Burn large

I was born in the 1950 s. When I was four months old, in order to avoid the Korean War, I came to Dalian from Anton (now Dandong) who was full of war. As far as I can remember, my family has lived in a large courtyard, which consists of two courtyards. My family lives in the center, facing a long hutong, with my family as the center, divided into two corridors, there is a courtyard in the east and west, and I don’t know how many houses I have lived in. Out of the hutong, there is a path decorated by people, which is very spacious. There is also a long empty field beside the path, there are more than a dozen piles of tall haystacks (of course, it is the masterpiece of our children), and the back of the house is the mountain, which is exactly the Hill, neither high nor short. There is a big grass slope in front of the mountain, except for winter, they are all very beautiful. In spring, we dig potherb, bitter herbs, shepherd’s purse, mother-in-law, wild garlic here —- we will be scolded for digging discontent baskets. In summer, the wormwood is pulled out and braided into long braid, which is used to smoke mosquitoes at Night. The extra ones will be sold at a corner. If the money is sold, the adults will confiscate it when they know it, I don’t know, just keep it myself. In autumn, a scyck, or a rake (used to hug grass), a rope, go to the hillside, go to the forest, prepare for the thatch for heating in winter. The big haystack in front of the door was built by us with sweat beads. It was another autumn, and the weather was getting cold gradually. The grass nearby was not oily enough, so I didn’t want to go far away, so I got into a wire mesh. This is a military base, which is not allowed to enter, but the grass there is thick, and there will be a lot of hands without too much effort. I didn’t dare to go too far, so I started to work on the edge, and after a while there were a lot of things. What I did was very interesting. Suddenly there was a shout, and the little soldier standing guard found that there was a shooting inside. Actually, he couldn’t reach here at all, which was separated by 18,000 miles, but he still drove me out. I ignored him and refused to go out. He was anxious and threw a stone with big nails here. I was angry at him with a crooked mouth and squinted eyes, and at the same time I speeded up, got in and out, and finally carried out piles of weeds. The hand was cut, the wiredrawing hurt, the clothes also split a long cut, the face was spicy, like a fire. Looking at the big haystack, I sang a song directly excitedly. When I finished bowing the straw, I was dumbfounded. There were too many. At my age of 6, I couldn’t take it home at all —- throw it away, reluctant. Just when I was in a dilemma, a 15-year-old boy, with a rope wrapped around his waist and a scyck, came over from the high slope far away-he belonged to our compound. The boy is very naughty, and we usually bother him. Seeing the big haystack under my feet, I looked envious on my face. I still remember what he bullied us at ordinary times. I ignored him for fear that he would rob my grass. Just yourself, yeah, no one answered? No one, just myself. I am very honest. He smiled with an ambiguous smile: Why do you pick up grass? Burn, don’t cook? Do you still need to burn grass?, what to burn? Burn your thighs. Wrap your thighs with yellow mud and put them on the fire. When the meal is ripe, your legs will not hurt at all. My family will burn your thighs when cooking. I don’t need to hug the grass anymore. I can play with my friends, kick shuttlecock, jump rope and jump into a house, and grab a lot of things —- I was so happy that I suddenly went crazy. I threw away all the rope of the rake and ran home, to tell my mother that there was no need to burn grass any more —- burning legs was nonsense. That boy just wanted to tease me, but I didn’t expect that I would take it seriously. Of course, that pile of grass was cheaper than that bastard. My mother was angry and laughing when she came home, and wanted to settle accounts with that bastard. My father said forget it, kid, don’t be serious. In the next few days, that bastard seemed to hide from me a bit. One day he hit the front, and he unexpectedly gave me a handful of jujube. I didn’t mention it until he joined the Army. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Look Back

In the long journey of life, everyone is looking forward to a smooth sailing, and does not want to encounter difficulties. However, ups and downs are always inevitable. It is the necessity of life to come uninvited and accompany people, unless you are far away from the world of mortals. In addition, there is another law that is hard to prove in real life: the stronger the enterprise and the stronger the pursuit, the more difficulties people will encounter in their life journey. The experience of life gave me some answers, which made me gradually understand the ups and downs of life. At that time, when I was young and full of colorful dreams in my life, I was also favored by wonderful opportunities. At that time, I just entered the first school year of high school, and the National Air Force recruited pilots in high school students. When the good news came, I was very excited. I thought that being a pilot was very Glorious. How many people dreamed of flying in the blue sky. At this time, the figure of uncle in flight suit was always shaking in front of my eyes. I envied him very much. Therefore, I signed up enthusiastically and took part in the Air Force recruitment according to each procedure. With my strong physique, I successfully passed the physical examination in the county people’s armed forces department all the way, and jumped to the 20th among tens of thousands of middle school students in the county, prepare to participate in the recheck in Weifang area. At this time, I felt very proud and proud at that time. I was full of