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In life, some people are willing to compare Buddha to a boat, because they believe that Buddha can permeate all living beings. As for me, I prefer to compare life to a long river or a vast sea. Then why? Because in my life, the river and the sea are closer to our life and can enter the hearts of each of us. Let’s put it this way, life without Buddha still has sunshine, flowers and birds, happiness, happiness and so on, but if life lacks water source, life is like lacking air, which cannot live. This is the reason why I compare life to river and sea. Besides, there is another more important reason: words are the ship of my life. Imagine, is there any necessity and value for the ship to exist after leaving the water source? Yes, I don’t deny that living in everyone’s heart has his own understanding, whether it is tea or chess, or Buddha or river, and so on, just as I regard words as the ship of my life, they all have their own understanding and reason of life and the value and meaning of existence. Since life and words have been bound together, I have regarded words as a ship in my life, which carries my past and future, and my yesterday, today and tomorrow, at the same time, it also carries all my memories, fragments, feelings, happiness, pain, thoughts, including thinking, life itself and beliefs. Therefore, I can say that this invisible ship not only shoulders the responsibility and obligation of life, but also shoulders the mission that my heart reaches the other side of life. Therefore, whether the ship can advance or retreat, downstream or upstream in the following years depends on its own cognition and judgment. It has nothing to do with the environment, life itself and others. To be honest, I never thought that there would be such a day when I was willing to give my life to the writing which is in full swing now and use it as a ship of life to travel in my daily life, whether it is accidental or inevitable, or there is another reason. For this question, I have thought over and over again, and the answer seems to be neither, nor between the two. But in any case, in terms of the current situation, all the moods are occupied by words. Not writing or watching something every day in life always makes my heart feel uncomfortable and oppressed. In this case, letting nature go is the most suitable for my habits and character, as well as the description and needs of my life and emotion. In fact, I am very clear in my heart that my love or devotion to one thing does not burst out suddenly, but there is always a basis to find. For example, for myself, why I regard words as the ship of my life today is also related to my reading for 30 years. The so-called accumulation and accumulation may be the best annotation for me. Yes, before that, I took reading as the main line of my life, which formed today’s trend over time. Therefore, it can be said that the situation formed today is completely a natural result. At the same time, it is also the most reasonable annotation that I regard it as the ship of life. From loving reading to writing, and then to taking words as a boat of life today, it can be said that it is smooth, smooth and self-justified. Of course, during this period, there have also been phenomena such as grounding and Anchor. However, I, who was good at calm, calm and introspective, had a high demand for my own life. In other words, since the awakening of life, getting closer to spiritual quality is my initial requirement and ultimate goal. I allow life to wander and hesitate, but I will never allow the soul to appear desert and desolation, let alone weeds and thorns in the soul, that is also my promise to the years and my soul. Yes, utility and ambition were rejected by my life from the very beginning, but it doesn’t mean that I don’t want to become famous and start a family. At least it is an incentive to myself and a benefit and sharing with him. With this theme, I was more determined to go on all the way in my life. No matter what situation I encountered, whether it was wind or rain or smog, all the requirements to secure my soul were carried out. Nowadays, when the ships of life sail to the deep sea and blue sea, the wind and waves encountered are far more dangerous than before. The swirling nests and traps in life may kill me at any time. However, I have made full preparations to take words as my belief in life, set up the double paddle tightly held in my hand, and stride towards this goal or the other side. As for whether he can reach and approach, I think it is not the most important. Just like the tough man Hemingway, fishing is not his real purpose, but to overcome the wind and rain, and himself is the key. Therefore, I have no way out, and I don’t want to leave a way out for myself. Moving forward is the only purpose of life. Therefore, I still said that since life has chosen words as the ship of my life, I should have no regrets. As for success and failure, it is also a matter of luck, it is not a matter of my life and soul. My spiritual principles have clearly indicated that words carry everything for me, and I am willing to give all the energy left to it to complete, including the years. As the ship of my life, words are really good! It carried my pursuit, ideal and ambition into the deep sea, and let me see a broader scene and a more distant momentum than what I had seen before, such as the sky and grassland, life chose it and it was really worthwhile. Even if one day I accidentally capsized and buried under the sea, I would cheer for my life. After all, I persisted to the end, after all, I have seen the underwater world that others have never seen, at least my soul can bloom and rest here! Like (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…

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For a while, I felt that I was abnormal. Because I don’t know how to face the world, or even how to speak to others; What kind of smile is natural. So that people don’t have to look at me with strange eyes. Every book and TV play I read, I will pay attention to how the characters in it speak and do things in a certain scene. I try my best to make myself a normal person. I have to think about what to say and what to say before saying every word. It is said that diligence can make up for weakness, so I really became a normal person in others’ eyes. The landlord sister sent me a WeChat early the day before yesterday. The content is: my mother and I went back to our hometown in Anhui. I turned off the power supply at home, and there was no wireless network during this period of time. You take good care of yourself at home; Now you are the only one left at home. You should pay attention to closing water, electricity, gas, doors and windows! I replied: OK, I know. Bon Voyage! The charger I bought on Taobao two days ago has not been received for four days on the way. Tracking the logistics shows that the cloud Cabinet has signed for it. Call to inquire, the other party said: Now the salesmen are all going home for the Spring Festival. The items are sent by someone inside the company and directly put them into the cloud cabinet in the neighborhood near you, hard work, you can get it yourself! Hearing this, I felt speechless immediately. This winter is surprisingly cold, which makes people numb with cold, and a heart condenses into ice. When I went to the supermarket to buy things, there were festive New Year songs playing in the broadcast box: New Year, New Year, reunion… I bought some daily necessities and food in a hurry, and fled into the rental house by electric car. Close the entrance and exit door, go back to the house, don’t want to stop for a moment, wash clothes, clean the room, look up the sky has been dark. Simply cook some food and check whether the doors and windows are closed. Climb into the bed, turn on the phone, and watch the novels or TV series downloaded outside. Every time I see the sensational place, my nose becomes sour, my tears will not flow down. After watching it for three or two hours, my eyes were a little sleepy. I closed my eyes and thought that I would fall asleep soon. However, Duke Zhou didn’t make an appointment, but he had to close his eyes and recuperate himself. Simply get out of bed, take out erguotou, drink two, cough! So hot! Turn on the mobile phone player and play a sad song. The single is circulating, thinking about some old things, which accidentally touches the string in my heart, and the tears that cannot be stopped are pouring in. Oh! Speaking of God, it is more effective than sleeping pills. I don’t know when I will fall asleep. I remember that my little niece was like this when she was a child. As long as she cried, she would definitely sleep after a while. In this year, fate gave me a lot of things. What I could accept and what I couldn’t accept were all thrown on my face fiercely. I didn’t want to say that I was innocent. All these were the disasters I had to experience. Like (prose editor: Ke Er) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. The snow is really beautiful, after all it is spring… Waiting Waiting is a kind of persistence, sticking to a certain belief and never giving up. Maybe because of a certain commitment, or because of a certain… Be good at listening to different voices and opinions On October 6th, I published a travel essay: “beautiful autumn scenery”, which was obtained by many literary websites… Read The Bridges of Madison County “When the white moth spreads its wings, you can come to me at any time”. I think, if I am a man, be accepted… From today on, I want to be happy I read “the biography of Hulan River” long time ago, and I remember that I was really in a heavy mood for a long time. Which characters caused me… Sick time I sneezed one after another these days. I said someone was reading me and others said I was sick. Finally, the doctor also said I was…