Heart cold

After having lunch, I had nothing to do. I wandered around the Internet with my mobile phone and watched all kinds of anecdotes and entertainment gossip, suddenly I saw an article about migrant workers and college students, whose content was the comparison between them. After reading it, I thought it was good, so I decided to read this kind of article, and there were some similar articles at the end, then I opened the title with full expectation, which made me lose interest at once, and even felt a little angry: The article roughly described how the wages of construction migrant workers were high and how to evade taxes. In my opinion, the salary of the author is probably not as good as that of the migrant workers in the article, otherwise he would not be so jealous. The author is so pitiful, and his life is 100 times better than that of the migrant workers, he would feel that he is even inferior. The world is fair. He only saw that others got more than him, but he never thought that there should always be a reason behind such a high salary. Since migrant workers can do the work, the technical content is not too high, so the reason is obvious: others pay more than him. I couldn’t help laughing. Maybe many people would be shocked after reading this article. The migrant workers who were wearing dusty and tattered clothes and wearing scratch-covered safety helmets on buses and subways were unavoidable, the salary is one or even several times that of most people in the car! Yes, such a fact makes people dressed brightly, and the decent people who once despised farmers feel embarrassed! Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Slightly cold

The warm and cold days are filled with the slight coldness of early spring; The world of sunny snow is transmitting the clear, thin and cool artistic conception. A long-lost breath flows out from the bottom of my heart inadvertently, carrying a little warm, A little cold, involving the germination of heart in early spring. The breeze is a little rustling, which tells the pain of the birth of life and the joy of giving birth to the fragrance of green. The cool mood, the longing hope, and the indescribable feeling were mixed with the surging male hormones, which couldn’t help jumping up and down in this season of recovery of all things. The mixture of sour, astringent, bitter, spicy, sweet and sweet, and the mixing of too many additives, is it the incense of star anise? Or spicy pepper? Is there any special smell of mustard? Times have changed. Now, the mount on the crotch has changed from Honda to Benz. However, for Yu Xuefeng, even if he was driving such a luxury car at this moment, he could not lift the ripples of excitement at all. Although the steering wheel is easy to handle in his hands, it makes him feel difficult to control the development of some things too often, just as people say that it is always hard to predict what will happen next moment. In imagination, in the early spring of Jiangnan, which was supposed to be splendid and picturesque, crystal clear snow drifted quietly at some time; While the flawless Northern Glacier was melting silently and quietly at this moment. The climate is changeable, and the world is more changeable. At this moment, Xuefeng was driving on this street which he was familiar with day after day, year after year. Staring at the moment, watching the snow fluttering, the smoke everywhere, like white plain yarn enveloped the whole world, faded all kinds of gorgeous colors. The old street of Renmin Road has already faded its former appearance, with rows of buildings, orderly stalls, cars shuttling and shuttling, bustling crowds showing the Symphony of the world of mortals passionately. Especially that special style Hyatt mansion is the most eye-catching, which is like standing out from the crowd. The heroic young man in the past has come to late autumn, his temples are dyed with autumn frost, and his forehead is engraved with deep and shallow folds of years, which contains rich connotations of Songs of Life. Once upon a time, the chord of high mountains and low valleys, the hardship of the journey, can this calm man who has suffered from hardships endure geometric? But today it is different. There seems to be some anxiety and entanglement hidden in the frown brow. Various factors, such as market weakness, economic downturn, company depression and so on, are always affecting the heart of this dedicated company manager, who is always moving. The deep eyes of Xuefeng were like a pool of sparkling and still water, but there were a few traces of blood clearly embedded in his eyes, which showed his heart of mercy and his faint concern for employees, conscientious work, honesty to customers, persistent pursuit of faith, infinite longing for life, too much responsibility and responsibility to friends, just like the tide, he was embraced in the broad mind of this Iron Man, which made him frowned and focused. Or at this time, he had already forgotten himself and the environment, forgetting everything around, when arriving at a parking lot, the car came to an abrupt end, Xuefeng leaned forward to get out of the car, skillfully locked the car and walked forward calmly. The gaunt on the face seemed to be narrating that last night must be another sleepless night. A little cold wind carried a few snowflakes falling into the collar, unconsciously adding a little chill to him. Xuefeng shrugged