Famine

Many times at a loss, I closed my eyes lightly in the night, and let my thoughts run wildly in the blood, burning every nerve, twisting my bone marrow, but I felt painful but could not cry, if you want to sink, you will sink thoroughly. If you want to sink, you will sink happily until you can’t moan! Start to love the night, love the darkness of the night, love the silence in the darkness, love the warmth in the silence, devout prayer the dawn comes slowly, hug for a while the only warmth in the night, I was afraid of seeing myself in a mess and seeing this face beyond recognition. I was so confused. Loneliness is a lamp, slowly running out every drop of oil! Finally disappeared in the dark night. Loneliness is a month, quietly passing through the clouds, and finally disappearing in the dawn. I am an oil lamp, burning the last drop of oil, and then disappearing in the dark. I smelt the smell of loneliness, which was neither thick nor shallow. It happened to be twenty-three Spring and Autumn Periods, and I made a pot of liquor. The more intoxicated I was, the more infatuated I was. In this season, this wild year looks embarrassed like a scattered cherry blossom, watching the withering alone! The harvest is full of desolation. In the years of youth, everyone couldn’t help running for every dream in his heart regardless of everything. He ran all the way to thorns, fell all the way, lonely all the way, vacant all the way, stumbling and losing hope. I gave up for countless times, and persisted for countless times, because I was unwilling to be mediocre, because I disdained myself, abandoned myself, and made myself strange! Humble efforts, try to shed sweat on the road to success. On the road of youth, I have cried, laughed, tried, given up and hesitated all the way! Sad, desperate, lonely walking, walking on the uneven road! Disturbed! Panic, fear, fear of accidentally falling black and blue all over. Some emotions that I thought could be controlled contained the whole heart, just like I thought I turned a blind eye to some people and things, even if you try hard to restrain yourself, you will inevitably lose control of your emotions. At this impetuous age, you have a impetuous heart and there are impetuous things hidden in your heart! Therefore, sadness is always around you. Barren year, this year, barren people, barren hearts! The deserted front, the deserted destination, and the deserted future, the mighty fall in this barren year, unable to enter, retreat, the more struggling! The more blurred. This year of famine is the only harvest for me. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…