Distressed

When she was in high school in the city, he went to school to see her from time to time, and brought a bag of snacks that she loved most every time. He always smiled and said kindly that your sister was busy with work. I came to see you. Remember to add clothes when it gets cold. He was a substitute teacher, and his salary was not high, but when he left, he would give her some pocket money. The classmates all admired her very much, and someone took care of her meticulously. She smiled proudly and satisfie, thinking that she was the happiest person in the world. At the same time, she also thought again and again that she must find a boyfriend like him in the future! For several weeks in a row, he didn’t come to school to see her. Her heart was empty, just like being hollowed out. Was he sick? Or what happened? Her sister came to see her in person, and brought a short and fat guy, saying that she was looking for another boyfriend. She didn’t believe that he and his sister loved so much and also for so long. How to divide them? When she went home on weekends, that guy was also in her house. He had money and a house, and the whole family liked it very much, but she was not happy at all. After dinner, she washed dishes in the kitchen and asked her sister quietly, why did you break up? His father died of illness, and his family owed a lot of debts. He was also a substitute teacher with poor salary. His parents persuaded me to separate the bowl and chopsticks in her hand and dropped them on the ground, the nameless anger suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart, and I shouted with my mouth open: You are mammonists, shameful and hateful! His father just passed away, how helpless and sad he was, how much he needed you to accompany him, but you became a traitor! Sister, you are engaged to others. Do you feel so happy when you treat them like this? She couldn’t say any more. She rushed into the bathroom and began to cry regardless of whether she could persuade anyone. In the morning of the next day, she didn’t even eat any food. She heavily fell on the door and escaped from the house in anger. Instead of going to school, she went to his house. She wanted to visit him and talk with him. When he was not there, his mother sighed, rubbing his dim old eyes and crying, “my poor child has gone to work far away, and I don’t know where he has gone. The day before he went out, he went to your house to find your sister. Your father cursed him a lot and drove my baby out of the house. The baby had nothing to write and could not find a place to live in the city. After walking dozens of miles of mountain road in darkness, she couldn’t listen any more. She closed her eyes painfully and let the hot tears slide down her cheeks. From that moment on, she hated that family, sister and parents. She couldn’t help going to the station and opened her eyes wide, looking for his familiar shadow in the long sea of people. Staring at the rail extending to the horizon, she sang such a song affectionately and sadly: when the train can bring you back to me, I am looking forward to where you are. No matter how many weekends please take care of me, she stood in the empty corridor blankly, he recalled happily and sweetly those wonderful and unforgettable moments when he came to school, his straight and well-fitting beige suit, his shallow smile, his white crystal-like teeth and bags of spicy and crisp potato chips brought by him could be empty and desolate in the corridor. Was there his familiar smiling face? After the college entrance examination, she failed. Regardless of the opposition of her family, she resolutely stepped on the train heading south. It was said that he wandered in the city where snowflakes could not be seen. She wanted to wipe away the tears in his eyes and pat the dust off his body. How many Sunset dusk, she lingered on the cross street again and again, dreaming of meeting him again. As long as she was similar to him, she would chase after him regardless of everything, but it was disappointing again and again. Does he really live in this city? Until one day, in a job Magazine, she accidentally saw his prose, sad words, and slight sadness flowing out. She looked at it and felt so sad that she couldn’t breathe, hold the magazine tightly in my arms. Tired of crying, she hurriedly found paper and pen, wrote to him and told him the secret buried in her heart without reservation. After the credible delivery, there was no news. She wore her lips and asked the supervisor for a day off to find him in the factory, but the security guard said there was no such person in the factory. He didn’t believe it and stayed at the gate crazily. After a whole afternoon, he still didn’t show up. She sang silently in the bottom of his heart: brother, how are you? After many years, is there a home station that you don’t want to leave? People come and go. Wandering in a foreign land for several years, he was alone in the wind and rain. He was exhausted physically and mentally and longed for a shelter from the wind. He was ill. He went to see a doctor and couldn’t find out his illness. He couldn’t eat during the day and couldn’t fall asleep at night. The fear he never had grew and spread in his heart day by day. He thought it would be better to bury his bones than to break the end of the world. His homeland was the final destination! Looking for a seat according to the ticket, he closed his eyes and thought about the mess. Someone beside me shouted: I am carsick, please change your seat with you. The voice was a little familiar, but I didn’t expect it was her. He is so depressed that he doesn’t want to meet acquaintances at all. She was so excited that her voice trembled. She grabbed him and said affectionately: brother, is that you? I thought I would never see you again. He nodded, smiled faintly and turned his head out of the window. Brother, I wrote you several letters, but you didn’t reply. I went to the factory to find you, and the security guard said he didn’t know you. I heard that after you broke up with my sister, I went to your house to find you, but my aunt said that you were far away, and I didn’t know where you went. I heard that you were working in this city, so I rushed over. I just wanted to see you. I hate my sister, I hate my dad, I hate that family! Girl, I don’t blame your sister for your father. Your sister will suffer hardship if she follows me. I am a penniless family and can’t afford your sister’s happiness. She has a good destination, and I wish her well! I miss your sister, but I can only miss her silently in my heart. Many times, I was in the telephone booth and wanted to call your sister very much. I just wanted to hear her voice, but once I called, I hung up in a hurry, I beat her peaceful life. On her wedding day, I was like a madman, running down the national highway until I was so tired that I threw myself on the hard ground. On the day I went out to work, I was going to tell you that I walked around your school for several times, but still didn’t go in. Your father said he saw me looking for you, the past, which would break my legs, was like the wind and smoke, and had already drifted away gradually with the passage of time. With the hope of a family on my shoulder, I learned to forget the scenery of the journey and walked all the way. At his hometown station, he found a taxi, helped her carry her luggage up and put it away, and told her to be careful on the way. She couldn’t help anymore, tears burst out in her eyes. He sighed and said softly: girl, no! I also want to send you home. It is terrible that your parents misunderstood you and you are not too young. 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