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I should have introduced myself first when opening the blog, but the ugly mother-in-law was afraid of meeting her parents-in-law. But ugly bitch sooner or later have to see her, the helpless. Let’s introduce ourselves first. Look at the avatars of many bloggers, who are either spirited and spirited, or quite rich, or charming, or flourishing, and most of them are successful people. And I feel ashamed when I think about it. In addition, I can only type, but I can’t do anything else. Therefore, the Avatar column is always empty. Some time ago, my niece helped me upload a picture. Only those who have a strong figure can upload their head portrait to the blog space. However, he is just a nobody and dare not upload any head portrait. It is better to be unknown. I just want to be a green leaf, rather than a dazzling red flower. I am came to the world at the beginning of the Great Cultural Revolution. He was born in a poor peasant family in autumn. Soon after birth, I have to face the long winter of cold weather. It is really hard to live at the right time! How nice it was to be born in spring, but I couldn’t help but feel helpless! Only let nature take its course. For some reason, other children began to babble early, and I learned to talk with the bleating sheep when I was over four years old. Before that, my grandmother and others all said that I am dumb, but my grandmother didn’t think so, and heard someone say: your grandson is dumb. Grandma will be anxious with them. There is a saying that noble people speak late. That is just a saying to comfort parents who can’t speak. I am just an ordinary person, an ordinary civilian. This is also a night of my life. I was very low when I was young. For this reason, I was not less bullied by others. (Therefore, when my son was young, whenever he didn’t want to eat, I would say to him: if you don’t eat well, you will not grow tall. If you are low, tall people will bully you. At that time, I was really afraid that my son was not tall.) After finishing the first year of senior high school, my height was. My second uncle always said to me: turtle son, it is not long to eat turtle meat. Although I also want to grow taller. Although I also listened to my grandmother’s words, I hugged King Toon on my birthday. And said: King toon tree King toon tree king, you are thick, I am long. But the height has not improved much. Only After Finishing senior three, did my height change a lot. In the year of weak crown, I was fixed on my life stage with a height of 170 meters. This is my second night of life. After graduating from college, the marriage was also affected because of not getting a satisfactory job. I still depend on my parents for many years after graduation. How can I bear to add burden to my parents? No, this idea of my own made my parents and grandmother care more about myself. With the growth of age, my marriage has become a concern for my relatives and friends, and also a worry for parents and grandma. Fortunately, in the near year of establishment, I finally entered the palace of marriage with my beloved girl, which could be counted as three nights in my life. During my several years of marriage, my parents couldn’t sign up for my grandson, so I became a TV station. Before that, you could see the advertisement of TV station every day: if the couple didn’t have a baby, they would find Fang X Hua. When I believed that after taking a course of medicine, I went to check, the test results made me suspect. But I insisted on taking two courses of medicine. Unexpectedly, when I went there again for examination, I was told that there was no such person in the hospital. It happened to be March 15th, 1998. At that time, I made up my mind that even if I didn’t have any children in my life, I wouldn’t believe any advertising for treating infertility any more. Later, my aunt didn’t know where to pack some medicine for his wife to take. It was also that summer that my wife felt unwell and went to the hospital for examination before she cashed out that she had been pregnant for several months. In this way, we got married for three years before we had my son. This was my four nights in my life. Maybe it’s not too late to get it? There is still one night in my life that is called the late achievement of great weapons, but I don’t want to become a great weapon any more. I am not a piece of jade, nor do I want to be carved into the appearance that others want to carve. I just want to be myself, and the best judgement for others is to do my own thing. I have to finish what I want to do without eating or sleeping; Where I want to go, I will finish it with actions wherever I want to go. This is my stubbornness. My appearance can be described as not amazing. In recent years, my black hair has become less and less for some reason, and now it is already impossible for the local government to maintain the central government. When I went to my elder brother’s place during the Spring Festival, my elder brother’s classmate said when he saw me, “brother, Don’t worry