You is

If you don’t take books, how can you feel angry? Panic very. You know, when waiting, even five minutes is like endless long. Besides, the time of this meeting has never been accurate. Sometimes, it takes two or three hours, but it can’t be finished. The leaders all seemed to like to speak very much. When they got the chance, they made a big speech, especially a fierce one, which seemed that the river opened the gate could not stop them. According to the country’s words, pull up the dustbasket and move around. An axe in the east and a hammer in the West, talking about mountains, clouds and fog, Heaven and Earth. Well, I don’t know what to say. The listener was even more confused and confused. But the subconsciousness became more and more sober, and the heart cried out with anxiety, one higher than one: it’s over! End! End! That bother me! That dry! However, at this time, the speaker was always in full swing, just like a running train, which was unstoppable. Why do they like talking so much! It seems that only in this way can they show their power and prestige; Only in this way can they show their own culture and level; And they also show that they are well-informed, talkative, eloquent and tactful; only then did he prove that he was not the rat and Sparrow present, but the Dragon and Tiger generation. It is also a kind of ability to speak, to speak and to speak more! Some leaders sneered at others secretly and said: there was a man speaking, and there was not a few words on the jujube seed plate. Spoke. When I said this, I looked disdainful and disdainful. What if you don’t have fun in such meetings? Do you want to be depressed and suffocated? I just read books, while my left and right neighbors are all playing mobile phones. Looking at the venue, there are quite a few people playing mobile phones secretly. By the way, our seats are fixed. On the back of the chair, our big names and surnames are written in red paper and yellow letters. Whoever doesn’t come can see clearly. Less than one time, a fine of 30. Everyone can do the same thing while having a meeting and doing something else. Not saying xin wu er yong? Yes, I still believe that it is a universal truth. The problem is that our meeting is too loose, only to feel scattered, sand, mung beans are a flood. In fact, the spirit and essence of the meeting will be nothing to say in more than ten to ten minutes to more than half an hour. However, in that case, it seems too incompetent and shameful. As a result, there were long and tedious documents one after another, talking nonsense, talking and noisy. Whatever they did, we just listened to each other. As a result, the effect of listening was good. Everyone grasped and understood the spiritual essence of the meeting. In fact, there is no knack, but this regular meeting has always been the same. It is nothing more than discipline rectification, shouting and urging big guys to do it, plus health, safety, fire prevention, anti-theft and so on, all sorts of things. Occasionally, I looked up at the rostrum, in a trance, I just felt that the clown who jumped on the beam were innocent and funny. My left and right neighbors were all holding smart phones on the big screen, while the left neighbor was a quiet girl. As soon as she sat down, she was immersed in the beautiful world of the mobile phone, as if she had no human beings. My neighbor is an old elder sister who just retired from a first-line teacher to a second-line teacher. Recently, she has already got a grandson. These days probably only her little grandson was in her eyes. There were about hundreds of photos of her grandson stored on the mobile phone. From the birth to the present two months old, she took photos almost every day, even always shoot. There are sleeping, bathing, yawning, crying, laughing, and even nursing, shit and peeing, which are all kinds of things and make people faint. It seemed that she didn’t know how many times she had enjoyed these photos. Now she came to this plenary meeting, mainly for us to see them. Before the meeting started, she stirred up a small whirlpool around herself, asking her friends to look at it and let her back seat look at it, Then she patted her front shoulder, with a satisfied smile and a brilliant smile on her face, and she was so happy to annotate and voice over others. Very not happy! Unfortunately, the time is too short! The team members came on stage and the meeting began. It was hard for her to suppress her joy and excitement. She ordered it by herself with her cellphone, and pulled it and pulled it again. She was not satisfied with it. She was impatient to ask others to share her happiness and sweetness. Looking for who? In the venue, the range should not be too large, so there are only left and right neighbors. She leaned towards her neighbor with her mobile phone in her hand. The two heads against their heads murmured for quite a while, and her loud laughter was clear. Then, stab me with my elbow, leaning over my body. In fact, I have seen many photos of her grandson, son and daughter-in-law for the past two months. But I had to be perfunctory, and I also wanted to be very excited and happy. I instinctively felt that I was like a float of double kidnapping, and on one side was the tough preaching of the leaders. Suddenly, with a loud sound, the eardrum seemed to be attacked by surprise, suddenly, the violent