his shoulders subconsciously, looked up and stared at the green belt along the road. What could be seen was a fluffy branch. Although the abrupt branch was loaded with the heavy pressure of ice and snow, it did not bend at all, still stubbornly stand upright. The white snow covered between the branches is as clean as jade, and the water drops melting quietly, after being vaporized and liquefied, finally condense into transparent ice crystals. It was all these that made the current Xuefeng feel again. He was thinking: maybe only after experiencing such a constant or changeable baptism can the jade-like white and warm, with the pose of hexagonal petals, the pure and pure ice, the rhythm of life given by human beings and the washing of soul. After experiencing ever-changing changes, water is still the drop of water, but the meaning of life is completely different. Seeing the magical changes of nature under the uncanny workmanship, people’s perception will gradually change subtly. Perhaps, it is because of experiencing too many ups and downs and hardships that Xuefeng’s ordinary and serious expression slightly reveals a faint smile, which is so gentle, so calm, so resolute, so free and easy. He lit a cigar in a skillful place. After the fire of the stars started a prairie fire, the beating blue flame rose like a star of hope. Naturally, the smoke rings which were full of artistic modeling were curled up, light gray smoke gradually rose in the cold air, turning into real and fantastic scenes, such as the skirt of a dancer, the Nirvana of fireworks, and the kite flying by a naughty boy, for example, at the end of hiring Tingting’s beautiful shadow, it evolved into clusters of mysterious shadows and left with the cold wind. The cigarette butts flickered and flickered, and the light flickered. The cigar made several rounds smoothly between two fingers. After being sucked heavily, the long cigarette body shrank instantly, it burned out all the light and heat and ended its short life. Modern facilities make people’s life convenient, and make people become lazy day by day. At this moment, Xuefeng picked up the stairs and stepped into the elevator, closed the door and stopped, slightly closed his eyes. A kind of quiet and tranquil comfort came into being from the bottom of my heart. In the quiet elevator room, there was no gap in the area, as if it was an isolated and clean place. Without the noise of the world, without the interference of noise, the brain presents a piece of freshness and tranquility. Holding the breath, listening attentively to the weak sound of electric current, enjoying a moment of leisure. Recalling the bleak wind of the past, the glory and splendor of cherry blossoms all over the sky, looking back at the past years, explaining the thousands of emotions of wasted years and life, I once experienced the vicissitudes of the sea, looked lightly at the small bridge and flowing water, looking at the clouds and circling the clouds, the nostalgia like the clouds is released, long and thick; Once I traveled through the rivers and mountains of my motherland, looked at the ends of the Earth from afar, visited the lakeside of Qiandao nearly, crossed the long river of time, picked up, the post station which collects the most beautiful memories; I used to lean over to pick up the years and relive the years of youth. Ignorance and passion went with each other after going through the wind and rain. Now, all kinds of feelings have passed away, dissipated between heaven and earth with the wind. Full of fingers are dyed with flowers, and the Red love of all the dust has faded away. The Dream has fallen into the dust, and the old appearance and beautiful appearance are gone immediately. Looking back, only the shallow rut marks of years can be seen faintly. In late autumn, people have accumulated deeply. Although their lofty sentiments no longer exist, their beliefs have not changed. In the quiet night, I often sang a high ambition of a Que of old and prosperous, and performed a piece of immortal Fairy Tale of Mulberry and sunset. A piece of ice in the jade pot, pour yourself and drink your life. Slim feelings, genial thoughts, writing songs of fleeting time; Full of poems, grinding words, chasing colorful dreams. Yes, the experience of life is sometimes like bottomless abyss and hard purgatory, eating away human bodies one by one and eating away human souls one by one. I don’t know when to start to become more demanding to myself, let this heart continue to carry on the life, sigh a lot, do not regret where the dream is, only hate the time is in a hurry. In the meditation room, the elevator came to an abrupt end. Xuefeng gazed quietly, raised his hand and gently gathered his hair. He quickly walked out of the elevator room and went straight to his office. What appeared in his eyes was still calm and firm. A pair of antique blue-and-white porcelain bottles are displayed behind the office desk, which is spotless, with the left Crouching Tiger and the right kylin. They are delicate, exquisitely carved, lifelike and ready to come out. The bookshelves are arranged in order, and the documents are placed in an orderly manner. The water on the opposite tea table seems to have just reached the boiling point, and the white mist rises slowly. Snow peaks like drinking tea, especially green tea, I saw that he put some Longjing tea into the cup skillfully. Perhaps, drinking tea was a habit