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2014 (year of the horse) is my birth year. As early as a few years ago, I started to write about my year of the horse. At that time, I really didn’t know how to spend another annual meeting of my horse. Unconsciously, my birth year will leave me. To be honest, my year of the horse is really different from other years of the horse. Because my year of the horse can be said to be colorful and meaningful. During this year, many first times in my life gave me many surprises and touches. After New Year’s Day, it was the first time to take a camera to approach wax Plum Garden and feel the fragrance of wax plum. It was also the first time to use the camera to aim at the gates of schools and communities in the urban area, and at the plaques inscribed by celebrities in, aim at the sales centers of some real estates and let them freeze in my happiness. New Year’s Day, first time alone carrying a camera around West Lake Park, photographed foggy in West Lake Park a happy smiling face, in the Mist cruise. On the sixth day of the new year of this year, it was the first time in my life that I took a camera with my wife and son to stroll around the West Lake Park in the snow, feeling the fun of snow-walking. Feel horse’s first snow. On the night of lunar January 16, the WeChat group of our senior high school classmates in No. 1 Middle School was established. It was the first time in our life to get together with senior high school classmates that we hadn’t seen for more than twenty years, and then went to karaoke; liu Yan’s singing “Sleepless Tonight” won warm applause from the students present. For the first time, I read my poems “no intention” and “more loopholes” to my classmates. After that, I sang a song named “everlasting dependence”, wishing every classmate and friend health and happiness! Family harmony! Happiness beside you forever! On April 6th, at the invitation of my good friend Sun Xunlei, I participated in the activity of publishing poetry collections with several friends for the first time. On April 15th, I attended the wedding of my senior high school classmate’s daughter for the first time. I felt that time was in a hurry and my children were urging people to grow old! Later, Zhang Hongmin made an appointment to go to karaoke. For the first time, I told my classmate the name of the female classmate I once had a crush on, and expressed my deep gratitude for meeting her in my life. It is also the first time to face so many classmates and sing a song “Red Berry flowers bloom” for her whom I once deeply and secretly loved, expressing my deep friendship for her, I also expressed my deep gratitude for her attachment to literature. On April 20th, it was the first time to start a working career in Yanling construction site with several workmates for several months. I go by minibus at every morning and come back by bus at in the evening. This is the first time in my life to work with a strange boss. It is also the first time to return to the old place after leaving for 18 years, experiencing the ups and downs of working in other places. I just went out early and went back late. I had no time to go shopping and appreciate the changes of Yanling County. On June 1st, at the invitation of Bai Hebin, a senior high school classmate, it was the first time in my life to get together with several senior high school classmates on children’s day of June to celebrate our own children’s day. Because forty years ago we were all happy children, and forty years later we were happy old urchin. We are happy with our naive childlike innocence. On June 6th, after the publication of the collection of poems published together with my friends, I first invited our friends from Xuchang daytime beauty literature society to get together for the first time that my clumsy work appeared in the form of books. Everyone gave them a collection of poems to express my gratitude to them and thank them for helping me get out of the low ebb of life. Because they gave me care and encouragement, I walked so far on the road of literature. On June 8th, I contacted Cheng GE, the class leader of the university, and wanted to make an appointment with my college classmates. The class leader said that he was not busy, waiting for you to come back (I was working in Yanling at that time). From then on, I am looking forward to the early arrival of this day in my heart. On June 12th, I contacted with the monitor of senior high school and so on. After that, I made an appointment about the time and place of the meeting. On June 15th, twenty senior high school classmates gathered together for my reasons for the first time, share my happiness and congratulate me. Two students were unable to come because of outing, and two students came back because of the inconvenience of working in other places. Later, Zhang Hongmin invited everyone to karaoke to express his congratulations to me. In the karaoke hall, fan Huijie read my song “When I miss you” affectionately. His reading not only added a lot of fun to the party, At the same time, it also adds a lot of color to my poem. I will never forget the deep love of my classmates. On June 12th, Chen Xuewen, a pen pal of Xinghua, Jiangsu province, whom I met more than 20 years ago through the magazine “girlfriend, I left a message after seeing a log in my NetEase blog named” where are my friends in the past “through the Internet. This is the second time I have never met again after I lost contact with me through the internet for nearly two or ten years, but deep-hearted friends from afar. In this way, many years later, I read his poems and his beautiful essays for the first time through the Internet. He also wrote a poem in memory of Teresa Teng under the song name of Teresa Teng. On October 26th, Twenty-eight college students came to share the happiness of publishing poems with some friends because of my invitation for the first time. In particular, the arrival of three female classmates who hadn’t seen each other for 26 years and didn’t have their contact information gave me a big surprise. There are also many students who failed to come because of some reasons. I also understand. I am very touched and grateful. I am grateful that I have met so many college students who cherish this hard-won friendship in my life. I am grateful for their love, understanding and care for me for more than twenty years. On November 14th, eight old classmates