earthquake trembled for a while. On one side, she interfered from time to time: look at this one! My eyes have to drift away from my favorite books constantly. In fact, that one is just another review for me. Why do you like reading so much? I really envy you! She said faintly. Rather than praise, it is more about bitterness, and how could you keep up with the trend so confused. I have heard a comment like this: what era is it, who is still reading? One machine in hand, travel around the world! In their view, in this modern electronic information era, whoever reads books will be pedantic and outdated, as if cultural relics were unearthed. However, I still like books! I like the reality of the book and its touchability. I can write my thoughts and feelings in the blank space of the paper at any time. I can also draw circles in the book to mark the warning sentences that touch my heart. No matter how advanced the society is and how advanced the technology is, I doubt that paper media and paper books will neglect people’s sight. I finally closed the book. However, the meeting is not over yet. It seems that it will not be over for a while. But I can no longer read books. Society and group are just an invisible net, in which it is inevitably restricted and fettered by all aspects. Just like this, I have to go with the flow. When my colleagues asked me to see the photos, I could not refuse them, but also showed the enthusiasm of moths and flames; When the leaders asked me to have a meeting, I had to sit in my seat in a proper manner and show my devotion, listen to that too much nonsense with a respectful attitude. I was just like a flying worm falling into a spider’s web. A limited life time flows away empty, I only have heartache. I was stabbed softly by her again, look! This one is the most cut. Capture. Her soft words were on her ears, soft and flexible. I smiled like a flower …… my left neighbor sat there quietly, staring at the screen of the mobile phone with a charming smile …… you are the scenery in others’ lives! Suddenly, a voice in my heart sighed with emotion silently. I was excited, right? We are the scenery of each other. Some scenery gives people pleasure, some scenery gives people hope and comfort, and some scenery makes people refreshed. However, there are also some ugly scenes, which are unsightly. Let’s try our best to make a beautiful scenery! At the very least, do not hinder others. Alas, most of the time, people are helpless. Due to the situation, manpower and the weakness of human nature. The old Mr. Zheng Banqiao said well: it is hard to be confused. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

wu yue

I always don’t like the bustle. During the May Day holiday, my friends climbed mountains and played with water, but I stayed at home alone. One morning, I planted the vegetable seeds I bought online in my own flowerpot, which were just some old flowerpots and some empty plastic pots. According to the method learned on the Internet, more than a dozen kinds of vegetables are planted in various pots, and placed neatly on the balcony, which does not seem messy. The White Lily upstairs is blooming fragrant with elegant fragrance. Oleander pink flowers have just blossomed two or three flowers, and many flower bones are decorated with branches. I didn’t go upstairs for several days, and the yellow sunflower also bloomed. For more than two months, I didn’t read a book or write a word seriously, and the time went into May. Every minute is occupied by some trivial matters of life. I think my soul will not catch up with me. I have to stop and wait. A lot of scenery have been missed. Before I could enjoy it, spring went away. I seemed to see that in summer, I was like a young woman wearing embroidered Cheongsam, holding a court fan in her hand, walking towards me with various emotions. The climate in spring is changeable. The weather has been cold and hot for more than two months, which will kill people in a while and kill people in a while. He behaved like a naughty child, but had no choice but to let him go. In May this year, the rainy plum rains in previous years changed, and the rare ones were more sunny and less rainy. No matter near the residence or in the market area, more and more high buildings have sprung up like mushrooms. Nowadays, the rural areas are all Urbanized. Walking in the buildings of reinforced concrete, the bare streets can’t see some green at the end. Suddenly there was a deep sense of loss, which gradually spread from the bottom of my heart. A kind of unspeakable pain swept through me for a long time. Without the purification of plants, the quality of the air can be imagined. I suddenly thought that it would be better if I coughed for a long time earlier, which probably had something to do with the chaotic dusty air. I came to open the shop as usual in the afternoon, because it was the first day and holidays, most of the jade shops didn’t open. It was not too late for me to come. Several shops in the market had opened their doors, and there were also sporadic visitors passing by like a little water. Sitting in my own shop, today’s rare quiet, a sense of sleepiness hit me, a little overwhelmed. Take out the coffee in the cabinet and burn a pot of spring water in the mountain, which has a little petty bourgeoisie sentiment. When the water boiled, pour a pack of coffee into the white paper