for him, and it was also a special preference for tea derived from his heart. He watched the water gradually turn amber and the curled leaves slowly stretching in the water, gradually it becomes full and smooth, showing its light green color, the solemn expression on the tea-tasting person’s face begins to fade slowly, and the pleasant mood spreads quietly. Holding up the cup, I lightly smelt a cup of green tea filled with the elegant charm of ancient music, and my heart was instantly dyed in the fragrant tea flavor. In a trance, it seemed that I could feel the feeling of being touched by loneliness instantly consoled. Staring at the leaves with bright green light after being soaked in boiling water, calm in the aroma of tea, let the elegant thoughts leap forward, let the wings of reverie fly up and down, it seems that in the earthly world, human life is just like the flower bud of fragrant tea, the hope hidden in the body, ups and downs in the boiling water of emotion, blooming brightly in an instant. Perhaps, this is a deep-rooted friendship, which is like a war friendship at the same window, and more like a brotherhood of sharing weal and woe. With this kind of friendship, we walk leisurely, confident, firm, natural and elegant. Holding the cup in hand, taking a sip lightly, no matter the slight fragrance or the slight bitterness, it will make people feel relaxed and happy. The noisy state of mind tends to be the peace after the prosperity is over, which outlines a kind of mood that has nothing to do with the wind and moon. In every minute, you can stretch the rhythm of your life to your heart, restore the true color of your life and reproduce the youth of your. Slowly, slowly, the tea deposits the bottom of the Cup, is it the life-long experience? Or is it perfect for a lifetime? Xuefeng fell into deep meditation, turned on the computer for a long time, selected a music with a soothing rhythm, drank it with strong tea fragrance, and sat in front of the screen silently watching. I have to admit that some strangeness of the internet comes from the busyness of work. In desperation, I gradually neglect friends from all over the world. Although the network cable is thousands of miles away, it is hard to get leisure because of trivial matters. The lover of words who once had deep feelings and never gave up was rejected without words, and was only covered with dust and dust. He opened the title page of his memory, and the youthful breath of the great fortune River blew on his face, in the WeChat group, a network cable is used to retrieve the friendship of comrades-in-arms. In The Literature Network, a Yayun Community is established to enjoy the happiness of the family. On Valentine’s Day, those young people will marvel at all these things for their wives, I don’t want to be stranded in this warm and cold season now. At this moment, a drop of clear tears had slipped down the bottom of my heart, but this was not a lament of the injury, but a kind of deep mercy. For those who knew him, there might be no need to let Xuefeng stand up, standing in front of the window, suddenly a sense of relief encompassed my heart. I don’t know when a pot of bracketplant which has been left out for a long time has grown luxuriant branches and leaves, and is full of business. Those tender leaves stretching against the Sun are quietly blooming, showing the infinite vitality of life. It seems to tell people that it knows how to accumulate the energy of life and how to fear the slight cold in early spring! Looking at this basin of green plants, and looking at the Sunshine burst out after the haze outside the window, the snow peak smiled unconsciously, and a wisp of orange warmth became brighter, more leisurely and slightly cold, bing Xin in Yuhu! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) change the way to continue to stay with this city I went out at 6 o’clock in the morning and came back at almost 8 o’clock in the evening. From beginning to end, I only welcomed myself with silence; Since I went to college, on weekends… [Original essay] string words Since winter, the sky is dry and the snow is misty. The whole earth is desolate and empty. Whether your mood is like a year, or… Forever military dream Forever military Dream (Ma Xiaochun, Kangle county, Gansu province) memories are like meteors, passing through the unmarked and blurred eyes, and the outline gradually… Spring rain I like spring rain like everything on the Earth. Just after the new year, the sky began to rain. I really like the spring in Jiangnan… Plucked the snowflakes of Dreams (modified) Near the new year, the first snow fell. I was surprised to read a long scroll in the morning, the white one is snow, and the gray one is tree… Self The fashion is transient, and the style is permanent. Things that can shine on others may not be put here. In…

20

