Banana

Banana Boat is neither Jing Nan’s description of the moon nor Jing Nan’s favorite fruit shape. Banana Boat is actually an academic noun, which is a visualized statement of normal hearing range graph during hearing test. Because of the enlarged symptoms of the vestibule Aqueduct, the doctor who mainly diagnosed Jing Nan’s ear disease told us: this kind of disease is irreversible and cannot be cured, and the best ideal state is to maintain the existing hearing, we need to keep alert to the control of children’s skull pressure, the choice of reasonable exercise items and the prevention of ototoxic drugs, including the prevention of various diseases that may cause hearing loss, such as fever, cold, nasal congestion and other common diseases, and the fundamental way to maintain the best ideal state is to do normal hearing test, early detection, early diagnosis and early treatment in order to resolve the hidden danger of the disease in time. This is not only a kind of responsibility, but also a kind of pain, a kind of unspeakable pain, and the only thing we can do is to protect the child as much as possible, not to let her get a little hurt, it also enables us to take our children to do a hearing test in a quarter or so without special circumstances. At first, Jing Nan was extremely disgusted with this kind of test, because the test needed to be in a fully enclosed small room which was extremely quiet and narrow. At that time, Jing Nan, who just finished the kindergarten small class, was very afraid of this small room, the feeling of loneliness and helplessness was particularly strong. Later, in order to ensure the effectiveness of the test, either I or my wife would accompany the children inside. The most effective and direct way to test the most effective conclusion is to let the child press the button in his hand, but the mentally ill Jing Nan didn’t understand the function of the button in his hand at that time, sometimes we press it when we don’t hear it, sometimes we don’t press it when we hear it, which really makes us anxious. The doctor took out the toy of the circle to replace it. When Jing Nan heard the sound, she put the circle in her hand, which aroused the interest of the child, but only increased the workload of the Doctor’s detection. The test should be done after listening for more than one hour, and it should not suffer from all kinds of possible minor problems affecting hearing. When we went to Hangzhou for a hearing test for the second time, we found that in less than a month, the child’s hearing unexpectedly dropped by more than ten dB, feeling like the sky was falling down, I always feel that there has been such a sharp decline in such a short time. What should I do? The attending doctor did it again in person. Although the number was slightly better, the decline was still obvious. After inquiry, he knew that it was caused by the child’s cold, and the child would recover if the cold recovered. But we were shocked. It seemed that we didn’t trust what the doctor said. After a week, Jing Nan caught a cold, so she hurried to go to the test, and the data returned to the original value. Then she was relieved! Due to job transfer and the networking of detection values, the detection will not go to the provincial capital, but in the small city where the work is carried out. Just like every unit test when reading, I will find a weekend to accompany my child to test every quarter. I was outside, through the glass window, I saw the child sitting there alone, looking at us outside the window. The detection of each audio value was carried out in the continuous and repeated sound, children always hold our hearts out of the window when they press the button gradually, and the green light on the computer screen lights up with pressing the button, and they will always consciously or unconsciously compare with the last audio listening domain value, will there be changes and what are the reasons for the changes? Always calculate the average value when the final test result comes out to see if it is similar to the last test result. If it is similar, it is just like getting full marks in unit test. Fortunately, until now, the results of each time are always satisfactory, which cannot be separated from the help of medical staff and the efforts of children. Banana Boat, a heart-wrenching thing, is willing to carry Jing Nan to spend every happy moment belonging to oneself safely! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Forty

Gongyuan on September 24th of the lunar calendar in 1968th, zi shi, a baby was born in a poor family in Shaoyang, Hunan. His grandmother named him Wu Xiaolin, implying that he could become a small forest in the future. However, forty-seven years later, this guy named Wu Xiaolin didn’t become a forest or a wood, but at most a grass. This grass is me. In my childhood, I was weak and sick, and I was a regular customer of the hospital. Later, my grandmother named me a beggar. The rural superstition thought that the lower the name, the easier it was to feed. Grandma called me Xiao Lin for more than twenty years. She didn’t call me Xiao Lin until I got married and had children. In fact, I am a problematic teenager. When I was herding cattle, I beat my partner’s head to death. I once stole peaches from the production team, watermelons from the brigade, and peeked at women taking a bath. Villagers don’t like me, and teachers also look down upon