in No. 1 Middle School (I was in senior three, and I was also in senior four.) In addition, brother Zhongshan, brother Jianyi and Wang Peng failed to come because of special reasons. Some (Bai Hebin, Bai Liping, Yang Zhihua, Qu Guoan, Luo Haisheng, Jia Lijie, Li Yonghong, Wang Minsheng,) gathered together at my invitation for the first time. At that time, I just said that I hadn’t been together for many years, and I didn’t say that I would give them the collections of poems published by several friends and me. My classmates who haven’t seen each other for more than twenty years all came together, especially my deskmate Luo Haisheng, upon hearing that I had arranged this opportunity to talk about the friendship that I haven’t seen for many years, originally, I wanted Jianyi to inform him the day before (because I didn’t know his phone number), but when I asked brother Jianyi at 5 pm the next day, he said that because his nephew gave Xi Mian three days later, he drank too much and couldn’t come. Then I called brother Hai Sheng hurriedly to talk about it, because he said it in a hurry. Even so, brother Hai Sheng came happily. The arrival of Jia Lijie also made me overjoyed, and she also read my song “to hometown” affectionately. This year, it was the first time for me to take a camera and ride a racing car to places I have been or never been before. On May 13th, I rode a racing car for the first time to feel the unique ancient town of shenkuang, the holy land of Jun CI in the world with a history of at least 1,000 years, and felt the charm of the ancient town with a history of 1,000 years. On June 3rd, I rode Changchuan. On July 23th, I rode a racing car at night for the first time. On July 25th, I rode Changge with a camera. Feel the changes that Changge has changed today: clean, broad and Tidy roads, buildings with different styles everywhere, the inspection roads that Chairman Mao had walked when he inspected Changge for the first time; And the sunset glow reflected in the moat, on August 5th, I rode Yanling with a camera on my back for the first time. After leaving Yanling for 18 years, I strolled in the street which I had traveled for countless times for the first time. But now the streets and pedestrians are also very different from 18 years ago. It is the first time to walk into the ganming temple there with admiration. On August 19th, it was the first time to ride a racing car, carrying the camera, I started my journey to the south. It was my first time to step on the hot land of Luohe and walk through strange streets alone. Although there were some college classmates I was familiar with but hadn’t seen for many years, it is just inconvenient to disturb. What is more important is that I want to experience the free sentiment shuttling through that city alone. On the evening of September 4th, I saw my brother-in-law who had not seen him for many years coming back. In the past two or ten years, I still shouted: Brother, you are back. Although I can’t understand that he divorced his sister. This is also the first time I called my brother-in-law nearly two or ten years later. On October 7th, on the last day of the National Day holiday, it was the first time that I approached baling Park with my son, stopped in front of the statue of Guan Gong, and lingered in the gallery of the Three Kingdoms story related to Guan Gong in Guan Di Temple, looking at the pictures one by one, I recalled Guan Yu’s loyalty and bravery in those years; This was also the time when I went to worship Guan Gong sixteen years later. On November 23th, it was the first time to get together with Junjie with some young literary friends (Our Friends in the literature section of Xuchang Forum) who hadn’t met Xuchang. Although it was cold winter rain that day, but it did not stop our enthusiasm for literature. During the dinner, we talked about literature and conspired to build a good literature section. On December 6th, it was the first time that I helped my parents produce cabbages with my brother many years later to feel the happiness of working together with my relatives. At the same time, I also want to have more opportunities to experience this happiness with my relatives in the future! Only in this era when the city is developing rapidly and the land is being encroached on day by day, it will become an extravagant hope to work in the field with relatives in the future. Many years later, I put my hoe on my shoulder, and where did I go to hoe the land? Where can I pick up the left wheat after many years? After many years, where can I feel the sunshine at a glance? On December 23th, fan Huijie, a senior high school classmate, gathered with more than a dozen of classmates. Finally, I met Sun Hongxiang, a junior high school classmate I hadn’t seen for more than 32 years. I heard that Jingjie and I went downstairs to pick him up when he was almost there. Seeing him getting out of the car and coming over, I hurriedly approached him. Instead of stretching out my hands to hold him, I directly stretched out my arms to hug him, and he also stretched out his arms, we embrace each other. This is my first hug with classmates and others in my life. To be honest, I haven’t hugged my parents, brothers, sisters and younger sisters. After all, we have disappeared for more than 30 years, and handshake is no longer enough to express my deep friendship. On December 27th, (lunar November 6), it was my mother’s seventy-eight th birthday. On this day, for the first time in my life, I dialed my mother’s mobile phone number. For the first time, my mother said, “Happy Birthday to You, Mom! It is also the first time to extend arms to embrace parents, and the first time to celebrate my mother’s birthday with my sister many years later. Wish our parents a long and healthy life! Smile! Peace and happiness! This year was also the first time that I met the most happy events in my life. Because in this year, not only my two wives, nephews and nieces all found their own life partners, married each other and started their new life path. My third aunt’s daughter also found her own Prince Charming to enter the marriage hall hand in hand with him. This was also the first year that I recorded the most wedding scenes with a camera. I recorded the happy smiling faces of the third sister-in-law and the third elder brother, the second sister-in-law and the second elder brother, and the happy and sweet moments of several new couples. It was