Aftertaste

My fear is in two seasons, one in hot summer and the other in cold winter. It is the invigilation period of the exam at the end of a semester. I used to compare invigilation to the imprisonment of professional sense on our body and mind. The unspeakable helplessness was written in our nervous and serious expressions. Half an hour before invigilation, we will walk into the conference room at the same time. Sitting in the corresponding seat, eating the two steamed buns in hand, waiting for the rustling footsteps of the leaders and the sound of dry cough. Finally, in our expectation, the leaders entered the conference room with notebooks and test papers, and began to nag us about what teachers should and should not do. In boredom, we waited for the order to go to the examination room. As soon as we entered the examination room, our roles changed. One was the aunt of the cleaner, looking for garbage in the corridor and classroom; The other was a machine that could be used as a scanner, using those sharp eyes, scan from the first table to the Forth. See if there is any information related to the exam. If there is, we will walk to the table leisurely and let the book move to the platform in a triumphant posture until it is cleared. There is no sound in the exam, just waiting for the ringing of the exam. The examination papers have been distributed, and the examinees have different expressions. Some were poised and proud; Some sighed and were all disappointed; Some were not too tight but not too slow. They saw the test paper from the beginning to the end, then buried their heads with a smile; Some looked numb, A pen is repeatedly rotated by a finger. From slight noise to silence in the exam. However, the position of our teachers must be in front of each other in the classroom. We can’t walk around for fear that the examinees will be distracted; We can’t make any noise for fear of disturbing the examinees’s thoughts; We can’t talk or watch their mobile phones, I am afraid that a higher monitor will suddenly attack you and stare at you with his big eyes. Then you will be informed criticism at the meeting, which makes you ashamed. With thousands of thoughts and expediency, I found the bench from the corner of the examination room, blew off the dust and sat down. Although it is a bench tailored for students, occasionally there will be a phenomenon of three legs, but if you want to defeat standing for up to one to two hours with unyielding spirit, I believe that you will still choose to surrender, and your unyielding perseverance will betray you eventually. It’s time to consider how to spend the boring invigilation. It’s better to sit down first, put one leg on the other leg, and then start to look left and right, looking around. At this time, I envy examinees. They have something to do, but what about us? How many minutes and seconds should I spend! Simply, stretch the goose’s neck to look at the test questions of the examinees. Unexpectedly, the examinees were not generous and sealed the questions tightly with hands or books. I shook my head and thought: it’s OK, it’s OK. It’s time to put this leg on that leg, and put your hands on it by the way. Suddenly I saw something black and dirty in the finger of a fingernail, and my eyes were shining. It seemed that when I was hopeless to find a job for a long time, I suddenly received a notice to let me go to work and was overjoyed. Therefore, I took turns bombing my nails one by one. I didn’t give up until they were all clean and my face smiled satisfie. At this time, I secretly took out my mobile phone, pressed the phone button, and found that the time was moving a little bit so stingy. Change your sitting posture, your legs are numb. It is not my elegant image to raise my legs. I will abandon it. Stand up, twist your waist in place, turn your neck three times from left to right, and then turn your neck several times. After a few beats, you suddenly feel dizzy. Think about it, it’s better to sit down. I began to doubt whether the invigilation over the past few years was spent like a walking corpse? Doubt makes me have to recall. Memories are graceful. I began to like this word. It is gentle and amiable, fragrant and charming. It is unfathomable. It has great magic power that makes me immerse myself in the time of memories. Because of it, I suddenly feel that when the body is greatly bound, the soul will yearn for the wandering of thinking more. I thought of the invigilator last time: sitting still, there were always many scenes in my mind. I connected them with sentences in my heart, and the birth of “night” came into being. Looking back now, I was still excited and almost forgot my shape. I hid the joy in my heart quietly, and my expression couldn’t stop shining and my heart began to fluctuate. I also thought of whether I should give up my unfinished article. As the saying goes, when I continue, my mood will be different. The flavor of the continuation will become different from the original truth. Thinking like this, my Restless Heart suddenly enlightened me. Suddenly, it is rare for me to be so active in thinking, so I simply think about what I have done wrong in the past 30 years and what is worth doing. After thinking deeply, it ended with a disastrous defeat. How can we use this short moment to answer the things of our life when we are wandering in the world of mortals? Perhaps, we have to spend our whole life to sort out and untie the connected cause and effect and the interlaced fishing nets in our life! Thinking of life, I stopped again. Life, the words made up of several paintings concentrate all of