me. Someone scolded me maliciously: If you want to be promising, I will lick the stick that wipes the ass of the whole world. At that time, we used sticks to wipe our ass in rural areas. My parents broke my heart for me, and my mother cried secretly. They had no other way but to beat me. They turn iron into steel. When I was in the second grade of primary school, Liu Aiqing in the yard and I wrote down six crooked words on the wall of the captain of our production team with writing brush. This time the captain and his wife didn’t scold me. They just told my parents. My mother scolded me: it would be great if you could write a few words, right? At that time, I thought I was amazing because I scolded the captain’s family with words. The captain manages a production team. He offended many people, and of course also offended my parents. Now I revenge on his family. Since then, I have known the charm of words. I don’t know why, the captain’s family never wiped those six words, and let them dazzling there. Later, I seldom went home when I went out to work, but every time I came home to see those dim words, I couldn’t help thinking of those young memories. However, one night in 2010, a fire turned the captain’s house, the captain’s wife, and of course my words into dust. Forty-seven years, I spent more than ten years in school. Up to now, most of the knowledge my teacher taught me has been returned to my teacher, and even many teachers’ names cannot be remembered. Only two teachers impressed me most. One was Yuan Zhuxuan, my English teacher in junior high school. He is not tall and thin. He couldn’t tie his trousers tightly. He lifted his trousers with his hands from time to time during class. When we learn English, we usually mark words in Chinese, such as goodmoring, and we mark Goethe model force. But these pronunciations marked in Chinese are often inaccurate, and we are not less scolded by Yuan zhuxuan. Once, I wrote on the exercise book: I am Chinese, can not speak foreign language, do not learn ABC, and still open the machine. I didn’t know why that day, Yuan zhuxuan was furious. In class, he tore my homework to pieces in front of more than 50 classmates. The direct result of this incident led to my hatred towards the English world. I hated English speakers and didn’t read English books. Although many people advised me to read more foreign literature, especially the original texts of those famous works, which was good for me to broaden my horizon, I didn’t listen at all, I don’t even read the translated foreign literature. Another teacher is Tian Chengjie, who is my junior three Chinese teacher. Although he only taught me for one year, he knew me well. Although many teachers look down upon me, he appreciates me very much. He said that I might be the most promising one among the students he taught. My composition is often read by him as a model essay to his classmates. He always said that if Wu Xiaolin’s articles were well written, he must have a promising future. Unfortunately, I don’t have a daughter. If I have a daughter, I will marry her to him. From primary school to junior high school, to senior high school, my scores in other subjects were in a mess, but my scores in Chinese were always very good. Especially for compositions, my articles should be posted on the bulletin board of the school every issue. College entrance examination natural utter failure. Near the college entrance examination, I am still writing novels, and I am dreaming of being a writer. After the college entrance examination, I threw the textbook behind the school wall. I peed at the school gate. I bid farewell to my student career in this way. I went home to take classes for a period of time, but because it didn’t matter, I was squeezed out. Farming at home, the villagers pushed me to be the village director, because I didn’t go to the camp, this matter was also yellow. Finally, I became the captain of the production team. Although the family is poor, the restlessness of youth is still unstoppable. At that time, my admiration for women had reached the level of stupidity. However, there are thousands of women in the world, but none of them is interested in me. They said that I was sallow and emaciated, and people with sharp-mouth monkey cheek were not like people, and ghosts were not like ghosts. But my luck came. Through the introduction of the matchmaker, I got to know my wife now. Two poor families, two similar experiences, they hit it off. On December 2th, 1989, we got married. In 1991, our daughter was born. In 1997, our son was born. Due to the increasing expenses of the family, the family couldn’t maintain food and clothing for three points per mu. In 2000, I went out to work. This journey lasted for 14 years, and I seldom went home in these 14 years. In the busy journey, children grow up gradually. In Shenzhen, I worked as a kitchen helper, cleaner, Porter, supervisor, manager assistant, etc. Living at the bottom of the Society for a long time, I have tasted all the ups and downs in the world, and got used to others’ cold-eyed ridicule. In such a world, I bind myself tightly. For more than 40 years, according to my hometown, I ate more than a basket of rice, and half of my body was buried in the soil. In spite of this, there is a dream always accompanying me, that is, the literary dream. This dream runs through the end of my life. No matter how hard life is and how tortuous the road ahead is, I