beautiful longing and yearning for the future. I was so happy that I couldn’t sleep every day. Even if I fell asleep, I would wake up with laughter. My classmates also cheered me up, made me happy, and cast envious eyes to me. After several days of strict political review, I went to Weifang workers, peasants and soldiers Hospital with full confidence to take part in the re-inspection. The strict and meticulous degree of the re-inspection surprised me. Every step was carried out so regularly and meticulously, and many physical examination items have been added, such as: we also need to carry out the calculation and test of aviation simulation data, observe the hit targets, and other compulsory examination items are also very strict, and the results can be imagined, I failed because of a small problem of failing to meet the standard of vital capacity. Since then, my dream of Blue Sky was shattered, which was equivalent to a setback in my life. In fact, I thought later that the impact of this setback was far more than itself, because taking part in this recruitment, from political review to physical examination, it took seven or eight days in a row and wasted my studies, the academic performance dropped from the former top few to more than a dozen, and it was difficult to make up for it. I was a little frustrated in my study, which directly laid the foreshadowing for the later college entrance examination. At the time when the college entrance examination was just resumed, I was extremely nervous about learning. At this time, my opportunity came again. My mother used to be a public official. Because of my birth in 1962, the 24 Jin of food distributed every month was not enough, so my mother asked to resign and go back to the countryside. In 1979, the central government issued a notice that anyone who was transferred back to the countryside at that time could go back to the original unit for compensation or let his children replace him. My parents discussed that my age was just right, I was determined to let me replace my job, which was admired and desired by many people at that time, because it was so glorious to be a public official at that time. I didn’t expect that I was so lucky, it was my turn to do good things, and I felt very happy. In addition to being happy, I went to the county Association, the civil affairs bureau and the policy implementation office all day long until it was almost enough, I was also full of confidence and hope, but at this time, I found a resignation report of my mother in the long-term archives of the county Association, This is a direct veto condition. When I saw the bright smiles of my companions who rearranged the work for my parents one by one, my heart was gray. Not to mention this, it delayed my study for a long time. After these two ruthless blows, my academic performance suffered a big decline, and teachers of all subjects felt sorry for me, although I tried my best to make up for it later, it didn’t help. The college entrance examination failed to fulfill my wish, and the dream of taking the exam was shattered in this way. When I was young, my thirst for knowledge was very strong, because I once served as the representative of Chinese class in my class and won the first prize of composition in the whole school. My composition was often read as a model essay by Chinese teachers. Therefore, I wanted to find a breakthrough in literature, so I came to the Army with my dream. But when I came to the army, I found that it was not as beautiful as I imagined, it was also very difficult to realize my dream. Before I joined the army, it was very easy for me to take an examination of the teaching team in the Army. Some soldiers with junior high school education were admitted, after one and a half years of study, we were appointed Cadres. However, when it was our turn to be a soldier, the teaching team did not do it again. We had to pass the exam in Huashan Mountain. Because of this, I often sigh myself: life is not at the right time, and fate is not good. Wherever I go, I will encounter the trick of fate. In the face of such ups and downs, I didn’t give up myself, but smiled at life and held my head high. When I was in the new recruit company, I built up my confidence, seized all the favorable opportunities and gradually approached the road of success. Once, the new recruit company began to exchange learning experience, at that time, with my writing skills of graduating from high school and my hobby of writing, I wrote more than a dozen pages of manuscript papers, and then showed my face in front of the company’s head and more than 120 new recruits, standing on this stage, I gave a speech to my heart and fully demonstrated my writing expertise. This time, I left a deep impression on the head of the new recruit company. The head looked at me with new eyes, I also had confidence in my heart, thinking that when the new recruit company ended its distribution, it would be assigned to a good company. At that time, the new soldiers were talking about the allocation of new recruits. Some comrades-in-arms told me that the instructor and the second platoon leader were optimistic that I would play basketball and prepared to take me to the repair company as a document; Some said, your new platoon leader is from the car company. The moon comes first near the water tower and is ready to take me to the car company. After listening to their discussion, I felt very happy in my heart, thinking that whether it was a car company or a repair company, it was what I yearned for in my heart. But when the new recruit company ended, the new recruit company commander made a final decision and took me to his company. This is a very hard Company, a relatively remote company far away from the barracks. I once regretted and hesitated. What I regretted was that all my efforts were wasted, on the contrary, it is better not to work hard. This is the blow of