about it. I said: It’s like a leaf, and then it will fall. Brother’s classmate said: Brother, I don’t talk about trees. Don’t talk about trees first. I said: trees are different from trees. Then we burst into laughter. Because I work in the construction site all the year round, and the weather blows all day long, I look much older than my peers. Others often regard me as my elder brother. Although he is four years older than me, he is engaged in mental work. So it looks younger than me. When my son was six years old, he went to buy shoes for him. The young man who sold shoes asked a word, which made me think it was ridiculous. He said: Is this your grandson? After hearing this, I didn’t care, but I was supposed to be a master in my thirties, which made me really ridiculous. Did I look like more than fifty in my thirties? The year before last, she ate at a home-cooked noodle restaurant in the south of sigutai. When she didn’t enter the door, the woman standing at the door asked: What did you eat for this old man? I didn’t believe it was asking me. Looking at me, no one confirmed that I was asking myself. I said: Call me old man two or ten years later. But when she brought the meal, she still said: The handmade noodles for you, this old man made me unhappy. Am I that old? I ate reluctantly and left hurriedly. I won’t go there to eat any handmade noodles any more. I became an old man in my forties. Although I don’t care, I don’t want her to call me old man any more. I don’t understand the reason why people lose their age when they see the goods and add money. It was also the year before last that a young man in his twenties went to the construction site to work with me the first day. At that time, I was wearing a helmet. When he called me Uncle, I laughed secretly. Then I asked him what he belonged to. He said: it belongs to rats. I am only 18 years older than him. I didn’t say anything more. After half a month, my uncle became the second elder brother. Funny, I became so young so soon. I said jokingly: xx, you look very fast, half a month has grown up! People around laughed when hearing this. In 2004, on the construction site of the NPC and CPPCC, a foreman saw me and said, “brother, look at you wearing glasses, (glasses have been with me for 27 years now) like an intellectual. I said: I am an unlucky intellectual. The foreman said, “Brother, it is still humorous. I didn’t say anything, is that humor? No, that’s 100% truth. Because the foreman didn’t know that I am a college student, and he didn’t get a satisfactory job because he had no social relationship. Therefore, unlike other students who have a fixed work unit, they don’t have to travel around for life in the wind and rain all day long. At the construction site of the first phase of civil servants, the teacher with a pink wall saw that the other two working with me were wearing short-sighted glasses, so he said interestingly: Did your boss send you a pair of glasses? I Halo. Now I don’t have any great ambitions any more. Working peacefully, living a plain life, being an ordinary person are all extravagant expectations. Speaking of life, I believe in that quote, and economy in the world, the poor are spared. And in line with the principle of not seeking for meritorious others, but seeking for a clear conscience. When, I would rather be sorry for others than others. No matter how others treat me, I am sincere to others. Although few people believe in conscience now, I don’t want to behave without conscience at any time. Since our sisters were young, our parents have taught us that no matter how good their things are, they can’t be jealous. They are their things, remember this sentence sooner or later. It’s not your own. You must not take it or steal it. Only when you spend the money you earn can you feel at ease. When I went shopping, there were several times when people asked me for more than ten or five yuan, and I directly returned them to the owner, which was not the income of my own labor, and it was not practical to spend them. One winter, I went to the downtown hospital to see a doctor. I didn’t remember that I didn’t show the fare until I came back in a hurry. In the afternoon, I walked more than ten miles in the wind and snow to find the old lady who was watching the car, she was given twenty cents to see the fare, although she also said: Twenty cents made you run so far again, but you still can’t put it aside. I said: it is not easy to do anything. When I think about such a cold day, why can’t I bear to see the car? When I was young, I was also a person who liked listening to singing. I couldn’t help singing after listening to the plays or songs played on the radio. But I remember that one year, I might sing when I shouldn’t have sung, which influenced my neighbor’s uncle. That uncle said: Do you always sing well? After that, I dared not sing any more. No matter how dare you want to sing, sometimes you have to look around when humming in a low voice. Maybe it was at that time that my self-esteem was hurt. From then on, I gradually became an introvert, talkative and