, think about anything, reflect, think, or look forward to it. Solitude also made me abandon the interference from the outside world and eliminate the annoyance of the wine market and the pressure of the workplace. Why not do it? Looking at Solitude from another perspective, it is also a good way to avoid the world and get rid of it. Being alone can get rid of the frown and the sorrow in my heart, eliminating the helplessness of drinking as a song and life geometry. When you suffer setbacks and sigh for your poor fate, when you are not understood and feel the world is hot and cold, when your official career is not smooth and your future is hopeless, you may as well think alone, then you will suddenly regret and soberly feel that there is no need to be bitter about the bad fate, unhappy about the secular prejudice, and unable to think about the temporary disobedience of officialdom, at this time, you will feel the subtle ease and pleasure of being alone, and you will be free from the noisy world. This is the best way to relieve depression, release body and mind, and put down the burden of thought, move towards a new life. Only those who are alone can have rich inner world. Their inner world is independent, profound and full. Solitude can calm your mind and precipitate your thoughts. You can stroll by the tranquil water, watch the colorful and the fish dance happily; You can wander in the open nature, listen to the birds singing with your ears aside, and look up at the clouds and clouds; you can sit alone at home and think quietly, or talk with the author of the book, talk freely about the fun in the book, or think about life, and let your mind fly with your own thoughts and fly around, if you gallop freely in the heaven of thinking, you will feel extremely comfortable. Solitude is also an ability. At all times and in all countries, how many literati and philosophers have created miracles in solitude. Tao Yuanming, a well-known great poet, wrote the famous verses of picking chrysanthemum under the eastern fence and seeing Nanshan leisurely in his solitude in the mountain forest; Li Shizhen, a great medical expert of Ming Dynasty, it took 29 years to compile Compendium of Materia Medica. Li Shizhen got his own unique opinions and conclusions by his independent thinking when he was alone; And Edison, who was called the King of inventions, he only slept for three or four hours a day. When he didn’t find the filament, he always curled up in a corner of the laboratory alone, enjoying the peace when he was alone, I got the success brought by solitude. It can be seen that solitude can bring great energy and hope to people. Solitude is a wonderful state, an independent spiritual home and a unique beauty. In the noisy world, no matter where we are and how tired our hearts are, we should find the rare tranquility of solitude, evaluate the taste of solitude and understand the true meaning of life, enjoy the infinite charm of solitude. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…