also the first time to record the first snow in the year, the busy rural roads in summer, the fields in autumn and my father’s vegetable garden with cameras, and the river course which appeared due to severe drought this year was almost cut off, autumn crops damaged by drought in autumn fields. For the first time, I was too busy to manage autumn crops. For the first time, I approached villages that I hadn’t been to for more than twenty years, and some villages I hadn’t been to. I still felt the simplicity and tranquility there. It was also this year that I aimed at the village for the first time, aiming at the village’s thousand-year-old cypress, hundred-year-old soap, dried pit pond, dilapidated low house, cigarette Kang for many years, Yang Shulin at the village head, archway at, I want to use the camera to leave some memories about the village, such as the autumn crops dried on the road. It was also the first time to say no for life, and also the first time to make myself unhappy because of family affection. Although I have already passed the golden age, I still can’t let go. I can’t let go of some unhappiness in my heart or prejudice against some people. My psychological endurance is not strong enough, and it is as easy to be crumpled as a pool of spring water. I have to adjust my mentality from time to time. To be honest, I lived a full life in this year of birth. This year of horse is very long, and I also have a lot of happiness. This year was also the first time that I got together with my classmates and friends most frequently. I look forward to more opportunities to get together with my classmates and friends in the future. I also hope that in the new year, each of us can get together with relatives and friends forever! I wish every friend a happy new year! Family reunion! Happiness Ankang! Good luck! Every day Radiant! Happy joyful inside watching him! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Bashan

Author’s inscription in 1978, Xiangyu Railway was opened to traffic. Bashan public works guidance area, which is located in the hinterland of Daba Mountain at the border of Sichuan and Shaanxi and has an average altitude of 808, was established. The precious spiritual wealth which has been well-known throughout the country has been created through more than 30 years of working practice, which is the Bashan spirit with the connotation of hard work, selfless dedication and pragmatic innovation. This is my second visit to Bashan. In November, 2013, I went to Bashan to study for the first time with my friends. This time I took part in the activity of visiting the birthplace of Bashan spirit which is famous all over the country and then went to Bashan. One thought, one feeling, one spiritual sublimation. When the car is driving on the wide and flat highway, what comes into view is more and more green and high mountains. Ziyang railway station, the third-class station in bashanli, is just around the corner. Ziyang county in Shaanxi province is known as tea village, GE village and Orange Village, where mountains are interlaced and rivers are densely covered, forming the landform feature of three mountains, two rivers and one field. There is Qinling mountain barrier in the north and Bashan Mountain barrier in the South, which is known as Qinba Mountain color, Han river scenery and tea village style. It has both north and south styles and combines Qin and Chu charm. Regardless of enjoying the scenery along the way, I couldn’t help feeling excited again. What about Bashan today? If you go to Bashan Mountain for the first time with curiosity, this time must be a devout heart; If the first time is to take a cursive look at flowers, this time must be a deep exploration of the connotation; If the first time is to be moved on your face, this time it must be deep feelings hidden in my heart; If there were not many if, with deep friendship and infinite admiration for Bashan people, I walked into Bashan again. In Bashan, I watched the TV feature film “The Soul of Bashan West Iron Man”, and had a deeper understanding of the hard struggle history of generations of Bashan railway people. I visited the Bashan Cultural Square, the second road of entrepreneurship, the ecological garden, the Bashan honor room and so on successively. I carefully tasted the graphic materials and historical objects, and felt the hard working environment of Bashan, the optimistic spirit of the staff, the colorful corporate culture and the mental state of all the staff in Bashan who cherish honor and are willing to add luster to Bashan, etc. Along the steep steps, with reverence, I came to Bashan Revolutionary Martyrs Cemetery with you to cherish the memory of the martyrs who built the road. Here, the railway line passes through Daba Mountain, winding and circling around thousands of mountains and valleys. The natural environment is extremely harsh and the production and living conditions are very difficult. However, I have seen such a group of railway people who stick to their posts and are indomitable; They advocate faith and are willing to give; They are positive and strive for perfection, with the simplicity and toughness peculiar to railway people, this steel passage in Daba Mountain is always guarded. Faced with steep mountains, fast-flowing rivers and tough environment, they stationed at ease without complaint or regret and composed touching and beautiful movements with firm and optimistic feelings, there were many euphemistic songs. If the understanding of Bashan spirit in the past was to stay on hard work, the children were tied to the head of the bed, the mother was tied to the bridge, and generations of Bashan people worked hard, stuck to and endured loneliness, there has been no accident in guarding the railway bridge for more than 30 years; And this time I have a new understanding of Bashan spirit. Bashan spirit is not only for railways, but also for the whole country, bashan spirit is the concrete embodiment and vivid practice of socialist core values in the new era. Someone once said: if the spirit is rich, life will not be empty; If the mentality is optimistic, the temperament will not be depressed; If the heart is stable, the thought will sublimate. Two trips to Bashan are the most precious experiences in my life. The car gradually moved away from Daba Mountain and headed for the bustling city. My heart was still turbulent and difficult to calm down. I don’t know whether the shocking Bashan spirit deeply touched me, or whether my heart has been left on the holy soil deep in the mountain. Bashan people, facing the lonely valley, stay away from prosperity, endure hardship, live peacefully and selflessly, but why can’t we be silent in our daily impetuous mentality? Like (prose editor: Shu Kuang) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. 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Climbing

