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When I was in middle school, there were many articles written by Lu Xun in Chinese textbooks. “Kong Yiji”, “Blessing”, “hometown”, many essays, etc. I met Kong Yiji in a long gown, Runtu with a silver collar, and the hardworking and bitter Xianglin sister-in-law. I still remember that Kong Yiji protected his anise beans, shook his head and said, “not much! Multi-almost everywhere? No more and no. Once it came to summer vacation, an old version of “Red Rock” was a must-read book. Until this book disappeared, I bought another new version of “Red Rock” and put it into the bookcase seriously as a collector’s edition. However, the description of summer heat and Storm in Camel Xiangzi became the model of my own writing. It was ashamed that Lu Yao’s “life” and “Ordinary World” were carried back from the stall, but they hadn’t finished reading them carefully till now, but they just remembered the names of Gao Jialin and Qiao Zhen. “Long live Youth”, “Song of Youth”, “Lily”, “Li Shuangshuang Primary School”, “red flag spectrum” and “Railway Guerrilla” are the first movies and later novels. Seeing the novel “party membership fee”, I realized that the movie “party’s daughter” was adapted from the novel. As for “Lin Hai Xueyuan”, “Little Erhei married”, let alone. Yang Zirong, who outwit Tiger Mountain, is more charming than any entertainment star today. Under the blue sky, how can the hot and noisy love story between the watery Xiaoqin and the handsome xiaoerhei be compared with the young people nowadays. For today’s generation, these old novels are far away and strange. However, for myself, worship is like a divine code, which was once worshiped, or to the author. Or on books. Or the words of characters in the book. Ask yourself, do you still remember these books? Can you still calm down and read these old novels again? Do you still remember these authors? They never leave themselves, but they are far away from them. No wonder it becomes more and more impetuous, more and more confused and more boring. Everyone understands where the charm of literature lies. Literature illuminates life and is too grand. I always think that the charm of literature lies in bringing warmth and quietness to myself. Many times when wandering in the cold, it is literature that brings me warmth. How many annoying nights, it is the words that calm me down. Even in desperation, it is the power of literature and the beauty of words that make me linger on the world. Educated people say that literature lights up life, while I say: literature warms me. At the end of the year, I was lucky to meet such a classical book and bring myself back to a beautiful period again. I remembered an age when I was silly to read books without hearing anything outside the window. That was a pure age, an age that only thought that he could walk the world by literature and reading. We should not forget that we had such an age, let alone that these old novels added luster to that age. On the last day of the old year, the sky was hazy, and Dong Yang was more than capable to shine this winter, but there was no temperature. The originally cold days are getting warmer and brighter because of these old novels. Fortunately, there are also these literature, which make me move forward in the cold. That is to say, the past years are unbearable and there is no need to sum up. Wishing is the new year: facing literature, facing words, heart warm flowers. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Rainy season

You are gone and I am still living the endless yearning is like the wild grass in the rainy season. I don’t know when there will be no backbone tears flowing unconsciously and meaningfully silently looking at the familiar one that can no longer be familiar. In the hazy life space, you seem to come to me again. Remember that early summer day, the dripping light rain kept falling. You were wearing a white T-shirt, the light green trousers are so small that you walk slowly in this soft rain scene, my heart trembles and pains you say you like this rainy season while I like the rainy season how many rainy flower seasons have you accompanied you? That’s the fastest time for you and me. I don’t know when you ignore me deeply. My attachment also disregarded my bitter retention and disappeared where the rainy season in the boundless drizzle came as scheduled. I tried hard to find a pink umbrella, the familiar faces under the Green Umbrella and the flower umbrella open their eyes again and again disappointed my heart is like the boundless rain with the endless pain (write to myself) 2015.7.27 the night grass praise (prose editor: drops of ink hurt) snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Distressed