cup and pour it into warm boiled water. Under the stirring of the small wooden spoon, a cup of fragrant sugar-free coffee is prepared. In front of my eyes, the carved rosewood tea table, the steaming coffee, the green radish in the blue-and-white ceramic flower jar on the counter, the money grass and the Dripping Guanyin, all the green plants I like, as long as there is a bowl of clear water, it is lush and green. At this time, with the mellow coffee, I made a cup of my own time in this way, and the sleepiness gradually disappeared. Sometimes people really need to be quiet, listening to the sound of flowers, the quiet of birds and the light crack of snow. When you are clear-minded and finally enlightened, all the experience and love and hate in the world of mortals are tangled, which is nothing but a practice. Formal conversion cannot eliminate inner troubles. The reason why people are tired is too much to put down. Less complaints, more gratitude, believe that those who suffer from you are coming to pass you. You just need to smile. When the peaks ahead turn around, there will always be a new world in your world. Only once a woman is ugly can she know who loves you most; Only once a man is poor can she know who will leave you. Some people have been studying for thousands of years, while others have no time. The wind and moon are not ancient and modern, and the feelings are shallow and deep. The most beautiful World is April, late spring, Pavilion night, sunset. Spring breeze blows a pool of clear water. The green shadow on the bank heaps smoke, which has always been a beautiful scenery that can only be reached in dreams. I haven’t really felt the spring for many years. For so many years in the South, hometown and childhood have always been the original hometown in dreams. It is precious that I cannot go back. There are many things that are too late in life, such as family affection; There are many things that cannot be kept in life, such as life and time. Say goodbye to April and walk into May. April is green and May is flowery. A few days ago, I had a wonderful dream. Walking alone in the dense woods, carrying a traveling bag on my shoulder, I stopped when I left. It must be a tourist attraction and there were a few tourists passing. I was attracted by the beautiful scenery in front of me. A clear stream in the forest meandered forward, much like the scene when I was a child! All kinds of wild flowers are red, blue, white and purple. It seemed that I was back to my childhood. I stood beside the stream intoxicated and forgot to hurry. My heart was very beautiful! I like everything like poetry and painting, wind and fog, flowers and trees. I like everything beautiful. I like to go my own way, go my own way, and do nothing but simply myself. Live for yourself, make your dreams come true, and live without regret. In the complicated and impetuous world, how to brush away the dust of the soul and calm down the heart? The big hidden in the city, the small hidden in the forest, in the heart of the fence planting chrysanthemum, reading and drinking tea. Not feeling, seize the day, exclusive Qing Huan. See Spring Mo flowers, reward rain sky blue. Watching the sunset and the smoke, looking at the Willows, a piece of music is ancient and bitter, and an old song is profound and meaningful. A great beginning leads to a great end by keeping the original idea in mind. Let Dreams Blossom, let life fly. Look at the flowers on the tree this year, not on the branches last year. In May, flowers bloom together in dreams. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Soul

It was the night when the breeze gently rippled. On the Blue Lake, the tiny steps broke the ripples. The hazy past life gently wandered in the misty world of mortals, wandering in the shallow intersection where you were always there. Then do you still remember the moonlight that I accompanied you that night, and the light that poured down the ground. In the previous life, godliness kept a beautiful feeling; In this life, I promise you a tender feeling. Perhaps, in this way, your heart which is as numb as silk is lightly rubbed into your life and gradually into your dream. Therefore, I have no choice but to be willing to turn into a hint of breeze and always stay with you. Spring brings you the fragrance of soil, summer blows away the wisps of heat for you, and autumn brings you the joy of a beautiful harvest, in winter, drive away the coldness for you. Do you ever remember that every breeze is my yearning for you from day to day, and every feeling is my infatuated attachment waiting for you to dock at the Ferry of the world of mortals. The stranded past is sad and painful. If the fate comes and goes, you can also remember it in your heart or go with the flow. But the dim light of the memory was still rippling in my heart, and the hot tears burnt my eyes calmly. Will the wandering Sanskrit really fly in front of you like snow? Do you understand that this is really a real life without regrets? Can this sad sorrow and joy only be understood as a pain rather than a satisfaction? As for me, I can only fly into the dust again, and live on the top of the wind and smoke, waiting for you from afar until the dawn. The past is like smoke, and what I miss is always the deepest memory in my heart. Remember, I was in a mess when I passed you. Even though several generations have passed quietly, this dusty memory in the bottom of my heart is still unwilling to wipe away. Moreover, although the heart ping, which had been broken all over the land, was exhausted and faded at dusk, the Rainbow after the rain was still hanging in the sky of the soul. The withered hope left flowers all over the ground, and perhaps the blood and tears of the world of mortals soaked a beautiful flower of the soul. It is really good, maybe that flower should be called: Soul singer. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Left

