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A few days ago of a night, unexpected received hard phone. Are you free? What’s up? Almost nine. I and XX in ladies’ market hot pot shop, can come? …… To not come? Well, good, er shi fen zhong after to, we also two people. Green ants new grains wine, red mud small stove. Four of us around a table, watch hot pot heat spiral rose gradually and gradually wet air flowing a tipsy warmth. Cheering, push a cup to change between, unconsciously eyes became blurred together. I Mechanical through the amenities, joking, pretend to be easily, pretend everything see very transparent, show water quiet and indifferent, calm and collected, Dew trace, also tell others, such a wonderful life we have no reason not happy. Oh, only myself know, mood continue our to sink, sink again …… ******* separation, I do not know when has become my heart could not uproot a Thorn, in countless midnight, quietly tormented me. Suddenly feeling Chinese-text and profound, points, is put a knife into people Heart, abruptly originally together something separated. Always think, the person’s whole life, like hurry, carry luggage non-stop. From birth to death, from start-to-end, his behalf also will stab anyone countless. Can decree by destiny encountered, the same way, side by side into a long, also be fate and blessing. However the ugly side of life is, no one can never way xiangpei. Twenty years, the experience of seems also has experienced many, parting of countless, bereavement are also present. Although pain, however wave Fenmei tears after also can in late at night listening to “go go, are condemned to learn a person grew up”, and then quickly tune into their unique world, because unseen between certainty believe In drove own lonely way. Therefore, if to parting, I think I will haste pack up the man, face flat and, can’t find a bei bei qi qi. But, although early know all predestined, but when story creaking to end, I constructed by an independent and free self-world or quietly collapsed, inch tile without leaving. I infinite sad to find that, own not appear to have had hoped line such as cloud-like no fetters no attachment. I, has not put. This unprovoked tie him down with timidity and heartache, I deep fear, unspeakable attachment and sadness, soft, warm and sour. ****** If you in hospital spent, will shock in those creates with life miracle people. The kind of rescue desire, like a lightning split uncertain dark, let its beyond its own physiological and psychological limit and stand out in all mortal beings. Therefore, I also always looking a new beginning and a good direction, but every time of hope as air in colored bubbles that, within reach but still want to watch them a little bit of disillusionment and despair. A sad painting not, so, crumble slowly to the extreme, Heart of Edge also started a little, over and repetition of the thick blood scab. No longer to do meaningless hypothesis, because don’t know outcome will because of my efforts and change much. That stubborn struggle with inner deep dismay, away lingers, as Root of seed, even stop running, still will surrender, and then the inevitable involvement and wrong. Even if finally hit head broken and bleeding, but also willing. This, is the most thorough heart robbery. So, forgive my sensitive slender, forgive my cowardice, forgive me Spoony addiction of persistent, forgive not give up obsession. ****** Remembered at junior high school, every time suck will run to Zhu teacher for office crying. Comfort of discourse said a thousand times seems also are deaf, I still with a face take things too hard, not put ku xi xi expression as response. Finally, he sighed a deep sigh, made me a pessimistic prophecy: one day you learn to take sad, no matter what way. A prophecy. Memory of the fairy tale is slowly melting, instead, is boundless, as dark night heavy sorrow. Try to do a cold fool, don’t know anything, what also don’t care, and happy to walk, want to, has been, Enron face of the alternation of seasons and the cycle of life, heart is still beautiful clear; Try shielding sad, not allow yourself any leisure for memory pondered, to study hard, work hard, even make myself look lengthy TV series, listen to more joyful music, disseminated in audio-visual feast, avoid sad wake display. But, cold fool not anyone can competent, deliberately escape and change, end is hard. Be happy, be happy, can often be a look back, search less than happy shadow, some still just endless melancholy. So, I’m insane. ******* Silence in early winter is more like a kind of silence. I sat by the river, watching not seal of river quietly flows away, as this night as cool to bone, quiet people panic. Time passes quickly, really away from something, never hubbub, not moving, and that’s how — not sound endless to away, disappear. Bend over across river, what of the cycle of walking from my finger storage across, a flash without a trace. Year four seasons, four seasons a year, life seems to be in this endless cycle spent. Always believe, ethereal is not necessarily illusory; More believe, those who wander of numerous, will one day in beings of bitter looking for Yi under bring about an amazing, to people interpretation, world all things, somewhere already doomed, all helps to guide that vigorous gray trajectory slowly, never abandon, impartiality. Buddha said, death, just this period life form of disappear, out of this world, is inseparable from the three realms and six palingenesis which. Students also die, die is also, change of just the life of the form only. Cycle is wander, like a legend retained world, like elegant weak tea revealing of a ray of quiet, across nose, with people in the front and this life of