When she was in high school in the city, he went to school to see her from time to time, and brought a bag of snacks that she loved most every time. He always smiled and said kindly that your sister was busy with work. I came to see you. Remember to add clothes when it gets cold. He was a substitute teacher, and his salary was not high, but when he left, he would give her some pocket money. The classmates all admired her very much, and someone took care of her meticulously. She smiled proudly and satisfie, thinking that she was the happiest person in the world. At the same time, she also thought again and again that she must find a boyfriend like him in the future! For several weeks in a row, he didn’t come to school to see her. Her heart was empty, just like being hollowed out. Was he sick? Or what happened? Her sister came to see her in person, and brought a short and fat guy, saying that she was looking for another boyfriend. She didn’t believe that he and his sister loved so much and also for so long. How to divide them? When she went home on weekends, that guy was also in her house. He had money and a house, and the whole family liked it very much, but she was not happy at all. After dinner, she washed dishes in the kitchen and asked her sister quietly, why did you break up? His father died of illness, and his family owed a lot of debts. He was also a substitute teacher with poor salary. His parents persuaded me to separate the bowl and chopsticks in her hand and dropped them on the ground, the nameless anger suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart, and I shouted with my mouth open: You are mammonists, shameful and hateful! His father just passed away, how helpless and sad he was, how much he needed you to accompany him, but you became a traitor! Sister, you are engaged to others. Do you feel so happy when you treat them like this? She couldn’t say any more. She rushed into the bathroom and began to cry regardless of whether she could persuade anyone. In the morning of the next day, she didn’t even eat any food. She heavily fell on the door and escaped from the house in anger. Instead of going to school, she went to his house. She wanted to visit him and talk with him. When he was not there, his mother sighed, rubbing his dim old eyes and crying, “my poor child has gone to work far away, and I don’t know where he has gone. The day before he went out, he went to your house to find your sister. Your father cursed him a lot and drove my baby out of the house. The baby had nothing to write and could not find a place to live in the city. After walking dozens of miles of mountain road in darkness, she couldn’t listen any more. She closed her eyes painfully and let the hot tears slide down her cheeks. From that moment on, she hated that family, sister and parents. She couldn’t help going to the station and opened her eyes wide, looking for his familiar shadow in the long sea of people. Staring at the rail extending to the horizon, she sang such a song affectionately and sadly: when the train can bring you back to me, I am looking forward to where you are. No matter how many weekends please take care of me, she stood in the empty corridor blankly, he recalled happily and sweetly those wonderful and unforgettable moments when he came to school, his straight and well-fitting beige suit, his shallow smile, his white crystal-like teeth and bags of spicy and crisp potato chips brought by him could be empty and desolate in the corridor. Was there his familiar smiling face? After the college entrance examination, she failed. Regardless of the opposition of her family, she resolutely stepped on the train heading south. It was said that he wandered in the city where snowflakes could not be seen. She wanted to wipe away the tears in his eyes and pat the dust off his body. How many Sunset dusk, she lingered on the cross street again and again, dreaming of meeting him again. As long as she was similar to him, she would chase after him regardless of everything, but it was disappointing again and again. Does he really live in this city? Until one day, in a job Magazine, she accidentally saw his prose, sad words, and slight sadness flowing out. She looked at it and felt so sad that she couldn’t breathe, hold the magazine tightly in my arms. Tired of crying, she hurriedly found paper and pen, wrote to him and told him the secret buried in her heart without reservation. After the credible delivery, there was no news. She wore her lips and asked the supervisor for a day off to find him in the factory, but the security guard said there was no such person in the factory. He didn’t believe it and stayed at the gate crazily. After a whole afternoon, he still didn’t show up. She sang silently in the bottom of his heart: brother, how are you? After many years, is there a home station that you don’t want to leave? People come and go. Wandering in a foreign land for several years, he was alone in the wind and rain. He was exhausted physically and mentally and longed for a shelter from the wind. He was ill. He went to see a doctor and couldn’t find out his illness. He couldn’t eat during the day and couldn’t fall asleep at night. The fear he never had grew and spread in his heart day by day. He thought it would be better to bury his bones than to break