Leaving memories over the years, I have formed the habit of sending a real letter to my family every time I go there. Envelopes are usually used in the hotels where they live. Fortunately, the current hotels generally have envelopes marked with the name of the hotel for passengers to use. If the hotel does not have an envelope, you can go to the local post office to buy a local postcard, and then selectively post a stamp with the back of it on the matters of going out, the people of the same trade, or the feelings of local customs and customs, if there are some interesting things or things that need to be remembered, they can be written into words and sent back inside. Such a letter of truth would fly all the way to hometown. Most of them came home to wait for me first, and sometimes I came home to wait for it first. The small real letter brings me many aspects of fun. Once when I took a cruise ship to pass Gezhouba, I was impressed by this magnificent project. When I got off the ship in Yichang, I really wanted to buy a commemorative stamp and put it on the real mail seal, it happened that the stamp of Qinghai Longyangxia Hydropower Station was sold in the post office. Therefore, this genuine seal which was sent from Gezhouba but used the stamp of remote hydropower station became a treasure in my collection. After returning to fertilizer, I checked the relevant information carefully and learned that Longyang hydropower station was not only a great project to cure the Yellow River, but also created very favorable conditions for the transmission of electricity from west to east. Through the production, mailing and appreciation of this real letter, I know the general situation of two important water conservancy projects in the two major waters of Yangtze River and Yellow River. There are also many benefits of collecting real mail. First of all, the postmark on the envelope clearly records where I am on a certain day of a certain year. Secondly, according to the lower right corner of the envelope, we can know the hotel we lived in at that time. The words on the back can remind me of the scene of a different place at that time. Nowadays, in our family of three, everyone has the hobby of sending real mail when going out. It not only brought hand-made text messages to my family at that time, but also left the memory of going out again and again in the future. At the same time, it also brought a lot of fun to my spare time life. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

You is

If words are like sheep, you are a shepherd. Blue sky and white clouds, you will graze your beloved sheep on the vast grassland. Sheep are flowing like clouds. Your thoughts travel in the blue sky with floating clouds. All the troubles in the world are poured into the sky, turning into the realm of harmony between man and nature. You waved your pen like a sheep whip, driving the words like a strategical General. At a moment, thousands of troops rushed to kill the enemy array, shocking the world and crying ghosts and gods. There were millions of soldiers in your heart, shaking clothes and thousands of posts, and thousands of miles from. Men symbol of war, gas swallowing Wanli as Tigers; Writing hearty, like Yellow River water to the sky, running river dao hai beginning fu hui. When chanting poems with fierce strength, it is as straight as a sword to come out of the sheath. It is so fierce that one man can block the pass, and the writing is like a roll of thousands of troops. One day can not be detained, and the ground can not be closed;, the legendary swordsman, how delightful! yue bai feng qing, almost midnight, grazing sheep no moment peace. You immerse yourself in the remote thoughts of the ancient times, clean up the floating clouds outside that day, dip in the moonlight outside the window, and some all-powerful heroic spirit, try horses in the spring of ochre mountain, and talk about soldiers in the night of Jinghu Lake. You can also pick the lamp and watch the sword when you are drunk, or you can write straight books by Hupan. Have you ever remembered that the Autumn Moon visited the chicken Sound Cottage shop, and the winter is near Huaibei people’s traces Banqiao Frost? I also went to the poor place, sitting and watching the clouds rising. Moon in the day, autumn frost like snow, pen bottom spring caged, apricot flowers, spring rain time is right. What to say is that the red sleeves add fragrance, pour the light and sing carefully, and the little red blows the flute and I sing; And when a pot of turbid wine meets happily, there are many things in ancient and modern times, which are all talked with laughter. Long-lost, how many children’s deep-rooted thoughts caused by the arrogant Cao Mengde and the powerful man who started a horse? Long lost, the prodigal Liu Yong’s lyrics, people say that there is a well