Time is like running water, and I will never go back. No matter how you sigh and sigh, time will not stop step by step because of pity. The calendar on the wall of the room is dyed with scenery of four seasons, carrying every minute and every second, counting the days day by day and month by month, 365 days a year, so quietly floating away from us. Once I was eager to take the road of traveling, 2015 life plan finally came true. Taking a happy trip is not a simple tour. Benevolent Leshan, wise water music. In the process of walking, watching and watching, it is good to appreciate the magnificence, magnificence, magnificence, high distance, momentum, richness and generosity of the mountain, wonderful, loving and long. Water has the virtue of nourishing all things. It makes all things get its benefits, but it does not compete with all things. It regards flowing into the sea as its pursuit, moistens everything and cleans all the dirt as its contribution, and the character of water has reached the highest level. Read mountains and waters during the journey, it is a kind of edification and experience for life. Enlighten me to love nature with a more gentle heart and respect nature with a more devout heart. Read thousands of books line is a good. But the experience of traveling tells me: no matter reading or doing, there is no end to learning! Thousands of books should be read. Knowledge is the experience summarized by predecessors, which can fill our ignorance and paleness; Thousands of miles should also be done, which can make us increase wisdom through experience and test. The words brought back by the tourism reproduce the landscape images seen by the tourism, with endless aftertaste. It also makes friends very happy: such a tour is worth it! White did not go! Words are the eternal love and pursuit. Two years ago, under the guidance of my friends, I walked out of QQ space and walked into Meiwen website, constantly absorbing Meiwen nourishment. But the words on the Meiwen website are too beautiful. Those gorgeous, ethereal, beautiful and gorgeous words not only make me appreciate them, but also make me feel at a loss. Once I went lost, it was difficult to control my own writing and ink. When I was hesitating and confused, I walked into the prose online website under the guidance of my fellow schoolmates, and tried to send some words, just like removing the misty clouds, I saw a unique new cultural garden. The poems here are colorful, such as the delicious feast with all kinds of colors and fragrance, all kinds of beautiful articles and poems coexist with the sweet and touching popular articles with flesh and blood, with balanced nutrition, eye care, heart care and spirit cultivation, it gives me strong attraction and impetus. This is like the cradle to cultivate and support the growth of literature seedlings, making literature seedlings thrive here day by day. Here is also like a wider world, which not only holds gorgeous and flexible beautiful essays flying here, but also accepts popular words to take root and grow here, allowing all kinds of literature lovers to freely ask for them, show your length and express your feelings to your heart. And let hundreds of literature lovers achieve the dream of being writers. It’s really nice to have the internet and keyboard together. The spirit of words falls into the sea of heart, making the heart no longer have loneliness and messy leisure. Although the Internet is a virtual world, the knowledge seen and learned is real and rich. I became a student again in the online world, learning QQ operation, logging, downloading songs, shopping online, reading and writing articles, and continuing to spread my dream of words in my mind, writing an article is also about mood, experience, life, feelings and life. Writing makes time more pleasant and life more fulfilling and better. Every day is so bright and happy with writing. Even if you are doing housework everyday, even if you have three meals a day, you will feel relaxed because of the network, keyboard and text, the kitchen seems to be filled with the smell of literary flowers and ink, happy and graceful. Send Away the cloudy and sunny days one by one, leave the scenery of the four seasons in the emotion, in the words, the clouds in the sky, the wind around, the cicadas outside the window, the flying geese in the sky, beautiful essays, beautiful songs, beautiful poems are all wonderful emotions and the warmest and most beautiful touches in life. There is always a voice in my heart reminding myself: it is no more rich than money or noble than family. When the material has been well-fed, what people need most is spiritual life, people live not only for materials, but also for money. Whether you are poor or rich, you should keep a clean and indifferent state of mind. If so, no matter what you see in your eyes, even if it is not so satisfactory, even if it is not so beautiful, he will also treat it with a tolerant heart; Even a grass or a Vine will become beautiful scenery in his eyes. As long as you are open-minded, happiness will never leave. As long as the heart is beautiful, beauty is around, beauty is everywhere. Time is money, time is money. The most helpless thing in this world is that it cannot keep time. My friends encourage each other: grab the tail of time and live well! I not only want to grab the tail of time, but also want to race with time and time side by side. I know that it is better to learn to cherish and work hard and pursue more than to increase troubles and laments in front of time and waste time. No matter old or young, as long as you work hard, you will certainly get something. In the old age, you must live to learn and be a spiritual rich man. When 2015 is about to end, when my article is about to end, my heart is full of happiness! In the past year, I have gained a lot of good things. The 2016 New Year bell is about to ring, and a new year is about to begin. At the foot of the road, goals and hopes are always ahead. 2016, I will cheer for myself, and also cheer for you and him. The vast number of literary friends: Are you ready? Open the sail of your life and set sail together on the road of life! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Dead