the end of the world. His homeland was the final destination! Looking for a seat according to the ticket, he closed his eyes and thought about the mess. Someone beside me shouted: I am carsick, please change your seat with you. The voice was a little familiar, but I didn’t expect it was her. He is so depressed that he doesn’t want to meet acquaintances at all. She was so excited that her voice trembled. She grabbed him and said affectionately: brother, is that you? I thought I would never see you again. He nodded, smiled faintly and turned his head out of the window. Brother, I wrote you several letters, but you didn’t reply. I went to the factory to find you, and the security guard said he didn’t know you. I heard that after you broke up with my sister, I went to your house to find you, but my aunt said that you were far away, and I didn’t know where you went. I heard that you were working in this city, so I rushed over. I just wanted to see you. I hate my sister, I hate my dad, I hate that family! Girl, I don’t blame your sister for your father. Your sister will suffer hardship if she follows me. I am a penniless family and can’t afford your sister’s happiness. She has a good destination, and I wish her well! I miss your sister, but I can only miss her silently in my heart. Many times, I was in the telephone booth and wanted to call your sister very much. I just wanted to hear her voice, but once I called, I hung up in a hurry, I beat her peaceful life. On her wedding day, I was like a madman, running down the national highway until I was so tired that I threw myself on the hard ground. On the day I went out to work, I was going to tell you that I walked around your school for several times, but still didn’t go in. Your father said he saw me looking for you, the past, which would break my legs, was like the wind and smoke, and had already drifted away gradually with the passage of time. With the hope of a family on my shoulder, I learned to forget the scenery of the journey and walked all the way. At his hometown station, he found a taxi, helped her carry her luggage up and put it away, and told her to be careful on the way. She couldn’t help anymore, tears burst out in her eyes. He sighed and said softly: girl, no! I also want to send you home. It is terrible that your parents misunderstood you and you are not too young. Remember to find a man who loves you out of the window and leave her his familiar and thin figure. She suddenly opened the glass and shouted to his distant back: Do you know that you are the one who loves me the most! Like (prose editor: indifferent) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

Osmanthus

In the morning, when I was working, I suddenly received a call from QI. She said: let’s go to visit Hua’s father together! He had a second operation for brain congestion, and now he is lying on the hospital bed! I agreed on the spot. Therefore, we took advantage of the noon break and hurried to the hospital to see the old man in the hospital. The old man is famous for his violent temper and stubbornness. When I stood in front of the sickbed at a loss, Qi comforted me with a smile all over his face. Therefore, he saw the old man’s face full of wrinkles blossoming with smiles all over his face. Qi amused the old man happily and made him boast proudly that he was in good health, fluent in speaking and clear in thinking. I don’t know how many times better than the young man nearby. I turned around and looked at the sickbed beside me. Those young people who had had a skull operation had really become dull and slow, and they couldn’t take care of themselves even when they were acting and speaking. Seeing the bitterness in my heart. From the hospital, I sighed from the bottom of my heart: I really admire you! You can make the old man happy. I can’t do it, my mouth is stupid, and I can’t even say a decent word. Qi said sincerely: in fact, the old man is an old child, and he likes to listen to good things. If you bring him a tall hat, he will be so happy that he can’t close his mouth. Therefore, I said: the old man is also stubborn. If it wasn’t for him not paying attention to his own life, regardless of drinking and smoking, and being careless, he wouldn’t suffer from this crime. Qi nodded and said: Yes, the old man is also stubborn. Just now he told him to eat less salt. He said there was no smell and no smell. He said that he was less angry with his family. He said that he didn’t value his family members. Even if the operation was half numb, the doctor insisted on giving him general anesthesia, treating this disobedient patient, which made the doctor headache. So I sighed: I don’t know when this person will meet a mess? It is not easy to spend this year taking care of patients repeatedly! Qi and I walked silently for a while, and we thought of another good friend Rong. Qi said: Rong now takes care of her husband who has become a vegetative person due to cerebral hemorrhage, and now she is exhausted. I nodded and agreed silently. Qi walked and