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Xiao Diao is my youngest Netizen. Since I saw what he said: The Moonlight is light and rape petals are all over the floor, I have been deeply fond of rape flowers, it is my dream to take a photo among the rape flowers one day. How good it would be. This time I went to the south and missed rape flowers again and again. In Dujiangyan, there was a large area of golden rape flowers on the top of the mountain, but I was afraid of looking at the mountain and finally failed to climb to the top of the mountain. I think: Sichuan is so big, there will always be opportunities. However, the opportunity was finally not given to me. In the following days, on the bullet train from Chengdu to Chongqing, on the bus from Chongqing to Wanzhou, on the ship from Wanzhou to Yichang, on the vehicles that I can only see from a distance but not get close to, the large yellow in the green field tempt me again and again. Especially in the Three Gorges, on the steep green mountain top, the striking yellow from time to time skimmed across the border, which was warm and warm, just like the steaming life of other people in our eyes. Whenever I see rape flowers in the Three Gorges, I know that people live in the seemingly desolate mountain. Rape flowers are life, smoke, warmth, trifles and the smell of daily necessities. Finally, it took more than four hours’ drive to Hankou by bus in Yichang, and the halfway driver allowed us to rest for 20 minutes in a highway service area. In the service area, I finally saw rape flowers with my own eyes. It was under the big wall of the service area. A line was planted and opened in a sparse way. However, because of the lack, there was no momentum and it was extremely plain, totally different from what I imagined. Sister said: You love rape flowers so much, let me take a photo for you. I said: I would rather I didn’t see it today. I returned to Beijing with regret. At the exit of the railway station, there were two billboards with rape flowers everywhere. My elder sister had a whimsy that she asked me to squat under the billboard and finally took a picture with rape flowers. Although it was a fake, I didn’t say it, but ordinary people really couldn’t see it. From this I thought, in my heart, the reason why rape flowers are so beautiful is that I keep a distance when I appreciate them. In the galloping sight, they are so neat, beautiful and pure, perfect without any flaws. Just like me, sometimes I feel that my life is ordinary and I have shortcomings like this. Sometimes I regard myself as nothing and always feel that others are better than myself and others are happier than myself. I thought like that, because I saw the essence of my own life, but only appreciated the appearance of others’ life. The person I envied also had pains and troubles. Her daughter would be disobedient, her husband would be angry with her, she would kneel on the floor to wipe the floor, roll up her hair to cook, and she would be too tired to stand up….. Just like what Bian Zhilin said: you are watching the scenery on the bridge, and the people watching the scenery are also watching you; The bright moon decorated your windows, and you decorated others’ dreams. Everyone has his weakness, and everyone once cried in the dark night. Sadness and tears are things that need to be experienced slowly by oneself. Maybe it is not enough to think that others can talk about them. Life is real. We should not only be in it, but also keep a proper distance. Only in this way can we experience the positive, warm, sunny and upward side of life. Don’t take everything seriously. There are many things. After the last layer of veil is uncovered, the ending is often disappointing. Just like the golden rape flower in my dream, I would rather I didn’t meet it in the service area, so in my heart, they will always be the first time in life. Only by keeping distance can we maintain charm. Many favorite things should be cherished and not touched easily. They can only be appreciated, not close to each other, but can not be mocked from a distance. Like (prose editor: indifferent) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. 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Walking

I like the moon in the third and fourth year of junior high school most. The moon in this winter is cold, and the eyebrows of moths are light and bright, and the girls in the whole city are cool and fragrant. Because it was winter, the bustling past was replaced by loneliness and emptiness, which made me like this night more. Wandering alone in the countryside Garden, the wind seemed to exist if there was no wind. The Unknown insects in the winter of the South were singing happily in the grass. Without tiredness, life was full of infinite melancholy, the happiness of worm is more contrary to the loneliness of people. There are several tall buildings next to each other in the distant blocks, windows with lights on one by one. Every window and every family will play their own different stories and different joys and sorrows in different lives. Unconsciously, it is nearly deep winter, and the snow solar term is coming again. I wonder how the snow dance in the North is so cold? I didn’t call my dad for a while, but his phone was not easy to call. I heard that my dad installed the battery upside down, and she couldn’t get through many times, and then she got through. At noon, the sun is warm to the world, which is full of love. It keeps warm to people’s hearts and goes out of the house to enjoy the sunshine. Yesterday, I didn’t answer a phone call to a friend. There was a cellphone show: take out the complaints in my heart and bask in the sun, so that I can keep my mood free of calcium. Yes, put the bad mood in the sun to dry, make the mood healthy, happy and less dark, that’s right. In December, the Southern country was full of sweet osmanthus fragrance. I remembered that there were several sweet osmanthus trees in Uncle Lin’s garden. Every year I would pick some sweet osmanthus to make tea. Approaching the garden, seeing the newly built clean cement floor, I remembered that several cassia trees had already been cut down when the village road was built six months ago. If something was lost, I felt disappointed. Patrol around and clearly smell the fragrance of osmanthus, finally found a small osmanthus tree from the weeds and flowers. The tree is high but the knees are small and sparse, which is not conspicuous at all. Who would notice its existence without that fragrance? Love don’t know role, be passionately devoted. Have a lot of beautiful women Xi, see not forget, one day apart seems Xi, thinking such as crazy. It was already the first time that you wanted to see me. I asked for some time to talk. My reserve always warned me not to go. Maybe when I was young, I could not be a heartthrob, but also a heartthrob. There was a man who almost jumped from the Gate bridge and died of suicide. Although I didn’t have the smell of threatening, I firmly refused to associate with him, I don’t think his bad temper is suitable for me; Another person heard that he was mentally ill. Although I was not the only reason, I poured a lot of cold water on him one after another, he was a