always squeeze out time to engage in my writing. Up to now, I have published more than 200 literary works (first) in newspapers and periodicals all over the country, and I have won dozens of awards in newspaper essays. I was interviewed and reported by many media such as Shenzhen Special Zone Daily, Shenzhen Business Daily, Shenzhen Evening News and Bao ‘an daily. I want to thank those who helped me selflessly and generously on the road of my life. People who have helped me economically include Liu Changfu, Chi Desong, etc. People who have helped me in literature include Guo Haihong, Guo Jianxun, Dai Bin, etc. I write down their names here to make my descendants grateful and remember them. Thank God, thank fate, thank parents, you let me come to this world, let me experience wind and rain, witness the rainbow. Forty-seven years like a dream, I often feel that I am in a dream. On December 28th, 2013, my grandson came to this world. Seeing his innocent smile, I think happiness is so within reach. Now after work, I walked and went shopping with my wife and children. I found that I had everything in this world. In fact, for more than 40 years, happiness has always been with me and I will never give up. Be alive. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I only

I want to go far away, travel and wander. I just want to be alone, carrying my luggage and quietly stepping on the journey to find my paradise. Years are quiet, I just want someone. Leaving the hustle and bustle of traffic, stepping on every inch of the land I ‘ve been longing for, sucking every breath of elegance and quietness, watching the eagle hitting the sky, watching the fish flying in the shallow bottom, gently closing my eyes, enjoying the quietness of the years flowing peacefully, inward-looking, not involving red, sit-Mo, waiting flowers. Shaohua goes by, I just want someone. A person strolls under the moonlight, imagining the mystery of the night sky; A person leans lightly on the ancient tree until the first leaf on the tree turns bright red; A person stands quietly in the rain, listening to the slight rain telling the ancient myth of Jiangnan. Listen to music alone, watch plays alone, perform by yourself, clap for yourself and be fascinated by yourself. Most of the time, I am not alone. I can’t stand the bustle of a group of people. I love to laugh, which does not mean my happiness. Behind the mask of smile is a heart full of tears; My love to laugh does not mean my happiness, but I have already been used to playing a heartless role. However, after laughing, the spare time is just a person’s sorrow. When I am alone, I can enjoy silence quietly. I am not a freak or an alien. I am just a stubborn child, a child who likes silence but has to smile and fantasy, but knows the cruel reality well. I know that I am not a princess in the castle, so there is no prince riding a white horse, and that person driving colorful clouds will only appear in his dream. Sometimes I think that they are so cruel that they transplant those false dreams into my heart, but when they are deeply rooted, they tell me that they are all false. Who can tell me, which sentence should I believe and which sentence is true? Or maybe all of them are fake. Is it because I am too stupid or naive, or the reality should be like this. If this is the so-called reality, then I would rather be blinded forever. Now, I am tired, tired, true or false, right or wrong is no longer important. I just want a person to stay away from the troubles of the world and look for the peach blossom source that belongs to me. I just want to listen to more sad music, hurt my heart and shed tears when I am sad; I just want to watch the sky and walk alone when I want to escape, traveling alone, listening to insects and birds, watching clouds, sitting on the horizon, waiting for the rising sun and sunset, waiting for the changes of the stars and the moon. I like to stand on the overpass quietly when I am alone, lean against the handrail lightly, look up at the night sky, let my thoughts go and fly to the distant place of dreams. But passers-by looked at me with pitiful eyes. I smiled lightly. I didn’t want to die, but to be alone, quietly. This may be my only freedom. Please don’t disturb me. I like to look straight into the distance at the right height. I can’t see the end of the city in the direction of thousands of lights. Who is waiting for the night sky filled with ink? Who misses the breeze passing through my ears? Where the sun rises, will there be sunset glow? Who is attached to the sky at 45 degrees? Where dreams disappear, whose tears are flying? Will the world change when I forget everything? The dream will start again, will I not catch up with the last bus? In fact, I have never left, but I can’t find where my dreams have gone. The leaves on the tree turned yellow, fell down, and finally disappeared. Who could tell me whether they were tired, asleep or not. The dreams in my heart are lost, faded and dispersed. Who can tell me whether they will come back again. I once wanted to meet you in the most beautiful years of my life, but life could not give me this miracle. Now, I have to sing a monologue under the gorgeous spotlight. The big stage, the lonely figure, no applause, no applause, I am a little at a loss. In the middle of the performance, I really wanted to leave, but my reason told me that I should carry out my dream to the end, not retreat, not give up. So I was more careful, but how should I end up with the disordered dance steps? At that moment, I really wanted to be alone, listening to the music I liked and dancing my life; At that moment, I really wanted to be willful for once, just once, rushing out of the bustling crowd and chasing the past sea. But at that moment, I suddenly lost my courage. Did I worry too much, or should my nature be like this? Now, I just want to walk alone, eat alone, travel alone, listen to the sound of youth ending alone, watch the sunset, end alone, end alone and grow old alone. Like (prose editor: dancing alone with rain) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Indifferent

