Do not forget

Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Wheel

In the cold morning, the Dawn had not penetrated through the night, and the street lamp had gone out. The flashing lights were the car lights and early vendors. I rode alone through the cold morning wind, watching the withered branches on the roadside trees shaking, seeing the continuous leaves and grass on the roadside, and my thoughts flying again on the long way to work. In 2014, there were still so many disappointments, so many sentiments, so many regrets and so many hopes! In 2014, I changed my five-year-old living condition and left that small place called Jingzhen. There are many wonderful memories in Jingzhen, friends who get along with each other day and night, busy days, disappearing tile houses, the way home and the years of growing up. I am very pleased with this choice, which continues my tradition of changing a place for three to five years, enriches my young experience and adds many wonderful memories to me. Memories, what is not lacking in 2014 is memories. When I think of my school days, those hard years ferment with time, becoming more and more Chun; When I think of my former students, the place called New Century and Yaohua is full of happiness; When I think of Beijing, the hurried life of Xinghua, Qingdao, Yantai and Shijiazhuang has carved footprints in the bottom of my heart and missed countless scenery; When I think of the reunion after a long separation, I sigh with emotion that the years are in a hurry, there is still a pity of not meeting for a long time. Regret is always indispensable. There are fewer hometowns and more concerns from parents; There are more apartments and more silence for one person; The contribution to welfare is close, and there are more dreams and disappointments. The hardship of life has never been alleviated. The grand blueprint and the shallow income complement each other. Looking around, it is full of hope. Hope, winter is coming, will spring be far away? Hope is the colleagues who grew up in hard times, and also the high-rise buildings within reach; It is the bright and bright spring flowers, and also the leisure driving in the wilderness; It is the passionate contribution, it is also the scenery pursued by thousands of miles. Scenery, flowers and flowers all the way, fallen leaves all the way, cold wind all the way, hazy moonlight and light all the way. The wheels moved around for hundreds of days in 2014, hoping that the way home would not be long any more. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Woman

The clock ticked and time went by. The moon was full and the moon was short. Walking on the road of life, unconsciously, I stepped into the ranks of 40 years old. Looking back suddenly, I can’t help sighing that I am already a middle-aged woman of 40 years old. I am not only confused but also a little incredible. It seems that yesterday, I was still spoiled in front of my mother, I am already 40 years old with a little temper and a little pursed mouth. How can I suddenly work hard? When my daughter stood in front of me and was a little taller than me, I finally no longer doubted that I actually stepped into the ranks of 40-year-old women. Oh, forty years old! What kind of mood should I take to welcome my forty years old? What kind of mentality should I take to face my 40-year-old life? People all say that a woman Twenty is a flower, and a woman Thirty is a bean curd residue, let alone a 40-year-old woman. Maybe every 40-year-old woman has a little bit of self-sorrow and self-sorrow in terms of age and appearance. Perhaps, it is because I am a woman who is very ordinary in both appearance and other aspects. I don’t care much about my old face and the death of youth. Looking back on the 40 years of life, I just want to make a small summary of my life for the first half of my life on the day of my 40th birthday, leaving a little for my life, A unique mark belonging to oneself. When I am too old to walk in the future, when I am too old to look back, I will take it out and slowly recall, slowly chew, and slowly recall my mood at this moment, together with countless yesterday that will never come back, it will be recorded and meaningful! Before the age of 40, we took a life path of growth, study, pursuit, endeavor and struggle. Along the way, I have tasted all kinds of flavors of life, the world is hot and cold, and the human feelings are warm and cold. People and things that could not be accepted before have learned to accept calmly; The sufferings and pains that could not be endured before have learned to bear silently. The original willfulness and persistence, after the polishing of life, smoothed the mind and polished the edges and corners. Looking back on the past, how many hardships and sorrows have been indifferent. The hurdles that I once thought I couldn’t get through had gone with the wind in the corridor of the past which was like a dream. The pains that I once thought I couldn’t bear had been sleeping in the river of history with the change of time. Years will finally make people understand that there is no obstacle that can’t pass in life, only the mood that can’t pass. Therefore, I learned how to face injustice with smile and cope with fate calmly. No longer impatient when encountering things, no longer exaggerated when dealing with things. Before the age of 40, I always hope others can understand myself, especially afraid of being misunderstood by others. Therefore, when something happens, I always like to argue and express my opinions eagerly. Gradually, I have been used to listening first and then speaking. Facing the misunderstanding of others, I have gradually learned to laugh over. I realized a truth that some things need to be explained, because misunderstanding can be solved; While some explanations are redundant, because no matter how many explanations are, they are in vain. Face the