fate and the ups and downs of life. But I struggled with my teeth. Since I came to this company, I had to lay down my body in this company, I also thought about this company. Although this company is bitter and tired, this company has a glorious tradition and is a company that can be counted by the General Staff, The old company commander once went to Beijing on behalf of the company and received the award from the head of the General Staff, which was obtained by the style of hardship and fighting. From a personal point of view, I feel that I am young. Only through training in a tough environment can I sharpen my will and make my thoughts more mature, make your life richer, overcome any difficulties you encounter in the future, and avoid detours in your life. After I persuaded myself, the more hard the environment was, the harder I studied and prepared to take the examination of the military academy the next year. However, when I took the examination of the pre-election of the Military Academy, A technician in the Army wrote a question and missed the answer to the test. All the soldiers in the barracks who took the exam benefited from it. Almost all of them were pre-selected. As long as they were selected this time, almost of them were admitted to the ideal military academy, while my company was far away from the barracks and very isolated. The pre-selection was blocked outside the network. I only had a happy time when I reviewed the exam. I became stronger because of several big blows. Everything went with the flow and laughed at life. When I entered the military academy in the third year, I was successfully selected, but I was over-aged again. From then on, the idea of entering the military academy disappeared in my mind. Sometimes I just think that opportunities come and go again and again, which makes me lose confidence and suffer blows. I just want to stay away from these opportunities, But at this time, the opportunity just came to visit you again. Sometimes, I laughed at myself. The opportunity came to you and flew away from your eyes. My thoughts were also numb by teasing. In October of 1984, the communication department of the General Staff was ready to set up a communication college immediately, selecting students from the grassroots monitor or excellent soldiers, which was semi-recommended and semi-recommended. With my usual performance, successfully selected among the 14 primary students of the whole regiment, preparing to select 12 students from them, directly sent to the key training of Communication College, and returned to the original Army to serve as technicians after graduation, it was a bold attempt and a rare opportunity for me to consider the military talents and command effect with the students who were directly admitted to the military academy. It was much easier than taking the military academy, and the effect was the same, when I was full of longing for the future, fate gave me a blow and a blow. 3 days before the exam, I received a notice from the Ministry of Communications: The entrance examination of the military school which was originally scheduled for October 15th was canceled. When I heard this news, I was on the train from Xi’an to Xuchang, I am also going to go back to the barracks to review it. I hope it will be a bubble again. When I was sorting out the ups and downs in my life, I was a little tired of myself. I was numb and didn’t think it was the ups and downs in my life, It seems that a new term has been changed. This is a rare life experience and a precious spiritual wealth in life. Time came in December, 1984. My Army received an urgent order from the superior to go to the Laoshan front line in Yunnan to carry out the combat mission. I volunteered to go to the Laoshan front line with the army. Because of my outstanding performance, won the third-class military exploits. In June of 1985, he returned triumphantly. Soon after I returned to the barracks, my best opportunity came again. I was sent to the senior military command Academy from the soldiers who joined the war. It was said that I was sent to the best military academy, but no one knows which senior college to enter. The required condition is: to be awarded the third-class military exploits, 22 years old, graduated from high school, equivalent to the position of monitor. At that time, wide-qualified candidates 3, in which I, other two junior high school graduation, first eliminated, I for a couple of months over-age for the stay ask for instruction first after, decided to stay or go, I waited and waited with a restless heart. The result of waiting was still eliminated. This was the army. I took age too important. To be honest, I didn’t regret the difficulties I had suffered in the past. I even regretted that I couldn’t submit it to the senior military academy this time. The rough life has given me a strong will. Since fate does not favor me, I will comply with fate, let it go, be unknown on the list, and have a way under my feet. Therefore, I set sail slowly on the road of literature creation. Although I didn’t do much due to busy work, I felt it was very substantial, this is the spiritual comfort gained after the ups and downs of life. Life experience tells me that a life without ups and downs is not a perfect life, but a life full of shortcomings. A life with ups and downs is a real life, it is also a rough life that can sharpen one’s will and achieve one’s career. Just like an interlude in Journey to the West singing, stepping on the rough road becomes the road, on the rough road of life, self-achievement and perfect life. Qiao Xiande Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Heart,