In the magnificent and rolling historical flood, in the historical process of changing dynasties in the last thousand years, there were countless heroes and heroes. Great leaders judged the situation and made great efforts to twist Qian Kun to be all-powerful and prominent for a while. They are a generation of Tianjiao, who have repeatedly built extraordinary achievements for building a hegemony. They managed to win a decisive battle thousands of miles away, and their fame was widely spread by the world. There are also countless fierce overlords who kill and kill people for vested interests, causing blood rain and wind to kill people in countless places. Although they enjoy all the prosperity in the world, they have also become the eternal sinner’s legacy. With the loss of time and the washing of time, they all disappeared from the ground. At that time, although they were also eminent and proud. But in the long river of history, they were just passers-by who came and left hurriedly. At most, they raised a fleeting spray. Throughout the world, laughing at life, no matter you are a remarkable great man or an ordinary nobody, you come to this world for more than 36,000 days and nights at most. The whole life of a person is full of twists and turns. Why do you strive for strength and fight fiercely? What’s wrong with everyone living in peace and enjoying life? I am a layman without lofty and selfless realm. I just want to live an ordinary life. I only want to be healthy, healthy and safe, not to be rich and expensive. I think we can’t change the current situation of society, but we can plan our own life, adjust our mentality and change our cognition. Someone might ridicule me, and I was originally a bird who had nothing to do with the world. Why should I act as a swan? Although history is written by people, it is composed of every social unit. And each social unit is a big stage with undercurrent surging competition and fighting. Regardless of the past, present and future, officialdom, workplace and shopping malls are battlefields without smoke. Some people played Qiankun at the banquet with the sun and the Moon on their desks, and they climbed to a high position by taking advantage of everything. But because their motives were not pure and greedy, they were put into prison and became prisoners. Some people fought for a prominent official position all their lives, but seeing that they were isolated and wounded, they not only sighed, but also regretted that it was too late. There are also some people who are rich and well-known. They can’t help feeling sorry for the short life and being dragged down by the money that can not bring death or death when they see that they are tortured and hollowed out by the life. There are also some people who speculate and engage in business, and their mental skills are not correct. As a result, people spit on others for hurting themselves and hurting themselves. Everyone in the officialdom shopping mall in the workplace is trapped in the whirlpool of competition. For the sake of life and family members, they are all fighting and giving. The tense and depressed environment makes them overdraw their youth and their healthy bodies. They are not old and early, they are too tired to live, and they are unable to cope with it. In fact, they pay too much attention to vanity, and they can’t see that behind the flashy and glamorous things is hard work and the cost of life. These people often find thousands of reasons to defend themselves, and they are afraid of being looked down upon by others, as if they are living for others. In fact, it is not. This is a matter of mentality and a matter of life outlook. Although we insignificant little people also stand on the stage of society, we are too tiny and too obscure. When we walk into the crowd, we will soon be submerged in the crowd. Although we live at the bottom, we can have no fight with the world and have a peaceful mind. Holding a good book in hand and sipping a mouthful of fragrant tea, you will feel infinitely comfortable and leisurely. A bowl of sauce soup, a plate of small dishes, a pot of wine, and I didn’t know why. Our satisfaction is insignificant but we can enjoy ourselves. Sitting under the flowers and concentrating on playing a little song, listening to the song and enjoying the flowers without thinking or thinking, you will enjoy it. We can set up a drawing board under the shade of the tree, wipe the dots and pile up the colorful colors on the paper. We don’t want to be famous but to stretch our feelings and cultivate our sentiment. Leisure standing on top sing a song, narcissism self-appreciation. Or several bosom friends talked with each other, talking with each other, talking with each other in the vast sea and