misunderstanding calmly, because time will clarify everything. Looking back at the road I have traveled, I always feel that I have been struggling to find a person who can know and understand myself, so I locked myself in my heart knot and trudged for half my life, in the end, I found that it was still myself who could really understand myself. At the age of 40, I finally learned to bury my mind and deal with my emotions, and I won’t expect others to understand myself any more. Although, sometimes I still feel so sad that I can’t get along with myself, I have learned to let time help myself calm down everything. Before the age of 40, I might not know what kind of clothes are suitable for me. I always like to buy clothes very much. Almost every season, I will buy new clothes, and I will also buy some clothes that are not suitable for me. I don’t know when I don’t like shopping anymore. Even if I buy clothes deliberately, I won’t be like before. Even if I can’t see what I like, I have to go home before I go home, pick a dress that you don’t like very much. At the age of forty, I finally learned to choose the clothes that suit me and I like, otherwise I would rather lack than abuse. Just like making friends, before the age of 40, I was always eager to make intimate friends, so I would make friends with everyone, and I would not see if others treat you as a friend. At the age of 40, I have learned to make friends selectively, and make friends with people who share hobbies with me and can treat friends sincerely. Treating people with sincerity and dealing with things honestly is my consistent style and also the principle of dealing with people. At the age of 40, after experiencing the subjects of studying, working, getting married, raising children and so on, I can finally understand the hardship that my parents raised us in those years, and I can finally realize being a parent, there are many difficulties and all kinds of helplessness, and finally I can understand my parents’ good intentions of looking forward to success and success. Facing my children, I put away my bad temper, worn out my patience and dug out my potential. If it were not for my child, I would never know why my parents’ mind was so broad and could tolerate everything of the child; If it were not for my child, I would never know, it turned out that my parents used such broad minds to tolerate my willfulness in those years; If it wasn’t for my children, I would never know that I still had a lot of potential to dig out. Children not only add a lot of fun to me, give me a goal in my life, give me the motivation to move forward, but also give full play to my potential. I put all my parents’ devotion to me into my children. Children are almost the whole of my life. At the age of 40, facing the old age of parents, a feeling called sadness arises spontaneously. Because of life and work, I traveled outside every day. Suddenly one day, I found that my parents’ temples were covered with white frost, and my eyes became wet immediately. It turned out that my parents were old when I only focused on my own career, work and family, and my body began to stoop and my teeth had fallen off, but I unexpectedly had no consciousness. The sense of guilt filled my chest and the sense of shock struck my heart. A sense of powerlessness made me depressed and painful to cry. When the child was older, my parents were old. For the sake of the child, I ignored my parents’ old age, I have wiped my tears secretly with my parents behind my back. I can’t change my life, old age, illness and death. I can only spend more time with my parents and listen to their nagging when my parents are still alive, just like Chen Hong’s “often go home to watch”, parents only hope that their children can spend more time with themselves, and the family can live in peace and harmony. For them, this is happiness. At the age of 40, I understood a lot and looked down upon a lot; At the age of 40, I learned a lot and endured a lot. Forty years old is like a dividing line, dividing life into the first half of life and the latter half of life. The life of the first half of my life was always trudging from one mountain to another; I was always choosing, choosing the road under my feet, the road of life; I was always confused, I don’t know how to walk on the road under my feet, whether to wait or chase; I am always groping, and everything I haven’t experienced has to be done by myself. In the first half of my life, there were always too many uncertainties, too many confusion and too many pursuits. In the latter half of my life, I have been able to see clearly the direction of the road under my feet. Both my career and my family have stepped into a stable zone without much change, there won’t be too many accidents. Peace and stability should be the life you want for the rest of your life, and also the life you want for the rest of your life. I don’t want to be colorful, but to be stable and safe! Although it is already 40 years old, don’t let yourself stop learning, because only continuous learning can inject fresh blood into life; Although it is already 40 years old, however, don’t attribute yourself to the old generation in your heart. If you all acquiesced that you are old in your heart, your mind will be old and your mind will be vicissitudes. Although you are already 40 years old, however, we should also adhere to the principle of treating people with sincerity and doing things with heart. Now that you are already 40 years old, you should accept the fact that your appearance is old, and don’t feel bitter about it because your appearance is old; Now that you are already 40 years old, you should learn to cherish the people around you more and know how to cherish and follow the fate; now that you are already 40 years old, you should always hang your smile on your face, hide your sadness deep in your heart, allow yourself to feel sad and sentimental occasionally, but never allow yourself to immerse yourself in sadness for a long time; Since, at the age of 40, you should be more tolerant to others and always remember to face others’ mistakes with an inclusive heart. Forty years old, looking back at the past thirty or twenty years old, I found that my mood was already different. When I was 50 years old, I looked back at the life feelings recorded today, maybe it will only get your own calm smile. 40-year-old woman, 40-year-old feelings, engraved here, eternal! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Heart