infinite intent, around wandering, although bizarre, not not meet, meet in the lights dim, another in Swords, even meet in earthly every corner of. Brian Weiss in the past and present “in follow Catherine personal experience, for we drew a with bitterness and pain of different cycle, enough to prove that, ethereal bizarre is not illusory, World circulation, but there’s always have those things precipitation down. Hope, confused, joy, and sorrow. Because cycle, Life obtained reset opportunity, this life not, next life goodbye. Then life missing in a confused, a more open-minded, students also disliked, dead also not sad. I regard the simple conclusion as a guest. Cause I’m gone, I forget years, forget the palingenesis. ******* There is still a next intersection in my life, the next intersection, but maybe you will not appear again. Life derail countless pure dream, some people, some things doomed to live in a dream. Who said, broken can also lead to happiness, can never despair, and attendant, and new yearned. So, nothing pray. As time hurry flow, don’t blame not regret, is pursuit the only one. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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Life is a scene, sad, crying; Money is a subway, leaving, entering. Yesterday was a beautiful scenery. I forgot when I saw it. Love is a game. I’m tired of playing it. Marriage is a cup of coffee, bitter and sweet. Confusion is a state, anxious, messy. Life is a process, bitter, happy. The journey of life is bumpy and stumbling. Success is always left to persistence, but there are beautiful moments in the ordinary life. In my life, I have experienced despair, pain, grief, pain, struggle and death. Although life brings me too many hardships, don’t care about it or complain too much. If you vent it properly, you won’t think about those sad past events. If you are alone for a long time, you will be tired, lonely and indulged, which means you are a normal person. If you are alone for a long time, you will feel that everything is meaningless, there are too many unfairness in this world, and you will imagine something unrealistic, which also shows that your thinking is still active, but not nervous. If you make a mistake, don’t regret it, because you are a person after all, a person with thoughts, flesh and breath. Don’t keep your past mistakes in mind. You have to let yourself live, let your heart have a gap, let the tired heart out of your heart, bask in the sun and blow the wind. People have to experience love, friendship, kinship, difficulties, pain, despair, hope, abandonment, sarcasm and distrust in their whole life. Temptation, training, comprehension, then marriage and giving birth, combination of a family, and finally Children, rice oil and salt, sour, sweet, bitter and spicy life. At last, I grew old, my old mother left, and my child grew up, and began to live this kind of life again. Looking at life is sometimes like a gust of wind, and looking at life is sometimes like a joke. Looking at life sometimes is like a rain, looking at life sometimes is like a satire. Sometimes life is like a rainbow, sometimes life is like a drama. All this is just the world. Cities composed of three things, characters, buildings and plants have created such a society full of lies, temptations and betraying. We can only turn a blind eye to see nothing. We can only hear one ear after another, when nothing is heard. I think this may be life. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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The father of a friend found a job many times, but was rejected by the employer. If you refuse, you will refuse. After all, it is over 60 years old. Just a few days later, the big dad next door suddenly said to me sullenly: Today, I went to the company to apply for security, but I was rejected. I suddenly realized: Yes, although they are old and have reached the retirement age, they still need to move properly and live! There are many reasons why employers should stay at home for old age, leisure and living. It is inconvenient to go up and down stairs, and lumbar pain will occur after sitting for a long time. However, these factors have already been considered for the candidates, but some people are used to working and can’t spare time, while more people are forced by life! Their generations were the age when only Child prevailed. His friend is the only child, and his parents are wage earners. Although they are old, they don’t have retirement salary, while his friend just graduated from school and hasn’t found a job yet. The frail mother had to live on her father’s meager income. The eldest father next door was from the company. He had a retirement salary and a daughter. He had already got married and had no need to worry about food and clothing, but he was used to working and could not spare time. I am also the only child. My parents are wage earners, and they are almost 60 years old. Son of a migrant worker, I am also a migrant worker, and I am also busy with the work of the construction site. Most of my friends are only children, most of my parents are wage earners, and there are very few units. Some of their families get married late and have children late. They are old, but their children still need to be raised; Some of their children are mentally weak, sick and disabled, unable to work and unable to do things; however, some families even have children who suffer from natural and man-made disasters. In order to live, they have to continue working! Maybe the society doesn’t understand that we are such a group of people, and the wage earners have to continue to work when they are old. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…