sky. Or go out for an outing with your family, laughing all the way, singing all the way, spreading joy all the way. Saying goes contentment. Although we are relatively poor, sometimes our life will be stretched. However, we feel at ease in poverty and calm in poverty. When the police car roared past, we would never be frightened and uneasy when the police visited us. We were Frank and aboveboard. We are Beggars of Life but spiritual millionaires. As every one of us, we should be indifferent to fame and wealth. This is not to say that people do not want to make progress but only seek pleasure. But to face life correctly. If you are talented and ambitious, you should create wealth for the society and make the greatest contribution to the people. But we should adjust our mentality, love our own job, do things carefully and seriously, and be frank and honest. Whether you are poor or rich, don’t compare with each other or be jealous. Set your mind straight and live your life every day. A hard work brings a harvest. Only when you look down upon everything and see through your understanding can you feel at ease. There is a saying in Buddhism that is very thorough and philosophical, that is, it should be your natural coming, not yours, you will lose even if you try your best to get it. Often some people are too clever to do everything they can, which will kill Qing Qing. Zheng Banqiao spoke well and was rarely confused. I was a little confused about small things, so I had to make people from time to time. Although it seemed that I suffered some losses, what I got in return was much bigger. A person has a good reputation, which cannot be exchanged with money, and it is a priceless treasure for you to enjoy your whole life. It is more important than getting a large sum of money. Contributor: Zang Qiying Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) spring snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

End

Recalling (essay) at the end of the year, the bell rang, the bell rang, and the bell rang. We had a really happy life……. Time flies so fast. Just after the happy Christmas, it is the end of the year of the Horse in 2014. The Bell of the new year in 2015 is about to ring! A few days ago, I had a party with our good voice teacher. Fang Shu, a literary writing enthusiast, was with me, discussing about writing. There was a heated discussion on literary writing. The young editor of the radio station program “serve you” asked each of our teachers who came to the party to say a few words before the New Year. The general content is: first, you like to sing that song best, and tell me the reason why you like it; Second, what you yearn for most in the new year; Third, how do you manage money with extra money. Because teacher Fang Shu and I exchanged literature appreciation and writing, it was not until the last time that the editor teacher of radio station interviewed us. Hehe, I said to the microphone: my favorite song is the theme song “Hero hymn” in the classic old movie “Heroes and children” in Golden Age. The wind and smoke rolling in, singing Heroes, listening to the green mountains on all sides, listening to the ears. The Thunder on the sunny day knocked on the Golden Drum, the sea was roaring for harmony, the people’s soldiers drove tigers and leopards, and they sacrificed themselves to keep peace. Why the battle flag is as beautiful as a picture, the blood of heroes has dyed it red, and why the Earth is always in spring, and the blood of heroes bloom flowers. …… Every time I sing this song, I will think of the golden age when I was young in the past; The age when I worshiped heroes. The heroic spirit of revolution inspires everyone in the motherland during the period of socialist construction. Especially those generation who grew up with Mao Zedong Thought and revolutionary heroism inspiring and inspiring “we are successors of communism” and the fearless spirit of revolutionary heroism, which has no selfishness and devoted itself to the country and the people. In the era when material life was scarce, human spirit was particularly valuable. Therefore, whenever I sing this hymn which praises heroes, I can’t help ringing out. Countless revolutionary heroes who were willing to make revolution and devoted themselves selflessly and fearlessly in the past. It is precisely because of this selfless and fearless heroic revolution that we can succeed and build a new China. It is really because of the encouragement of countless martyrs who are selfless and brave in devoting themselves to heroism, it enabled the first five-year plan to be overfulfilled in advance in the early days of the founding of the People’s Republic of China; It was precisely because of the encouragement of revolutionary heroism that the volunteer soldiers, with heroism, defeated the American invaders with the most sophisticated weapons and technologies in the world who were armed to teeth. In the 1960 s, on the desert desert, scientific and technological workers, soldiers and workers and technicians in factories, inspired by the revolutionary heroic spirit, overcame difficulties one by one and developed and exploded atomic bombs, hydrogen bombs, artificial satellites, exploration of new oil fields, 10,000-ton hydraulic presses, steam turbines, etc. have made brilliant achievements. Golden Age, golden age, was a time of worshiping heroes and sacrificing oneself to others, which was full of enthusiasm for