I like climbing high and use fitness as an excuse. In fact, I may be more curious than others. My home is between Kuanglu, but it is a plain one hundred miles away. As a child, pitch, distant Castle Peak with Dai, vivid, but no set foot on step. Every day, what I am familiar with is that the river flows to the east, the plain forest is like weaving desert smoke, rape flowers turn yellow all over the floor, cotton turns white for a season, Rice turns green and yellow, yellow and green, the grass seed flower dyed purple lonely, which is the same year after year. Trees are countless dense, standing in front of and behind the house. However, there are only a few tree species: poplar trees full of Caterpillar, except for a few willows flying in spring, which makes people pay a little attention and usually turn a blind eye to them; Adults of bitter Catalpa say it is useless, however, children like to pick the bitter soil to play, which is a weapon to fight; The leather tree will be covered with red fruits in summer, which is said to be a little sweet. Gold moths like to drink bark juice most, while children like to catch gold moths around the bark trees most; Mulberry trees are so good that you can exchange money to buy plate sugar to eat after picking mulberry leaves in spring, purple Mulberry in summer is the most delicious fruit. There are only a few trees in the village, but there are more trees in the school, That’s why I didn’t know the name of the acacia tree with peach-scented filiform titbits in the summer of school until more than 30 years later; The bark tree grew by the wall of the school, which was regarded as the tallest among all kinds of trees; the French phoenix tree is tall and big, and the bark is white and black after peeling off, which is also interesting; There are also several toon trees, and the white flowers in spring are fragrant, you can also cook. Far away from the village is the agricultural science institute, where there are several more unusual trees. Ginkgo trees grow on the ground alone. When the wind blows, the leaves are flying like butterflies, in autumn, Gingko has become golden apricot, and this ginkgo tree has only been like this for dozens of miles, so I have never seen a big tree bearing fruit. The Pear Tree with white flowers behind the glass house, the peach tree with red flowers, and the persimmon tree with lantern fruits hanging in autumn, before the Persimmon becomes yellow, we have already picked it off by our children and put it in rice bran, waiting for it to turn yellow in a few days before enjoying the taste of mouth. To say that plains are the richest, it is a pity that all seasons can be seen at a glance. Qingfeng is faint in the distance. I am always in a daze sitting on the threshold. What is there on Qingfeng? What is outside Qingfeng? Qingfeng how on? Qingfeng how far? With these questions, Thirty years later, when I climbed Mount Lu for the first time, the answer was that I had it, but I could never finish it. I like climbing, but I don’t know the reason for climbing. Drunk see Hood fall, wu ai month keep people. This hat is the reason for climbing up. In the middle of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, Meng Jia joined the Army with constant temperature. Once, people with constant temperature climbed up together. When the wind started, Meng Jia’s hat was blown off without knowing it, general Heng motioned the people around him not to tell him. Meng Jia didn’t realize that his hat was gone until he wanted to go to the toilet. He didn’t send someone to give him the hat until he kept constant temperature, but he asked others to write articles to ridicule the matter, and he read the article for Meng Jia himself. He thought Meng Jia would be angry because of this. Unexpectedly, Meng Jia also wrote the article, which surprised all the people at that time. Later generations praised the gentleman’s tolerance by climbing Meng Jia’s hat. There is another saying that the original origin of climbing up was neither the fitness that I waited for, nor the sad autumn that I thought of the world, but the origin of avoiding disasters. Hengjing, from Anyang, Henan province, followed Fei Changfang to study. Teacher Fei counted with his fingers, and Hengjing might have a great difficulty on Chongyang day. Hengjing was in a state of anxiety, and finally got teacher Fei’s advice, Holding dogwood when climbing up can avoid disaster. As expected, on Chongyang day, Hengjing and his family took yellow wine to climb the mountain to enjoy autumn chrysanthemum, and played happily on the mountain for a day. The whole family was healthy and happy, and the disaster passed away. From then on, hengjing fell in love with climbing, and later generations also fell in love with climbing. The ancients did not climb like me, regardless of the season, whether it was cloudy or sunny, they had choices. Autumn is the peak season for ancient people to climb high. In fact, outdoor people know one or two reasons. Not only because autumn mountain colorful, makeup. What’s more, after autumn, insects and snakes hide, which is relatively safe; It’s also because after fallen leaves, there are fewer objects that can’t be seen, the sky is higher and farther, the sky is full of sunset, the beautiful scenery washes the heart and fills the chest. Whether ordinary people climb high, literati will always give it when climbing high. Where to combine sorrow, leave the heart to fall. Therefore, apart from climbing high and thinking about the distant place, there are many sad autumn words, which are related to the ancient battles in the workplace. Many people who never meet talents, many people who are worried about their feelings and struggle, every time they climb high mountain, there is always the work of leaving love and don’t hate, sad for the world and caring for autumn, among which the classics are not common. Mr. Yu Youren wrote in his later years: Bury me on the high mountain and look at my hometown. My hometown is invisible