Everything in the world is the same, growing towards sunshine. Sunshine is warm, and sunshine is also the synonym for warmth. In nature, just because plants are relatively obvious, people who get lost in the wild can often separate from the north to the south according to the density of leaves in the crown. Sunshine is the source of everything. Like water and air, it has become the indispensable elements of life growth. In terms of nature, people are at the top of the whole food chain, and the demand for sunshine should also be the most important. Especially heart. The heart is in the most hidden place of human body. Theoretically speaking, straightforward sunlight cannot be exposed, especially for people with extremely depressed and gloomy personalities. However, they need sunshine most, only with the sunshine and its warmth can they get out of the darkness, and only with the gloomy faces can they stretch out their comfortable smiling faces and face the wind and rain of life with a healthy mind. When each of me holds a sunny and warm heart, I can imagine how beautiful this world should be. A while ago, a netizen published a message saying that a sophomore who was only in his twenties died of suicide. I didn’t want to look at the reason when I saw the title, because my heart would hurt and feel sad. I usually don’t want to see things that will make me sad. There is also a reason for this. My 36-year-old brother-in-law was hit by a retrograde vehicle before, and he wasted his life, his old parents cried with his photo in their arms, and his immature children. Where is my young sister? How thorough the love dearly and sadness are. How to say that he was forced to do it on his own, it was unexpected, but it was said that there was no way to do it. On the contrary, this college student committed suicide. No matter what reason he committed suicide, I couldn’t wait to ask him how sad his parents would be before he died, how to face the days when he lost him in the future, and how to walk through the bleak years of life. If he took ten thousand steps back, could he leave so decisively without a trace of memory in his life? Had he ever received a warm greeting from others? A warm hug? A concerned eye? Have? Have had? Why do you have no hesitation? No matter how depressed your heart is, like a frozen heart, why has no sunshine ever touched him? Saying goes —- proverb, is now the social responsibility? Is it the responsibility of parents? Or is it your own responsibility? I am neither the litigant nor the parent of the litigant. I cannot verify it. In my life philosophy: no matter how strong the Ice Cube is, it will melt away when it encounters continuous sunshine. In this era of materialistic desire and money above everything else, should people pay more attention to whether they are warm or not? If a person’s heart is sunny, then what he shows is positive upward, just like a magnetic field, which attracts people involuntarily, in this respect, children behave most prominently. Because the child’s heart is the most primitive and purest. If among a group of strangers, they can distinguish who is warm and lovely at the first sight, and get close to them. In fact, adults are the same. For people with sunshine, healthy personality and affinity, people often like to make friends with this kind of people. They exude a kind of cohesion and centripetal force. In an enterprise, such a person is an indispensable adhesive, which is often more conducive to the development of the enterprise, they can always accomplish one thing with good mood, and they can also get twice the result with half the effort! What’s more, it’s about words. I remembered that I had seen a few words in a composition written by Lu Xun. He said that it would be a great progress for a man to stand upright; It would be a great progress for a man to speak; being able to write a composition is certainly a great progress. In my opinion, human beings have indeed made a lot of progress now. It can be said that anyone can pick up a pen and write a few words. I can ignore the empty talk and the theory of disobedience, but I am afraid that what some people’s words express is pessimistic, which makes people feel tight at the throat. Life could have been very good in this world. When facing many troubles, you have to take a mobile phone to check and talk, log and other things to amuse yourself, while things are negative, do you want someone to live? Whether you write poems or articles, even Haizi can face the sea. Why don’t we also bloom in spring? Being able to consider problems from the standpoint of others, although writing records the author’s living condition at that time, it expresses exactly his own outlook on life and values, so mentality is particularly important. What I am most afraid of now is those sad words of falling out of love. Before, there was a netizen whose signature was: rendering pain with words. Writing words, either you can write something reasonable, or you can write love, or you can pile up gorgeous words into beautiful articles, which actually makes up the pain, it’s okay for you to render it once or twice, and you even write that kind of words over and over again. Do you want readers to be unable to extricate themselves with you? (I don’t know whether he is sympathetic or really sad. I leave comments occasionally and he never answers). After reading several compositions, I found that the words were almost the same, sad and complaining, he was blocked first, and then he was simply deleted to save my heart from being upset. The writing of Wang Guozhen, a poet, was my favorite type A while ago. For example, in “Love Life”, since we choose the distant place, we only focus on the hardships and hardships. I don’t think about whether the future is flat or muddy, as long as we love life, everything is just expected to be “face life with smile” and so on. His poems give people an upward power and a sincere feeling. On, sincere. And our warmth should also be sincere, without any false elements. If you are warm and not sincere, just like the wolf in “Little Red Riding Hood”, you will still be torn down if you become a wolf grandmother to trick Little Red Riding Hood and make it purposefully, as a result, it is often tied up by itself. The heart should be warm, no matter for yourself or for others. With a positive life attitude, your life will never be worse, and your future must belong to a sunny person. Let each of us have a sunshine in our hearts. Only by learning to walk in the world with a smile and understanding others can the society be truly harmonious. The behaviors of cheating and cheating at the expense of others and benefiting oneself will also be greatly reduced. Will the war melt in the near future? Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Hidden