Don’t worry a long-lost heavy rain dampened out the hot summer day. People can finally walk out of the steamer-like house to enjoy the cozy coolness and the smile on their faces, it’s just like finishing a big event in life that breaks people’s heart, but with the piety like being grateful to God. Taiyuan is the biggest city I have stayed in for 26 years. The prosperity here makes me feel inferior. That night, I walked under the magnificent Yingze Bridge alone, and the bright red in the distance even made me dizzy, I listened to the quiet flow of Fenhe River around my ears, and also listened to the sound of horns rising one after another on the bridge. I closed my eyes and imagined all this as an incomparable concert, I am absolutely a person listening with my soul, but there is no seat in the concert hall of Nunda. What I have is only a narrow corner, more importantly, it seems that all I can hear is whether I am not satisfied with my life. I haven’t laughed for a long time and don’t know why. Since I am unhappy and don’t like this place, why don’t you go west to Dali? I often walk alone on the streets of Taiyuan listening to this song. When I’m tired of walking, I just sit on the road for a while. I don’t know how to walk, he took off the earphones and asked passers-by who were in a hurry by the roadside. It seemed that he had gone to Dali alone and walked aimlessly everyday. Maybe one day he felt really tired, he would take off the earphones, turn back, and then go back on a road that I don’t know if it is the original road. I said to myself, how far you go is not afraid, as long as you don’t forget the direction of your home. Besides, you are not going far now, even just standing still, or even, it is better not to leave. There is a place called Shangri-La in Yunnan, where beauty is fascinating. I think if I go there, I will forget how to go home. Shangri-La means happiness in Tibetan language. A few years ago, when I contributed to “Bud”, I wrote an article named “looking for Shangri-La in dreams”, and finally the editor-in-chief left me a message, he only said one word, you ‘d better go to Shangri-La by yourself. I have always remembered this sentence for so many years, and I have been looking for opportunities to go to Yunnan, but after so many years, I always mess up my own affairs, and then there will be a person called a noble person in the divination to wipe my ass. At those times, I was really proud and proud, if I caught a friend, I would say something like I am a lucky general, because at that time, no matter what I did, at least I had a bright future which was envious, jealous and hateful among my peers. Then, I experienced a dreamlike change in this frivolous and impetuous age. If Su Wukong lived in the contemporary era, when he was in the stone, he would be crushed by all kinds of detonators and explosives and all kinds of mechanical equipment, because in this society, even if it was just a dream of making Havoc in Heaven, he would never let it happen, what’s more, you are not a monkey, what’s more, you don’t have the fate of a monkey, what’s more, you don’t have the ability of a monkey, what’s more, what’s more, you are just a monkey for you, just a thought of you. I often laugh at myself when reading books. You can’t even be a loser. You can’t even be a beast. Every time I read an article or a book, I would close my eyes in the middle of the night and recall every character and every thing in the chapter. This is my freak, no matter reading or watching movies, I never care about the fate trend of the protagonist, because the fate trend of the protagonist in current movies and even books makes people think of the ending at the beginning, only the vagaries of the hero’s various of encounter, those to experience a, yi wan help cut yi wan a version, we observe is this 6 billions or 7 billions people inside someone’s mental position, I never envy, never envy. What I like to speculate is the fate of passer-by, whose father and whose child he is, What did he do before and what would happen afterwards? This blind speculation made me even think about tracking someone in real life. I told a friend who was engaged in psychology about my status, and she told me: even if you know everyone’s stories, you may not know everyone’s perception, when tomorrow’s sunshine shines down, we will direct different stories in each other’s life. She told me that I shouldn’t transfer this kind of blindness to others. She said that the reason why I did this was that I lost the direction of life and lost the confidence of life. After hearing this, I strongly opposed it. I said that there was a direction in my life! Don’t let those who love me down any more! I said I also have confidence in life! Step by step, let all the people I love live a good life! What she said later made me speechless. She only said eight words: Cherish the present and live in the present for a long time. I have been trying to figure out the meaning of these eight words, in fact, what really inspired me was that my heart kept asking myself: why was I speechless when she said these eight words? Don’t I really cherish it? Or am I always living in the past or the future? This confusion has