socialist construction everywhere. Under the leadership of the organization, the cadres set an example and took the lead in setting an example. Ordinary people fought for honor and worked and studied for hero models regardless of remuneration and not afraid of hard work. Inspired by the heroic spirits of Qiu caikang, Xiang Xiuli, Wang Cheng, Yang Gensi, Lei Feng, Ouyang Hai, Wang Jie, Jiao Yulu, Wang Jinxi, ya Shijuan, etc. The social atmosphere is clear, and there is no age when pornography, gambling, corruption and corruption prevailed. I have experienced this era of worshiping heroes, inspiring my life and experiencing my spirit. The sludge is hot and not dyed, not to mention high wind and light, Just keep a normal heart. At that time, hippies in Western society, the Beatles spirit was empty, and decadent cultural trend prevailed. Although the technology was advanced and armed to teeth, in front of volunteer soldiers who worshiped heroes and were full of revolutionary spirit and ideals, the arrogant and domineering Western Allied forces failed, so they had to surrender to the peace treaty. Throughout today, the material is abundant, the ideological education of leading cadres is lacking, and the ideological spirit is becoming increasingly empty. From the perspective of money, we are corrupt, proud of shame, haggle over the interests of ourselves and interest groups, greedy for nature and work for ourselves, and selfish. We lose ourselves under material enjoyment, lost Humanity. The crags rose and bad habits became popular, especially bureaucrats and entertainment circles. What should we advocate? What kind of life should we praise? We should identify what is right and wrong? What kind of life values should we advocate and establish? Particularly important! People without souls, so-called people with material desire and animalization, live like a walking corpse. Lost the inspiration of heroism spirit; Lost the common concept of freedom and equality of human beings, forgot the martyrs; Forgot the heroes who fought and sacrificed for this, the era of material desire, it is bound to lead to moral corruption, animal overflowing, spiritual emptiness, high crime rate and decadence and degeneration of spiritual morality. The Hypocritical Oath when raising your hand was just a stepping stone to steal power, promote and make a fortune, and satisfy your own desires. Returning to the spirit of heroism, opposing corruption, extravagance and extravagance, and worshiping heroes are also the call of the new era. Establishing correct values of life has a long way to go. In the movie “Heroes and Sons”, Wang Cheng is selfless and fearless, and has the courage to devote himself to heroism. He sings Heroes, praises heroes, reveres heroes, learns heroes, worships heroes, selflessly and fearlessly, the heroic spirit of devotion is the best education and spiritual incentive mechanism for people to establish correct values of life. I think in the new year, I hope leaders can further fight against corruption and promote honesty, fight against corrupt elements in leading cadres without mercy, establish integrity and oppose hedonism; Oppose hardship behind, enjoyment before, selfishness, it may be just a dream to haggle over every ounce and make policies and plans for seeking the interests of individual small groups all the time, so as to truly increase the welfare for the people at the bottom of the society and narrow the income distribution gap. In the 2015 New Year, be happy, sheep are beautiful, let’s not be evil gray wolf. I sang to hero worship from the bottom of my heart: come back, come back, wandering in the revolutionary heroism ideology and spirit, we should be full of lofty sentiments, what is expected is the gradual return of ideals and heroism……. Published at 04:30 P.M., December 26, 2014, Longbai kuyuzhai, western Shanghai. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

To left

Look at you on the left and see you on the right. Yingshan red flowers on your cheeks, bringing surprises of the mountains in spring. Yun Yan Yi Yi, gently bring away the tiredness, bring a light bamboo forest clear sound. Bamboo shoots are pecking through the soil, peeping at the lingering face of the morning light. Take off a green leaf and use it to sound the sound of bamboo forest without dancing. The soil was loose and wet, while I was reading a book in which people were holding a pile of loess and saying goodbye to last night. It is easy to get cold, which is a characteristic of the present and also a common feature of this season. It is close to the solar term of Qingming Festival. I don’t wear much, which is not enough to resist the cold at this moment. Kezhouqiujian, frosty. At the beginning, the most beautiful one was that year, I had “idiom one point”. It has been strange for a long time. How many desires of old trees are hidden in ten annual rings? The cedar tree has a lot of worries. Lightning and thunder, wild wind and rain, hot summer and cold, if life is calm, they will not have the desire to grow higher, closer to the sky. Still. Scenery, still. Shivering, in typhoon, almost every year. However, with their strong will, they never waver. Time and time again, growth gives them the courage to realize this desire. Whether you stop or stand, the figure or back of others always go in a hurry. Like a silky and soft satin hanging on the bamboo branch, it always goes with the wind. Maybe there