cautious person. But I didn’t know what self-esteem was at that time. Even so, the passion for hometown plays and music has never been reduced. In my spare time, I would also talk with my friends in Chu River and Han dynasty, or in the black and white world. In my spare time, I also want to ride a bicycle to go through and practice like travellers. Although I have been riding to some places, riding now has become my extravagant hope. Because of life, I have to give up some of my hobbies and let my heart fly. When I was 19 years old, my brother’s car accident made me determined to learn Chinese well. After that, I fell in love with writing diaries. I used paper and pen to record the joys and sorrows in my heart, which has been uninterrupted for 26 years. Over the 26 years, the diary has been like my confidante, accompanying me through so many unforgettable days. The unfairness of life once made me want to fight with death, or my relatives and friends helped me get out of the low ebb of my life. Without them, there would be no me now. If I really insisted on leaving the world alone at that time, which led to the tragedy of sending black-haired people to the white-haired people, I would never be sorry for giving birth to my parents, and I would be the most unfilial son in the world. I don’t know whether my parents are good or not. With a son, I know more about the kindness of giving birth to my parents. How can I not try my best to love my parents and repay them? The sufferings of feelings made me cherish my wife more. Thinking about that time, from a girl I had never known before, I didn’t dislike my family or all my shortcomings. I followed me wholeheartedly, and I didn’t complain even if I suffered a lot. How could I not cherish her. I just want to say: wife, I love you. Hold Your Hand and grow old with you. This is me, an ordinary and ordinary me. Praise on June 8th, 2011 (prose editor: Ink drops into wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. 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Heart

I have been to Tibet more than ten years ago. The scenery I saw and the feelings I experienced during this period are Still Unforgettable. For me, this is a journey, and it is also a grazing of my soul in the pure land. I have heard for a long time that Tibet is a holy and pure land, and my heart is heading towards it. I was lucky to have a chance to travel to Tibet when I was young. The excitement and excitement in my heart were hard to express, and I completely forgot the potential danger of plateau hypoxia during this trip, I couldn’t wait to start the online search, looking at maps, checking routes, asking about features, and looking for scenic spots. I was very busy. In the south, it was still a warm winter day. With the sunshine of Hexi, we took a tourist bus and started an exciting journey. From Ludao Xiamen to Chengdu, Sichuan, I spent a short leisure time before entering Tibet in this leisure city. I also saw Chengdu citizens, including a teapot, a bird cage, a city, A scenery of singing and dancing. The plane left the ground and broke through the clouds. Under the blue sky, I saw the floating clouds fluttering and the mountains flowing. It was very uncomfortable. With the shaking of the fuselage, I seemed to gradually feel that, the airflow over Tibet passed by, and the air was filled with the smell of Tibetan soil. The accompanying tour guide told us that the climate and environment in Tibet were quite harsh, and there had been a situation that forced the plane to return before. However, this trip was lucky, and our plane would arrive at the destination smoothly soon. Hearing this, everyone breathed a long sigh of relief, glad that this trip had a good start. The plane landed at Gongga Airport in Lhasa, Tibet. Although we were in a happy mood, we still walked cautiously for fear that if we walked one step faster, it would cause altitude sickness. Walking out of the airport hall and looking around, white clouds and rolling mountains were floating in the blue sky. Under the sunshine, white and pale yellow, on the vast land, in addition to the buildings of the airport, you can’t see high-rise buildings around, which makes people feel fresh and quiet. The traveling team took a bus and rushed to Shigatse without stopping. On the way, I gradually felt that the air was getting thinner and thinner, and my head was getting heavier. It was already afternoon when I arrived at the destination. I was already hungry, and with my brain swelling, I chewed the half-cooked noodles in my mouth, but my head seemed to explode. Every time I chewed, the brain is like a strong pulse shaking, painful. In my impression, Shigatse is like a quiet town. The sky in the distance is still blue, the light snow covers the pale yellow mountain, and the residential buildings on the street, it shows the unique elegant demeanour of Tibetan culture. Walking on the street, it seems to hear the bell from the temple in the distance lingering around my ears. We hurried to stay in the hotel in the aid Building. Regardless of the tired journey, we