began to say: “I remember that Derong once told me that she took care of her unconscious husband while nagging him, did you save my life by the river in the last life? Because I owe you, I will repay you with all my strength in my life? I hope we will never meet again in the next life. I have no strength to give you any more. I nodded sadly and then said, “maybe, there is a fixed number in this world. Do you think, in the vast sea of people, how small is the probability of meeting you? Qi looked at me and said deeply: So, every encounter in this crowd is a debt of the past, so be sure to treat everyone who meets and gives you happiness, cherish the most beautiful encounter and separation in life. I felt more sad after hearing this: but, look! People around me always have imperfect things intertwined, and everyone seems to have their own sadness and hardship. Qi sighed: in fact, when people come to this world, they are suffering. When suffering is over, life is over. I felt sad after hearing it for a while: So, don’t envy others when you see their kindness. Don’t laugh at others’ sufferings. Who knows when he will be embarrassed, right? Qi! Qi nodded and accepted what I said. It was almost the factory where she went to work. Suddenly, Qi’s sharp eyes found that her former apprentice was walking in the front, with a heavy belly, not far from us. Qi called loudly: Tingting, you wait! Tingting came up with us, so we all asked curiously: Are you pregnant? Tingting nodded and said shyly: it has been six months. We were surprised: How old was your first child? Tingting said coyly: I am already six years old, and I will go to primary school soon! I was surprised to ask: then you have figured it out and want another child? Tingting nodded and left. I feel weird in my heart. In my memory, Tingting is a shy and introverted woman. She always keeps working overtime and busy on the road during daily life, I often blame my husband on the phone for being unable to go home in time to take care of the children during work. He often cried while working, saying that he was always so embarrassed that he couldn’t take care of his work and children comprehensively. However, in just a few months, she was unexpectedly ready to continue the mess and burden of Zeng Jin and continue to bring up another child. I really couldn’t think of smoothness, let alone the helpless appearance of her leading two children while working. Qi saw my confusion, comforted and explained me: he is still young now, and the policy allows him to have another child. Besides, the child will grow bigger if he bites his teeth. Life is just going to die. They are willing to bear the burden again, and we should bless them. Qi si sobbed for a while and said with a smile: today we have experienced the illness of old age, and we have tasted all the five flavors of life. In fact, no matter what, life is beautiful. As long as our heart is full of hope, we will not be afraid of any big difficulty. Therefore, now we should try our best to take good care of ourselves and prepare for selfless dedication to parents and children. In the future, there will be more pressure and hardship waiting for us. We are just like sunflowers. Facing the sunny smile, we hide our sadness behind us without fear, go on bravely! In the factory area, Qi and I broke up. I walked in the factory area in the golden autumn season. Pieces of osmanthus trees were covered with small yellow flowers, and sweet fragrance scattered everywhere, filling my nose. This is a beautiful season. I am intoxicated by the high air of autumn and the sweet fragrance of flowers. Life is like a beautiful picture scroll. What welcomes me is a beautiful tomorrow! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Written in

This is the first rain that has fallen here since entering spring, so it makes people feel particularly precious. When we met for the first time, the spring rain was still like this, ticking and singing the melody of early spring. Light rain didn’t last too long, but it still moistened our mood of Spring head. The existence of this spring rain was indispensable under my pen tip! There is a saying here: spring rain is as expensive as oil. Every time when spring comes, I was born in the countryside, and I can really feel the mood brought by spring rain to farmers whenever I can encounter spring rain and the situation that we rely on the weather to eat is extremely lucky. Therefore, for this sentence, I think I am can understand the meaning of the word “expensive” best. This word “expensive” has at least few meanings. Rare things are the most expensive, perhaps the expensive here can best explain the meaning of spring rain in this season? The raindrops began to be a little big, and gradually with the rain getting bigger and bigger, the raindrops gradually became thin lines. I was intoxicated in this early spring drizzle, and my mood was gradually wet in this spring rain! Spring cannot lack spring rain, just as winter cannot be without snow. Spring without spring rain