been bothering me until now. Sometimes I feel that I have figured it out, and sometimes I feel that I am still walking in a mist, it was not until recently that I rented a small house of less than 20 square meters that I realized that for such a long time, I had been too dependent on some kind of external power, I always thought that I could do what I could do with this power, and I always looked forward to my beautiful future too much. I forgot what a person’s future was and what a person’s past was, it has been a string of beautiful bubbles, and I also forgot that one’s future depends on one’s efforts, persistence and strength, it depends on one’s tolerance and unyielding! However, only when facing the reality and living in the present can we shoulder these responsibilities. It is not surprising to live in the bubbles of the past and the future forever. The most important thing is that those bubbles will break sooner or later. I don’t know if I have finished writing here. I always feel that there are still a lot of words in my heart that haven’t been written. But when I light this cigarette, I rub it on the keyboard and don’t know what to write, those ages of literary thoughts have passed. Now I can only find the basis of my existence in the vast sea of books and people. Many of my articles will read different articles every day, when I met different people, I wrote them all lightly into my diary. Maybe someday in the future, I could take them out and then look at the sloppy diaries, lighting a light cigarette, sitting in the pleasant afternoon sunshine like the last bus, he said to his shadow: Hehe, you don’t worry about your life, hehe, in the end, end with the lyrics of a song from Yu Quan what power makes us strong What is leaving let us sad what is giving let us be magnanimous what is ending let us grow what desire makes us crazy what is distance makes us watch what oath makes us imagine what wind and rain makes us wander like (prose editor: drops of ink hurt) snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

Decade

Tintin went to the reunion and heard that her wonderful life started from the first reunion. My dad was also invited to participate in the second reunion. I heard that this time was particularly wonderful. At that time, there were few students, people of the same grade gathered together, and many teachers who had settled in other places were now old, they also came from all over the country. I stood up from the chair in the office and looked at Rao River across the road through the floor-standing colored glaze window. A sand mining boat came and went. The Broad River was clear and beautiful, and the trees on the other side were graceful. I made myself a cup of tea and simply enjoyed the beautiful scenery. There were also some small boats, a speedboat and an abandoned big boat parked on the shore. The big boat was rusty, this ship has three floors, and there are many rooms on each floor. Now we can vaguely see its former prosperity, which is said to be abandoned, in fact, he just waited for his master to find a new operation project to serve him at any time. The scenery outside the window is so charming, and the world outside the window is also natural and unrestrained, but I am outdated. I can’t stick to my classmates in my life. I sighed, why didn’t I go to high school at that time, when I went to a university, I read too few books. Now I feel more and more difficult and lack of time. I always think that I am very motivated and unwilling to live in a muddle, my daughter couldn’t go back to accompany her on her 10th birthday, so she had to send her a new suit and intellectual toys …… I gradually felt the warm sunshine in winter, and I told myself that I am happy. Accidentally, I have seen my name many times from my recommended friends of QQ. Oh, there are so many people with the same name. Where is this person? What is a personalized signature? I looked at the materials one by one and felt familiar. Then I looked at the English name: Linda, impossible, this is me? This QQ is not someone else, it is the number that I was stolen many years ago, and the number that I couldn’t find back when I failed to appeal online. After many years, I tried again, I didn’t expect that this QQ complaint passed unexpectedly, and changed the password again, looking for friends who can still contact. Oh, she is not here, but her number was also stolen several years ago? Have you sent some junk messages? Now how is the online sales information of mobile phone accessories on the information? Although I didn’t have classmates, our female generals in the agency accounting department of Guangdong accounting firm at that time were my college classmates in my life, although they all had their own college careers. Finally, I got in touch with her, and I was very happy. We all called her Xiang Xiang, the only female college student in a village in Ji’an. Every time I thought of her, I thought of her at the elevator gate when I got off work, she told me confidently: Do you know why I am willing to teach others generously and sincerely? Unlike other colleagues, they are afraid of teaching others and robbing their jobs? Because when I was teaching, I myself had reached another higher level. At that time, I thanked her for her kindness and selflessness, but I couldn’t help feeling too proud when I heard this. Now I think this kind of arrogance is worth appreciating. Now