and I can never forget it. Or this is the robbery of climbing high and looking far. In the last two years, mountaineering has gradually become hot. It doesn’t mean there are too many lonely people, but it is estimated that there are many people who change their moods. Mountaineering mo scene, see the mo mountain climbing, this is large makes sense. Climbing a mountain is not equal to strolling. It’s not enough to do whatever you want. You have to concentrate. People’s concentration makes them forget. Therefore, when walking in the mountains, there are scenery, red flowers, green leaves, mountain roads, clear streams, small bridges and small mountains in your eyes, but there is no depression of learning or the complexity of work, there is no entanglement of communication, no restraint of up and down, and no noise of family. When I was lifting my legs, it was courage to step out. At the rest place, what I could see was the scenery. When I looked back, what I could not see was pride, and what I could see was leisure. Looking up at the sky, the floating clouds flew over the intoxicating blue sky, bent over the valley, and the flowing spring jumped into the invisible distance, overlooking the plain, where the smoke from the kitchen was the hometown of the past. The most difficult thing in the world is to forget each other, but climbing up can make you easy. Is this the reason why more and more people like climbing mountains? Don’t climb up like this easily. The ancients liked to take wine and call friends to travel together for mutual appreciation. Calling friends to call friends was a must. Climbing up the group activities was the best. Climbing up the mountain alone would make you feel lonely, and safety was the most important. There is always unexpected existence in the mountain, and it is really impossible to walk alone. However, although friends and friends may not be safe, the most important thing is that you have to prepare sufficient security for your own safety, and you must do it yourself, and others cannot replace it. Because everyone is equal outside, and every life is equal. If you share others’ achievements, it may affect others’ safety. Therefore, there are five reasons for climbing mountains. Then you have to climb up with your own luggage. Two or three bottles of water are necessary for short mountain trips, and snacks such as beef and biscuits should also be available. If you have more strength, It would be better to bring a few fruits, and it would be more appealing if you bring porridge from a stuffy kettle. In this way, it is necessary to carry 10 jin on your back. Don’t be scared. Although I’m tired of climbing up, I’m not even more tired with my luggage on my back! That’s of course. However, these things will consume little by little and reduce little by little on the gradually rising mountain road, just like abandoning the depression in my heart little by little and scattering little by little. In the end, climbing to the top of the mountain, the traveling bag was almost empty, and the depression was also cleared away. Only infinite pride poured into my heart. Different from looking for a job, climbing a high school doesn’t matter gender, no matter diploma, no professional title, or even not entangled in physical and mental disability. Although it is a group, it is impossible to rely too much on the group, so if you go, you have to go, and you have to go. However, if you deviate from the route of team planning, it is the most serious violation of discipline and the most unsafe betrayal, which will be criticized by all members of the team. Is there any fun in such a harsh March? The unexpected dim Willow and bright flowers are one of the excitement points of climbing up; Besides, it is also one of the excitement points to shout loudly with arms; The laughing and angry scolding along the way are also one of the excitement points; What you have seen is also one of the excitement points; taking photos and taking photos are even more exciting…. Too much fun and pleasure are enough to make you forget the tiredness of marching and neglect too many rules. After all, all rules are for a safe and happy trip. Before we see the ancients, later we can see the newcomers, this is climbing. Let you challenge, recall, overworked, intoxicated, mature, healthy, forgotten and harvested, this may be the reason why you are blurred in the mountains. And I, this is very good. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

School

The school is still there, but we can’t go back to the original student age, one stage after another. Several graduation photos, graduation certificates and perfunctory alumni records have become the conclusion of each stage. Then I went to the previous campus, and the school was still the same, but some places were more shabby, and some places were slightly changed. The Sakura tree and the rose Wall bloom and fade again and again. The flower bed which used to play house is now surrounded by railings, and children are not allowed to play in again. Last year, I went to junior high school to have a look. It was basically the same as before. I climbed the stairs I had walked through every day before. I walked straight to the previous classroom while the students were absent from school. I felt familiar instantly, I pointed to a place and said to myself, “This is my former seat. The playground of junior high school has taken on a new look, at that time, when I was just in the first year of junior high school, my teacher said that I would build a plastic track until the summer of our graduation. Now, the voice and name of some students have been blurred. Especially primary school students, now they have grown up. We can’t even recognize each other when walking on the street, let alone any contact. The occasional news is also learned from a classmate. I am the most common student in the class, I am not outstanding in any aspect. Maybe not many people remember me. When she graduated from primary school, she hugged Liu Yu and said she didn’t want to graduate. She also gave each of us a gift made by herself as a souvenir. Up to now, the green cloth bag she gave me was still hanging on my bedside. But what’s the matter? Once they are separated in junior high school, they will not go back to the past. Everyone has his own new circle and environment, and the intersection becomes smaller. How can we go back to the past? It was too young. I couldn’t