Essays

After working freely for several months, I had to go back home to rest. Sometimes, when thinking about it, I felt really heavy and irritable, so I was not willing to pull down some messy things. In recent days, I always want to calm down and concentrate on sorting out something that belongs to my own feeling of life, and publish a decent collection of works, in order to comfort and comfort myself, the heart which has been hurt by work and life. The reason why I want to publish a book is that I hope that some relatives, friends, colleagues and readers can see, think and dissect some people who live at the bottom of the society through the words I have written. They are contradictory and confused, how on earth does the nobody with dim life work and live. To be honest, after reading these words I wrote, people can involuntarily ponder over their own work and life and add some color to their lives, I was satisfied. As for other things, I didn’t think about it carefully. My work and life are actually quite simple. In addition, my mind is transparent and my thoughts are pure. I can’t figure out any profound and complicated problems and some utilitarian problems in the real society, I can’t figure out those mysterious and affordable things in real life, so I can’t write any good works with special social value and life significance. One night last spring, Mr. Huade Min, a writer from the Provincial Writers Association, and I drank idle wine and talked about the mountain in a hotel, he learned from his mouth that Mr. Lu Yan, the writer of Chinese Writers Association, was going to organize a series of Qilu writers. At that time, my heart moved and thought, why didn’t I take this opportunity to join in the fun with them and publish another book to fulfill my wish. This opportunity is really very good for me, but it is false to be honest and not guilty. After that, I was thinking in my mind that if the artistic quality of their series of books was influenced by my own book, I would be sorry for both my friends and readers, in the future, I may not dare to write anything more. This good thing may also become a great regret in my life. I was originally a loquacious Zhang Damin who lived at the bottom of the society. Where can my life level, ideological level and writing level be high! Can loquacious words have some literary and artistic meanings? Can some readers be poor? I have no idea at all. My book was originally intended to invite Mr. Huade min or some writer friend to write a wonderful preface, but I always felt it was not so good after reading these articles repeatedly these days, I can’t go to the elegant hall, and I really don’t have the courage to ask any friend for help. Even so, the heart is unwilling, and I always feel that this society is not only a society belonging to those celebrities. Zhang Damin who was loquacious also had his own life spirit and living method, and no one had the right to prevent him from telling the truth in his heart. Therefore, the matter of deciding to publish this original essay essay booklet also had some prospects. A few days ago, Mr. Lu Yan called me and said that he had reviewed the collected works and felt good. The literary series were about to be typesetting, let me send the money and manuscripts of the book to Mr. Huade Min as soon as possible. Money is not a problem. But these articles are so vulgar that there is no time to modify them. What can I do! There was no chance to get a book. That morning, I learned that in order to welcome the fifth anniversary of Jiangshan literature, Jiangshan literature website cooperated with its partner yinyuan.com to print a personalized book for the authors who signed contracts with Jiangshan literature website for free. I thought in my heart that there would be plenty of opportunities after publishing books at my own expense. Let’s get a free book for fun first. There is no preface in the essay collection of my essay “pondering”. I always feel that there are some shortcomings in my heart. I can’t eat well and sleep well for several days in a row, I always think about how to write a preface in my mind. Since I am embarrassed to ask others to write the preface for this book, then just hurry up and make up the preface for this book. Speaking of wind, it is a fire. That morning, I sat on the boss’s chair in the office and thought about it with my eyes closed. Then I couldn’t wait to walk to the computer and sat down immediately. I started the computer and knocked here in a rage, run out of ideas. This can be done? Suddenly, I remembered a passage written by Mr. Liang Xiaosheng to appreciate Zhao Zhongxiang’s article. In my opinion, to know a person’s reliable way, it is better to read the articles that record their own growth experiences and express their feelings, feelings and various emotions about the world and life. At this point, there is still a certain basis for the sentence of writing to people. People can whitewash themselves and pack themselves in their novels, but essays, essays and miscellaneous articles can be called mirrors of people’s hearts. Most novels are created for others and read by others for themselves. Prose, essays and miscellaneous feelings are often written by people who are influenced by their own emotions to declare their own opinions and express their hearts, it is the spiritual product that gets rid of the creative consciousness to the greatest extent. I always think that proses, essays and miscellaneous feelings which have obvious traces of creation are inferior goods. Because it means a cover for readers, which is deceptive. The reason why I use the words of Mr. Liang Xiaosheng to do this article is not to draw a banner as a tiger skin, decorate myself and fool readers, but I like the real words that Mr. Liang Xiaosheng said. To be honest, a person, especially a nobody like me who lives at the bottom of the society, can store things in his heart in the form of proses, essays and essays, if you disclose it to everyone without reservation, you will feel brave. A nobody who lives at the bottom of the society and lacks knowledge and money can publish a incomplete book and write a incomplete preface for himself, this has already had some meaning of life, which is enough for him to be proud of himself. Like (prose editor: drops of ink become wounds) the snow in spring Spring elimination snow, multi-the yao nian, unspoken. Reading from afar, it is just above that snowfield. 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