went straight to tashilunbu Temple in Xi temple of panchan irdeni, although it was a short journey and a small steep slope, it was so difficult to walk, with dizziness and light steps, to reach this prestigious temple. Looking up at the temple makes me sigh sincerely: where is this temple, it is clearly a city. Built against the high mountains, the temples are adjacent and overlapping. The buildings with golden roofs and red walls seem so magnificent and magnificent, and have a sense of historical significance. I couldn’t take care of my physical discomfort. I stepped on the road paved by bluestone and began to shuttle between the palaces. I stopped to watch the people passing around the White Tower, shaking the prayer wheel in my hand and keeping pious and silent in my mouth, the expression is very peaceful and indifferent. The chanting of monks in the temple was incessant, and believers worshiped. Along the direction of the rising purple smoke of incense burner, through the golden roof, several idle clouds floated in the blue sky. This scene reminds me of the classic of “that life” written by Cangyang jiatuo: On that day, I closed my eyes in the incense mist of the sutra hall and suddenly heard the truth of your chanting; That January, I shook all the scriptures, not for overstepping, but for touching your fingertips; In that year, I kowtowed on the mountain road, not for audience, but for sticking to your warmth; In that life, I turn the mountain to the water to the pagoda, not for reincarnation, but for meeting you on the way. Therefore, I hope that in the following journey, I can meet the devout Tibetan Buddhism believers who come from all over the Tibetan areas three steps and one bow, kowtowing with their long heads creeping. On the way to yangzhuoyong Lake, there are yellow mountains and winding mountain roads everywhere, but it is hard to see a city. Even the village is very rare, just in this seemingly deserted place, I was honored to witness the legendary piety. Stepping into the viewing point of yangzhuoyong Lake, a picture of water and sky came into view. The clean blue made people unable to distinguish where is the sky and where is the lake surface? In the middle is a circle of pale yellow mountains, and there is light snow-white on the distant top of the mountain. The quiet lake water gently ripples in the breeze, and a few cows are walking leisurely on the lake, these scenes have a kind of tranquility far away from the world, a kind of state of mind returning to simplicity, which makes the soul extremely calm and indifferent. Back to Lhasa, back to the Potala Palace with the song “back to Lhasa”, we finally came to the world-famous Potala Palace. It is said that this is the nearest place to Heaven, which can make the soul comfortable. Looking at the temple standing on the Red Mountain with vigorous momentum and going straight into the sky, just like Guanyin Bodhisattva holding Jade bottles and willow branches, pointing to all living beings in the world, I sighed sincerely: Tibet, what a magical Buddhist shrine! Watching the vivid mural characters in the temple is just like seeing the eyes full of soul and insight into the truth, goodness and beauty in the world. Looking at the amiable Buddha statue on the palace hall, sucking the ghee fragrance in the air, listening to the pure Sanskrit of monks, it seems that they have received a baptism of soul. At this moment, the verses of Cangyang jiatuo came to my mind again: living in the Potala Palace, I am the king with the largest snow field. Wandering on the streets of Lhasa, I am the most beautiful lover in the world. What a pure expression it is. Climbing the pass of La Mountain, there were still blue sky and white clouds on the top of the head, and the mountain was covered with snow everywhere, but we didn’t feel any chill. Standing on the pass, we felt the freedom of colorful prayer flags blown by the wind, feel the joy that the soul is close to heaven. Namtso Lake has gradually approached. The boundless blue lake is like a huge Precious mirror inlaid on the broad grassland. The winding Nianqing Tanggula snow mountain tightly holds her in her arms, just like the ancient myths and legends of Tibet, he (she) is the most eye-catching holy mountain and lake in Tibet, and the lovers of life and death. Nianqing Tanggula mountain is more handsome and straight because of the foil of Namtso Lake, namtso Lake is more and more beautiful and moving because of the reflection of the Tanggula Mountain in Nianqing. Feeling the fusion of blue sky and white clouds and snow mountains and holy water, listening to the wavy Van Gogh flying outside the sky, holding a handful of cool and refreshing hands to clean the dust all the way, I have forgotten the noise and fierceness of the city, let your soul graze among the pure land. Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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Let