When the autumn and winter came, more than twenty years passed in silence, leaving only a little broken memory, which could not even be seen one by one. I can’t recall the past. All the past is neither human nor human. The same place, a place that once left footprints and joy, can’t match the memory quietly, the fragment lingering in my heart feels so vague again, as if nothing had happened. Such erratic memories have long been forgotten by me in the flowing water of time, just in the cold and desolate season of winter, I was tired of shrinking in the cold and silent corner, and those seemingly invisible pictures were rippling in my heart again. A seemingly seemingly absent picture in the silent dark night inspired the gradual clarity of memory in the hazy dream. So I like winter Yao, I like the days of cold rain and swaying, I like this rainy day to shut myself in the cold and silent lake of heart, quietly enjoy the deep thoughts and loneliness in your heart. In the dead of winter in, keep my heart a little ripples, and then 1.1 point to turn over vaguely imperfect memory of the, not to be frozen into crystal of ice. In the slight ripples, there may be a ray of sunshine shining into the heart and slowly warming a long winter. There is no snow in the winter in the South, but only the cold rain that breeds helplessness and loneliness. The drizzle is a kind of painful pain. When I think of the warmth of sunshine, it is just a cold rain for more than half a month, which makes people silent and helpless. Sometimes I really admire the scenery with heavy snow flying in the north so that I can play in the pure world in the days with heavy snow. In a pure world, people will naturally become simple, while the outside world is cold but warm. I imagine that pure plain color is so spotless, simple, white, and full of the sky, which makes my heart full of simple and plain colors, and also makes my heart spotless. Even I always believe that love is as pure, noble and spotless as snow. As a result, I often went back to my fantasy when I was young, such as the snow on Christmas Eve and the romantic long winter night. Unfortunately, I haven’t really seen the scene of snowflakes flying, and I can’t really feel whether it is really beautiful and romantic as described in the text. Maybe everything is a lie, without missing you, without gentle memories, such as how withered branches can bear the heavy snow. I thought that in the ice and snow, I would be frozen into a painful pain, which made me forget the original intention of romance instantly. I silently stared at the cold rain in the South, imagining the beauty that never existed, and blankly daydreaming. I selectively forgot the pain of cold snow in my memory, leaving the plain and elegant like Lotus, thinking that it could be deeply engraved in my heart. The rain outside was still falling ceaselessly, and it fell very carefully on the leaves outside the window and in the mud, and no sound could be heard. If it was not so cold that it shivered, or I would misunderstand that the drizzle of warm spring moistens the world. I haven’t observed the rainy situation so carefully for a long time, and I haven’t opened the sleeping memory quietly for a long time. Whether I really grow old at any time and start to regain my childhood interest and look for the memory of the past, I am afraid that it is so incomplete. The wet ground was like a mess in my mind, which made me wander between the past and reality, and let me live in an unreal dream. It is a pity that my dream is so far away from the reality, just like across thousands of rivers and mountains, each side of the world will never meet again. This winter is getting colder, not only the biting cold wind, but also the cruelty in reality. I know that when I meet again, when my dream is drifting away, the only warmth deeply hidden in my heart will disappear, leaving the cold heart lake frozen into ice. Meeting is a kind of surprise, a kind of expectation for more than twenty years, and a moment inspiration of friendship sleeping in the bottom of my heart. After the greeting, the window closed tightly by each other kept that pure friendship out of the ice and snow. That love was not as pure as snow. I don’t want to never meet again. In this way, the original innocence and laughter will be retained in my memory. Without any interference, I will hide quietly in my heart forever till old. I have been used to the cold rain here and the miserable situation of listening to the rain and hitting the leaves. I don’t want to see the real snow anymore. Please keep my admiration and expectation for snow in my heart, and let that warmth hide in my heart to accompany me to die. The cold wind in winter is getting stronger and stronger, blowing down the last kapok leaf outside the window, pushing the cold to the extreme. Although there is no white snow in the south, there is a thick layer of leaves on the ground here, which spread all over my heart silently, just like my heart has already withered and spread quietly in the Earth. I think this is the last leaf. The bare branches will soon grow bright red and large red cotton, which is the season of lighting passion like fire. As time goes by, you and I are old. Everything has nothing to do with love, but only a shallow thought hidden in my heart. If you are well, it will be sunny. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Repair Heart

