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I should have introduced myself first when opening the blog, but the ugly mother-in-law was afraid of meeting her parents-in-law. But ugly bitch sooner or later have to see her, the helpless. Let’s introduce ourselves first. Look at the avatars of many bloggers, who are either spirited and spirited, or quite rich, or charming, or flourishing, and most of them are successful people. And I feel ashamed when I think about it. In addition, I can only type, but I can’t do anything else. Therefore, the Avatar column is always empty. Some time ago, my niece helped me upload a picture. Only those who have a strong figure can upload their head portrait to the blog space. However, he is just a nobody and dare not upload any head portrait. It is better to be unknown. I just want to be a green leaf, rather than a dazzling red flower. I am came to the world at the beginning of the Great Cultural Revolution. He was born in a poor peasant family in autumn. Soon after birth, I have to face the long winter of cold weather. It is really hard to live at the right time! How nice it was to be born in spring, but I couldn’t help but feel helpless! Only let nature take its course. For some reason, other children began to babble early, and I learned to talk with the bleating sheep when I was over four years old. Before that, my grandmother and others all said that I am dumb, but my grandmother didn’t think so, and heard someone say: your grandson is dumb. Grandma will be anxious with them. There is a saying that noble people speak late. That is just a saying to comfort parents who can’t speak. I am just an ordinary person, an ordinary civilian. This is also a night of my life. I was very low when I was young. For this reason, I was not less bullied by others. (Therefore, when my son was young, whenever he didn’t want to eat, I would say to him: if you don’t eat well, you will not grow tall. If you are low, tall people will bully you. At that time, I was really afraid that my son was not tall.) After finishing the first year of senior high school, my height was. My second uncle always said to me: turtle son, it is not long to eat turtle meat. Although I also want to grow taller. Although I also listened to my grandmother’s words, I hugged King Toon on my birthday. And said: King toon tree King toon tree king, you are thick, I am long. But the height has not improved much. Only After Finishing senior three, did my height change a lot. In the year of weak crown, I was fixed on my life stage with a height of 170 meters. This is my second night of life. After graduating from college, the marriage was also affected because of not getting a satisfactory job. I still depend on my parents for many years after graduation. How can I bear to add burden to my parents? No, this idea of my own made my parents and grandmother care more about myself. With the growth of age, my marriage has become a concern for my relatives and friends, and also a worry for parents and grandma. Fortunately, in the near year of establishment, I finally entered the palace of marriage with my beloved girl, which could be counted as three nights in my life. During my several years of marriage, my parents couldn’t sign up for my grandson, so I became a TV station. Before that, you could see the advertisement of TV station every day: if the couple didn’t have a baby, they would find Fang X Hua. When I believed that after taking a course of medicine, I went to check, the test results made me suspect. But I insisted on taking two courses of medicine. Unexpectedly, when I went there again for examination, I was told that there was no such person in the hospital. It happened to be March 15th, 1998. At that time, I made up my mind that even if I didn’t have any children in my life, I wouldn’t believe any advertising for treating infertility any more. Later, my aunt didn’t know where to pack some medicine for his wife to take. It was also that summer that my wife felt unwell and went to the hospital for examination before she cashed out that she had been pregnant for several months. In this way, we got married for three years before we had my son. This was my four nights in my life. Maybe it’s not too late to get it? There is still one night in my life that is called the late achievement of great weapons, but I don’t want to become a great weapon any more. I am not a piece of jade, nor do I want to be carved into the appearance that others want to carve. I just want to be myself, and the best judgement for others is to do my own thing. I have to finish what I want to do without eating or sleeping; Where I want to go, I will finish it with actions wherever I want to go. This is my stubbornness. My appearance can be described as not amazing. In recent years, my black hair has become less and less for some reason, and now it is already impossible for the local government to maintain the central government. When I went to my elder brother’s place during the Spring Festival, my elder brother’s classmate said when he saw me, “brother, Don’t worry about it. I said: It’s like a leaf, and then it will fall. Brother’s classmate said: Brother, I don’t talk about trees. Don’t talk about trees first. I said: trees are different from trees. Then we burst into laughter. Because I work in the construction site all the year round, and the weather blows all day long, I look much older than my peers. Others often regard me as my elder brother. Although he is four years older than me, he is engaged in mental work. So it looks younger than me. When my son was six years old, he went to buy shoes for him. The young man who sold shoes asked a word, which made me think it was ridiculous. He said: Is this your grandson? After hearing this, I didn’t care, but I was supposed to be a master in my thirties, which made me really ridiculous. Did I look like more than fifty in my thirties? The year before last, she ate at a home-cooked noodle restaurant in the south of sigutai. When she didn’t enter the door, the woman standing at the door asked: What did you eat