Hard to say

After thinking for a while, I realized that it was vague, ambiguous and even helpless to say goodbye. Its two meanings (meeting again and never seeing each other), one makes people full of expectation, the other makes people die. Due to the complex interweaving of expressing the wrong feelings and participating in the meeting, there are ten or two situations where the result deviates from the original intention. In any case, only those who have been really painful will be dead-hearted to see each other, which means never seeing and never seeing. However, there are often so many people who hate and remember the reality. So, goodbye, sometimes I can’t stop. For example, pain. People’s attitude towards it is self-evident. But who can say resolutely that he will leave without him, and it will wave away? The torture caused by toothache twice in three years made other diseases become a wizard. Especially the first tooth extraction, if there is no second tooth extraction to correct my thoughts, tooth extraction will become the first pain beyond the pain of giving birth in my memory. Giving birth to a child makes the pain great in form because of its great significance, but toothache is really different. How different it is, the doctor said, it is a kind of pain that makes people want to jump off a building. When I just saw the dawn of life, I didn’t want to jump off the building, so I told the doctor that I also wanted to witness the rising and falling of the sun. The doctor said, then you can only listen to me. I said, if there is no choice, just do whatever you want. He went on to say that from the perspective of aesthetics, girls should pull out wisdom teeth before the age of 16. Obviously, I can’t pull it out, which has no aesthetic significance, but I still have to pull it out. If I keep it, all other aesthetics will lose its meaning in front of it. Now I finally understand that wisdom teeth are not only a tooth with ulterior motives but also an ambitious and schemer. I am talking about home because it is too destructive. Although there are no historical records, as far as I recall, my wisdom teeth were born in the late 1990 s. At that time, I was participating in a chorus. When I opened my mouth and spoke, I felt that there was always an impulse in the place behind my teeth. It was a contest that stood out from the crowd. The result of the contest was that my face became swollen, then I sang out of tune. Fortunately, I am not a lead singer either. It doesn’t matter if I run one or two tones. Later, it did not move, and I also relaxed my vigilance. When it told me its existence with pain, I had to ask for help from the doctor. The first uprising was on the right. I gave it to a female doctor in a Chinese medicine hospital without any understanding. The female doctor took a piece of dental film and took me to the clinic. She had taken anesthetic for three times successively. The female doctor and her assistant took screwdriver, pliers and hammer, tinkling together. That scene reminded me of the situation of blacksmith beating Iron. At that time, I was really not sure what they would make me look like. If you come, then you will be safe. When I felt that the brain nerve was shocked and dislocated, I almost couldn’t help sending a signal for help, the female doctor agreed. Then I shook my wisdom teeth in front of me. The doctor stuffed a bar of gauze into the place where I just lost my teeth and told me that when I bit it and it was all right, I covered my right face to go to work. I thought the doctor and I both got what we wanted, but four or five days later, the pain continued. After several twists and turns walking into another hospital, the result given by the doctor is dry socket disease, and the most intuitive description of this disease is that the tooth groove is festering and festering. He asked me if I knew whether to shave my bone or not, and I nodded to show that I had heard of it. He said, “You have to bear it. It is very painful. You can’t take anesthetic. You have to scrape those dead things from the dental bed bit by bit. God, although I haven’t got a certificate, I am indeed a strong person who has been praised orally by doctors. However, I can only say that the pain is unbearable, the cone center is probably just like that. At that time, tears seemed to be driven away in an attempt to relieve the pain, but it was in vain and could not be washed away. After that, the doctor surnamed Fang who came across said that he could actually take anesthetic. But the pain is too painful. There is no unified and standardized operating rules to follow, so it can only be created by individuals. At that time, I admitted with tears that who let me kill pigs in my last life? 555 ~~~~~~ with the fear of the first tooth extraction, I neither dared to speak out, nor dared to ignore the enemy. I kept an eye on the new trend of left wisdom teeth. When another bad tooth fell off, the pain followed again. I had a premonition that there was no second choice. But I really don’t want the first ending. This time I was more cautious. The first hospital was flatly afraid of going there. Other hospitals with a little reputation were afraid when thinking of the crowded people. I don’t know if you have asked yourself: where on earth am I going? It seems that many tall buildings and clinics along the street are waving prescriptions for treatment, scalpels for removing sick meat and anesthesia sticks that make people forget pain happily, but the happier they are, the more scared I am. It’s better to go to the community hospital downstairs, where I have seen diseases that do not hurt or itch for several times. A big lady surnamed Fang is more careful, but I don’t know whether the tooth extraction is quick or not. The first two times he went there, he only said that your teeth are not easy to pull out, let’s see again. Later, he said, if you are not an acquaintance, I will not pull out your teeth. I pulled it out after all. The reader didn’t know something. Half of my fear of tooth extraction came from my mother. My mother said that when they were young, they always pulled teeth like this: tie the painful teeth to the turning of the door leaf and turn the door leaf hard… I always don’t let her talk down. She also said that the mother of one of her colleagues was unable to get sick because of tooth extraction, and then she passed away. Therefore, this time I am sitting in front of the doctor with all the fear and pain from tooth extraction, almost dying. As soon as I sat on the bed where my teeth were extracted, the light turned on towards me. The movement and pain caused by hammer and crowbar began to go through my ears and run to my brain. However, this time I was disappointed at first, then overjoyed. Dr. Fang didn’t use pliers or hammers. He only used a screwdriver-like thing (I didn’t dare to open my eyes to see it). After a mouse-like sound for countless times, dr. Fang said casually: The teeth have been pulled out. I recovered from God, and God told me that I was still alive after my teeth were pulled out. Experience of tooth extraction: Before tooth extraction, select a good doctor who is skilled and responsible. My standard for a good doctor is: only use one screwdriver (to be corrected)! If TA tells you to knock it down with a hammer, turn around and leave immediately. The simpler you walk, the better you won’t take a cotton swab with you. Let TA look at your back and think about how to improve your skills. 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