must sing Liu’s words, but in the materialistic sun and moon, how many scholars lost their backbone, it is really embarrassing. The night was deep, and people were Sleepless. You were still intoxicated with the boldness of Tang Poetry and Song poetry when the Han Dynasty was drinking. Listen to the big rivers go east, and the waves are all the romantic figures; When the pen is broken, the wind and rain are shocked, and the poems become ghosts and gods. You always believe that if you go out with laughter, are we Penghao people in our generation? Destiny doomed you to be a lonely shepherd, and you can only exile your soul with loneliness. Even if you stay at night in the wind, you will not change your original intention even if it is ice and snow; Even if you are wandering from place to place, you will still stick to your faith without turning back. Even if the sky is gray and the night is boundless, you are still a Faithful Shepherd. The wind is blowing and the world is cold. Where is your spiritual home? Thinking of the long life of heaven and earth, I wept alone! How many people can understand the boundless grief and indignation? Month West Wing, good penmanship, just to wisdom illuminate life, bu qiu wen, impunity fame, wealth in you are clouds. At night, the only one accompanying you is the genie with Chinese characters; Have you ever sleepwalked for five thousand years, with a vertical and horizontal length of eight thousand miles? Shoot all the railings, sing to wine, and take a new word as wine, and drink a cup of wine from the ancient sage. Li Shixian, Su bachelor, Xin swordsman, this scene of heart, this situation, this situation, why not float a big white? Everything is drunk. I am drunk alone. I will not relax with the sheep whip in my hand. Tomorrow, I will reorganize the old mountains and rivers and put the lovely sheep in the sky! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Light

Due to the congenital allergy, I almost rejected all the strong smells in nature, and gradually got used to slowing down and fading down, making everything around fade down, I gradually get used to enjoying the faint loneliness and the faint fragrance of loneliness. I naturally understand that the fragrance of all kinds of spring flowers is lively, the sweet fragrance of autumn harvest Orchard is rich, and the rich fragrance of perfume gas stations in the store is self-evident, however, this kind of strength and publicity always makes me lose my fortune, and I choose to avoid it far away. The earliest fragrance memory in my childhood came from my innate allergic constitution, which was used to save life. In my memory, the sole of my feet often bulges one or several round copper coins without any warning, which spreads up rapidly with the growth rate of the itchy bone erosion and the tide. At that time, I didn’t understand the fear and helplessness of my parents, so I just cried and scratched desperately. Every time is like a war, acupuncture, fire baking, salt pickling, alum soaking, burning incense and divination make copper coins, and finally, my parents still found out two surprisingly successful prescriptions in nearly a hundred battles a year: toilet water and vinegar mixed with cold tofu for external application. Since then, it seems that the smell of dew I hate has never left my childhood. I didn’t know until I studied medicine that it was actually just a kind of allergy. It was just an extremely common multiform red spot, which was far from what my parents worried. It would kill me if it spread over my ankle. Because I hate the smell of toilet water, I choose to apply cold tofu more often. My red spot seemed to be tricked by monsters. The unbearable hot scalding soon boiled the tender watery tofu in the cloth bag. After a layer of smoke rose, it dried up slowly. After such transposition, my red spot has already been nowhere to be found. However, my allergy seems to have a trace to follow. For example, some kind of strong fragrance of flowers and several pieces of scallion which are not cooked can involve me into a war quickly. Since then, our family has been far away from flowers and plants. Occasionally, when eating scallions, the whole tree will be wrapped into a Garland and thrown away before being put out of the pot. At that time, I was madly obsessed with my mother’s dressing box. Facing the mirror, I played with some simple small ornaments in it for a long time. After many years, I realized that what I was obsessed with was the wood original incense called nanmu. The fragrance of wood is safe and generous to me. When getting married, the Zhangmu box is indispensable. Since then, I have the silent companionship of Woody incense, enjoying its endless and pervasive embrace. Although the wood original fragrance is very light, it has strong penetrability. Besides the camphorwood box, there are also two small wooden beads in the bedroom. The dark yellow wood primary color, such as grape size and coarse texture, is not exquisite, I thought it was just a layer of chemical perfume, and threw it into the underwear drawer. Many years later, I accidentally turned over the drawer and found that the two little wooden beads were still lying in a corner in silence. Holding it in my palm, I breathed deeply. The faint wood fragrance slowly oozed out, but I could never find its origin. What kind of material is it? Who on earth is