for this old man? I didn’t believe it was asking me. Looking at me, no one confirmed that I was asking myself. I said: Call me old man two or ten years later. But when she brought the meal, she still said: The handmade noodles for you, this old man made me unhappy. Am I that old? I ate reluctantly and left hurriedly. I won’t go there to eat any handmade noodles any more. I became an old man in my forties. Although I don’t care, I don’t want her to call me old man any more. I don’t understand the reason why people lose their age when they see the goods and add money. It was also the year before last that a young man in his twenties went to the construction site to work with me the first day. At that time, I was wearing a helmet. When he called me Uncle, I laughed secretly. Then I asked him what he belonged to. He said: it belongs to rats. I am only 18 years older than him. I didn’t say anything more. After half a month, my uncle became the second elder brother. Funny, I became so young so soon. I said jokingly: xx, you look very fast, half a month has grown up! People around laughed when hearing this. In 2004, on the construction site of the NPC and CPPCC, a foreman saw me and said, “brother, look at you wearing glasses, (glasses have been with me for 27 years now) like an intellectual. I said: I am an unlucky intellectual. The foreman said, “Brother, it is still humorous. I didn’t say anything, is that humor? No, that’s 100% truth. Because the foreman didn’t know that I am a college student, and he didn’t get a satisfactory job because he had no social relationship. Therefore, unlike other students who have a fixed work unit, they don’t have to travel around for life in the wind and rain all day long. At the construction site of the first phase of civil servants, the teacher with a pink wall saw that the other two working with me were wearing short-sighted glasses, so he said interestingly: Did your boss send you a pair of glasses? I Halo. Now I don’t have any great ambitions any more. Working peacefully, living a plain life, being an ordinary person are all extravagant expectations. Speaking of life, I believe in that quote, and economy in the world, the poor are spared. And in line with the principle of not seeking for meritorious others, but seeking for a clear conscience. When, I would rather be sorry for others than others. No matter how others treat me, I am sincere to others. Although few people believe in conscience now, I don’t want to behave without conscience at any time. Since our sisters were young, our parents have taught us that no matter how good their things are, they can’t be jealous. They are their things, remember this sentence sooner or later. It’s not your own. You must not take it or steal it. Only when you spend the money you earn can you feel at ease. When I went shopping, there were several times when people asked me for more than ten or five yuan, and I directly returned them to the owner, which was not the income of my own labor, and it was not practical to spend them. One winter, I went to the downtown hospital to see a doctor. I didn’t remember that I didn’t show the fare until I came back in a hurry. In the afternoon, I walked more than ten miles in the wind and snow to find the old lady who was watching the car, she was given twenty cents to see the fare, although she also said: Twenty cents made you run so far again, but you still can’t put it aside. I said: it is not easy to do anything. When I think about such a cold day, why can’t I bear to see the car? When I was young, I was also a person who liked listening to singing. I couldn’t help singing after listening to the plays or songs played on the radio. But I remember that one year, I might sing when I shouldn’t have sung, which influenced my neighbor’s uncle. That uncle said: Do you always sing well? After that, I dared not sing any more. No matter how dare you want to sing, sometimes you have to look around when humming in a low voice. Maybe it was at that time that my self-esteem was hurt. From then on, I gradually became an introvert, talkative and cautious person. But I didn’t know what self-esteem was at that time. Even so, the passion for hometown plays and music has never been reduced. In my spare time, I would also talk with my friends in Chu River and Han dynasty, or in the black and white world. In my spare time, I also want to ride a bicycle to go through and practice like travellers. Although I have been riding to some places, riding now has become my extravagant hope. Because of life, I have to give up some of my hobbies and let my heart fly. When I was 19 years old, my brother’s car accident made me determined to learn Chinese well. After that, I fell in love with writing diaries. I used paper and pen to record the joys and sorrows in my heart, which has been uninterrupted for 26 years. Over the 26 years, the diary has been like my confidante, accompanying me through so many unforgettable days. The unfairness of life once made me want to fight with death, or my relatives and friends helped me get out of the low ebb of my life. Without them, there would be no me now. If I really insisted on leaving the world alone at that time, which led to the tragedy of sending black-haired people to the white-haired people, I would never be sorry for giving birth to my parents, and I would be the most unfilial son in the world. I don’t know whether my parents are good or not. With a son, I know more about the kindness of giving birth to my parents. How can I not try my best to love my parents and repay them? The sufferings of feelings made me cherish my wife more. Thinking about that time, from a girl I had never known before, I didn’t dislike my family or all my shortcomings. I followed me wholeheartedly, and I didn’t complain even if I suffered a lot. How could I not cherish her. I just want to say: wife, I love you. Hold Your Hand and grow old with you. This is me, an ordinary and ordinary me. Praise on June 8th, 2011 (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. 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