accept such a cold and warm accident. I was sad and sad. I asked why. I was about to graduate from junior high school. I didn’t want to leave too many regrets. I took the opportunity to write new year wishes and wrote a letter. Of course, she was very moved and replied to me. However, since then, there has been no intersection. Now, walking on the way to school before, hearing the sound of the electric car approaching me, I want to look back with conditioned reflex, but I will never be the person I expected again, even if my home is so close, I haven’t met him any more. I want to know what he looks like now. But there is no reason to meet again. Now there are only a few friends left. Some people are just passers-by of life journey, accompanying them for a short journey, then getting off at the station, and there is no intersection any more. If we go back to the past, we really hope to say a few more words with those students who haven’t said a few words. We often know how to cherish it until the past. How can we know at that time. On another thought, how many passers-by passed by themselves in a hurry. Zhu Ziqing’s “hurry”, film and television drama novel song “hurry that year”, passed by in a hurry, our past. Infinite emotion, this is a simple song of youth, not to mention how happy, pure and naive. I will never return to the original. At that time, we were like that, but now we are like this. We have different lives in different cities. After comparison, the farther we walk away from our intersection, the farther we meet, and we can’t go back to the beginning. At the classmate party, what I saw was what it is now and what I talked about was the current topic. However, it used to be just a shallow memory interspersed in the laughter of water and wine. We once shared time in a classroom. We once met. I left your smile and your memory. If you meet again, please be safe. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Life

Under normal circumstances, people’s lives are roughly the same, such as eating, sleeping, working, studying, getting married to giving birth to children, and then responsibilities and obligations until they die of old age. Then, compared with life living in the bright place, does the soul have the same situation or performance as life? According to my cognition and observation of life over the years, my judgement is negative, not only negative, but sometimes even totally different and incompatible. In other words, the relationship between life and soul is not equal, more ununified, and sometimes even opposite. As we know, Austrian writer Kafka, who is praised as a master of literature by modern people, is always in two totally different situations in his life and soul, which can be said to be positive and negative and cannot be unified. If Kafka’s life belongs to the blue sky and the day, then his soul belongs to the dim night. At best, what the daytime shows is only appearance and curtain, while at night, only in the quiet night is the real self. That is to say, the soul begins to be truly exposed, from whispering to shallow singing, from shallow singing to leisurely blooming. The same is true for black and black. Life is always at the edge of the night. Life in the daytime is usually lonely, numb, void and boring, wasting time. At night, you sit alone, the soul begins to appear and talk to yourself. Memory, God, Angel, wind and rain outside the window all become the masters of life. His novel The Wild Wolf is undoubtedly the thorough disclosure of his life and soul. He deeply analyzes the complexity and contradiction, confusion and relief of life and soul through his delicate writing style. The reason why he did this without hesitation, on the one hand, he wanted to prove that life was empty, helpless and even helpless, but he still had to live firmly. On the other hand, through monologue and feeling of soul, we can prove that the essence of life is not covered or replaced the hidden soul by the behaviors in life. In other words, the soul is the self and ego of life. Apart from it, Everything else is catching wind and appearance. Yes, all the people in life are good at using the external form of life to cover up or package the truth of the fact, which is performed at the same time with joy or cruelty, that is to say, people don’t know the true face of Lu Mountain, to express it with a common saying is to know the appearance but not the courage. Its authenticity. Unfolding and speaking, the true face of life and soul is usually not easy to see in life. Even if you see it, sometimes it is true and false, which makes people confused or misunderstood. This is the biggest difference between human nature and physical property. We know that the reason why animals are simple is determined by their souls, naked and unobstructed. People are different. He can hide people’s eyes and ears through various means, gestures, expressions, tones, eyes and even limbs. Of course, the essence is to shade the soul and cover the sun. Therefore, in this world, human beings are the most complicated and cunning species. This is determined by his thoughts and consciousness. But in the final analysis, it is because of the fragility of human nature and the loss of sense of security that a barrier is set up for oneself, which is lower than the attack and collision from outside. I never deny that this practice of human beings is against the phenomenon of life. On the contrary, the reason why life does this is exactly in line with the attributes of human life. Because the forest is big and there are all kinds of birds, let alone the forest has always been the law of survival of the weak and survival of the fittest. If you are not good at using the wisdom and wisdom given by God to protect yourself well, then it is bound to lead to the fact that the powerful or scumbags and crafty people take advantage of the frame. Every life is precious. There is something more precious than life behind this precious thing that deserves our care. That is the soul. Because the soul is the master of life and will, no matter good or evil, clean or dirty, holy or obscene, noble or obscene, they all show from there. Then, how can we separate the characteristics of ugliness and beauty of a person’s soul? I think there are two ways to separate, the first is eyes, and the second is a real written record. Of course, this is not absolute either. Some people are born with eye disease and cannot be sure