college student at that time because of the influence of the academic tide. I was just a student who just graduated from the list. I didn’t like the feeling of being condescending. He promised to help me repeat my study and was refused. Later, he deliberately lost a photo at my feet. Once I saw him in the street, and he also found that I was determined to look at him. I was so scared that I ran away quickly for fear that he would come after him crazily. I felt a little pitiful for him now. At that time, he must have been frustrated in his studies, including his feelings, but it was not my fault. I really had no feelings for him. How could he force his feelings? Please forgive me for being the same as all narcissistic people. Fortunately, I am not a fan of thousands of people. Now I am over 40 years old and can only be the yellow flower of yesterday, No matter how it was, it was just Xu Niang who was half-old, so I said that I was in retreat now and didn’t meet anyone. I just want to say that it is better to miss each other. If you like it, I really want to treat me well, please don’t disturb me. For more than half of the middle-aged people in their lives, many things can be thought out and put down. I won’t haggle over trivial matters, and don’t talk about other people’s parents’ mistakes that have nothing to do with myself. Since entering the society on the day of leaving school, the rest of life has been walking on the arena, tasting the warmth and warmth of the world one by one. I always think that marriage is fixed. The destined person can always appear in front of you sooner or later, so that you can’t hide. Even at the ends of the world, he can find you. The first place I went to work for the first time was Bengbu city which was not far away from home. I used to choose a seat near the window when I was sitting on a bus. The wind outside the window could relieve my carsickness. Someone in the back row stretched out his hand and grabbed my back waist from the gap between the seat and the car body. I avoided it. After a while, the hand reached out again. I blocked it with clothes and punched it, I didn’t dare to reach out until I got off the bus. It was a bus to shanghai. I was afraid that I would get off the bus after crossing the Huaihe Bridge. I sat by the roadside for a rest for half a day before I recovered. I felt dizzy and sick all the way. There seemed to be a factory behind me. Two thirty-year-old elder sisters were sitting on the opposite side of the factory gate next to me, watching me open my traveling bag and reveal a flute, I thought I am where to perform and sing opera or something. I said I was not. I came to visit relatives. One of the elder sisters said that a young girl like you was easy to be cheated and it was very dangerous to go out. At first, I didn’t know how to find the place where I wanted to go, Second Road, Dongshan District, which made me more uneasy, In such an autumn day at four or five o’clock in the afternoon, the elder sister seemed to be off duty and said that I happened to pass the second road. How many buses would you take with me. I agreed without hesitation. Someone asked who you brought in the car? The elder sister said that she was my little sister. After getting off the car, she just took a few steps and was not discerning the east, west, north and south. When she looked back, she saw the landlady of the factory I went to buy vegetables, and there was a vegetable, after going out of the vegetable market and turning a corner, it is the boss’s home. Thank you, the kind elder sister. After all, I am not familiar with life. There are still many good people in the world. The girl who worked with me for several months, we originally came out of a factory, and we made an appointment to work together as a companion to take care of each other. She never tried to drive me to another factory later. She had a special relationship with our boss, and she thought I was unruly or told her fellow villagers about her. I went to the factory of another fellow villager, who became my husband later. That Girl became our introducer unintentionally, my original hatred turned to my present gratitude. My husband also said to everyone that thanks to the wife who introduced me, things in the world are sometimes so dramatic. I changed two stores in less than a year this year because I don’t like them. Liking a city may be a person or a scenery in the city, and the grass and trees are so approachable; Dislike a city may have no reason maybe some unpleasant experience, the mountains and rivers are so disgusting. Every time you leave, someone asks the reason. Did you quarrel with your partner? Let those who want to watch the scene of bustle down. Every time they leave, it is calm, but there are still some people who are angry or some people who are behind to ask for punishment. Where did I offend you? Let him do it. I am free to come and go. I don’t like being controlled and influenced by others. No one can control my preferences. I think it is so difficult to shop alone? Is it wrong for me to do what I like quietly in my shop without being disturbed? When the forest is big, there are all kinds of birds. Things in this arena are so hard to say, and sometimes even explanations seem unnecessary. Fortunately, I, the prime minister, can support ships and won’t be angry for the worthless people, I won’t care about things that are not worthy. People who have heads and brains worry a lot, while people who are heartless are more happy. Life is hard to be muddled, so they just pass by with their eyes open and close. I thought only girls liked to look in the mirror. There were small mirrors, eyebrow clips and so on on the machine shelf of the female apprentice in the workshop, so I could do some work to look in the mirror. One day when I went to the workshop, I found that there was a boy looking at him with a small mirror. I guess 80% of him was talking about his girlfriend. Otherwise, how could he care about his image like this? When he first met his husband, he ignored his hair once in three or four months. His hair looked like a straw cap fastened on his head, and he even bent his back and stretched his head forward when walking, which was almost an old man. I took a lot of effort to help him correct it. Every time I walked on the road, I kept patting his back to make it straight. Slowly, my husband began to pay attention to the image and went to the barber shop to have his hair cut. I increasingly found that my husband turned out to be a handsome man, which made women jealous of the white skin. In ancient times, it was not too much to describe that the face of a handsome man was like applying powder on his lips, no wonder people often say that it is a pity that my husband’s skin is so white. It is better to grow on a woman. There is no way to be born. My mother-in-law has the same white skin with genetic genes, and my son has the same skin color as snow. (End) so what? There is also a day when the moon is closed and the appearance of flowers is shy. Who can compete with the past year? People are walking in the arena, who can not be attacked? Xue Xiaochan said that you should grow old gracefully. 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