lacks vitality and vigor. However, the Best of Both Worlds has never happened in our memory. Therefore, I fell into the excitement of this spring rain. Ask and think alone. Listening to the rustling rain, my calm heart was wet by the rain, and gradually followed the steps of the rainforest to Yuan Ye, to the countryside, to the embrace of spring! Spring Rain, thin, under the gloomy light, like thin lines, coming from the dark night! Soon the rain got wet on the ground, and I couldn’t help feeling the rain. I called my sister in the countryside and heard her saying it was raining at home in the first sentence. In fact, what I want to know most is the information about the rain? Here, there is less rain in spring. Every time when farming the land, my parents were worried about it, fearing that there would be no rain, so they could not plant the land. Nowadays, the status quo of depending on the weather is still the main way of life here. Therefore, the arrival of spring rain is undoubtedly a great comfort and encouragement for our farmers here. Because I was born in the countryside, and paying attention to the weather in the countryside has already become the habit of life, so no matter where I go, I will pay attention to the spring rain in my hometown. Maybe I have planted such expectation for spring rain since I was young, therefore, I am so stingy with the mood when the spring rain comes. A good start is half of success, although the spring rain in front of me is so short, but after all, this has made a start for this spring. I must use my most sincere words to praise this spring rain. I walked out of the outdoor and placed myself in the rain. When the rain flowed through my skin and penetrated into my heart, I thought that the rain was just like a cup of tea from spring at midnight, light, my memory got wet again and again. At this moment, I am just like standing on a hill in the countryside in spring, overlooking the time submerged by spring rain for a long time, the long-lost mood, with the early spring rain permeating in my memory, a seed, if there is no moisture of spring rain, where is the hope? A hint of green, without the caress of spring rain, will also be dried up into a black idea. The rain in early spring is like sweet nectar, flowing through our mood, moistening our hope again and again, and letting the seeds of our hope start to sprout, take root and blossom in this season! After all, it was the first time that I met this spring rain at the beginning of this year. With the gentle spring rain, many kinds of feelings grew leisurely and dried up the heart of a season. In this spring rain, the original peace and quietness were broken. When I am in love with Xiaoyu, I think of the river in my hometown when I was a child, The Willows on both sides of the river, and the smiling faces of youth falling in the years; I think of the mountains behind my hometown, and the grass at the foot of the mountains; I think of my hometown home and peach trees growing in the courtyard; I think of my childhood companions and the shadows left by them. I think of the distant youth, the beautiful image left by youth; I think of the ancient folk songs, the spring feelings sung in folk songs, the thoughts full of eyes, the mood ups and downs, and my heart dancing in the thin spring rain, I opened the peaceful sea of my heart again and again. The memory that went away was like a warm story, inspiring and inspiring me! Walking on the journey of seeing mountains is not mountains or water, I can’t believe what I see in my eyes. Just imagine, it’s not that I have suspicious humanity, but some things made me unable to believe my eyes in this life. For a period of time, when I encountered something, I once struggled, sank, and even felt a little desperate. However, when I calmed down, I found that everything had nothing to do with myself. Why did I put myself in a furnace of annoyance to kill my life? I have always advocated that we should treat life with a positive attitude towards life, and face life with a positive mind, so that life can feel infinite happiness, especially we can’t look at the results of life. Maybe failure or success, but no matter which result, the process is very important to our life experience. Ordinary I always regard myself as the grass in the nature, unknown, hot in the time of life, silently dyed the surrounding land with my life. Never discouraged, so every time I face the coming of spring, I will confidently put my enthusiasm into the embrace of this season. Now, it is another time for spring to come. In this affectionate land, I firmly believe that after the moistening of this spring rain, the footsteps of spring on the Earth will get closer and closer, the scenery of our life will also be rewarded in this spring. Spring is the time to give people a firm belief. We must have enough faith and belief, and the spring in front of us. Praise in 2015.3.17 (prose editor: Ink drops become wounds) snow vanishing in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…