When you look up at the balcony, you can see that mountain, which is in the northwest of the city and not far from the city. That was an ordinary Mountain. Its sharp peak, Dundun’s thick waist, stood on the west of my balcony facing east. Sitting against that Green Mountain, you will feel more leisure, quiet, happy and comfortable, and more appreciate the height, width and depth of the mountain. It stood in front of my window silently and became the most faithful listener of my emotional changes. When I was depressed and fidgety, I poured my emotions to the mountain, and the mountain was silent. It taught me to mediate the depression and unhappiness in my heart only with silent feelings; when I am delighted, I share my happiness with the mountain. The mountain will be silent like that. It tells me the peace and calm that I should stick to in the face of the smooth road. In short, my joys and sorrows, sorrow, sorrow, fear of seven emotions and six desires will pour out to that mountain. The Mountain always listens to me quietly in silence and silence, and never takes pains. It is always similar every year, but different every year. In my spare time, I always look at it casually. The mountain also gives me different states and faces in the examination of my different visions and senses. When the sun rises, the sun shines on the West Mountain, showing the perfection of the strength, soul, strength and magnificence of the mountain, at this time, the mountain was like a brave young man with high spirits; In the sunset, the sun reflected the purplish red light on the top of the mountain through the clouds, and put bright colors on the mountain, at this time, the mountain was like a wise man who had experienced hardships, and also like a magnificent palace in the western sky standing proudly in the sky; When the moonlight of the full moon put a layer of silver on the mountain, the mountains turned out to be dimly and varied. The shadowy mountains were independent in the West like a gorgeous Iraqi; The rainy mountains were like a sobbing young woman, lingering pouring out its missing to the Earth, it has formed a partner with the Earth, sharing sorrow, joy and breath with the Earth; Heavy snow fades, mountains turn with snow, I can see the joy of the mountain. Snow is the god of protection of the mountain. In winter, the mountain is covered by snow, its vitality and vigour will flourish in the spring breeze of the coming year. I have been looking at it for many years. The mind and authenticity of the mountain have always been the secrets I want to explore for a long time. If you can’t go deep into it, you always feel that the fate between you and the observed object seems to be a passer-by and a dream, and there is always a hard knot in your heart. Now the Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching and I have nothing to do. It is a great opportunity to explore my old friends. I walked into it on a sunny autumn day. In the mid-autumn Festival sky, the sky is high and the clouds are light, and the Green Mountains under the blue sky are extraordinarily high and steep, extraordinarily straight. As the autumn wind blows, it is the breath from the mountains. The autumn wind is filled with the unique mature and heavy charm of autumn, which penetrates into every pore of me. The tall poplar forest at the foot of the mountain was roaring with hands, welcoming my arrival. The verdant pine trees were swaying with dark branches, waving green skirts layer by layer to welcome my favor. The winding mountain road extends to the top of the mountain looming. The wild flowers on the edge of the path are full of flowers, weeds are overgrown, and the tall trees with knotted branches highlight its desolation and beauty; The mountain flowers spit fragrance, attracting the sight of insects. This elf who has a special liking for the mountain flowers, buzzing and talking with flowers; The weeds covering the mountain crawl, and the verdant leaves have turned yellow, which seems to cover the mountain with a layer of carpet. The colorful carpet gives people a thick and warm feeling; that’s the mountain chrysanthemum. Yellow and White Mountain Chrysanthemum is blooming all over the mountain. Mountain Chrysanthemum is the spokesman of Mid-Autumn Festival and late autumn. It brings the feelings of mountain, the bosom of the mountain poured out through the chrysanthemum blooming against the frost; Blue lantern flowers hung on the Lantern grass, bending the lantern grass down, and the blue flowers squeezed by the crowd were like burning blue lanterns one by one, it is also like the blue bells one by one, listening attentively, and the sound of the sounds of nature with Ding-ding-dong on the Buddha will drift away and immerse into the mind. Colorful stones with slippery feet are everywhere on the winding path, which is a masterpiece of nature. For thousands of years, nature has been attacking and eroding the mountains with thunderstorms and wind power for a long time, which has made some changes on the appearance of the mountains, and some white, yellow, purple, red and other small colored stones with different colors. These colored stones are also the witness of the persistent struggle between the mountains and the nature for thousands of years. This path is a colorful ribbon, but also