will be only one person left in the end. After returning to spring, he will return to his hometown. In the Qingming Festival, a handful of white sand will be scattered in the rain one after another, waiting quietly for the Scarlet Heart to turn into fog in the rain, until a state where things are forgotten. If there is leisure feeling coming to the mountain at this time every year, yes, it is not difficult to find that Azalea, at this time every year, will smile with Jade face, tears melt the spring, and use dark fragrance to attract butterflies that melt spirit, if there is no mistake in guarding a Millennium agreement, there should be a scene of Li Chongguang drinking poison thousands of years ago. Childhood will back the xiang jian huan “, only that understand: wordless alone on West Building, month hook. Lonely phoenix tree deep courtyard lock Qing Qiu. Cut ceaseless, and chaotic, is Sky. Don’t worry about the general taste. Now it is Yu Meiren, which is also good: when is the spring flower and autumn moon? Past know how much. Small building last night and Dongfeng, motherland painful moonlit in. The carved jade building should still be there, but Zhu Yan changed it. How much worry can you have? Just like a river flowing eastward. The key chain follows me, Lingling sounds and all kinds of pleasant birds. Birds hide well in the mountains. I believe they are shuttling through trees, but I rarely find them. The Caterpillar on the gardenia tree is greedy to sleep, lazy and fat. No flowers, its fragrance is still so fragrant, thick, but can not smell more, smell for a long time, people’s heart will be drunk. I am not deeply involved in the world and have not experienced enough. How many creatures are looking forward to and unwilling to live in this moment? Naturally, fantasy is not forbidden, but it will not encourage people to drink poison to quench thirst. Life is destined to be complicated, rather than people make them complicated. The swallow pecked at new mud, which was a beautiful scenery in the sky. But I believe that it can evoke those lovesickness far away from other places: swallows can return to their homeland, and what about me? Slingshot was once a treasure in children’s hands, but nobody knew how many swallows it made them soft. Grandpa, can you tell me how to make the flat ground generate waves? Wisps of blue smoke, white ripples, swallows falling on the branches, and clouds depend on the morning sun. I don’t remember the scenes when my grandfather held me and smiled when I was young. I can’t remember those words that I once said, but only the nostalgia of Yiyi still drifted between heaven and earth. A little barrier, Abyss; Cold air, around the sleeping land. How much dust returned to the Earth, relying on it, it returned to the starting point and found the purpose and destination. Looking to the left, what will be on the right? Looking up, what will it be? Few morning stars can also be said like this, but they, those stars, are not seen in the daytime, no matter it is sunny or dark clouds. Who is frustrated seems proud. It is better to hate people than water. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Night

Facing countless lost nights, too many emotions, too many associations, too many memories and many profound changes in life are directly related to this. I remember that I once wrote such a poem in a prose poem. Night is the soil of my life and dream is the cradle for me to realize my ideal. Yes, over the years, every step I have taken is related to it. I not only gave time to it completely, but also gave my whole body, mind and thoughts to it. In a certain sense, it is the witness of my life growth. I like the night, not from the beginning of the phenomenon of having life, but from reading a book at the age of 18. That night was in my memory, and I couldn’t forget it. To be exact, that night was the beginning of my life growth, and the cornerstone of my soul fission afterwards. That night, I not only learned to think, but also learned to be quiet and take a walk lasting for two or ten years. Therefore, for the night, I always have a deep attachment and deep gratitude. I think: without the guidance of the night all the way, maybe my life is still as pale as paper until now, without any record. It is the night that helps me to get up from the Valley of life, help me to accompany the literary fragrance and have a blind date with nature. The night is dark, it is easy to make people lonely and lonely, the night is long, it is also easy to make people emotional derailment, soul shell, night is silent, silence makes people faint, suffocating and unbearable. As for the understanding and various experiences of the night, I believe that in everyone’s heart, it can be said that there is a different taste. Taking myself as an example, when I first faced the night alone, my heart was always in a state of anxiety and panic, and I was at a loss of what to do, so that I felt depressed and hesitated as Mr. Lu Xun said. It was a book that saved me from the boundless darkness and made me re-examine everything around with my life. My soul seemed to mature like melon and fruit overnight. I began to learn to accompany myself and talk with the starry sky above my head. Of course, I chose to talk with my soul more often. Time goes by slowly, but the soul slowly stretches, and it blooms and bears fruit. I want to say that I can have such spiritual quality today is not