I am just a woman, and I just want to live up to my life for decades simply. Please don’t expect too much from me. I am not living for you. It turns out that some people have something that has happened, and they can no longer be completely erased. When you reach a certain age, you can no longer make mistakes or live muddled. Having experienced so many bitterness and joy of right and wrong, I am afraid of deep love after all. I have gained and lost, so I dare not say forever. In the whole life of a person, being rich and expensive is not happiness, and life can never be happy. However, in this short decades, you can live a fine life, make yourself live a wonderful life, and give your heart a sunny day, let her be free, even if she does not live up to this life! For those who don’t like it, I can’t pretend to be silent tactfully, only to be silent with the attitude of not offending scumbags. For the person I love, all your words and deeds are comfortable to me. What I want is such warm happiness, that’s all. I like you, you are quiet and warm. Even if you are in the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals, you can still keep your original heart, never complain, never hate, never give up, and be yourself. When I was young, I just wanted a home. Plant vegetables in front of the House, plant flowers in the back of the house, and then there is a bookstore. The heart dances with the falling plum. In the little half of my life, I realize Zen. When I am young, I will be a poetic Walker and sing. Want such a life, do what you want to do, and become the person you like. Twist the words for joy, and keep warm in the fleeting time. Whether a person loves you or not, don’t listen to what he said, but see what he has done. Two people must get along with each other before they know whether it is suitable or not, and then they will know more. After getting along with each other, they all understand each other’s shortcomings and choose to accept them so that they can get together better. What is love? You are willing to accept your shortcomings after knowing them, so that you can probably live together. When he was alone in that year, he had only three or two points of ink, and with the clear night, he was infatuated and chanted all over the time. He was tired of chanting, and the flow of flowers was endless. At the end of the day, the good scene was still in the human affairs, and I paid The Green Years and deep feelings in vain. Until now, I have realized that staying with a warm person for a lifetime is the flower of happiness in my heart and the determination to know each other without words. Women, as long as you love them in your life, you must be stupid. Who calls a woman born to be a kind of Spoony, who has never given and experienced, how can she have such understanding? Only after experiencing such a gentle wind and light cloud, can she understand, love is not only a feeling, but also an understanding, a warmth, and a constant defense. Love is easy to keep together, love does not have to be vigorous, as long as a porridge a meal of plain, can also be long. Care too much, does not mean that it is true love, love is wrong than not love. If love becomes a burden, then love is exhausted. If you love it too much, you can’t grow forever. In the past, I am deeply experienced. Now, love is an ordinary thing, which is the mutual care in life and the dependence between cold and warm changes. No love words, no oath, just like this together, and then get used to it, habit is eternal. No matter who you are with, you must give half to him and half to yourself. Love yourself, love the person worthy of love. I didn’t realize that I should give myself an explanation until I burnt out my youth. Is it worthy of myself? What I am most ashamed of is myself! Women must have their own work, or a piece of space that they manage, and do not depend on others. Don’t think that you can be a rich and idle person if you have a house and a car. Even the rich second generation may not be willing to pay you his money and heart all his life. Besides, if a man has money, it will become worse. If you don’t work, dress up or practice, how can you make him willing to spend money for you all his life? Housewives, don’t hold him too much. You will be grateful to you for giving him three meals a day, raising children for him and taking care of the family’s kindness. The video of migrant workers being discriminated on the internet some time ago is the same reason. Why are people not grateful to migrant workers for building houses, villas, high-rise buildings, even millions of houses in Shanghai, and the world-famous Oriental Pearl? On the contrary, I think they are uneducated and dirty and discriminate against each other! In fact, migrant workers deserve our gratitude, and housewives are not easy either. But the humanity of this society is already like this. Who else can you rely on? There is a good saying: Women can depend on their parents, and you are a princess; If you depend on men, you are a queen; If you depend on yourself, you are a queen! In fact, if you do something, no matter it is success or failure, you won’t regret it. But if you don’t work hard, you will think it is difficult, then you just can’t. The reason why I really love someone is to know her persistent heart in the story, the kindness and warmth in her soul, and the sorrow and unyielding in her life. Shallow Love is the amazing appearance, the beauty of words, or a touching temperament. No matter what, it is always good, because your heart is full of beauty, so your eyes are full of appreciation. If you are not obedient to others, that is your lack of cultivation and indecency, that is your lack of morality. Your heart is occupied by darkness, and your eyes are always evil, and