Tanabata

Tanabata, I’m drunk. 820 will pass in half an hour. Maybe when you grow up, you can’t smell the fragrance of roses, you can’t touch your lover far away, and you can’t find the distant direction. I stood on the cross street, not lost my way, but didn’t know where to go. It was the night that should be quietly rippling, and the Night Elves danced their wings to the dream of the night. Under the Window on the tenth floor, the autumn night breeze, I heard the busyness of the broom. I looked out of the window, and the flow of cars was less and less. Listening to songs, I felt a burst of complexity in my heart. Who deprived them of the right to dream? I was drunk, unconscious, a mess. Drunk eyes dim, dim lights, pour all of me, bet on an unknown future. I was drunk, and the smell was full of wine. It seems that I am fermented, intoxicated from the inside out. All right, don’t pretend to be drunk. The embarrassment of being seen through made me drunk and dreaming, and I didn’t want to reincarnate. Valentine’s Day said to break up, I am a bride-to-be suffering from marriage phobia. My anxiety, my loneliness, my irritation and my fear are all installed in my left ventricle. Dare not touch, afraid of being mad and being described as mental illness. I covered my left ventricle and said, “be good, jump slowly, and you will get tired. In this way, the deeper it is closed, the less traces it will leak, Until the end of the wedding, gray hair. I am a proud person, but I am not proud. There are more happy people in this world, but I only see others and ignore the people around me. The arrogant comparison, stopped the pace as if there was no motivation for progress. Depressed mood, bursts of Sighs fill my life, and I am not clear enough if I am gloomy. I am looking forward to escaping, the faster the better, and I also hope that the sun will be more ferocious tomorrow. Autumn is coming, the weather is cold, the clouds are scattered, and the smog is coming. Note: watch the movie bride battle. The greatest happiness for a girl is to marry the best man in the most beautiful wedding dress. I am the vagrant sent by God, what guides me is the smell of freedom. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Don’t

In the evening, I received a call from a male classmate and even a colleague and friend. He hurried to his side. Listen to what he said in silence. He said that the welfare house of the unit was about to be built, and the list of the row houses extended from one end to the other. The names of many people were crowded with white paper and black words. He said: I have to pay the money tomorrow, and this is just to pay 100 thousand yuan in advance. The later payment will come down like snowflakes. But he said more sorrowful: he didn’t have so much money on hand. I borrowed money from the east to the West, but only borrowed 80,000 yuan. He asked me if I could lend him the rest of the money. So I lowered my head and thought for a while, comparing and measuring my current situation and actual situation. I found that my helplessness indeed existed. As early as when I was facing my child’s junior high school entrance, I threw my savings like water to each tutorial class. Two thousand today, five thousand tomorrow. I have already spent all my meager salary. Therefore, I looked at him with headache and said reluctantly: I have no money! Looking at his desperate eyes. My heart is also painful and uneasy. I asked him curiously: Didn’t you save some money at ordinary times? He said painfully that my wife had never worked before, and now she found a job at the counter of the supermarket. The money I earned in the past was spent on the children in my family to go to school and home, and I could not save much money. Moreover, the daughter-in-law spent a lot of money on daily life, which had already made this house empty. I asked him strangely: How did you spend your money on big hands? My friend actually said that buying some bowls and chopsticks in the shop would cost nothing. He said that his wife didn’t go to her mother’s home to find a way to borrow it, so she unexpectedly put such a big thing aside and ignored it. He also said that if the House could not be bought, he would not continue the marriage any more. He even talked about divorce. But if there is no effort to find a way, what is the use of so many complaints? I left from my male classmate, and I felt really uncomfortable. When there is no house, everyone looks forward to the opportunity of buying a house like stars and moon. But the real opportunity came, but he found that he had no money in his hands. It was such a mess that I smeared my life into a gloomy color. I am depressed, just want to find a friend to explain. So, I called my friend. On the phone, I told her what happened just now. She listened quietly, and then told me that I couldn’t help my colleagues, but I just wrote an article. At the end, my conclusion was: Don’t worry about the ambiguous future! So I give it to you, hoping to comfort you! I listened gently and found that my recent life was quite awkward. If the work is not going well, the child is worried about entering a higher school. I couldn’t breathe as if I was pressed like mountains. After I heard about the hardship of my male classmate, I unexpectedly made my mood worse instantly. Maybe I just felt that my strength was weak, and I was helplessly frustrated when I saw the pain spread like a flood. There is another kind, from the withered leaves, I seem to see the bleak of the whole autumn. From the falling of a snowflake, I can see the cold of the whole winter. My feeling swallowed me like this, which made my cold stand out so sharply. So I asked my friend again and said, “Can you show me the end of your article? Friends, okay! So I got the words at the end of her article: Don’t worry about the unclear future, but work hard for the clear present! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Fujiang

That evening, when I broke up with my friend at sanqiaotou, the sky was just drizzle, walking towards home alone. Unexpectedly, a few steps later, the rain suddenly increased. Maybe because of the rain, there was no one on the long riverside, and the boundless slanting rain fell into the water freely and hung on the tree. Therefore, a wisp of light smoke rose in the water, and the treetops became blurred. Walking on the riverside is like walking into an ethereal dream. The misty rain in Fujiang River in this summer evening, cool, with a touch of moist, fondled on my body, like a woman’s gentle hand. Therefore, I slowed down and enjoyed the rare tranquility and freshness alone in the hazy and misty rain. I forget that there is a complicated world and a busy world outside my body. In such an evening, in such a misty rain, I walked alone through the rows of charming, shy and affectionate trees on the bank, it is very easy for people to pour out a nameless melancholy and loneliness from the bottom of their hearts. Thoughts and Emotions also become soft and sensitive because of the misty rain of Fujiang River. How passionate and energetic I have been for many times, strolling on the bank of the Fujiang River in the sunset, the unspeakable sadness and emptiness I experienced in the misty rain. Life is like a person walking in the misty rain. Even if you have a pair of solid wings, you will be wet in the misty rain. How many people, things and roads I have ever loved are hidden in the hazy misty rain; How many scenery I have ever passed by, souls I have held hands, the unrelieved time disappeared in the misty rain. No matter how hard you try, you cannot understand the mystery of life itself. The only possible thing is just like the hazy misty rain in front of us. No matter it is prosperous or plain, we have a sense of soberness as well as a muddle, letting it fade and blossom. …….. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…