my positive attitude, but the life choice made by the darkness of night. To be honest, at that time, I was not only shallow and ignorant, but also impetuous and playful. I had nothing to do all day, idling around, fighting, swearing and doing bad things, which was just as common as usual, I often make my mother angry. Looking back now, I really don’t believe that I should be that kind of person, but fortunately, I didn’t cause much trouble, and it was also possible to move from darkness to light in time, find the tree trunk to rely on and the starry sky to make life look up. I woke up. The night was no longer terrible, nor did I let my heart lost. The starry sky hovering above my head became the guide of my future behavior and the ladder of climbing. A song “meditation” brought by violinist Ma Sicong makes my night purer and gentler. Every time in this moment, my thoughts are like petals with rain, dancing and flying one by one, and then falling down one by one. In the light, my heart was as quiet as water, wandering leisurely in the sea of books with the beating notes. An orange lamp accompanied me silently, becoming a scenery line comparable to the Moonlight. Time goes by, the soul rises and falls, and naturally opens and closes. Zhang Ruoxu, a great poet, walked towards me with the brisk rhythm of the night of flowers and moon in the Spring River, especially when I heard the sentence that the river and the sky were all clear and dusty, the lonely moon wheel in the bright sky and who’s boat tonight, where, the heart is especially beautiful and quiet. It is amazing for the poet’s delicate brushwork, rich Association and profound artistic conception. Of course, the verses of the great poets Meng Du and Zhang Ji also came to us: how many flowers fell when the night came and the wind and rain sounded. Dive into the night with the wind, moistening things silently. The Hanshan Temple outside the Mushroom city, the midnight bell to the passenger ship and so on all gave me endless space for thinking. They moisten me like honey and milk, making my soul from barren to rich, from rich to self-overflow. In short, life can live poetically, starting from the night, starting from learning to be quiet and calm. Night, no matter what others think, but I believe that I am always lovely and amiable, because I clearly know that in my life experience, the impression it left on me was always quiet and gentle, just like my mother’s embrace, which gave me comfort and encouragement. Especially at that turbulent age, it taught me to walk, drink tea, read, look up, and most importantly, let me learn to be quiet. When life learns to be quiet, even wherever I am, whether the environment is good or bad will not easily change the place where life trusts. Yes, the years are long and the night is long. Time has changed my appearance, but it can’t change the good habits brought by the night. When I reach middle age, my mood is like looking at the moon in the court, and it is empty, no longer like the ignorant young man who was arrogant and greedy in the past, what I want to do most now or in the future is to cultivate myself in the back garden of my life, cultivate the spirit of greatness, and then start the dialogue with the soul, release the night brings me recalling the past and getting closer to the spiritual quality until I get close to the starry sky I expect! At this moment, the night was dim, and a crescent moon was resting on the window bar. I sat quietly in the light, and the beautiful melody of Ma Sicong rang again in my ear. He took my thoughts to the past, snow elimination in distant spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

I-

Time flows like a mess, thick and slowly, bearing all the joy and sorrow. The cigarette butts between the index finger and the middle finger seemed to be filled with worries, and slowly disappeared in the endless void silently, which made people feel a little sad. Standing on the shore of time, I saw a river coming from the past and flowing to the future. I pretend I don’t know anything. I pretend I don’t know anything. It is not because of choosing to give up and escape, but because life itself makes people unable to choose. Just like that river of time, the upstream is water, and the downstream is water. I am just a fish. Although there are all kinds of customs on the shore in spring, lotus leaves stroke my face in summer, and golden yellow covers the ground in autumn, there is snow in winter, and we are doomed to choose humility and leave the softest part of our heart to the midnight. I pretend I don’t know anything. I just want to lower my head in front of the solemn and perfect Buddha, drink a cup of green tea, and find the true meaning of life in the Sanskrit scriptures. There is no so-called sorrow, happiness, bitterness and happiness in life. It is said in the Heart Sutra that all kinds of methods are empty, and they are not born or destroyed, dirty or clean, and increase or decrease. Only because there are too many unbearable and unwilling to give up, and filled this bag of life, can there be ups and downs all the way. I pretend I don’t know anything. Because, I put everything here. It is just like the original origin of life. It is here whether you see or not, understand or not, know or not. No birth, no destruction, no dirt, no increase or decrease. But now I have turned around and left. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…