you impose malice on others. However, your heart is full of shade. Curse others with guilty conscience, hate people tired, in fact, what tortures is only oneself. Why not make yourself a happy energy, warm others and treat yourself well? Dear, be a person with love in your heart. Look up and see that spring blossoms everywhere. I prefer people who are sunny and lively, not those who are very noisy and noisy. I will be silent at the right time, but my heart is sunny, because I am deep enough. I prefer youaremysunshine, which warms my every desolation. Some people say: youth is used to make mistakes. Indeed, in one’s life, which one can do? It’s a new look to change again. People must be brave when they are young. If you have love, say it out. Don’t let too many concerns waste your youth. Do you think that you have been waiting for someone, the one in your life who loves you and knows each other and stays together for the whole life. Therefore, you are willing to grow old so quietly, and you still haven’t waited for that person. Therefore, your heart sank in silence again until the waves were calm. Throughout the past, your life can be summed up as a story that has ended before the beginning. So, why not love boldly? While the capacity is not withered, My heart is still surging, and I have a deep love in the most beautiful years. Even if it is only amazing, I will live up to the youth of this life. The older people are, the more they dare not to give easily. It is even more difficult to make friends, because time is wasted and there is no second chance to make mistakes. As long as possible, I have to make do with it. So where is your passionate youth and passion? Maybe this deep heart in this life has to die alone. Don’t talk nonsense. In fact, it is not difficult to love someone. As long as you are willing to put down your arrogant attitude, feel it with your heart, and know how to give, you are a person with love. Remember, love can’t stand waiting. If you want to love, love as early as possible. Don’t let waiting and persistence become destiny. It is not a good thing to be strong, but it is not good if you don’t work hard, but the efforts you make can’t reach the result of being strong all the time. At this time, the most suffering people will feel tired, that is to say, wandering between persistence and giving up for too long. Regretting the past is just a manifestation of admitting one’s incompetence. When no one has ever made mistakes or been ignorant, the wise do not struggle with the gains and losses of the past, the brave do not confuse the current direction, and the strong do not give up the hope of the future. Don’t Ask, Don’t be afraid, don’t cry, just move forward! Even if you are tired, have shoulders, even if you are defeated, and have time, life will never have no way to retreat, because you will never be alone. The stupidest behavior of a person is to hurt others with his mouth, and his accomplishment has been exposed completely, so I like silence more and more. Because when I already have it, I will not expect more. Having a bosom friend, I don’t expect others to understand me, so I won’t explain anything. Having a partner, I don’t expect others to favor me, so I don’t care about gain or loss. Those who should come will come, and those who should go will leave. The game of life is like a floating cloud. The key to a person’s good or bad lies in whether you love or not. The world is changeable, and no one can predict the length of his life. It is better to live in the moment, to own when you can, to experience when you experience, don’t be afraid of tears and pain, at least to prove that you have been alive. Nowadays, I am still naive. Being hurt by one side of life, my heart is shackled and I begin to question the whole world and learn whether I can treat the warmth and warmth of reality gently and rationally. Please remember that if you hate me, I also hate you. If you like me, I also like you. My attitude depends on your personality charm. But if you blow the hate, then you will be lower in front of me. Both hate and love need to be emotional. People without quality are not qualified to let me pour a little emotion. Therefore, people value themselves. If you don’t know how heavy you are, then don’t blame others for despising you. People should be grateful to their parents, relatives and friends. Otherwise, it must be unpopular. It is the so-called family and talent that everything goes well, isn’t it? The feeling of being together is really good. Even if you do nothing, you will feel beautiful. People should know how to be grateful. If there is no gratitude, it is no different from livestock. Don’t take it for granted that people treat you well. Even your parents must treat them well! For a long time, the unactive high cold, or the distant distance, is ultimately afraid of being rejected. The reason why people feel regretful is that the previous efforts did not get the expected result. Who can really do what he has given in vain without regret? Don’t care what others think of you behind your back, because these words can’t change the fact, but may disturb your heart. If the heart is messed up, everything will be messed up. People who understand you do not need to explain; People who do not understand you do not deserve your explanation. Because time does not necessarily mean love, but you must see people’s hearts. You should learn to speak to yourself. And please believe that those who truly understand you will never deny you because of what you have or don’t have. 