it? When did I get it for free? However, I was unconsciously enjoying the underwear it had dyed, and dyed every inch of my skin lightly. Fragrance is directional, which is a kind of irresistible guide and has extremely magical magic. For the first time, my deep yearning for a person’s body fragrance came from homesickness. During the summer vacation of the first year of senior high school, my girlfriend and I went out for training together with brother Qiao, a senior high school student in the same studio. In that city where I was extremely unaccustomed to dialect and diet, it seemed that I was more sticky with the fragrance of my bestie shampoo and brother Joe’s slightly sour sweat. It seemed that as long as I was surrounded by this unique smell, my heart would be extremely stable. After an extremely panic search in the afternoon, at last, beside the Shahe River in the evening, brother Qiao told me apologetically that his girlfriend dropped out of school, fearing that he could not stand my tears, so he left without saying goodbye; and brother Qiao himself is going to leave. He is going to the distant Zhejiang Academy of Fine Arts. But at that time, I just lowered my head and pulled brother Rajo’s cuff quietly, as if I sighed deeply. Only I knew that I am was so greedy at that time and breathed deeply. I knew, in the following days, this smell will be the courage for me to continue to stay. With it, it is enough to dispel the anxiety and fear in the deep heart of a foreign land. When I was in junior high school, I envied the tire sofa that San Mao picked up in the Sahara and the exotic photo frame. I accidentally picked up a sea-blue glass perfume bottle beside the campus path, there is also a golden silk collar on the metal cap. At first sight, I only took it as a pendant, which was beautiful to hang on my neck. It was a feeling that I could not leave it for many years. I didn’t know when the rope broke. I was at a loss for a long time, and finally realized that what I didn’t give up was not the empty bottle, but the lingering faint fragrance. Looking at all kinds of perfume bottles full of my photo album, I couldn’t help laughing. Although I hadn’t smeared it, the faint perfume smell had already melted into my life. I often call myself a happy person. Although there are not many perfumes coming into my life, they are not expensive, and almost all come from others’ gifts. Careful, although I know a little about the production and use of perfume, and I am sensitive and picky about myself, I still dare not touch it easily, let alone the lymph gathering place of my body. Therefore, I prefer the late flavor of a perfume, and hardly care about the previous flavor and the Middle flavor. That is to say, I just want to enjoy them staying quietly in one corner of my room, but still invade me everywhere, encroach on my long hair, sweat glands, and the faint aftertaste of the fluttering clothes. I have always been curious about a word. When I hear a woman, the feminine taste should be a kind of taste, a kind of cultivation, and a kind of fragrance of soul penetrating into the marrow. For me who is allergic, it is also a fate. The singer left a message saying that the new photo of karaoke is good, but the black hair should be dyed a Little Burgundy; The eyebrows are too light, so take time to tattoo. Yes, my hair and eyebrows are too light. I know that even my voice is light. My whole body is not light? Today, I accidentally saw a string of wooden bracelets. The light Woody incense matches me very well, and I just reward myself. Therefore, I often thank God for giving me the fate of allergy and creating my unique lonely light fragrance. In these years, no matter at home or out, I have formed the habit of drinking a cup of water casually. Because of allergic larynx spasm, my life is ready to be diluted to be lighter at any time. For this mild smell, I think I am love the wind. Whenever the wind blows, I can smell the smell of seasons and trees and flowers. Because of the wind, I never thought about leaving the original fragrance of these plants. It was just far away and lighter. I followed the call of my heart and enjoyed the mellow fragrance that never abandoned me in the wind at the right time. I have been unwilling to admit the extent of my obsession with voice. Unconsciously, there is more space for karaoke and reading friends. Besides the pleasure brought by voice, I also enjoy the Cadence created by breath and temperature, and the pervasive charming taste. I think, apart from hearing, I am more accustomed to using taste senses to comment subjectively. My daughter recommended a movie called “scent a woman”, and the original American voice undoubtedly only recognized one kind of emotion to me. Fortunately, I smelt a line with my sensitive nose: the soul cannot have artificial limbs! Perhaps as the plot explains, the fragrance of soul is the most charming, precious and honorable. The good fragrance must be quiet, even bitter, simple, clean and aloof, while the most wonderful fragrance comes from the soul, which can draw and redeem the helpless life. And to enjoy all this, it is so simple that you only need a healthy nose and a heart that is free from dust and contending with the world. Praise (prose editor: dropping ink to hurt) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Back