Frankly speaking, I like Chinese characters, because there are flower-like gestures and meanings behind them. Whether life is standing or lying, distant or close, it can bring people fantastic ideas. In my heart, words are the wild boat, the cloud circling the clouds, the spring is dim, the river goes to the east or the scenery of walking. Walking with them, let life go through the streets and lanes. Life is here without obstacles, day and night, and even ravines. Everything can be done as you like. Yes, no matter whether it is sunny or rainy, life can go through hardships and hardships, and you can take it to appreciate the beautiful scenery brought by the flowers and moonlight in the Spring River. If the heart can shuttle through it, it will certainly clean the dirt of the secular world and usher in a new heaven and new land with cloudless sunshine. As the saying goes, flower hundred days of red, a man without a thousand days. Its meaning is nothing more than telling us: no matter how good life is, it will be helpless like flowers. Yes, only the charm of words lasts forever. Especially those classic works, if life takes them to travel around or walk through the streets, it will definitely bring great transcendence and happiness to the body and mind. If you are far away, take the words of Mr. Li Yishan and Mr. Wu Liu as an example. It is not only as simple as taking you through the streets and lanes, but also to take you through the whole history and culture. Its meaning, place, rhyme and taste all make life linger on the round trip and the long thoughts. It is said to be wine, but actually wine is not as fragrant as it is. It is said to be flower, which can withstand the rain and wind for so long. One sentence can be left to listen to the rain, and one sentence is to pick chrysanthemum under the eastern fence, which is enough to surpass countless places of interest. I admit that as long as it takes a long time, everything will be bored, and it is no exception to wear streets and lanes, even if the scenery there can be peachy and blooming in spring. Fortunately, there are many choices and choices in life. For example, I chose another way to walk through the streets, that is: turn the words I read into the rainbow of memory, turn the scenery and historic sites in my heart into seeds that are spread casually, and walk all the way to decorate others’ dreams while being beautiful or satisfying my body and mind. It is the most economical and wise choice for life to go through streets and lanes in words. It is not only beneficial to the extension and development of soul, but also can make life feel the same, make Yushu face the wind, and cultivate the noble and upright spirit. It is a pity that modern people all choose the so-called tourism, and even travel far across the ocean. I have no intention to criticize this behavior, but there is no doubt about it, imagine how a person who has never walked through the streets and lanes in his words can face the cities and places of interest they see? Can they understand the history behind it and the stories and details that happened? At best, it is just a passer-by! As the old saying goes, if you want to do good things, you must first sharpen your tools. Yes, if you do anything or do one thing in life, at least you will pay for it and gain it, you can’t do without the background of your efforts and understanding. Take the current travel as an example. What kind of changes do you bring to your life through the streets and lanes is just for a feast of eyes, then I think it is better for me to let words take life through the streets and lanes, at least I can learn about the local conditions and customs there, the history and culture related to human nature and the historical details. I left gently, just as I came gently; I waved gently to bid farewell to the clouds in the western sky. The Golden Willow on the Riverside is the bride in the sunset; The bright shadow in the light ripples in my heart. The green lotus on the soft mud swaggers at the bottom of the water; In the soft waves of Kang river, I am willing to be a aquatic plant! This is a familiar poem written by Xu Zhimo when he was studying in England. Reading it makes life full of feelings and thoughts. Yes, a person who walks through the streets and lanes in words can leave such a beautiful chapter without wasting his life. Even if he was silent, he would also become a scenery and stay in others’ hearts. When people go there or through history, they still remember the beauty of the past. This is the effect brought by words, which can make you intoxicated, and also make your life satisfied and poetic! Letting words lead life to go through streets and lanes can not only save trouble and effort, but also help life walk out of the desolation and swamp of seasons. There is no gender difference, no age difference, and no noise and noise. A person is as quiet as blue, enjoying a village and a city. Why not do it! Now it was a good time to walk through the streets. I decided to go to Gulag and visit my old friend franzkafka for many years by the way to listen to where he would go next, is it China or France or Beethoven’s hometown like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…