that his mind is not correct. On the contrary, some people’s eyes are as bright as a torch, but it does not mean that this person must be like Meng Ke or Yao Sheng. Take an example, the characters of Song Cai Jing were like stars, and the characters were like Ouyang, but the soul was extremely despicable and dirty. Sima Guang is the author of the general knowledge of history, whose literary talent is not inferior to Sima Qian who has the same family name, and he is the author of historical records. Their life forms are basically the same, but the deep souls behind them are totally different, the latter is as high as Mount Tai, which is impressive, While for the sake of life, interests and power, the former can grovel, betray friends, betray soul and conscience. Speaking of this, I can’t help asking myself, which one of my life and soul is closer to me and more suitable for me? My answer is consistent, life is soul, and Soul represents my life. Why do I say so? Because in life, I ask my life to tell the truth, even if I am rejected, I will not tell a lie, even if I am deceived in good faith. Then where is the reality of the soul reflected, that is, every article I wrote is the experience and portrayal of my life and life, and the blood revealed in my soul, there is no fake water, in a sentence of full weight and full weight: that is absolutely dry goods. The reason why I am so confident is not from my knowledge and courage, but from the guarantee of spiritual quality. In my opinion, life is equal to conscience, and soul and spiritual quality are connected! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fireworks

The town called to tell me that today is Lantern Festival, and don’t forget to eat tangyuan. I have been studying in Hangzhou for half a year, and I still have a close relationship with my friends. Although we all have warm smiling faces when we meet, I always feel that there is no warm greeting, it seems that the alienated hearts never have the chance to touch each other. Li said that as she grew older, she seemed to become cold and no longer keen on making friends. People and things around her also went with the flow of nature, and everything went with fate. I think she said in her heart, but I am not like this. Later, she said faintly: I am very poor. I only have friends like you. I smiled and said: I am poorer than you. I haven’t celebrated the Spring Festival at home for two years, but it’s much more lively to go home this year. My childhood playmates gathered together and looked at these strange and familiar faces, those friendship that thought they were alienated suddenly became close and fresh. Years not contact, a meet or as gracious. I think those cold days far away from home can be warmed by these gentle smiling faces. The Lantern Festival in Hangzhou is gloomy and cold. It snows heavily in the morning, and soon turns into light rain, which lasts for a whole day. My mood is as gloomy as this weather. Most of the time, I am like rain very much. The sound of drizzle hitting leaves can soothe my restless heart like a gentle lullaby. On the way back from dinner, I was in a bad mood suddenly. I came towards me alone and suddenly, surrounded me like the cold wind in the rain, piercing my clothes, permeating my skin and invading my bone marrow, wrapped the heart layer by layer, depressed and unable to breathe. After arriving at the lab, the senior sister said, “I haven’t received the blessing message from Da Hei on Lantern Festival. Senior brother said: Don’t worry. Before the time comes, he will send it every festival. Er, will you reply to him after receiving the text message? I have met before, but now I have hardly returned. The sound of fireworks explosion came from the distance. It seemed that I could see the colorful beautiful flowers blooming in the night sky. The sound of guns became stronger and stronger, the fireworks became more and more gorgeous, and the whole night sky was lit up, you can see the wisps of smoke floating across the sky. It seems that the sky is no longer cold, but warm to smoke. Of course, I didn’t see all these. I just sat on the chair lazily and imagined. In fact, no one stood up to watch the fireworks. Everyone sat quietly in front of the computer, but I didn’t know if they heard the sound of the fireworks exploding. I looked at the time. It was eight o’clock. I really didn’t want to read. I swiped the webpage for a while. At nine o’clock and ten o’clock, the phone never rang. Suddenly, I thought of Li, who was still accompanying her mother in the hospital. I wanted to say happy lantern festival to her. Li replied to the text message that she went home today and met my mother when she was watching fireworks in the village. At that moment, I suddenly wanted to cry. The night was already deep, and I walked out of the lab. The rain was still falling down. The Sky had already calmed down, and there was no trace of fireworks blooming, even the smell of gunpowder left. The campus was very empty and quiet, as if the whole world had died. A couple walked by me with each other. The dim street lamp pulled their figures very long. I looked at their backs silently, with a burst of sadness in my heart. Suddenly, the cold wind lifted up my long hair and the fallen leaves touching the cold rain slapped on my face. Tears burst down, but I felt it warm. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Lonely

Quiet and beautiful autumn leaves, light snow, maybe in this way you have the opportunity to feel the artistic conception of clear water and light clouds, and open up your own quiet sky in the hustle and bustle. We don’t do the gloomy clouds, but only the clouds scattered at any time at the height of autumn, just like a body that can be dispersed between breath, gathering somewhere, spreading and gathering again. Just like a flash in the pan, only in the dark night, rising and working, and dying, may not be a kind of mood of clear water and light clouds. The feelings in the chest are as clear as water and as cool as clouds. Then, this uninteresting indifference must be full of the truth of life, although many people cannot understand it. Please blend yourself into the nature at any time, such as the gentle spring breeze and the sunny summer. You can also take a shortcut in the dead of night, or walk under the dim street lamp, or leisurely in the lotus pond under the moon, or stand quietly under the dark mottled tree, listening