us. Life made up of the second sound and the first sound reads illusory and seems like floating clouds, however, it can express the joys and sorrows of our whole life. It is also a feeling that we cannot explain clearly! There is only five minutes left for the whistle to ring. What should I say about time? When I was looking forward to its rapid progress, it was daggering; When I ignored and forgot it, it urged me to wake up from my dream. In the backward time and the forward future, I thought of a sentence said by Lin Qingxuan: live soberly in the present! Although we can see many successful achievements later, they have all become waves in the long river of time. Although you can see more scenery with your head held high, everything is in the mist. Only by living in the present seriously and looking down at your own steps can you get out of the fog and welcome the gorgeous scenery. Or pick a piece of water moon, or pick a mirror flower. Invigilation is coming again, and I will treat it with ease. Perhaps, I should take the wooden fish that is often seen in the temple and the huge eyes of the wooden fish to alert me. In the limitation of drawing the ground as a prison, I should also let my heart recover the function of bright and clear lighting; let it look at us who live in the world with great eyes, and how to wash our hearts endlessly. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Clouds

What are unexpected. It looks like a epiphyllum, and you can see nothing in a flash of delay. I feel more and more that everything is too heav, too uncertain and unreal. What can be perceived can not be perceived, around one second, the world is very poor. What remains is still cold. Maybe there is nothing wrong or bad in this way. I still can’t understand how to grasp myself and give others the so-called promise. It is just to put a layer of gorgeous coat on the body without temperature, and the light is less than the appearance. I like the feeling of indifferent to the results. Others, own. What can be said, what cannot be said. In fact, no matter how many things went through, they couldn’t escape such an ending. Whether they were sober or deliberately muddled, they had the same destination on different roads. There is no gloom, not too much injustice and lamenting, just like the withered leaves in winter, which is natural. It can be slightly stained with frost and cold between eyebrows, but it is no longer indulged in mental injury. There are still many things worth doing. Now I can slowly find some changes in myself. As Mimi once said, it is becoming more and more dependable. Yes, and carefully. What a warm and reassuring word. Every morning, every night, one person, two people, or three people. For the sake of the heart, for the initial dream, stick to it. If we say that everything else is passing, then only this persistence is the most real and will not abandon. There are only a few people who can trust, and those who can entrust their hearts are also likely to leave. No matter how close the warmth is, no matter how beautiful the opportunity is, no matter how sincere the friendship is, turn around and the song will end. It was because people’s heart was so changeable that they couldn’t blame anyone. They should blame themselves for being too shallow. Why did they lower their eyebrows and hold hands at the beginning. There is a lyrics of Vae that is very appropriate: you bad child, no one is strange to you, love is free, I should bear this change… Can afford it, also can afford it. Life is a hundred years away, and it is not worth returning. A lot of things will not come again. It is better not to say something. If you say it, it may not be clearer, but you will find that it is not the result you originally wanted. Fortunately, the more people experience, the stronger they are. It is best to grieve without hurting. Take everything as a movie that arranges plots one by one. Everyone is both a leading role and a guest actor. Even if he cannot know the scene of the next moment, at least he will not be so careful after it happens. So can. I like the two sentences in Japanese very much, and my heart matches the pronunciation and meaning. Resign immediately in the old year. There is nothing to commemorate. Just pass it. As long as there is no waste, it is good. In the coming year, we will continue to walk step by step, and we must explain to everyone. Although Xin yougan started because of one of his suggestions till now. He must not lose his heart, nor his own efforts and the support of his parents. With Mimi and da da working together, come on! I drank too much tea these days, so it was hard to swallow boiled water. At two or three o’clock in the evening, I was hazy but not sleepy. My heart was heavy and faint, and I finally fell asleep, but I felt uncomfortable. Uncomfortable, not only body? Listen to your words, Yi Shanlan. Strike strike strike a saying goes, cloud cover, heart difficile. Why bother added. They can’t compete with each other to change secretly in the fleeting time. Since ancient times are so, no more what. Time will shine all the reflections that are worth showing more and more, and will also highlight all the declines more and more unbearable. What are you afraid of? No matter who says it, it will be clear after many years. It is a gathering, a separation, and a clear understanding. If it is destined, it will be dusty. And wind. If you say nothing, you will find it. It’s good to see each other. Today, the grass in the water. With Wave shake. But it’s better, no encounter. Displaced less. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…