Drunk, hazy; Wake up, A Dream of Spring. When I was drunk and woke up, I remembered those sunglow-filled mornings in my life and the bleak dusk of cold rain. In the blink of an eye, the spring flowers turn into autumn flowers, and the streamer flies away, and will return to the starting point as the song sings. Just like the delicacy of blooming flowers and falling snow, everyone is using his humble life to interpret his dependence and favor on the world of mortals. Several ups and downs, several difficult vicissitudes, rain, waves, sigh the loss of swimming through the years, and hide the loneliness of hanging alone. Therefore, when the heroic blood was the alliance, and the tenderness of the fallen flowers finally faded away, it would be better to watch the Iris blossom, listen to the cold rain beating the strings, get drunk with the breeze and the moon, and dream the high lock on the balcony just as a dream, after a dream, I cried, laughed, drunk and tired in my dream. When I woke up from a dream, the clouds dispersed and the snow melted. All the unhappiness would go away. After experiencing disappointments again and again, I understand that happiness in life is always short-lived, and there will always be more or less sadness, big or small, buried in the deep heart of everyone’s life that will not be understood by others, so he hid in the corner and exiled secretly and introverted. Then he continued to stand in the cloud window and overlook, waiting for the next dawn. In the detour between happiness and sadness, I gently held up the dim time, threw away the complaints and sadness, ran aground the ebb and ebb and the moon was full, and played a series of false movements with my fingertips. The lonely streamer is still singing in a low voice, and the loss will come without expectation, but gradually understand to look down upon everything calmly, waiting for its dim and fading. I can share prosperity and desolation in my world. Although the sky after rain is misty, there will always be rainbows. Those quiet and good years, I left them deeply in my memory, helped me disperse the endless night, helped me lift the fire of stars, followed the warmth, and bid farewell to the wandering of the night and the frivolous youth. Make the most beautiful expectation and brew a new dawn with firmness and honesty. I hope everything will pass. There are not many things between heaven and earth that can last forever. Therefore, all the unhappiness will eventually turn into passing clouds and gradually disappear. Looking at the long journey far away, it was destined to be a rough and difficult journey, but there would also be billows and fragrance, determined to fly to the front, the rain was drizzling, and the water came all the way, laughter or tears will always fade away with the years. There will always be many beautiful things ahead: Red Rose, White Iris, purple vine, autumn Moon suspended, night beautiful, spring, liu shang Qushui, floral dip get month wait until dreaming Qushui edge, wait until flowers full sky, wait until Chaoyang melting sad, my story will come back to the starting point. Praise on February 4, 2010 (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow will disappear in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Mentality

In the long time, people have no smooth fate or happy life in the long journey of life. Time is fair to anyone and ruthless to anyone. The harsh real life is not a pool of calm fresh water, but a boiling sea with surging waves, and its taste also contains ups and downs. If you want to reach the other side of your ideal, don’t be lucky. Only in the terrifying waves can you firmly control the ship of your life, release the heat of your life and dedicate every drop of sweat of your life. Only in this way can the bud of career be promoted and the glory of life be created! On the rough and tortuous road of life, whether your past is as charming as spring flowers or as withered as autumn grass, they are not the factors determining your future, people’s fate should be firmly controlled in their own hands, so as to create a better tomorrow! But another kind of people, facing the hustle and bustle of the world, only have a full self, with great ambitions and beautiful dreams in their hearts. They transcend the fetters of the secular world and maintain a quiet, distant and good attitude. In real life and work, they strictly required themselves to be broad-minded and open-minded. They entered the WTO with enthusiasm and came out with indifference. After experiencing millions of grievances in the world, the mentality still remains as high as clouds and free and easy, free and comfortable, as pure and flexible as water, calm and magnanimous. They love the nature infinitely and often place themselves in the embrace of the nature, integrating their body and mind into the nature. They climbed up and looked around, seeing the vast expanse of distant beauty; Listening to the singing of birds and bees, the roaring of pine waves; Letting the fragrant and fragrant noodles of wild flowers, soil, grass and crops, their mood was high and broad, all the obstacles were immediately removed. A restless vulgar heart becomes quiet like a valley, and the mysteries of the world are all in the open and open. They chong ru jie wang, as gold and silver jewelry just dust a heap. I think reputation and status are just passing. They always have a pure childlike innocence and never suffer from worldly and material desires. Completely sober up in the noisy secular world, jumped out of the mire which was held by things from the heart. What they pursue is a kind of pleasant and free civilian smell, enjoying a balanced and peaceful life state in the troubled world, and harvesting the fruitful fruits of life with intelligence and intelligence. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Take in