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The sunshine is very good, the clothes are so hot that the heat goes through the fiber to the skin, which makes people feel a little dizzy. A newly bought deck chair also smells of light paint. I closed my eyes slightly and lay on it, bathing in the sunshine. The air flows slowly, bringing a little fragrance of flowers and the cry of yellow warbler, which is not strong and lazy. Sandy lay on his feet and yawned —— my dog. Occasionally, there were three or two sounds of car whistling from far away from the wall of the community. It was a little bad for the scenery, and my eyelids couldn’t help beating a few times. This is my yard, which is located in an old community beside the Bank of Dianpu River. It is only about 30 square meters, but it is also taken care of by my old father-in-law. Needless to say the green vegetable bed, I left a circle of bare soil along the white iron fence in the yard, 70 centimeters wide. Different vegetables are planted in different seasons, including leeks, beans, pumpkin, okra, celery and so on. They Also harvest a lot of freshness and joy throughout the year. Last year, my father-in-law planted several loofah along the outside of the fence, and the green vines covered the whole summer and autumn. There is no need to say the smooth stone shaft, the tall acacia tree and the purple Mulberry. My apartment is located on one side of the central garden of the community. The yard is surrounded by Camellia, osmanthus and wintersweet, every three or five steps is a tree. I planted a small cherry tree outside the fence and a row of aloe. There are also several rose trees, which can cover the whole fence this summer. The two vines on the easternmost side of the yard have climbed to the top of the shelf, and the harvest is in sight. The flowers and plants that his wife found from the flower market were neatly arranged around the vegetable bed, which were dense and full of seventy or eighty kinds. Although not very good at maintenance, occasionally one or two potted flowers wither. Fortunately, my wife likes to visit the flower market, and those who unfortunately died in battle can always be supplemented in time. All kinds of flowers have been blooming all the year round. Lying in the yard like me in the sun, I didn’t feel lonely at all. Although my yard is not equal to the corner of Mr. last week’s House, everyone’s leisure interest should be the same. It is not comparable to the courtyard of the villa. I am too lazy to compare anything with my joy. After working hard, I like to make a cup of tea, take a book casually, lie in the chair, blow the wind, smell the fragrance of flowers and bask in the sun. Sometimes when inspiration comes, I will also sing a song. My old dreams are short and I often wake up early. My little girl loves to sleep late. Where can I pass dance music outside the building and where can I find smoke in the city? The wind drops and pear flowers rain in spring, and the sun grows red and snow clouds pave the sky. A cup of tea, Zen and cloud, is suitable for leisure. The world of mortals has its own annoyance, and it is difficult for mediocre people to eliminate them. Hundreds of years of seeking for the same morning dew, wandering all the way to forget Sichuan. Although the yard is small, it can be temporarily isolated from the world. Although there are no small pavilions and pavilions and winding paths in the square inch of land, the flowers and the world are enough to make people wander in their hearts and enjoy a leisurely poetic life. Like today, with the warm sunshine, the fragrance of flowers is faint, the breeze is gentle, lazy and trance, just like floating in the sea of flowers, the snow vanishing in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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I am depressed and sad all day long. I do some dreamy things and hope to become a dazzling star one day. This is me, the real me. Self-help, repay parents, fight with lights at night, hope to ascend the pole and overlook everything. This is me, the real me. I am sisters and I were inseparable, but they also entangled and tortured each other. Sometimes, I got the upper hand of the former. Therefore, he saw the sadness in his parents’ eyes, the anger in his teacher’s eyes, and the laughter in his classmates’ eyes. That kind of smile brought some ridicule and taunt. Make him uncomfortable, make him painful. Sometimes, I got the upper hand of the latter. At this time, what he saw was not the outsiders, but his inner pride and complacency. In the former, I said in a ghostly way: it must be me who will occupy my heart next time. While the latter I had already been followed by complacency. Seeing the former I invaded my inner territory step by step, I forgot to resist. The saddest thing in the world is that it is not that you are incapable of success, but that you are obviously capable of seeing yourself go to failure. I hate the former, but what can I do? Life is still going on, everything is still growing. I am eager for the latter me, but what reason do I have? You can’t get what you deserve, and you can’t lose what you deserve. The morning sun rises every morning. When the first ray of sunshine shines on my face, I will smile sweetly. I knew that at this time, I of the latter had occupied a large area in my heart. Although the former still floats somewhere in my heart, what about this? Message: I believe that high school students face the pressure of entering a higher school and the helplessness of exam-oriented education. There are two me in their hearts. One thought that he didn’t hear anything outside the window, and the other read only the holy books. And another one is that I disturb my mood from time to time. But as long as the heavenly balance of dreams exceeds the heavenly balance of dreams, we will succeed. Remember: Tsinghua University students are not much smarter than us, but how much more they have paid than us. Just as Jiang Fangzhou said: the third year of high school is a sports meeting. We will try our best to reach the finish line. Signature: Zhang Mengqing QQ:2484623680 Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) spring’s snow elimination Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…