she is with her first boyfriend in her fellow countryman, now we are the boss of a self-operated factory. We know that it doesn’t matter if they have no capital. Only with their own wisdom and hard work can we have today’s platform. In QQ space, she often watched her with a couple of children and a family of four visiting the great rivers and mountains all over China, which was enviable. Women generals are no weaker than each other. I tried to contact them one by one. Zhi has become the boss of a jewelry company in Shenzhen, and has a daughter with her original boyfriend, then he ran to Hong Kong and gave birth to a son. Qin married a big boss and gave birth to a son. Qing married a local one with a pair of children. Jane and her boyfriend also fought hard together and bought two suites in Suzhou by themselves, accompanied by a pair of children. Zhen and long also walked together. Till now, Ling is still unmarried, and everyone has a successful career. Only I, looking at myself ten years later, seems to have stopped ten years ago. Good, thinking determines the way out. What kind of painting will be in the next decade? I can’t lose another ten years! Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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When people reach middle age, the past events are played back in their minds like movies. Some people say that recalling the past is a manifestation of aging; Others say that recalling is the dissatisfaction with the current life and the beautiful memory of the past; I think recalling the past is the enjoyment of life. Take out the old photos that have been treasured for many years, and the photos one by one are beautiful memories and moments of beautiful youth. However, there was a photo that made me lost in thought. The vague past gradually became clearer —– in the early 1990 s, the county craft factory set up a branch factory in the town, and the factory was stationed in the Army, militarization management. The instructor in charge of military training surnamed Feng everyone called him instructor Feng. He was tall, with a public face that could not leave any impression. Maybe different ages have different aesthetic views, and there was no special impression on him at that time. The work and rest system of the factory is strict and tense. There are two hours of training before going to work every day. The factory is divided into four workshops. My cousin and I sit opposite each other in the fourth workshop. One day, after training, I sat in the working position and chatted with my cousin. I found instructor Feng standing behind me silently from her eyes. I have to admit that I used to be capricious, willful and unruly, almost arrogant. I glanced at him with extremely unfriendly eyes to show my protest against his behavior. However, he seemed to ignore my protest. Every time he came back from training, he still liked to stand behind us silently and listen to us, watching us flying needles in front of the flower stand, when I was young, I didn’t care about others’ feelings and protested again: what are you looking?! Although my voice was not loud, I believe he heard it. What surprised me was that as always, everything seemed that nothing happened. On that day, it was sunny, and two hours of training sweat soaked our clothes. Everyone walked into the workshop quickly, feeling much more comfortable because of the coolness of indoor temperature difference. As the saying goes, the workshop of more than twenty girls, with three women gong on one side, suddenly became lively: Voices, laughter, slapping, and noises. Instructor Feng arrived as promised, with a cucumber just picked from the vegetable garden in his hand, eating and walking towards this side. With his arrival, the workshop became much silent. I clearly saw several girls’ eyes on me. I was a little annoyed and shouted to him who was standing beside me: what are you looking at? What are you looking?! The air was like solidification, and the whole workshop looked at me —— I lowered my head and continued my work ——- I don’t know when he went out, I just remember that he never appeared by my side since then. Later, I heard that teacher Li from the county followed him, and then everyone went their own ways, and there was no news of him any more. More than twenty years have passed, and I have gone through the hardships of life. I am no longer the unruly and arrogant of the past. Thinking of what I had done, my heart was full of self-accusation, and guilt tortured my restless soul like a sharp sword. I remembered his face again. Although I have never looked at him carefully, I never remember his eyes when he looked at me. In fact, he is such an honest and kind boy. Life is so ruthless. Some things clearly know that they have done something wrong, but they will never give you a chance to regret, even if you say sorry. I don’t know why I treated him like this at that time, just don’t I like him? If you don’t like it, should you hurt him again and again?! Buddha said: everything has cause and effect. If so, is the bitterness of the past the punishment of Buddha to me? Some people say that hurt is a double-edged sword, which hurts others as well as yourself. Maybe with the passing of time, the unruly and arrogant me had already vanished in his memory, and the years would leave me endless Confession ——– the snow vanished in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…