Why do you want to write this article? I am made for love. Today, I just saw the news of the death of Yao Zhenhan, a famous writer. It has been more than four months since his death, and I am still very sad. Because I am his enthusiastic readers, I like his writing style very much, and often read his masterpieces, which benefits me a lot. In recent years, what impressed me deeply was that an article “enjoy loneliness” published by him in “hundreds of essays” was very similar to my current state of mind, I read it over and over again for several times, and gradually recollected it. I felt that it came from it. In addition to the nostalgia for Yao Lao, inspired by Yao Lao’s article, I wrote an article similar to loneliness, you might as well call it “Enjoy Yourself. In fact, since I was a child, I like both bustle and solitude. In addition to bustle, I always like to be alone for a while, thinking and recollecting alone for a while, which is better than joining in the fun blindly, it can bring more unspeakable enjoyment and sweetness after aftertaste. Later, after joining the army and taking part in the work, I was arranged to work in the same office most of the time because I was engaged in Secretary and propaganda work, which gave me time and space to be alone, compared with comrades-in-arms and colleagues, I consciously enjoy the advantage of solitude, and compared with myself when I am not alone, I feel that solitude is better than solitude. Being calm makes me enjoy infinite charm. Later, for various reasons, I spent more time alone. I felt that I had more time to think independently and more extensive thinking. Solitude brought me many benefits, solitude makes me think quietly. Solitude makes me harvest every day. When I am alone, quiet beauty and clear spirit will follow, Let your mind be empty, your body be light, your heart be calm, and your soul be released. You can think about anything, think about anything, reflect, think, or look forward to it. Solitude also made me abandon the interference from the outside world and eliminate the annoyance of the wine market and the pressure of the workplace. Why not do it? Looking at Solitude from another perspective, it is also a good way to avoid the world and get rid of it. Being alone can get rid of the frown and the sorrow in my heart, eliminating the helplessness of drinking as a song and life geometry. When you suffer setbacks and sigh for your poor fate, when you are not understood and feel the world is hot and cold, when your official career is not smooth and your future is hopeless, you may as well think alone, then you will suddenly regret and soberly feel that there is no need to be bitter about the bad fate, unhappy about the secular prejudice, and unable to think about the temporary disobedience of officialdom, at this time, you will feel the subtle ease and pleasure of being alone, and you will be free from the noisy world. This is the best way to relieve depression, release body and mind, and put down the burden of thought, move towards a new life. Only those who are alone can have rich inner world. Their inner world is independent, profound and full. Solitude can calm your mind and precipitate your thoughts. You can stroll by the tranquil water, watch the colorful and the fish dance happily; You can wander in the open nature, listen to the birds singing with your ears aside, and look up at the clouds and clouds; you can sit alone at home and think quietly, or talk with the author of the book, talk freely about the fun in the book, or think about life, and let your mind fly with your own thoughts and fly around, if you gallop freely in the heaven of thinking, you will feel extremely comfortable. Solitude is also an ability. At all times and in all countries, how many literati and philosophers have created miracles in solitude. Tao Yuanming, a well-known great poet, wrote the famous verses of picking chrysanthemum under the eastern fence and seeing Nanshan leisurely in his solitude in the mountain forest; Li Shizhen, a great medical expert of Ming Dynasty, it took 29 years to compile Compendium of Materia Medica. Li Shizhen got his own unique opinions and conclusions by his independent thinking when he was alone; And Edison, who was called the King of inventions, he only slept for three or four hours a day. When he didn’t find the filament, he always curled up in a corner of the laboratory alone, enjoying the peace when he was alone, I got the success brought by solitude. It can be seen that solitude can bring great energy and hope to people. Solitude is a wonderful state, an independent spiritual home and a unique beauty. In the noisy world, no matter where we are and how tired our hearts are, we should find the rare tranquility of solitude, evaluate the taste of solitude and understand the true meaning of life, enjoy the infinite charm of solitude. Spring elimination snow Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…