to a natural sound. These are very easy to do, but what is exchanged is the mood that cannot be obtained even by thinking hard. What kind of mood a person has, what kind of life attitude and life pursuit he has. A person with the highest mood must pursue a poetic life. Conversely, if a person can consciously pursue poetic life in his own life practice, then he will certainly improve his mind at the same time. The artistry of life is to pursue poetic life, A poetic life is a life full of creation and love. Just like the fragrance of flowers, there is no need to breathe deliberately, but only between the heartbeat and when the pulse is moving, there will be a tangled tendency to dive into the heart with the wind, just like a spring of sweet spring flowing out in the heart. The heart is clear and light, unconsciously filled with a kind of elegant and plain fragrance, may also attract many flowers and butterflies, as well as all kinds of Elf. I don’t want to attribute the mood of clear water and light clouds to loneliness. Although I am a little sick and groaning at this age, there are always some high-level spiritual pursuits. People live for a lifetime, and the higher the place they stand, the faster they fall down. This is also a final theory that things will be reversed. In ancient times, how did those useful people who were praised by all people thrive in officialdom, and how did their lives become flashy and magnificent. But they also gradually lost their most essential mind, and then there were countless people who were down and died. I said, loneliness is actually a state of mind; People who are busy with gains and losses in the world all day will never experience that there is another thing called loneliness in life; people who indulge in floating bath and anxiety cannot feel the unique taste of loneliness. Maybe there are too many things we love and must give up in our life. However, after a long journey, we may find that these ubiquitous memories and willingness in our life are not important any more. Those few remaining moods annihilated with the flood of time only left a superficial memorial to those things themselves. The secular world is always like this, pushing all the people who think it useful to the abyss, but if we don’t have greed, vanity and flashy. Then we will live in this world very uselessly. As the saying goes, calm and cool. Failing to calm, jushoutouzu, highlighting a natural and unrestrained; Placid, walk looking in, declares a bit not forced. I am not a solitary person, and even said that sometimes I am quite outgoing, lively and sociable. However, I have my other side, which is quiet. This may be the contrast of personality mentioned in anthropology. I always think loneliness is a kind of fun, which is different from the fun of talking and laughing with friends, and a kind of fun that cannot be explained clearly. Only when you have a lonely person can you have a true self. Inspiration comes from loneliness, creation comes from loneliness, and thoughts shine in loneliness. Only with loneliness can there be some unexpected gains. When you are lonely, you can do whatever you want, and you don’t have to worry about others’ eyes. Such a sense of freedom is enough to completely relax the body and mind. And feeling this freedom has become a great pleasure in loneliness. In the long journey, you may lose your head, or get hurt; In your long life, you may lose yourself, or you may be so sad that you can’t help yourself. When I suddenly look back, the path I walked through and the memory I forgot have all disappeared in the boundless with the wind and waves. Listening to your ears, will there be something called regret in your heart? Will it shine firmly with a clear mind? My heart is quiet like water, and my mind is like water. The thin night fog penetrates through the glass and penetrates into my heart! Ups and downs in life, how can you see the rainbow without experiencing wind and rain, success or failure, all things come naturally. A person’s realm is the meaning and value of a person’s life. However, a person’s spiritual state is manifested in his inner stable psychological state, which is called Mind, embrace, mind and measure by ancient Chinese. Contemporary French sociologists call it generating mentality. Of course, a person’s spiritual realm is also manifested in his external speech, smile, manners and lifestyle. If there is failure, there will be success, and if there is perfection, there will be defects. And let everything go with nature, keep a natural state of mind to face life, face the fresh things and things in life memory or happening. A peaceful state of mind is better than a little prosperity; A calm leisure is better than a little luxury. The world is winding and messy. When the red leaves are dancing all over the sky, can you pick up the fiery feelings in your heart? Can you weave that bright and colorful dream when the oil, oil, grass and grass are splendid? Don’t forget what you once had, cherish what you have gained, don’t give up what belongs to yourself, leave what you have lost as memories, and work harder if you want to get. The pleasure of loneliness is not enjoyed by everyone, and everyone knows how to enjoy it; This ability is acquired by nature or by the day after tomorrow; Loneliness can make a person vulnerable, it can also make people stronger. It can destroy and create a person. There are always windy mornings, warm afternoons, gorgeous dusk and meteor nights, so it is better to keep a natural state of mind and grasp every moment. Try to do it and face every Yesterday, Today and tomorrow. The success or failure in life depends on the Grasp. Even after all the hardships and sufferings, we should always keep a state of mind — let nature take its course. Although some people are extremely talented and talented, they cannot face loneliness and lonely life. Therefore, he could only gradually be depressed in the void and go to death in the loneliness. People who can stand loneliness, They regard loneliness as a state of mind and a challenge. Therefore, when the sea of people ups and downs, I want to leave a blank for myself and a lonely feeling of light clouds and clear wind. If, one day, someone asks me, what is loneliness? I will tell her very seriously and attentively: in fact, loneliness is a kind of happiness, a kind of enjoyment, and even a wonderful mood! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…