a small river overflowing with flowers. Are those colorful stones used by Nuwa to refine five-color stones to supplement heaven? Or is it the bright stars left by heaven on the mountain! The mountain rabbit jumped out of the grass occasionally, wearing a gray and white coat, was vigorous, coming and going like the wind, and was a sprinter in the mountain, the mountain gives it the best place to fully sway its nature; The faint autumn waves transmitted from its crystal clear eyes reflect the cold Qing palace, as if it was the elf flying from the Moon Palace. The Twittering Magpies danced on the branches. These fairy birds from the Milky Way, dressed in black and white feather, showed the fairy posture of the fairy birds; They came from the Queqiao of the Milky Way, carrying the mission of reverence on their shoulders, perfect for the cuddling of Niulang and weaving maid on the Queqiao Tanabata. The autumn cicada murmured, flick its wings, and played the music of the heavenly mansion. The ancient and modern songs popped up. The deep songs and melodious movements were all floating in the mountains and mist, and the wisps were endless. The Holy Mountain fairyland and. The fog floated in the sky, and the clouds melted into the mountains. The clouds were soothing and stirring, as if they were full of colorful clouds in the nine weights. The mountain stones blend with the mountain mist, and the mountain mist snuggles with the flowers and trees in the mountain. They combine and change into different postures, where we can fully evaporate the space of imagination, looking at the Mirage in the cloud and mist, the pavilions and pavilions, the small bridges and flowing water in the sky, the feeling of flying fairy arises spontaneously. On the straight and steep rock wall is the top, climbing the top and looking around, wanruo climbed to the heaven. The sky is blue and blue, which exists in the original Sky. The floating white clouds around stretch leisurely around the mountain peaks. The clouds are like snow-white sheep, like shocking flying shadows, and like Crane wandering and changing endlessly, air flying. Lying on a slate, enjoying the blue sky and white clouds, breathing the fragrance of mountain flowers and tasting the implication of green mountains, it is pleasant and comfortable. Facing the shade of the mountain along the mountain road, the grass and flowers are luxuriant and luxuriant, the tree covers are gray, the breeze is simple and elegant, and the fragrance is abundant. A village at the foot of the mountain jumps to the eye. Is that the peach garden? There must be white hair drooping, farming and fire; There must be people who don’t care about the world and don’t know Qin and Han dynasties, and they are all happy. Green bricks and green tiles, vaguely in the trees, but heard the voice of people, empty mountains without people, turn to ask Qingsong, Qingsong did not respond. woodshed door small courtyard, walls Shi Lei, plant garnet red, tree Apple Yan. Under the tall soap tree, the murmur of the village women came faintly. Cattle graze on the hillside, dogs bark in the alley, chickens sing mulberry trees and folk songs float in the mountain. The Sun of the mountain, the rainbow across the two peaks of the cliff is a small temple. Looking from a distance, it is simple and friendly, the perfect place for the world of mortals and Buddhas, and the perfect connection between the world and fairyland. The mountain peaks suddenly hung in the forest of Berlin, and the tinkling spring water flowed between the stone walls. The mountain wind was blowing, birds were singing, and there was a quiet and quiet place. Into labyrinth Flower Forest reward bell tower cliffs, Zen Yu disc cloud, feel stoned, spirit also as if drifting towards nine. The ancient well in the courtyard was made of stone, Moss and green. Looking down, the well water covered the sky. This was a pool of wine in the sky, smelling the mellow and pure fragrance carefully, intoxicating and intoxicated. The mountains in autumn are the restaurants for hundreds of banquets: The red and white wild jujube, chewing a grain of refreshing and refreshing, stretching saliva and relaxing fluid; The wild black jujube is sweet and endless, and the aftertaste is meaningful; Pick a grain of soybean, peeling its green clothes and eating its gum meat will make it fresh; The fiery persimmon and the purple Persimmon leaves will give people romantic feelings and distant imagination when the night falls, sitting on the mountainside and looking eastward, in the city below the mountain, the bright lights are dim and colorful, reflecting the moon stars in the deep sky. Looking at the city in the mountain, the world is booming; Looking at the mountain in the city, the window contains the charm of Xiling. The mountain is a solid scene in the city, a emerald inlaid on the Earth, and the city is a flowing feeling in the mountain, it is the flowing light rotating around the emerald jade crystal thought that the mountain I sat on everyday was just a stubborn rock rising in the Earth’s crust. When I really walked into the mountain, only then did I know that the mountain was so rich and heavy. The mountain has never been silent. Its spring hair, summer growth, autumn harvest and winter Moe go back and forth all the year round. Looking at the flowers, plants, trees, birds, animals, insects and lice, that is the life of the mountain, the soul, fruits and accumulation of the mountain. The mountain is like a thick book. The history, present and future of the mountain inspire me to interpret and encourage me to appreciate it constantly, to climb I hope that mountain will stand in my heart forever. I hope that mountain in my heart is evergreen, water is evergreen, and the scenery is infinitely good. I am never tired of seeing each other, only the Green Mountain likes (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…